I don't have you beside me.

Just like the day we used to walk across. Everything comes together

It is the best time of life.

Even if it's just for a short time That once happened to me because of you...

♥TALK♥

Hello!

This is a short fic, complete in one chapter. Right, I went to see them.

OPV KRISYEOL

come

I kinda miss them. Haha. Let's get lost and read a lot.

The sunlight that shone through the white curtains in the morning woke up the light body that was sleeping comfortably on the bed and slowly opened its eyes. Using both hands, he rubbed his eyes a few times to allow his eyes to adjust clearly to the light of the morning. He turned to look at the space beside his body, which was the bed of another person, his lover.

The eyes of some of them did not show any emotion. He didn't even think about searching for where his beloved had gone.

Even though he has a height of 183 centimeters, his thin body doesn't make his cute face look masculine at all. Big, round eyes with slightly raised corners make her look incredibly charming. How about a stubbornly sculpted nose and cherry-shaped lips that are red like they're always wearing lipstick?

A figure that is too thin for a man The milky white skin made this person look very nurturing. All of these are the reasons why a young man in the Faculty of Engineering named 'Chris' fell in love at first sight. So he entered into a relationship with 'Park Chanyeol', the owner of the charming face that many people desire until the two of them have been together until now, it's been 3 years.

Chanyeol is two years younger than Kris. Chanyeol is now in his third year studying in the Faculty of Engineering. As for Chris, who just recently graduated, there are many small and large companies inviting him to work with him because of his outstanding abilities from his studies and his first class honors that have certified his knowledge, making him able to find work. It's not difficult.

jingle!!!!!

The sound of the alarm clock startled, causing Chanyeol who was sitting absently on the bed to startle as he reached out to turn off the annoyingly loud alarm clock. Some slowly got up from the bed without putting away the blankets and walked into the bathroom to wash their face and brush their teeth like every day.

But..eh! Is it really the same every day?

A small hand gently squeezed mint flavored toothpaste into the toothbrush. Then I started brushing my teeth.. Some of them glanced at another toothbrush that was placed there. I must have forgotten it...

"P'Chrisss"

"What's up, good person..open your eyes, it's morning, or you'll have to go to university again. How can you learn about things like this? Hmm?"

"I'm lazy. Can I stop today?" The thin body still couldn't stop fussing at the tall person.

"No!!" But is there a chance or will Chris do as he pleases? Chanyeol has stopped studying many times and he is worried that Chanyeol won't be able to graduate.

"Oh, this is it!" When the irritating child was offended, he squeezed toothpaste into his finger and smeared it on the handsome face standing next to him brushing his teeth.

"Oh, are you playing like this? If you get acne, you'll definitely get it,” he said, squeezing toothpaste onto the cheek of the person who started the war.

This mini-war with mint flavored toothpaste as a weapon caused the two of them to laugh a lot. But before wasting any more toothpaste, Kris stopped the war by gently pressing his lips to Chanyeol's thin lips. The tall figure kept kissing without any advances. The mint scent that was in Chanyeol's mouth floated up to his nose, making him feel refreshed.

before slowly withdrawing his lips. As a result, some figures are seen bowing their heads in embarrassment, causing the viewer to not be able to help but smile at this cuteness.

“Hurry up and brush your teeth, wash your face and come out. Today, one day, please. I can't go to class.” The tall man rinsed his mouth, washed off the foam from the toothpaste, then walked out of the bathroom, leaving Chanyeol standing alone with his red cheeks in front of the mirror.

Chanyeol stood staring at his face in the mirror, accidentally reaching out his hand to lightly rub his lips before snapping out of his trance and hurriedly finishing his duties in the bathroom and rushing out to get dressed.

'K......'

A small hand opened the closet where he and his lover's clothes were kept. But now I only have myself left. Clear eyes began to show a trembling expression. Chanyeol quickly shakes his head to dispel some of the feelings he was determined not to express. Before choosing to pick up a white round neck t-shirt and wear it with dark colored casual shorts that fit around the knees.

