B A E K D O

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One step

Closer

Further

“I really love you.”

“Please understand what I am saying.”

Than one step

"You're so mean."

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I've never thought of touching my main couple before until today.

We have been in this couple's friendship relationship for a very long time.

Therefore the fic that came out is in the 'Friends' genre :)

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Ex - Dear friend

Baekhyun x Kyungsoo

( Cr.

according to the picture)

Read and turn on the song My Dear Friend.

The parkinson

Listen to it, it'll be good :)

The sound of lively music rang out and hit my ears even before my feet had stepped into the shop. The old atmosphere returns, causing a smile to form on thin lips. with a feeling of retardation In the chest that happened together This place was both his memory and his pain. And this is the first time in 2 years that Byun Baekhyun agreed to come back and visit this place again.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

A luxury phone that was lying motionless in his pants pocket screeched loudly, interrupting his recollection of old stories. His slender hand picked it up and looked at it before finding out that the caller on the other end of the line was Kim Jongdae, the person who urged him to come here, and the reason he called was probably urging him to come quickly, for example. ever

"Well, I'm here and I'm about to walk in."

Press to end the call as soon as you finish your sentence without even waiting to hear the slightest cry from the person calling. I put my beautiful phone in my pants pocket as usual, not forgetting to turn it off before I started walking towards the front of the store to wait in line to get my ID card checked, but didn't even bother complaining to the people who were still calling to rush me. Yiggle, won't stop.

“Just this, I can't wait.”

suddenly!

He stopped his steps before colliding with a young man who was walking from the other direction with his head down. He said in a good-humored tone.

“I invite you first.”

He spreads his hands together to make way for another person to get in line for inspection first because Baekhyun isn't in any hurry.

"Ah, that's okay. I think I'll wait—"

O.O

“Friends...first.”

Not only did the soft voice that first answered freeze in midair before he could finish his sentence. But the minute her big eyes turned to look at him, she almost forgot to breathe.

“Kyungsoo...”

Who can forget the person who buried their pain in this place...

– 5 years ago –

Do Kyungsoo and Byun Baekhyun entered a famous university in the same year. And whether it was by coincidence or fate, they met each other every time there was a new baby because their numbers were next to each other. And what's more, luckily that day Byun Baekhyun was the first to turn to greet Kyungsoo. Then we found out that this small, white-skinned, cute-looking friend was a fellow branch member.

Having known each other since the first day they entered the university, Kyungsoo and Baekhyun easily became close. And after starting the class, one by one, they had more friends in the group.

Do Kyungsoo and Park Chanyeol sat together in the second row of chairs, with Byun Baekhyun and Oh Sehun sitting as a shield to protect the teacher in the first row so that the people in the second row could easily take a nap. ... But that doesn't mean Baekhyun and Sehun are the kids at the front of the class who are studying hard because the first row fell asleep before the second row.

Bang!

“Baekhyun wake up!”

And then there would be the sound of someone in the second row waking me up to take the exchange with the force of kicking the chair from those little legs every day until it became a daily routine that Baekhyun had to sleep in order to. Kyungsoo wakes up

Their relationship with the gang was so smooth that I'm not sure how we were able to become so close. It might be when we ask to plagiarize. When we got back to the dorm and kept sending annoying messages back and forth on social media, or maybe it was when Baekhyun took the initiative to think of a nickname for his little friend because he thought Kyungsoo's name was cute and appropriate. with too much looks

“Hello, little hobbit.”

“Who are you calling a hobbit, you son of a bitch?”

"dog?"

"Oh, your face looks like a puppy's tail. Hahaha."

And if he could see the heart-shaped smile and crinkly eyes from people who liked to call him 'puppy' every day like this, Baekhyun thought that being born with the face of a puppy with a drooping tail wouldn't be such a bad thing.

“Hobbit, please tutor me in English.”

This sentence is heard every time before a test, whether it's a small test or a big test - because in this group, Do Kyungsoo is the number one person in studying that they always rely on.

“Alright, we're all tutoring together. Sehun's room is still the same as before.”

And you have to smile and accept it even though the answer you get is always a collective tutoring session. But it's also good because Baekhyun likes the time he spends with Kyungsoo. His innocent personality and cute face make him want to pretend his eyes are round. Wide-eyed and pounding at him every day.

