My reason is . . .
seokmin x seungkwan
By: Feel_To_Fic {@ppforfahindy}
"My reason is you, Seungkwan."
It was caused by irritation of Nung Bu. Anything goes. and combined with a short story that Wright tweeted (in So Kwan didn't care about Hyong Ye), thus this fic was born. Feel free to criticize as you please.
{ Winter Dark Theme }
"Let's just end this, Seungkwan."
Have any of you ever had a boyfriend or girlfriend? I have a boyfriend. We've been together for more than six months now. He is one year younger than me. He is both talkative and cute. Every day he kept talking about all sorts of things. Including the story of his friends. Every day I had to hear at least ten words of his best friend's name. It's the same today..
“Here, Brother Seok, look at this. Bonny bought it for me. So cute."
"Ah, so.."
"Brother Seok, today Nong Boo went to study with Bon-Nee."
"Ah.." I went again the other day.
“Uncle Seok, you don't have to come pick up Nong Boo today. Today, Nong Boo will go see a movie with Bonny too."
"Um.." In addition to leaving, he also didn't let me pick him up.
“Seok, tomorrow is Bonny's birthday. I'll stop by and buy a present for Bonn just a moment."
"Okay.." Today we've only met for half an hour and you'll be going to see your friends. You're still going to drag me to buy things for my friends, Seungkwan.
"Brother Seok, did you know that Bonnul likes round dolls? The other day, I saw him and said he liked round ones. Little Boo, would you mind buying this?” Seungkwan pointed at the cute round peach doll. before picking it up and showing it to his girlfriend
"Ah.. It's cute. Your friends will probably like it."
"Of course you'll like it. Oh, I'd better buy this for Bonny too." The little boy smiled brightly at the item in his hand before walking around the small gift shop. Seokmin looked at his petite boyfriend boredly. He didn't know what to say to make the other person understand that he wanted some attention.
“Brother Seok sent Nong Boo here. Nong Boon has arranged this Kabonon here. Bonny will be here soon."
“Seungkwan is..”
“There it is, Bonnil has arrived. Little Boo, go first. I'll see you tomorrow, Brother Seok. Bye." Breaking the rules of saying goodbye to your boyfriend. Where is it like this? The little boy waved goodbye to his girlfriend before excitedly walking with his friends and chatting about the movie they were going to see. Seungkwan is too much. I just stood and watched my girlfriend walk away with Bonny..
I don't know what's so good about that friend. Why does Seungkwan keep talking about it? Coming home from school or when meeting up My girlfriend only talks about Bonny. I'm starting to get annoyed. I'm your boyfriend, but I feel like I'm less important than that close friend.
"Seungkwan, let's go eat." I walked over to pick up my younger sibling to eat lunch as usual in the classroom. But the young man's face looked unusually smiling.
"What's going on? Why are you smiling so wide? Hmm.." I pinched the soft cheek and pretended to pull it back and forth like I usually do.
"Oh Seok, Little Boo is hurt. Why are you pinching my cheek?" But today she yelled at me. The hand that was pinching quickly pulled back. Older people look depressed.
"excuse me"
"Never mind that. Sigh, people are in a good mood." Seungkwan denied in a bad mood. before walking in another direction
"Where are you going? Isn't the cafeteria going this way?"
“Nong Boo doesn't want to go with Seok hyung anymore. Nong Boo is going to see Bonny." Again, Bonny again. I was abandoned by my younger sibling because he went to see this bonus again..
Sometimes I would like to ask my younger sister, Am I still your boyfriend?
"You're going to be dumped by me for sure." Seokmin sat with his best friend Mingyu as they confided in each other. Each side carried troubling matters to discuss with each other, and today
It seems like Seokmin's problems are more serious.
"Why? What happened?"
"Bonolny"
"who?"
"My best friend. Just came in the middle of this semester."
"Then why? Have you already taken your girlfriend away?"
“It seems like that. Nowadays, everything is talked about only Bonny. Just now I was angry at me and went to see Bonny. I feel like I don't exist."
"I warned you that having a young boyfriend is uncertain."
“What should I do? I don't want to lose you." Seokmin looked tense.
"If my heart is not with you anymore. No matter how you hold on, you will probably go well. Wouldn't it be better to come to terms with this sooner?" His friend's thick hand gently touched his shoulder to comfort him.
“Sigh.. Anyway, you're probably going to stay here anyway.” Seokmin stared out the window. He didn't want to think about the day he had to break up with the little person he loved.
On the way home
"Brother Seok, today Nong Boo will go.."
"Seungkwan" Seungkwan couldn't finish speaking when his sentence was cut off by an older man with a displeased tone.
"Hub?"
“Why do you keep saying Bonny? Anything goes. I can't take it anymore. Please tell me what's wrong with us. Are we still lovers?” Seokmin let out the frustration in his heart. People passing by turned their attention to their conversation.
"Well, this is Boo's best friend. Why does Brother Seok have to be angry at Brother Boo? And besides, we're still lovers. We're not like lovers in any way."
