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He likes the sound of...'moaning'.

Meaning the sound of moaning in the bed...

Some people may view it as something degrading and degrading.

But for him it is art.

This is the beauty of the reproductive instinct...

The moans he created The moans he controlled And the moans that indicated that his love lines were great... were more wonderful than anything. More amazing than any porn movie I've ever seen. So wonderful that he was...fascinated.

Especially if it's moaning that's exchanged for money, he'll really like it even more...

Even though sometimes it has a creepy quality to it!

yes...

Creepiness

“Ah… Nong Bam.”

Like today...

BamBam is still as proud of his style in bed as ever...and still likes the happy moans of his customers....but today it's different. Underneath the likes and pride, there was a hideousness hidden... The screams of an old woman around his mother's age as he moved his body in and out. It made him feel goosebumps.

“Ah, faster, son.”

Really...disgusting.

But what can be done? It's a very sweet offer. It made him dizzy and he accidentally said yes...but he didn't blame himself...who would want a good opportunity like this to slip away? Compensation worth tens of thousands does not come often... If there is an opportunity, you must grab it quickly. Even though that occasion made him feel so bloated that he wanted to vomit.

No matter how bad it is

But in the end, you will receive a large sum of money to console you...

That's what we call a benefit.

Everyone can do it for the benefit.

Of course...BamBam is no exception.

He closed his eyes, imagining in his mind the image of a busty heroine. Suppressing his heart and moving his body in and out frequently... hoping that this love chapter will end quickly...

But before it ended, it took four hours to see....

This old lady is so tough...

The sexual activity ended when he cursed and cursed her in his heart... Well, if it's a pretty girl Or will he feel like this? It was his first time accepting older customers...oh. And it was the first time and I got good money. When I thought about this, my bad mood got a little better...and then it gradually got better.

When she handed me something With a voice that was sweetened

“I have nothing in return for Nong Bam giving up his time to be with you...it's just money. I don't know if it's too little or not?”

His voice sounded like he was seriously worried about this amount of money. causing him to rush over and embrace her. He glanced at the number seventy thousand on the check with gleaming eyes. Before pretending to answer in a considerate voice...

“It's even too much, Brother Kaew. I felt ashamed to accept it…”

Sometimes I think that the Outstanding Liar Actor award should go to him...

“Oh, no, not a lot. This is even less compared to the happiness I give you. The kind that the old man at home couldn't give.”

She said waving her hand when she mentioned the old man at home...

The young man secretly smiled when he thought he would actually get it... without paying attention to the last sentence There is no need to waste your brain on the personal matters of your customers. His job is to just talk sweetly and please, get things done, and hold out his hand to receive the money at the end...

That's the reason why many customers have stuck with him so much...aside from his cool moves, He also knows what to say and what to avoid…such as Interrogating personal matters, etc.

“Thank you, Brother Kaew.”

She showed an embarrassed expression. After pressing his nose on his cheek to please...

Huh, so pitiful. ...Is this human lust? Seeing people her age who should go to the temple and listen to Dhamma But still yearning for sensual pleasures like this It was truly an unpleasant sight... but it was all thanks to her arrogance. Because it gives him income The young man stuffed the check into his pocket in a good mood. I can't help but think that

Receiving a large sum of money near New Year's Day, is it a sign of something?

Maybe something good will happen...

"Come on...let's go check out of the hotel, little Bam."

BamBam thinks so.

until

Open the door

He then found the answer that...

"Kh...Mr. Chok!!!"

He was wrong.

It seems like it's become an unproductive way to end the year...

...Really doesn't work at all...

'BamBam'...that's the name Mom gave me. I said I took it from the name of a cartoon character...BamBam, I can't remember. But Ma said he used to watch it when he was a child…

This name doesn't have any special meaning other than Mom likes it, other than wanting Bambam to be cheerful and cheerful like the cartoon character is...him. I still remember. The words that Mom used to say Mom said she wanted Bam to be able to smile. When something affects your heart I don't want BamBam to abandon his smile just because something bad happened.

'No matter what problems Nong Bam encounters,

Or what obstacles?