“Hobbit! I'll go look for your room today. I'd like to borrow some to read."

“Ah...I'm going to tutor Jongin this evening.”

“You can take a copy of the document first.”

Before things started to change when Kim Jong In's name was added.

Jongin is the kid in the back of the class whose grade point average last semester was so low that he almost didn't hit the tile. But because he's not a delinquent person who just got pulled away to do too much activity and couldn't study for the exam in time. He's also a cute, shy young man that his friends love. Many people expressed their love for him, so it's no surprise that Kyungsoo was one of the people who reached out to help because he is naturally a sympathetic person.

But lately, Baekhyun just felt like something was about to change.

“Are you really going to date Jongin?”

"um"

Baekhyun didn't know when their relationship began to develop because he was so focused on his relationship with Kyungsoo that he didn't pay attention to the others. He was so complacent because he was closest to Do Kyungsoo that he didn't realize it.

"Hey...are you okay?"

Sehun's heavy hand on the shoulder had always been a source of comfort to Baekhyun ever since he started liking him. Start doing nice things for him or what people call flirting, since Kyungsoo was closer to him than other friends until there was hope or until the day Kyungsoo began to distance himself...

The rest of the group already knew what Baekhyun was thinking. Only Kyungsoo didn't know.

"Don't tell Kyungsoo, Chanyeol."

"um"

But maybe it was Baekhyun who didn't know that Kyungsoo knew for a long time. Well, Park Chanyeol, who is roommate with his little friend, always tells Kyungsoo every time Baekhyun texts him to ask about him, including when he texts him saying how much he likes Do Kyungsoo. It could be considered one of the reasons why Kyungsoo began to distance himself from being too close in order to prevent Baekhyun from having even more special feelings and started saying rude words to him even before. Never said anything to push him under the word friend.

In fact, Baekhyun had known for a long time that Kim Jongin had special feelings for his special friend. But when he saw that Kyungsoo also seemed to have that feeling, he felt like the staff had stopped him from doing anything – when Kim Jong-in walked in and directly asked him, 'Did you like Kyungsoo?' ...

It was like the day he began to faintly see defeat.

In the end, the defeat came back again and again when he saw the little friend he had looked up to for years walking alongside that tall, nice figure.

“I'm just this close. Why don't you ever look at me?"

"In the past...have you never been shaken?"

Baekhyun was like a fool who could only talk to himself like he was shaken all by himself… Even though I always understood that in the past Kyungsoo was diligent in sending him messages during school breaks. that Kyungsoo is closer to him than other people Going there, Kyungsoo will have some special feelings for him, more or less.

Today, I just found out that all of this was just my own imagination.

“I broke up with Jongin.”

"I'm..sorry."

For over 7 months, Kyungsoo has been in a relationship with Kim Jong-in. It was a month full of happiness for the little ones because they never once quarreled. Instead, Kyungsoo and Jongin seemed to get along very well. So much so that Baekhyun still couldn't see how they could break up. And that's why he took a step back from his relationship with Kyungsoo to let go.

But then the fire that Baekhyun tried to extinguish with his own hands was rekindled without his intention.

On the day that Kyungsoo broke up with Jongin for stupid reasons because Kyungsoo's love for Jongin grew and grew until the love that Jongin had for him seemed to decrease to the same level as before, suddenly, Kyungsoo was afraid that he would lose Jongin, so he asked to reduce the relationship to just being friends as usual before Kim Jongin's love decreased until there was nothing left for him -

Baekhyun had known those stories all along and was willing to jump back in and stand next to Kyungsoo in his original place again. along with good feelings that have never decreased but have increased more than before

That day they both Four people go drinking at a club after returning from a camp where they were away from the lights and music for a long time to let themselves loose. That day was the day that Kyungsoo intended to get drunk and it was also the day that Baekhyun intended to confess his feelings that he had been keeping for a long time.3 The year is gone.

“Hobbit, take it easy.”

"Don't stop me, I told you today I'm going to get drunk."