“That's why you're only interested in Bonn. Have you ever been interested in me, Seungkwan? Have you ever cared how you feel about the word "Bonol"? Bonnally like that Bonnally gave this one. Bonnally did that one. Have you ever cared about me?” Seokmin raised his voice in annoyance. My heart kept comforting myself to calm down. But when he saw that he was trying to protect Bonal, he couldn't help but bully him.
"Nong Boo is always interested in Seok hyung."
"If you're really interested, have you ever known how I feel right now? It hurts. That my own boyfriend keeps talking about other people. You know that the time we have together is very little. But you still talk about other people when we're together. You're too cruel, Seungkwan.” Seokmin swallowed down the sob that was stuck in his throat. Trying to blink to get rid of the water that was pooling at the corners of the eyes.
"Well, little Boo..."
"Nong Bu, why? Nong Bu and Bonn are friends. Why can't we talk about it anymore? Are you going to say this sentence again? Every time we argue, you always say it like this. I don't want to put up with people who talk about other people all the time like this.”
“What will Brother Seok do? Let go of Boo!” Seokmin grabbed the small wrist and dragged him with force to the bus stop.
"Choose to go home with me or go find your bonny." The little body was thrown onto the chair waiting for the bus. There were two intersections in front of him, the one leading to his and Seokmin's houses. And another intersection that goes towards Ban Bon Nee. Seungkwa cries out in fear. He had never met Brother Seok in this mode before. I just want to provoke a little jealousy.
But it caused the matter to escalate. Oh, okay..
"Answer me, Boo Seungkwan, what will you choose?"
"Little Boo will come home."
"You're not going to Bonnol anymore, are you?"
"Oh, I'm not going anymore."
“Good, then let's go home.” Seokmin breathed out angrily and grabbed his small arm to get up and follow him.
"Oh, don't pull on Little Boo too hard. Little Boo is hurt." The force of squeezing the wrist of her arm caused a red patch. The younger man cries back and forth, hoping his lover will let him go, but he doesn't.
“Alright, now you can go into the house and go to bed. And I'm sorry for being so emotional." As they reached the small house, Seokmin managed to open the fence and pushed another person in and he walked out.
To go straight to his house in another alley. But it's not yet time to take a step. He heard those million words again.
“Hello, Bonny, today I can't go tutoring with you. It seems like Seok hyung is really angry at Boo. I'm sorry."
The sound of talking on the phone was loud. Both legs turned around and walked back the way they came from. The big hand swatted away the phone the younger person was talking on. The feeling that seemed good suddenly disappeared.
"Boo Seung Kwan"
"what.."
“If you keep on giving up on Bonny like this. I can't stand it anymore."
"Don't raise your voice at Little Boo like this, Brother Seok."
"If you don't want me to raise my voice at you, then just break up!" You won't have to listen to only the word "Bonol" once again. I'm bored, do you understand?"
“Quit, then quit. Little Boo is also tired of Seok being angry at Little Boo like this. Brother Seok only got angry and came down on Nong Boo. There's no reason at all."
"Why not? My reason is you. Because you only keep on telling me this.”
"Don't bring Nong Boo's bonnet into this!"
“What did you say just now? Is this your little Boo's bonnet?" The voice that had initially yelled at him had softened into a whisper. Suddenly it was like my body was completely exhausted.
He used his last strength to squeeze out a sound before everything stuck in his chest. Then turned around and walked back with tears streaming down her face..
"I probably mean nothing to you, little one."
Several days passed without any sign of contact from the little person. Seokmin sighed for the hundredth time. Even though we've broken up But my heart is still in turmoil. Well, Nong, she doesn't seem angry or anything because she broke up with me. The younger sister still calls out to Bonny as usual. If you don't love each other then why would you agree to be with someone like me, Seungkwan?
But one day, I was suddenly dragged into the room of a nearby sports club by a small hand.
“Seok Brother, Brother Boo, there is something I need to talk to you about.”
"what? What else are you bringing to Bonnol?"
"Nong Bu, I'm sorry. Nong Bu didn't mean to. Little Boo just wants Seok to be jealous of Little Boo. Little Boo didn't mean to. We're not going to break up. Oh." Her small mouth started to open up, causing her to have a pitiful look on her face.
“Have you ever done anything that you miss each other about, Seungkwan? Have you ever thought that if you do this, your feelings will go away?"
"That's not true.. Why did Seok say he likes Boo?"
"In the past, yes. But probably not now. Playing with other people's feelings isn't fun, Seungkwan." I said truthfully. Actually, I don't want to do this. But my feelings really seem to have disappeared.
"Huh.. Brother Seok is mean."
"You were mean to me before, weren't you?"
"No, Nong Boo, I don't want to quit. I won't quit."
"It's good to break up."
"No, don't quit."
"Well, you're only interested in Bonn. Anything goes. What else are you going to demand from me, Seungkwan? Go find your Bonny!"
"Little Boo, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, na na na.. Forgive Little Boo, Seokmin hyung."
"Let's just end this, Seungkwan."
“Go find your Bonny. Let's just end this."
As if deja vu, the two slender legs spun around and turned around like before, with tears flowing uninterruptedly again..
THE END.
Feel free to criticize as you please. Wright doesn't know whether he will write just one part or not. There might be a part two. If Nong Boo still keeps on giving up on Bonny like this, haha.
Thank you for following and reading.