I want Nong Bam to be bright.

Just like the cartoon character is.

....There is always a smile.'

And BamBam is a good enough child. To believe my mother's words...

He always followed what his mother had taught him. No matter what obstacles you encounter in life BamBam will keep looking at the world in a positive light. Don't get too caught up in it...

No matter how hard things are, He still smiles every time....

...every time I have sex And got money...

“A thousand and one, is that okay?”

“A thousand and one....?”

“Yes, if you like it I will add it to you.”

Since when have they resorted to traveling to solve their problems? Since when has he used sex to heal his feelings? And since when had he felt so fascinated by it...

I don't know...maybe since the day he was sexually assaulted by someone close to him. Maybe since the day he continued living his life in torment. Or maybe since the day he was in trouble for money... I don't know when. But what I do know is that Papa won't regret it. Since the time they disappeared You probably don't know how he lives in this world....

“If that's the case...that's OK.”

This is the story of a salesman...

With a life gone wrong...

BamBam lived this way from the day he became addicted to sex until he was 21 years old. He uses sex to heal his feelings. Including using it to earn money without thinking that it is wrong....

Huh...what's wrong with that? If he turns his passion into money Besides, he didn't rape anyone against their will. It is the price that customers are willing to pay. When customers want to have fun You have to pay the compensation according to what he wants...it's going to be a win for both of you, right? Customers are happy As for him, he got money.

This is the young man's attitude. He lives his life without paying attention to those around him. He didn't care how much others looked at him with disdain. There was no need to care about how people would criticize him...until that happened.

It all started two days ago...

It's just like every time before. My body felt stressed so I went out. Then I accidentally met an older woman who seemed to like each other. So she invited them to continue the fun at the hotel with the highest fee of 70,000 since. He has been working on this... No need to waste time thinking about it. BamBam immediately agreed.

Without knowing that misfortune would come later...

...I didn't expect to find an uncle waiting in front of the room. When we were about to return...

...which that uncle is none other than...

It's the husband of the customer...

Importantly, he is still the owner of this hotel....

Or, simply put, She takes him to a hotel that her husband manages...

There is nothing more stupid than this...

He got punched once because of the old lady's stupidity. I thought about cheating on my husband but didn't do it smoothly...the other party scolded him loudly in the hotel. It was in those insults that he learned who the other party was. And who would be stupid to stay together? He escaped with a check of seventy thousand.

When I took it to cash and it bounced....

Let me tell you that this is the end of the most unlucky year of my life...and I'm sorry to say that. The misfortune doesn't end here...

because the husband of the other party refused

...That's why he's standing here…

...Standing in front of many people...

...Standing in the middle of all sorts of insults...

“This guy is having an affair with a villager's wife.”

BamBam stood there with a straight face.

“Which institution does he study at? I will not send my children to study!!”

But beneath the smooth face

Something was erupting in my heart.

“How can you do this?...Who are your parents? Why don't you order or teach?"

He used to not care what other people saw. How do you say him?

...He never thought about it...

...But this was the first time he felt resentful...

“Looking at it, it's still not sad. I see that you're lucky to have trouble with it, right?

Sue him until he's gone, Mr. Chok!!”

And then even more resentful when the person in front of him opened his mouth and uttered some words.

“I can't accept that she had an affair with my wife... but because she was still in school. So I don't want to ruin my future by suing her…”

Today he was taken into a car from the university by the opposing party. Because the other party wants to clear things up... What do you get when you come to clear it? Besides the other party didn't believe his words. Before being dragged and cursed in the middle of the village in the eyes of the villagers like this...that's funny. He didn't commit adultery. She offered herself to him!!

And he has to be scolded because he did nothing wrong? Plus, they're also using the law to threaten each other...

...Her husband said that he would sue him for adultery with his own wife...

He wanted to laugh until his teeth fell out!! But what can I do? Since the old crafty woman in the story refused to show her face as a witness to him. That he is not an adulterer as his husband has accused him of!!

BamBam could only suppress his emotions under a calm face. Before the heart seemed to stop After listening to the next words of the person in front of him

“Please apologize to me....and I will forgive you.”