His slender eyes followed every movement of the little figure who moved happily on the floor, looking at the full lips that opened to take in the bitter taste of alcohol over and over as he continued to debate with himself on the chair. The same one with more than half a bottle of amber water reduced.

“Kyungsoo, I have a hunch that Baekhyun will tell you he loves you today.”

"Shit...What should I do? I don't want him to tell me, Chanyeol."

“Fuck me, it definitely says so.”

"I'd like to drink some alcohol to get you drunk first."

Unbeknownst to Baekhyun, Do Kyungsoo was also trying to get drunk to avoid his love confession.

“Can I borrow Kyungsoo for a bit?”

Then that time has arrived. Kyungsoo turned to look at Chanyeol with a discolored face as if he was afraid of what he would have to face next. He wasn't drunk at all because he was still fully conscious and ready to take in everything. But Kyungsoo still can't think about how he'll act if he goes out and hears those words from Baekhyun because his feelings for Baekhyun are just friends that he hasn't been able to develop feelings for yet. You can't do more than that.

Baekhyun is still just the friend that Kyungsoo loves the most.

“I don't want to dance! Hide away.”

Pretending to be drunk, he chased away those who wanted to take him away from safety and started dancing like crazy with Chanyeol and Sehun again, with Baekhyun agreeing to sit back and wait. The same place, but in good condition

"You brought me more alcohol to drink, I'm still not drunk."

"Come on, hurry up and go."

"Enough, now that you're drunk, come out and talk to me."

In the end, Baekhyun decided to drag Kyungsoo away by the arm. The (pretended) drunk person had to act weak and weak and agree to follow him. Big, round eyes that started to become wet, signaled a request for help from the tall Sanit with pleading eyes.

“Back—”

“Chanyeol, don't stop me, just give me a moment.”

He had no words to protest because the person making the request was also his friend. Chanyeol himself didn't know how to help his little friend who had sent him a look asking for help, so he could only nod his head in encouragement.

“Let them talk.”

“I feel sorry for them.”

"I feel sorry for you..."

Sehun felt sorry for his best friend with all his heart, knowing that his friend's love this time seemed to have no signs of being fulfilled. He couldn't understand why someone with a beautiful love like Baekhyun had to experience such disappointment.

Meanwhile, Chanyeol felt a little sorry for his little close friend because he understood the discomfort caused by feelings that couldn't be matched well. Kyungsoo loves Baekhyun very much and doesn't want to lose him. He knows that, but Kyungsoo's love is so pure that it only falls under the definition of a friend.

“Oh, why are you going to take me out?”

"Let go, I'll go inside."

“Talk to me first.”

The small figure went completely silent when Baekhyun spoke to him in a pleading tone. I was forced to follow his lead with a bent face.

The parking lot was the place where Baekhyun chose to discuss important matters with Kyungsoo because everyone was having fun at the club right now. The music and timing are so appropriate and fun that no one would dare to leave the club and leave the club right now. However, it was too late for anyone who had just left home to arrive at this time as well.

"I'll talk about it every day and talk later."

"Let's talk later, I still want to have fun today."

“Let's go inside Pai.”

The person pretending to be drunk made a snorting sound while pleading with all his might. In my heart, I hoped that my dear friend would relent and comply with his demands like always.

“Just listen to me for a moment and I have something to tell you.”

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Come inside."

“Kyungsoo, compose yourself first. Please listen carefully to me first.”

It seems like Baekhyun was especially stubborn today because he probably really intended to tell him today. That serious expression caused Jung Kyungsoo's heart to become restless, but even so, he still had to pretend to be drunk because he believed that he could at least use his own drunkenness as an excuse to deny Baekhyun's feelings. some

And his red cheeks and watery eyes made Baekhyun completely believe that he was really drunk.

"Oh, I can't take it. I'm drunk."

“Calm down first.”

His wrist, where Baekhyun was holding onto to keep him from walking back into the club, felt like he'd received an electric shock.

“Oh, what is this? I'm tired. If you go in and sit down, you'll be fine!”

"Then let me sit, Mom..."

The small figure sat down on the pavement, looking like a really drunk person, leaning back against Baekhyun's silver-blond car, exhausted from having no way to escape.

“Why did you eat so much today?”

"Well, I want to come. I want to know how it will be when I come."

