Stillwaiting

Still waiting...

No matter how you change, I'm still the same.

(Thank you very much to the owner of the picture)

Talk.

Annyong, everyone, I don't know how this short story came to be. Well, part of it happened to myself.

I'll try not to be too inconsistent with myself. Please leave it to me. I'm still struggling with my decorating skills. Please help me.

Went to secretly rewrite a little bit. Reading it myself is still confusing. Anyway, please leave it to me.

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CR.SQW

Stillwaiting

Still waiting...

No matter how you change, I'm still the same...

xx/

December/2016

Have you ever secretly loved someone? I believe everyone has secretly loved someone. I'm Choi Youngjae. I'm just an ordinary person. I'm secretly in love with someone. 'Birds' are all gone. To put it simply, I've never had a boyfriend. I've secretly loved him three times. I'll tell you about it..

The first time was when I was a child, since Grade 1. Hey, I can't remember his name either. What's his name? I haven't told him anything yet. They just transferred schools, haha.

This is the second time. When I grew up a bit, I secretly fell in love with him. His name was 'Im Jaebum'. He liked to tease me. It always made me shake until one day I mustered up the courage to tell him I loved him but I got rejected because he already had a girlfriend named 'Park Jin Young'. I couldn't regain my composure in time and started crying haha. After a few more. One day the two of them also got married.

The third time is the one I remember the most. His name is 'Wang Jackson'. He is a person who makes me very happy. My story with him only happened last year. ..

Note:

There might be a lot of coarse words (I can't omit them).

Xx/

July/2015

“Wow!” I woke up with my eyes open because of the alarm clock. Even though my heart wants to sleep again Another 25 hours, heck, it's 7:45 a.m. already. Damn it, it's late. So I hurriedly took a shower and got dressed and stuffed rice into my mouth immediately. So hurry and win to the company immediately.

@company....

“Oh, it's about time.” Hearing this, I immediately walked into my office and sat down.

"Are you here, Jae~~ you're late as usual?" This isn't anyone's voice. It's the voice of "BamBam Kanpimuk" whose name BamBam is difficult to pronounce.

“Yes, your father came quickly,” I answered in a dismissive manner because I was still panting from running and had not recovered yet - -

“Jae, we have something to tell you.” This is the voice of another friend of mine, “Kim Yugyeom,” who is as big as a buffalo bear. "What's wrong with you, Aiyuk?" What I asked wasn't anything. If I didn't answer, I'd be angry and die for ten lifetimes.

“Wow, this time you're talking to us too. Well, I'm going to say that there are people who like you too. I'm only mute in front of you. Bye." Oh, this one. Just dropped a big bomb on me. "Yukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk"

"I don't know." Aini isn't talking to me.

"Wow, our Jae Jae sold out! Celebrate!" Wow, that's too BAM. But Bam, saying this is nothing. I've never had anyone I like. Bam can say this - -

"Heh Bam..." So I continued to sit and work....

I came home and the whole day was on my head. “Well, I will say that there are people who like you too. I'm only mute in front of the province."

"I'm telling you, there's someone who likes you too."

"I'm telling you, there's someone who likes you too."

"I'm telling you, there's someone who likes you too."

"Wow!" What is this? There's only this on my head, but.. "I'm only mute in front of the province."

"I'm only mute in front of you."

"I'm only mute in front of you."

"I'm only mute in front of you."

Mon. There's only 'JB' on my head, but JB has a girlfriend named Jinyoung, right? How can you come to like me? I'm stressed. It's more stressful than my high school grades. I'd better get some sleep. I'll think about it tomorrow.

@The next day, Ching~~

I woke up and almost wanted to sleep again because I was tossing and turning. Sitting stressed out with the word 'E-word' "Oh, I'm going to tell you that there's someone who likes you too" and "I'm only hinting at the front of the province." Sit and stress over these crazy words. Makes me sleep only 3 Just over an hour.

@company...

“Iyukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!” Who is that IJ? Iyukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk” When I arrived, I immediately asked Iyuk because during my arrival I was stressed out by these 2 words.