...The other party said this sentence in a tone that sounded like kindness...

...but the look in his eyes isn't right...

He saw the satisfaction in both of their eyes.

The young man only clenched his fists. His whole body went cold when he heard the command that destroyed each other's dignity. But if he doesn't do it This matter will become a legal case, right?

Bambam doesn't know the law.

He just knows He doesn't have the money to go to court...all he knows is... If you must pay compensation He probably couldn't give it. BamBam needed a lot of money… and he only knew that he didn't dare take the risk of being nice. Because the parties here seem to have influence. Why are the villagers who act like they're going to come in and lynch each other every time...

Bambam has no choice.

He could only hide the resentment in his heart.

The young man dropped to his knees... and clasped his trembling hands in the middle of his chest.

Something flew as he was prostrating on the ground.

...He bowed down on that piece of paper....

My head is full of curses.

Let's all die.

Suddenly I dreamed that in the past I had made a promise to my mother.

'Can you promise Mom one thing?'

'Sanyarai'

'Suppose one day I don't have Mom anymore. Little Bam will be a good kid'

'Mama Ja, let's go, Bamma, let's go.'

'I'm not going anywhere.

I'm going to stay with Nong Bam.

But Nong Bam, can you make a promise to Mom?

If Mom isn't here, Nong Bam will be a good person.

Don't let anyone scold Nong Bam...

Little Bam won't disappoint Mom and Dad.'

At that time, he hooked up without thinking anything.

'Yes, Nong Bamsanya.

Nong Bam will be a good person.

Don't let me be disappointed.

Please give it to me.'

I don't think that promise is just ordinary words....

It's just a promise that will never come true...

“Bam…”

A gentle touch on the head...a soft, familiar sound...awakened the light body to slowly open its eyes.

"eight…?"

It took a few seconds for the eyes to get used to the light before turning sideways… His lips moved to call out his best friend's name, slightly surprised when he found the other person squatting next to the mattress. and was stroking his head

"um…"

The hand that was caressing his head stopped… Eight looked down at him… before answering in his throat.

"What time"

Asking further, opening his mouth to yawn, Bambam wasn't surprised to see the other person in his own room because he had given the other person a spare key to their room.

“Six o'clock.”

If he's surprised, he's probably surprised because it came to him so early in the morning. His light body pushed himself up, his right hand picked up his mobile phone, and he looked at it and found that it was 6:50 a.m.

“Come early in the morning.”

He said as he thought…

Eight didn't answer anything, the other just kept his head down and looking at the ground. But because he had just woken up, he didn't pay much attention to the other person's lethargic expression. Bambam only knew that he was dry and needed water.

…but he felt lazy…

"I'm very thirsty. Please give me some water."

Just use friends. BamBam secretly smiled when he heard the other person sigh... Even though he sighed, he still went to get water for each other.

"thank you"

Eight is the kindest.

He just drank the water in peace until silence took over…

It was then that Bambam felt the temperature difference between us.

"Is anything up? Why did you come to us so early today?”

The other party's quiet demeanor surprised him… Eight raised his head and looked at him once more. That was the first time Bambam noticed something...

“Your eyes are so swollen, have you been crying?”

"Hey, you can tell us something. I'd be happy to help."

"eight...."

The owner of the name pursed his lips tightly before turning away. Grief in some matters began to build up in my heart. But in the end he decided to say it.

“When will you stop acting like this?”

With a trembling voice…

“Huh?”

BamBam blinked in confusion at his friend's change in attitude…he still couldn't understand the beginning and the end.

“Where did Bam go last night?”

"So...let's go to the countdown."

Yes, after having to bow down to that old man during the day. So he took himself on a trip to quench his feelings, which worked. Because in addition to losing your mood He also got another customer...

“And after that?”

Eight's voice became more and more harsh.

"what?"

“Are you going to take it with someone?”

"we...."

“Bam had promised us that he would never act like this again!! Why did you break the promise? Why are you like this?”

“What is this, Eight...What are you trying to find trouble for me? What the fuck is this!?”