“You're cute and drunk.”

“..." //////// I could have sworn that Kyungsoo didn't want that compliment at all. "Wha..oh, am I cute?"

“Um, you're cute.”

Baekhyun sat down next to Kyungsoo, turning to face the drunken man sitting next to him with his eyes closed. Before his round head could rest on his raised knees, he took a deep breath. To gather courage and reduce nervousness It's true that the alcohol he consumed today made him dare to be overbearing towards Kyungsoo, but that didn't dampen his excitement.

“Hobbit...Kyungsoo.”

“Can you listen to me carefully?”

“Ah, what are you listening to again?”

“I love you.”

The person pretending to be drunk froze slightly, his big eyes blinking. Living with your own knees like that Luckily, he kept his head down because otherwise he wouldn't have been able to keep his face up properly. My heart was pounding with what I had prepared myself to hear before, but when I actually put it into practice, it was many times more frightening than I had ever expected.

He was afraid that Baekhyun would find out that he wasn't really drunk, so his brain had to think hard about whether it was normal. At a time like this, how should a drunk person respond?

“I'm so mad, I'm mad, I'm mad.”

“No, it's not like that.”

Baekhyun shook his head at the cute drunk man in front of him, his heart almost swelling if Kyungsoo's answer didn't have him disappearing in such a different direction.

Kyungsoo, the fool who never knew that this friend had changed a long time ago…

I never knew that there was no more friend that Kyungsoo once trusted. He is now just a man whose love is overflowing with Do Kyung's love.

“Lift your head and look at me first.”

Try to support the other person's head so that they can make eye contact, no matter how hard the drunk person tries to resist.

“I really love you.”

“Please understand what I am saying.”

It was at that moment that Kyungsoo realized that it was useless to pretend like he didn't know... because no matter what, Baekhyun would stubbornly let him know.

“So what do you think of me?”

“Do you think like me?”

And then we got to this question that Do Kyungsoo feared the most...

“I still can't forget Jongin.”

“I never thought of looking at anyone besides Jongin.”

Kyungsoo didn't lie at all because he loved Jongin so much and it was he who still refused to give up on that good man even though things between them had ended long ago. But even so, Kyungsoo never denied himself that today his heart is still in the same place, waiting for Kim Jongin to come back and take it away again.

And it's true that Baekhyun's heart was broken in his little hands. That pair until there was nothing left.

"I thought...you'd like me a little bit."

One person confessed with full hope in his heart that a good answer would be forthcoming.

One person only wonders what he did to make his friend feel that way...Isn't he being clear enough?

“What are you guys doing sitting there?!”

Before they could talk any more, Sehun and Chanyeol walked out because they saw that their friends had been gone for a long time and that the nightclub was close to closing.

“Let's go back, it's getting late.”

"Um...can I go with you to Sehun's car? I want to take Kyungsoo myself."

Baekhyun spoke his desires honestly. It's okay that the short time we talked gave him a clear answer, but he just wanted to prolong the time he spent alone with Do Kyungsoo one last time.

Bang!

Baekhyun helped Kyungsoo into the driver's side of the car before carefully closing the door before returning to the driver's side. He raised his hand and patted his face lightly. To regain consciousness because he himself was a little dizzy as well. As for the person who was pretending to be drunk sitting next to him, he just sat with his eyes closed and looked like he was completely sleepy.

"I'm asleep."

“Um, fasten your belt.”

He really wanted to ask a little more about the matter between us, but the heartless answer he just received just now made Baekhyun not dare to ask anything further.

"Don't be angry at me... I did it because I really like you very much.”

kiss!

The light touch of his lips quickly resting on his cheek made Kyungsoo's face heat up.

Either way, he felt embarrassed because no one had ever touched him this much before. Even Kim Jongin, who was his first girlfriend, had never kissed his cheek like this before. At most it was just the hug I gave him on the day I had to say goodbye.

That night, Baekhyun drove Kyungsoo to his dorm with Chanyeol and Sehun already waiting in the parking lot.

"Come, I'll take him up to the room."

Park Chanyeol volunteers to take the baton from Baekhyun to bring his own roommate who only he knows is just pretending to be drunk and sleeps in his room. He reaches out to him but Baekhyun refuses to send his friend away. Small one given to me.

