I'm not him

[YugBam]

"If we could continue being together, it would be good."

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The soft sunlight on the morning of January 1, 2017, streamed in through the window and hit two figures hugging each other on a bed in a green-walled bedroom with pictures of them hanging. live

The two figures' faces were filled with smiles that showed how happy they were.

What happened?

Going back to December 30, 2016

Today is the last day at Bambam. Mr. Kanphimuk Bhuwakul, a Thai student who received a scholarship to study in Korea. This is the last day of studying because the scholarship has been completed as scheduled.

It's quite a pity, but the biggest pity is that I won't get to meet that person again.

"BamBammm" I said that person just arrived.

"Would you mind walking closer and calling me, Kim Yugyeom?" I said back as he walked over and sat in his usual seat next to me.

"Let's go see a movie this evening. Jungkook invites you."

"No, you two just go check it out." I replied, but turned my head to the window and slumped on the table.

Yugyeom and I have known each other since our first year of high school. Yugyeom was the first person to greet me the day I just moved. After that we became close friends. He helps me with everything. I made it through to the end of Mathayom 6 with this friend standing by my side. Always beside you and making this little heart tremble.

But when I reached the fourth year of secondary school Jungkook just moved in. At first there were only people who bullied him. Yugyeom went to help and ended up in the same group.

And that's it. It's the reason why Jungkook likes Yugyeom.

Why do I know? Well, he came to tell me about it just last year. So I had to put my feelings in a locker and lock it.

I'm not mad at Jungkook, I'm just slow.

"Yugyeom, BamBam, you're here so early." I was startled when I heard the sound of a new person greeting me.

Who can't be?

“Jungkook, why are you so late today?” Yugyeom must have answered for you. I guess I must have fallen asleep. From just now it was only seven o'clock until now it was almost seven thirty.

"I woke up late. So, are you guys going to watch a movie this evening?” Jungkook responded to Yugyeom's question. before asking a new question

"BamBam won't go," Yugyeom said, pursed lips and turning to face me. I saw it and was really annoyed. Please squeeze your cheek.

"Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh."

“Just now, you pursed your lips. I feel annoyed when I see it. 555555" The more you squeeze, the more it annoys you. Why are people fat?

“Oh, you guys are really cute,” Jungkook said jokingly, ending the conversation just as the teacher walked in.

"Students show respect"

"Hello, sir."

"Pick up the book and turn to page 97."

I still don't know how to tell Yugyeom that I might have to return to Thailand tomorrow.

Hey!

If we could continue to be together, it would be good.

Eh!

What kind of letter?

While I was thinking about something while reaching under the table, hoping to pick up a textbook, I only found a dark-colored envelope.

I tried flipping the page and back and couldn't see the name of the giver. When you open it, what will pop out?

When he had come to terms with it, he managed to open the envelope. There was a card with a message saying

"New Era blessings and blessings

You can do that. You can command it.

If only I wished beyond the mandate

Overflowing with happiness and severe suffering It's in the heart."

I read it two or three times. But what I got is 'What does that mean?' All confused.

"What's that, BamBam?" I forgot that there was a fat bear sitting next to me.

“The letter is, but it's kind of nonsense. Continue studying.” I said as I thought, and that didn't make Yugyeom any more interested.

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Wow!

"That's enough for today. You can go home."

"All students saluted."

"Thank you, sir."

At this time, the other students began to gradually walk out of the room. The only ones left are me, Jungkook, and Yugyeom, who are still asleep and haven't woken up yet. Sometimes I wonder why he's so sleepy all the time. It's better to pretend.

I made a plan with Jungkook that we would shout each other into Yugyeom's ear. Make your ears turn off. Haha.

I turned and signaled to Jungkook before shouting in unison.

"Wake up now."

"Ahhhhhhhhhh"

kiss

Let me rewind the event for a moment. Well, just now Jungkook and I were shouting into Yugyeom's ear, each in his own ear. After that, he woke up, but a slight technical glitch caused Yugyeom to turn his head right in front of me, causing our lips to collide.