The polite words disappeared as the other person raised his voice at him... Okay, he once promised him that he would never go back to his old life again... I understand that he was dissatisfied... but he didn't. Do you understand why you have to be so angry?

“I'm a friend that you don't give importance to!!!”

When his patience finally came to an end, Eight suddenly exploded with emotion… He did something with his cell phone, his mouth moving as he spoke.

"You want to know why I'm angry. You want to know why I have to grow up like this!!"

“Then you look at this!! You look!! Please explain what it is.”

BamBam took the other person's phone and looked at it with an irritated expression... On New Year's morning, shouldn't something good happen? But he got yelled at. It made Bambam feel uncomfortable and angry at his close friend in his heart….

…But when he saw what Eight wanted him to see, he suddenly felt cold all over his body…

...It's a clip...

...The clip does not blur the faces of the people in the clip...

...The clip is clear in both picture and sound...

...That clip is an event that happened yesterday...

It's a clip where he is....bowing.

“You really did it, right?”

…The caption in the clip briefly explains that it is the end of an adulterer….

"You tell me that the person in the clip isn't you."

...Under the clip, there were people who expressed their opinions in terms of hate, satisfaction, honor, and joy...

“You answer me, bam!!”

…BamBam clenched his fists tightly as rage erupted in his chest…

“I'm not an adulterer!! I'm not wrong!! That old man cheated on his husband and came to me on his own!!”

“It's not wrong, but people have already shared a lot of your clips, right?!? And if it's wrong, It's wrong since you broke my promise, bam."

BamBam pursed his lips tightly as he looked at his best friend's face through a curtain of tears with a feeling of hurt... Eight is the same, just like those guys on the internet. To accuse him of being at fault without knowing what the truth is...no, it's not Paet, I don't know. But the other party didn't listen to him.

…it hurts here…

“So what do you want me to do?”

he asked, his voice beginning to tremble.

"Why...is my word worth anything?...If I tell you something, will you do it?"

“Eight, can you not be sarcastic to me?”

His slender figure began to weaken.

“I'm not being sarcastic at all, Bam. What I said is completely true.” The other party gritted his teeth.

“Why don't you listen to me, Bam? Do you have to have me bow down to you before you stop? What's the point of doing this? I'm really asking...are you so proud of sleeping with everyone around you? Are you proud that people call you a sales girl or are you proud because your style is great? Huh!! One day you will get infected with AIDS and die!!”

"You know I need money..."

It took a long time for Bambam to find his voice and he felt hurt and stuffed all over…

Eight shook his head. "It's not an excuse for you to act like this, Bam... Your problem isn't an excuse for you to destroy other people's family institutions!! It's not an excuse for you to be a mess like this!!"

“Then tell me, what can I do to make a lot of money while I'm still studying? You tell me!!”

Asked back with tears in his words, saying that the other party didn't believe him. Eight still believes he is an adulterer, which makes him feel bad.

“There are a lot. If you use your brain to think.”

“You...you don't understand me. You don't understand me.”

"Yes, I don't understand you...and I won't tolerate it any longer."

"eight..."

“You don't have to hold me back. Because I have put up with your behavior for a long time...

Do you know that I'm so disappointed in you? How can you do this? Continue traveling even though this happened!! And if you used the time you were acting like a badass yesterday to play on Facebook? You will know that someone is digging up your story. You will know that there are many people who come and scold me just because I am close to you. Bam, now it has spread to my sister as well....

What do you think I should do? If it were you, what would you do?”

Bambam didn't answer, both shoulders shaking from the force of his sobs.

"I'll give you the key back."

Eight also cried.

Bambam's heart is full of prayers.

“May you be happy with the path you have chosen...”

...don't abandon each other...

“Goodbye BamBam”

It was just a request that no one heard.

There isn't...anyone at all.

Eight have already left...

Leaving him with a trail of tears

BamBam cried like that for a while...

Drowning in pain Living with suffering...

Before wiping away the tears Then stood up...

...Life must go on...

Even if no one understands...

in truth

BamBam didn't like sex from the beginning...

Before his life was like this Bambam is just an ordinary university student. who had a bright future....but ever since he was raped by his aunt's husband Everything in this world has turned black...it's not strange. No one can accept it, whether male or female. And for men who don't like men like him, it's even more like a nightmare.