“I'll send it to you myself.”

“You're drunk, Baekhyun.”

“I'm not drunk.”

“Let me take care of him one last time.”

“Baekhyun” must have been at that moment when his friend's eyes flickered so much that Chanyeol couldn't bear to just stare. He accidentally let out another secret that Kyungsoo had told him. “Kyungsoo wants to love you.”

“Then why don't you love me?”

At that time, Baekhyun's hand held Kyungsoo's hand so tightly that it seemed like he would never let go.

But when I woke up in the morning Baekhyun disappeared...

It just happened to be during the school break that they would be going home separately and Baekhyun would probably be going home to the provinces. Kyungsoo admits that he's not used to not receiving Baekhyun's messages during school break. Not used to not interacting with other people online because Baekhyun kept himself quiet like he was about to disappear.

However, Kyungsoo was patient enough not to make annoying phone calls with another person because he knew that Baekhyun needed time. He could only hope that the school break would be enough to make things better when they could meet face to face again at the start of school.

But then there was a ringing sound from a small phone in the next 2 years. A week later, it surprised Kyungsoo.

Because it came from his 'son of a bitch'

"How is it going"

“Do you live at home?”

The simple question that sounded so ordinary made Kyungsoo a bit confused. But he kept answering those simple questions. without thinking of resentment

“That night you were very drunk. I don't know if you remember or not, but I already told you that I like you.”

“Then you told me that you still can't forget Jongin.”

“R..?”

He stuttered in answer because he wasn't sure if he should play the role of a drunk who doesn't remember things well.

"um"

"Actually, I wasn't going to call, but I'm sorry, I can't bear to miss you."

His heart sank with such a weak voice, for a moment he secretly thought that if he could accept Baekhyun's love, it would be good... Baekhyun will be fulfilled and happy, and he will be the luckiest to be with someone who truly loves him.

But unfortunately, feelings cannot be forced.

Unfortunately, last night he still dreamed of Kim Jongin.

“I...really can't flirt with you? Do I have no hope at all?”

I couldn't stand the call in my heart that I had to call and beg for my little friend like this.

"I'm sorry, but I feel like you'll just be friends."

“I feel like I can love you only as a friend, no more than that.”

"Can't I just take a look first..."

“If you're going to flirt, you have to flirt with me.” Because he also wanted to try loving Baekhyun.

Kyungsoo is now full of confusion like a person of two minds. Part of him wanted Baekhyun to truly love him, to help erase the pain that Kim Jongin left behind. But another part of his heart still knows right and wrong, not wanting to drag the friend he wants to keep the most into the pain he created himself.

"If you say that then I'm flirting with you."

Even though we're talking about things that make our hearts dance like this He couldn't stop the wry smile that appeared on his face... Kyungsoo believed that his senses would never be wrong if he felt that someone could only be a friend, to death he could only be a friend. As for the person he feels like he likes, even if he comes in the form of a friend, in the end, he's still not a friend.

"I don't want to stop you, but I also don't want you to be sad."

“I'm telling you straight away, you can try and flirt with me, but in the end, the percentage that I might not like is much higher.”

"Oh...saying things like this, who would dare?"

"You're so mean."

The conversation that day ended with Baekhyun's not-so-serious reprimand before he hung up the phone without Kyungsoo not knowing what things would happen between them tomorrow...Baekhyun would... Have you given up your intention to continue flirting with him? Or will it go away and be quiet like two weeks ago?

And Kyungsoo's doubts were clearly answered the next day with no contact from Byun Baekhyun.

On the first day of school, Baekhyun distanced himself from his seat and distanced himself from his life without Kyungsoo being able to restrain him.

“Come to visit?”

“Oh, my friend from work invited me to come hang out, Kyungsoo.”

“Come with friends who work as well.”

Shy smiles are still continuously sent to each other when the words 'At work' comes back to reinforce the story of the past, making them difficult again... because their workplace should mean the same place. But Baekhyun secretly separated himself and refused to make the choices that we had agreed upon, with the reason that he was not ready to face Kyungsoo every day...it was too difficult to give up.