"Shit_!" I was shocked and accidentally pushed the tall figure in front of me away. I was shocked, but why did my heart have to beat so fast!

"Damn, I'm embarrassed, my face is red and hahaha."

"The weather is hot. Are you guys going to watch a movie? Then let's go back to the dormitory. Goodbye."

"Wait a minute, BamBam." As soon as I finished my sentence, I ran out of the room. Just now I heard Yugyeom's voice but didn't dare turn around. It was embarrassing..

Yugyeom part

Before he finished speaking, BamBam's thin body had already disappeared. Don't you listen?

But having said that, BamBam's mouth is soft too. Eh, why do I put my hand over my mouth?

"I'm bored. Do you want to go to the mall? Aren't you going to go buy something?" Jungkook's voice calling out made me conscious.

"Let's go. Let's go pack things." I managed to sweep everything in front of me into my bag and then walked out of the room with Jungkook.

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At the mall

K mall

Actually, I came to the mall today and planned to take BamBam to watch a movie, but he was embarrassed and ran away. So I changed my goal to buying gifts for each other, haha.

Right now we're in the doll zone because we see that Bambam likes it. So I thought I'd buy one.

“This one looks like you, haha.” Jungkook held out a fat white doll with a face like a hippo and held it in front of my face.

"Like where?"

"Fat and white?"

"It doesn't look like I'm thin anymore." I've been going to the gym quite often lately. I feel much more handsome (Wright : --")

"Oh, but when I saw it, I immediately thought of us."

"Ahhh"

“Good, then take this one. In case BamBam sees this he will think of us." He was embarrassed when he said that.

“Yes,” Jungkook said lazily before the two of us went to pay and then went our separate ways to go home.

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It is now nearly 8 p.m. But because it's winter, it gets darker at night than usual. Make the area around the school dormitory

K school

There aren't many people out walking around, such as BamBam. He hasn't left his room since he came home from school.

With the weather being so cold it was sub-zero, so I didn't really want to go out. Because the room had a heater and there was still Ramayon left, it made me lazy to go out. I slept until I was as sluggish as a pig.

Persevere!

After I walked out of the bathroom wearing my Pikachu pajamas, I turned my attention to my phone. which contains notification messages from popular chat applications

CYJ : 

Yay Bammm 21 : 15

CYJ : 

Last evening, I saw Yugyeom and Jungkook going shopping for dolls together. Aren't you going together? 21 : 15

21 : 16 I didn't go:

bambam1a

21 : 16 that he will come back to collect things :

bambam1a

CYJ : 

Are you going back to Thailand? 21 : 16

21 : 17 Yes :

bambam1a

CYJ : 

Good luck friends. Good night 21 : 17

I didn't answer Youngjae further. When the conversation ended, he closed the screen lock and placed it on the bedside table.

I still don't know how to tell Yugyeom that I won't be here because tomorrow the school is holding a celebration party so there will be no classes. So I will stay and store things at the dormitory.

Hey!

I reached into my bag, hoping to get the charging cable, but instead I only found a mysterious envelope.

"If I ask, will it come true?" I lay and looked at the envelope for a while until I fell asleep from exhaustion.

Morning of December 31, 2016

Yugyeom part

It's now nearly seven-thirty in the morning, but Yugyeom's tall figure still hasn't gotten out of bed. Because I saw that there was no class at school today but there was a party, I thought I would wake up at ten o'clock and then go. But it wasn't until eight o'clock that I woke up to the sound of the telephone ringing loudly.

“Hello,” I said in a calm voice. Insinuating that you called to wake me up at my bedtime.

"Yugyeom! Did you know that BamBam is going back to Thailand?!” The caller's finished sentence made me wide awake. Then he pulled out his phone and looked at the list of incoming calls. It turned out that the name was Jungkook.