~~Events before Youngjae came to this company~~

Note:

Brother Win has known Jae since childhood.

"P'Win, go to the company...just like usual. Hurry too."

“Oh, same as usual.”

"Oh, P'Win, P'Win, who do you think is this province?" Oh, you're so stressed that the words just came out?

“Which province, do I know you? Why does he like you?" Yes, Brother Win knows that well. But did you bring me here too quickly?

"It's nothing. You don't have to change the money." I quickly ran out of the car and went up to the company because...

“Ai Jae, you don't have to change anything. You didn't give me enough money."

@To the present

“Iuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Who is Aij? Iyukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

“Oh, I want to know who your boss is.” After that, he pointed at a man walking past me. taller than me So white, but these muscles are like... It's so shiny and it makes me want to bury my head in it (not really).

“Jackson…” I suddenly mumbled this name. The name I can think of isn't anything. He's also a famous person in the company. It's known all over the world. You're also flirty - -

“Oh, I know Niijae.” Yes, Yuk. I just told you why I know you.

“I don't know, Mom, I'm working. Bam, let's go to work." My face suddenly became hot, and when I looked in the mirror I found myself red in the face.... Why is your face red?

"Wow, Jae's face is red. Jae's face is red." I really hate you two, Bam Yuk.

“Working!” So ​​I hurriedly walked away from my two friends and went to sit and work at my desk as usual...

Since I found out the truth at that time, we got to know him. His name was 'Wang Jackson'. We got to know each other better and got to know each other about personal things. Various relatives Uh..it seems like I know too much.... Until one day, the moments between the two of us began to disappear..

@xx/

November/2015

Right now I'm at the bottom of the company looking for something to eat when suddenly someone comes and pokes me.

“Uh, your name is Choi Youngjae.” Suddenly there were people in the company, I don't know which department, it must have been the same department as Jackson.

"Uh...Y-Yes, is there something wrong?" Why are you embarrassing Ban Nabla? Well, tell me quickly. I want to know what the matter is.

“Jackson told me to tell him not to mess with him from now on. We have nothing to do with each other anymore and don't have to talk about him. You don't have to let your friends talk and mess with him.” My stomach hurts all the way to my appendix. Why, why, are we really that bad? Why are there tears in my eyes....

“Oh, thank you…” After that, I hurriedly walked up the elevator and sat on my own table, leaving all the tears streaming down my face. I got confused with myself. Did I do something wrong when I rejected you asking me to be your girlfriend? No.. you still like me. Why?

"Hug...hug, why?" Iyuk and Bam secretly overheard it. So they walked behind me and both of them consoled me..

“Jae, don't be stressed out. I'm looking for a new one. Like we have to be strong,” Bam loudly reassured me while making a very confident face.

I'm sick.

It wasn't a sound at all. Bam, Yuk slapped his head once.

“Oh, Yuk, what the hell are you doing? It hurts. Can you see that my hair is completely damaged?"

"Oh Bam, how can you say that? This is secret love that Jae is most serious about." Yes, Yuk was right, it was secret love. I'm the most sincere. Very attentive, sincere, and even more sincere than the first two times....

After that day...our moments were rare, even rare. And after that day, I resigned from that company and came out to stay. I couldn't stand it... And after that day We haven't met each other again...

@current

xx/

December/2016

That's the story of me and Jackson...I still miss him a lot even now. I can only ask myself what he is doing now. Does he still miss me?

And I received news from my dear friend Yugyeom that he is getting married to my dear friend who we don't really talk to anymore....'BamBam'

And if you ask me whether I will go to this event or not, the event of my dear friend and lover....

I won't go....you think about the people we love and the friends we love. If I had hoped, I would have left the job before he put the ring on for sure.

I think I think the same way as 'Mark Tuan' because he likes Bambam too. Mark has liked Bambam since time immemorial. Seeing this, Mark will probably die of regret.

“Congratulations to both of you.”

Even though the two are married, I'm still waiting here as usual... I will still love you both the same no matter what....

No matter how you change

But I'm still the same

I'm still waiting

Still love.