In the end, they parted ways when there was no conversation that could keep the other person from standing and talking. Baekhyun secretly went to the bathroom to wash his face and regain his senses before walking towards the table where Kim Jongdae was sitting at the center of things.

"Finally, my dear friend has arrived."

The ear-piercing shouts from Jongdae weren't nearly as funny as seeing the small figure of the person they'd just separated from sitting next to them. With Jongdae right there.

“You don't have to look confused, this is Minseok's friend, his name is Kyungsoo,” introduced the friend of the friend who was following along because he saw Baekhyun staring at the stranger without batting an eye. “Kyungsoo, that's my friend Baekhyun.”

“Um, we already know each other.”

The soft response surprised both Kim Jongdae and Kim Minseok. Baekhyun and Jongdae work in the same department, so they're naturally close. And since Jongdae and Minseok have been close friends since school, he gets to see Minseok often when Jongdae drags him out to hang out. Check out together

But who would have thought that Minseok would work at the same place as Kyungsoo? And they seem to be quite close too.

I have to blame this world for being too round...

Baekhyun's hangout today didn't seem like much of a relaxation as he sat tensely and couldn't put himself together like this.

"Why are you sitting so quiet? It doesn't make sense to you, bitch."

"Meeting all my old friends, don't you think to say hello to each other? You're just sitting here humming with each other."

“Oh, that's when I met Chanyeol, you didn't stop talking. And why is Baekhyun so quiet when he meets him?”

The two people who were being interrogated sat silently because they didn't want to respond to their pushy friend.

“Or what!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“When we were in school, the two of you didn't get along, right?!”

"Oh, that's right! You guys don't eat each other. Hey! I'm sorry, I didn't know you guys didn't like each other.”

"No...we're close friends."

He couldn't stand having his two friends accuse him of not liking this little guy so he had to speak up.

“Really?” There was no further answer from the narrow-eyed friend who turned his attention to the glass of wine in his hand, so he turned to ask the wide-eyed friend instead. “Really, Kyungsoo?”

“Actually, we've been close since freshman year.”

“If you count now, it's been five years.”

"5 years! Wow..it's been a long time, you see, we just became friends in our third year."

“Yes, you two have been friends for a very long time.”

“Uh, it's been a long time.”

But suddenly, the person sitting quietly drank alcohol. He answered in such a quiet voice that the rest of the people were confused as well.

“It's been so long that I want to stop doing it.”

Leaving the remaining three people in shock, they stood up and walked out without thinking of bidding farewell to anyone. Because he couldn't stand being there any longer.

Kyungsoo was speechless when Baekhyun spoke like that in front of his two friends who turned around and looked at each other with wide eyes.

“Uh..Baekhyun, what the hell is going on with this?”

"Oh, that's kind of strange, right?"

His white teeth bit his full lip for a long time until it was covered in blood. He didn't know if he had said something bad or not, causing his friend(?) to be upset, causing his formerly good-natured friend to act like that.

"Hey, he forgot his phone. He's going to go back."

"Oh, that's it, I just walked out and didn't say anything."

His eyes stared at his former best friend's pitch-black phone and he thought so hard that the veins in his head throbbed. Finally, he couldn't resist his own call.

"I'll go get it for you myself."

Grabbing the beautiful phone in Jongdae's hand, he held it before getting up and following the other person out. He looked around the club for the other person's bright golden hair but couldn't find him. Running out in front of the store, I still saw a silver blonde car parked in the same place, meaning Baekhyun was still here.

I ran back to look in the bathroom, rooftop, and table again but still saw no sign... I was so worried that I wouldn't be able to find Baekhyun that I forgot to notice that I was so worried about another person. Old memories bring the two legs back to the same place again.

And he met Byun Baekhyun who was sitting on the road and leaning against the car like that night.

“Baekhyun”

“I forgot my phone.”

The person who was called reached out to take back his cell phone and said a soft thank you. I thought that the other person would walk back because he had finished with his business, but he didn't... Do Kyungsoo instead lowered his body and sat down next to him.

“Why are you sitting here?”

"Is something wrong? Why... walked out like that?"

“Did I do something to upset you?” I changed my pronouns to suit my current position because I didn't know if he was still close enough to Baekhyun to say those rude words to each other.