Why did it come so early today? Hey, this isn't something I need to focus on right now.

“Jungkook, how do you know?” I answered Jungkook in an agitated voice. Why won't you just tell each other?

"Youngjae told me because we saw that BamBam still hasn't come today."

"So, do you know where BamBam is?"

“This one, Youngjae doesn't know. You try looking at the dormitory."

"Okay, thank you very much." After hanging up the phone, he quickly ran into the bathroom to wash himself at the speed of light and then came out to find some simple clothes to wear. And don't forget to take the doll box with you.

"Where are you going in such a hurry, Mr. Kim?" As he walked down, he saw his mother sitting downstairs watching TV. I'm really annoyed by the pronouns my mother used to refer to me.

"Go find a friend, Mom. Maybe I won't be coming home today. Goodbye." I walked over and kissed Mom on the cheek before rushing to wait for the bus in front of the alley.

Please meet me at the dorm.

Bambam part

Today I woke up quite early so I could quickly finish packing my things and then at noon I could go out for a walk and buy some things.

I've been up since seven o'clock and now it's almost finished at eight o'clock. But it must be stopped. Because someone was knocking at the door. It's not a normal knock. Knock it in a rhythm of three.

"I'm going to open it, take it easy," I shouted as I walked to open the door. But when the door opened, it made me more shocked than before. It's because the person in front of me is Yugyeom.

"How did you get here?"

"Why did you go back to Thailand and not tell me?" is a question I still can't find an answer to.

Since I dragged him to sit and talk in the room I still haven't answered that question.

“Can you answer yet?” Yugyeom asked again. All I could do was keep my head down. Avoid the sight of the tall figure.

“Oh, why don't you think about other people's feelings? Do you know how sad we will be?”

Yugyeom let out a sigh before continuing his next sentence.

“And then you came to us like this, don't you think Jungkook would be upset?” I said as I thought. But the more I thought about it, the more it hurt.

“Then why does Jungkook have to be sad?” Yugyeom said, confused. You don't care about other people's feelings and you have to let other people care about your own feelings.

“So Jungkook likes you! Do you know how sad we are when we see you guys together looking happy? But we couldn't do anything because we were slow!” As soon as I finished speaking, I let out a loud gasp. That I won't show any weakness. But it really doesn't work.

Just a moment.

“Then why do you have to hurt yourself?” I was now in Yugyeom's arms. and can feel a little six-pack indicating that he is currently attending the gym.

“Well, we thought you might like Jungkook.” I lifted my head from the warm embrace. Now our eyes are staring at each other.

"If we like Jungkook then why hug you like this, Bambam?"

"If we like Jungkook then why do we have to rush to you when we know we're going back to Thailand?"

“If we like Jungkook then why would we ask Jungkook for advice about you?”

"If we.."

"Okay, okay," I quickly said, interrupting the figure in front of me before I could confess any more. Oh, I'm so embarrassed. The man confessed his love right in front of me.

“Wait, there's one more thing I need to say. Jungkook has a boyfriend.”

"Oh, really?!" I was shocked and looked up from my strong chest again.

"Really, why would you lie? They love each other so well." Oh wow, it shows that I was just imagining it, I-Bam! Why do you like to think about it yourself?

"Do you understand now?"

"I understand," I replied resignedly. The more I thought about it, the more I felt like I was being naive.

“Look up first.” I followed Yugyeom's words. But I wasn't expecting it. The doctor's sharp face came closer and closer until our lips touched. Just a touch, no invasion at all. before the figure in front of him broke away.

"Love you, snake snake." What is this pronoun? Oh, I'm embarrassed. I lowered my head on Yugyeom's shoulder and nodded up and down to let him know that I knew.

"Tell me back." Is that what you're asking for? Did you know that people are shy? I shook my head in response and then I felt something press against my cheek.

Damn it!

"If you haven't said it yet, do it again."