Suddenly he saw a black tie lying down. Definitely not Chanyeol's.

“Chanyeol-ah,” his deep, small voice sounded funny, pleading with the smaller man who was buttoning up his nice shirt. "Tie me a tie."

"Do it yourself. Can't you see I'm dressed?" The figure replied, buttoning the last two buttons.

A thick hand reached out and grabbed the small hand that was buttoning up and hugged it from behind. "Oh, are you angry with me, good person?"

"nothing"

This gesture made Chris confident that the person in his arms was definitely dissatisfied with him. The cause was something in the bathroom where he kissed him on the mouth. To the point of making his good person so embarrassed that he refused to leave the bathroom for an hour.

"If it really isn't anything, then turn around and tie my tie for me."

"No." Chanyeol wasn't angry at Kris at all. It was just that Chris' teasing in the main room made him so embarrassed that he didn't dare look at Kris' face.

"Sorry...I won't do it next time, promise." Kris extended his pinky finger to Chanyeol as a promise. It was true that he couldn't do anything about not teasing Chanyeol. Well, his girlfriend is so cute she's going to die.

"What?" Someone was startled by Chris' promise that he wouldn't make it again. How could he? Why did he make a promise like this? He likes it. He likes that Chris teases him like this. If we don't tease each other anymore, it'll be bad.

"I said I promised I wouldn't tease Chanyeol anymore," he said, resting his chin on his shoulder.

"No..that can't be like that," some of them stammered. "Do it again..I want you to do it again." He moaned in a soft voice but Chris, who was so close to him, couldn't hear it.

"What? What else are you doing?" Because I wanted to tease Chanyeol a little more, I pretended to ask again.

"Oh, I told you what else to do. Kris, please don't stop teasing me." Chanyeol moaned loudly.

"Oh, yes. You'll tease me forever, forever." He slowly relaxed his embrace and turned the thin figure standing with his back towards him and handed him his tie. "Please tie me up, good man."

"Ah..um." Slender arms wrapped around the tall man's neck to tie the tie.

"kiss"

"Ah!!" Chanyeol immediately stopped when Kris kissed him on the forehead.

"Didn't you tell me to tease you? This is just teasing you. Don't resist, I'm the one who gave you permission." Chris smiled happily at his own victory and pretended to kiss her forehead repeatedly.

In order not to think about that memory again, Chanyeol rolled up the fallen tie and put it in the drawer, hoping he wouldn't look at it again.

'think.....'

Opening the door to the living room, he walked into the kitchen to find some food to put in his stomach. Chanyeol walked in front of the refrigerator and immediately looked at the atmosphere around him. Everything remains the same. Like yesterday there was nothing wrong. But what was different was the figure of the lover who should now be sitting on a thick sofa in front of the television, waiting for him to cook food for him and then sit and eat and watch his favorite channels together. It's not the same anymore. Nothing is the same at all.

Tears that had been suppressed since morning slowly flowed down without stopping. Even though I already knew that I had to go, I didn't think it would be this fast. So fast that he couldn't prepare himself. So fast that I'm frightened..disappeared with the person who left.

Chanyeol always knew that one day Kris would have to go because he accidentally overheard Kris talking to his mother when taking him to introduce himself to Kris' mother to get close.

“You need to break up with that girl.” The voice of an older woman, but with a face that looked younger than her years, looked like a woman in her early thirties and forties.

"No, Mom, I love Chanyeol." Kris denied his mom harshly.

"I have to quit anyway. That child is nothing suitable for you. I have already prepared a woman to marry you.” The person who was called Mother also confirmed his original words. “I let you study engineering instead of studying management. Is this still not enough? I don't know how, so you have to quit. Or will you let me deal with that old man for you?”