Each day he lived in agony. living with paranoia and fear

His condition gradually worsened. At first, alcohol became the only thing that could heal his heart, before he discovered that having sex also helped. Having sex with a woman made him forget everything. Forget the day your dignity was destroyed. Forget the cruel days and nights And it's also a reminder that he's still normal.

He didn't like it because he started out addicted.

But it starts with memory. until it becomes a passion

At first, BamBam only wanted to find temporary happiness from a woman who was happy...

Until the aunt who took care of him replaced his father and mother, who had disappeared. Falling ill with leukemia Money therefore comes to play an important role instead...

BamBam always tells himself that he can't be weak.

If he doesn't do it, no one else will.

Because after something bad happened to him The aunt immediately divorced her husband... It's true that for medical expenses, 30 baht can be used to treat every disease. But she still had four children to raise. There is also gambling debt that has not yet been paid off. When she became sick like this, she couldn't work hard anymore. The income that was available has shrunk...every burden has come to fall on BamBam alone.

BamBam did it with pleasure.

It is considered to be a representation of the grace that he raised up.

Rumors about him being a water seller spread around the university at that time...BamBam was well aware of how people scolded him and gossiped about him behind his back. Even if the transparent body chooses to let it pass Because I don't want to undermine my own feelings. But it was difficult to do.

Therefore, when he sees money, he tries to be as happy as possible. To remind himself that this is what he should focus on. The same is true when trying to express aggression in one's heart. In order not to make yourself feel weak

...Even though deep down he's almost exhausted...

I realized what was happening to myself. However, BamBam still decided to face the outside world again...which was more difficult than expected. Many people seem to remember him. The whole way was filled with suspicious glances, contempt, belittling, and point-blank gossip...BamBam could only lower his head. Hide the bad feelings in your heart...

If this were the case in the past, he would probably act aggressively in order to protect himself. But not today...his worst day again.

...Did you know that everyone has limited patience...

...BamBam too...

When I stood on the river bridge alone The strength he had suddenly collapsed... His body sobbed and cried. It's like my heart can't bear it any longer.

After crying for a while, he was silent...

Both eyes looked blankly into the distance...

What was he thinking? It's hard to fathom....

I thought for a moment, then Bambam suddenly wanted to check his own shoulder bag....

Just want to make sure there's something there. There isn't much inside besides a cell phone, wallet, textbooks....and some cardboard...

No...it's a different card.

He took it out and looked at it. I remember it falling when he was bowing down to that middle-aged man. As a result, he bowed down on it again. I don't know what inspired him to keep it. Came to find out that it's actually a card today...

There's also a rhyme...

BamBam started moving his lips to read the poem. Amidst the gentle wind that blows through the body

❛New Era blessings and blessings

You can do that. You can command it.

If only I wished beyond the mandate

Overflowing happiness and severe suffering reside in the heart❜

BamBam read it over and over without understanding the meaning of the poem.

You mean, can I ask for anything?

Bambam understood that the content of the poem meant that. So he closed his eyes. Think of a prayer in your heart. Types of prayers May there be only things that come in May all the bad things pass away.

Praying like that...in the end, you have to just smile...with a self-deprecating smile.

The thin figure stuffed the card back into his bag as before. Take off your shoes. while placing the bag on the ground...before climbing outside the bridge barrier. Receive the wind that turns into a roar As if he knew what he was going to do.

Huh?

There is no such thing as luck in this life....

BamBam closed his eyes. He intended to throw his body down into the deep waters below....

But before he could do that, he was aware of someone's arrival. The man did the same to him. The other person took off his shoes. Before climbing out of the barrier....let's stand next to each other.

“Are you going to jump?”

Who asked with a sad smile?

“Can I jump in with you?”

“This world is difficult to live in.”

Suddenly

He felt like his heart was not beating rhythmically.

Never been like this before

Never....

I would like to end the story here.

We felt too immersed and involved in the story.

Until the story could not be brought to a conclusion in the second half.

We apologize to everyone.

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