"Let's force this, you can talk." The tall figure in front of him smiled with satisfaction. Really annoyed.

"I love you, Mod Mod." You could say I whispered. Because I haven't heard my own voice yet haha.

"What? I can't hear you." The doctor brought his face closer again. Oh my god, Bam was embarrassed.

"Love you, Mod Mod." I turned up the volume so I could hear it more, but it seemed like the taller person was probably teasing me this time.

"What? Haven't heard it yet."

"Enough and lazy to talk."

"Oh, then this must be punished." When Yugyeom finished speaking, he kissed my cheek again, but this time on both sides. I think my face must be as red as a tomato right now.

"Your face is red hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha issue free issue" statement, I turned away without a word. I turned away but my eyes returned to a mystery box that was very badly wrapped.

“What?” I pointed my finger at the mystery box, causing Yugyeom to stand up and pick it up and hold it in front of me.

"New Year's gift, unwrap it."

"Did you wrap this yourself? It's so messy."

"Wrap it with your heart!"

I nonchalantly removed the wrapping paper and picked up a cutter to cut off the tape. Appears to be a fat white doll that looks similar to a hippo.

"Wow, that's cute." I mean, it's very cute. The body is soft. I like it. Let me see its face clearly. I turned around. I feel like it looks familiar.

"This bitch looks like you hahahaha" It's a lot like Yugyeom. Fat and white 5555 But it seems like now he's slimmed down a lot.

“Consider it our representative,” Yugyeom replied. I'm also shocked that tomorrow I will have to return to Thailand. And I don't know if there will be a chance to meet again or not.

"Will we have a chance to meet again?" I said with a sad face. It's like tears are flowing again. No, BamBam, hold on.

"You have to. You can stop by for a visit." Yugyeom replied as he reached out and held my head, rocking it back and forth.

Wow!

Your stomach growls as a signal that it's time to go find lunch. Really interrupting?

"I'm hungry already. Haha."

"That's right."

"This is better. Let's go on a date."

"Right now."

"Ah, there's still time left." Is that right? Make the most of the remaining time.

Yugyeom and I decided that today we would go on a date. It's a first date.

And it might be the last time

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It is now almost 10:00 p.m. I felt really tired after coming back from a date. Just today, the weight I worked so hard to lose must have increased quickly.

Yugyeom will be in the room with me today. For the reason that this might be the last day that we will be together.

"I don't want it to be until tomorrow." Yugyeom suddenly spoke up.

"Although the new year may not start well, But the last day of this year will be our best memory.” That's really touching, Fat Bear.

"We are too." Right now we are lying on the bed. We slept and talked and talked. Teasing each other and teasing each other. When I realized it, it was almost midnight.

“It's New Year's in 5 minutes,” I said as my eyes fell on the clock hanging on the wall.

"I don't want it to come yet. I just thought that I wouldn't be with BamBam anymore. I don't know how heartbreaking it is,” Yugyeom continued, pursed lips like a three-year-old child. So cute.

Oh, so cute -///-

Persistent

The notification sound from a popular chat application came from my phone.

“Who?” Yugyeom asked after hearing the notification sound.

I bent down to look and it came up warning me. Then click to read in the chat with a smile.

"Yugyeom, we don't have to go back tomorrow."

"Is that true?"

"Really? Just now my mother said to Line: Mom has to move to work here permanently so she will allow us to continue our studies as well. Oh, I'm so happy." I'm very happy. Thank you heaven for helping the baby elephant to stay. Amen.

"Now we can be together," Yugyeom said. It's what makes me the happiest.

"Oh," I nodded.

"Then I wish you a Happy New Year."

"Is it midnight already?"

"Here it is."

"Hey! Did you set this picture as your screenshot?"

"This is our first picture together keke. Let's make everything in our lives better this new year."

"Understood. Happy New Year, Yugyeom." I said before the tall figure reached up and pressed our lips together.

     Happy New Year 2017 

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