“What will Mom do, Dad? Stop thinking about that.” Yes, the old man Chris' mother is referring to is Kris' father or her legal husband. Kris' mother married his father not out of love, but because she was forced by her family to leave her lover to marry Kris' father for business benefits.

And when they got married, the two had only one son, Chris, who would inherit the property. Until when Chris was 9 years old, his father had an accident and was paralyzed. Chris loves his father very much. More than his mother because Chris's stepfather came as a friend, making Chris close to his father until they could talk about everything. Unlike his mother who seemed to hate him.

He knew the reason because his mother filled his ears every day. 'If it weren't for your father, I would still be living with the person I love. I hate your father. I hate you.'

"You can't stop me from doing anything if I do it."

Kris is confused about the Chanyeol he loves. love with all my heart with the birth father He finally decided. "I'll go back..but...I need time."

"Heh. Fine. I'll give you time. Not long. Not long."

Chanyeol walked to the bathroom but accidentally overheard the conversation. Some people could only stand and cover their mouths, suppressing their sobs....

He understands everything well. The reason why Chris' mother doesn't like him Chanyeol's family does not have a high profile in society. Their status was average, nothing compared to Chris's family. And most importantly..he is a man. He couldn't have an heir for Chris. That alone would be enough reason why he didn't deserve Chris.

Chris was especially nice to him yesterday. Invited to go here and there but he refused. Chanyeol knows Kris's efforts. But he doesn't want to go anywhere. I just want now to be in this room with Chris for the last day. Keeping as many memories in the room as possible would be enough. So yesterday Chanyeol and Kris were huddled together in the room talking nonsense.

Chanyeol smiled as if he didn't know anything at all. But every time Chris told various stories, he secretly looked at Chris's face until the tears flowed many times, but he put on a smile on Chris' face until his eyes closed every time Chris turned to look at his face. Until the middle of the night, almost midnight, Chanyeol felt the movement of the person next to him sleeping together.

He heard footsteps walking to open the closet. The sound of clothes hangers shaking The time had finally come. A figure lying on the bed quietly looked at the young man who was standing and putting his clothes in his bag. The light in the dim room There was only light from the bedside lamp, making it difficult for Chanyeol to see Kris's face clearly. He looked until Chris finished putting his clothes away and walked over to him. Chanyeol quickly pretended to be asleep as if he didn't notice anything.

The sound of steady breathing that some people fake. Makes Chris understand that his lover is asleep. He bent down and gently kissed the soft cheek he liked to kiss so often. Slender fingers spread out the strands of hair that had fallen onto Chanyeol's face. Kris stood staring at Chanyeol for a long time.

"I love you, Chanyeol. I love you very, very much. I'm sorry I can't stay here teasing you forever." Kris' sobbing voice made Chanyeol, who was lying with his eyes closed, almost want to rush in and hug him. But you have to be patient. Chanyeol doesn't want Kris to worry. "Huh...I hope you meet a good person. I love you, Kris's Chanyeol."

Chanyeol remembered every sentence Kris said to him before leaving the room. I probably don't have it anymore. That hug, that kiss. Thinking about it, I can't help but laugh. Laughing at the fate that brought him to meet Chris. I love Chris with all my heart and it drives us apart. Chanyeol laughed as tears streamed down his cheeks. If I were to make one wish

Right now, what Chanyeol wants most is not for him to forget Kris. But what he wants is

Ask him to remember, remember everything about Chris. I remember happy times, laughing times, crying times, and fighting times. When we held hands for the first time, kissed for the first time, when we first moved into this condo together. Remember everything Please don't let him forget...

If you ask me if it's painful to remember? Even though the people in my memories probably won't come back again. I can answer with full confidence that it is very painful. But that doesn't mean that in suffering there is no happiness. Happiness is equal to suffering. But who cares? Just think about it and smile, even if you cry when you smile. But it doesn't mean that you won't be happy, right?

"miss..."