“Or as they say we have been friends for 5 years” ... because I don't know if for Baekhyun the friendship between us ended in the third year or not.

“..." Baekhyun lowered his head until his chin touched his chest. His eyes were closed tightly and his body was trembling.

“Sir...what's wrong?”

The feelings in my heart that have been hidden since I saw her sweet face again are becoming more and more difficult to conceal.

"You really don't know what's wrong with me?"

Because Kyungsoo is here together. His patience was decreasing more and more.

“I really don't know, Kyungsoo.”

It seems like it has decreased and almost disappeared...

There are only people left. One who can't hide his feelings...

“Even though there are hundreds and thousands of people in the club today, why am I only able to see you? It's not...”

“Even though there have been so many people coming in these two years, why can't I forget you?”

“I really don't know what's going on with me right now.”

"If you really don't know, I'll tell you."

“But if you already know and your answer is the same...I won't have to say it to make you uncomfortable again.”

"If you're still sitting like this, it means you're giving me hope."

The familiar pronouns were used again when he issued the ultimatum and Kyungsoo still didn't move. Vulgar pronouns that make the listener feel more at ease than before

“Kyungsoo...It's been three years since this incident, but I still have the same feelings for you.”

"I..."

The full petals of his mouth moved like that because he couldn't say anything. But his feelings now were completely different from those of that day.

"I'm sorry, but I'm doing this because I still really like you."

spongy!

“That day when you were drunk and I kissed you on the cheek like this, were you angry...?”

“..." And if Baekhyun found out that he wasn't drunk that day, would he be angry?

“Two years without you, motherfucker, has been extremely painful. I don't want to live like that anymore.”

“Can you come back and be friends with me? I'm willing to give up my heart and let you play with me, but I don't want it anymore... I don't want to live a life without you anymore, Kyungsoo.”

“Don't say things like that.”

“Sorry.”

“Can you just forget everything I said just now? Can you act like I never said anything?”

"I want to be friends-"

“Can we still be friends, Baekhyun?”

"So...are we still just friends?"

“I only found out a few minutes ago when I saw your face again.”

“I just found out why I had to be so concerned about one friend's feelings.”

“Two years ago, I couldn't get started with anyone. Because I keep thinking about your love...” Keep thinking about whether he will have a chance to receive Baekhyun's love again. Keep thinking that if Baekhyun's unfailing love was his forever, it would be good.

"I..."

One person is silent, waiting to hear something that might be the right word they've been waiting for all along.

One person was silent, not daring to finish speaking because he was afraid that his words would hurt. That which I want to say will come on a day that is too late.

“Speak up.”

"I... probably like you just as much as you like me."

I don't know why such a half-hearted sentence with an uncertain tone made the lump under my left breast jump in protest and want to go out to the person in front of me so strongly. Baekhyun really doesn't know.

"No, I really like you."

“Is it too late to tell me now?”

“How can I not be in time? I still dreamed about you last night.”

Even though I tried to restrain myself for a long time, I just saw clear eyes that looked up at him with a familiar heart-shaped smile. He couldn't stop himself anymore.

“Don't just yet.”

Baekhyun could only turn his questioning eyes towards the person who raised his hand to stop fighting, even though the answer he heard just now was that Do Kyungsoo should have given him permission to do this, but why...

“Just kissing me on the cheek just now still doesn't stop my excitement.”

“Just take it slow.”

"Oh, I'm sorry."

Baekhyun smiled for a moment before apologizing in a low voice. He didn't feel bad about being rejected but just wasn't used to Kyungsoo's soft voice. Normally, he had never seen such a shy expression, and when he saw it, he felt awkward, even his hand felt like it was too cluttered to the point where he didn't know where to put it.

"Hey, don't worry."

But the small figure in front of him saw that his attitude was a nod to him.

“Baekhyun”

“You son of a bitch.”

But when he was misunderstood like that, Baekhyun would probably just have to follow the game.

“Kiss your bald head first or it will go away.” Even though you tried to hold back your smile with all your might, the sparkling eyes couldn't hide Kyungsoo's face.

"You're already gone."

Thin lips curled down in displeasure because there was no reason to argue with Kyungsoo. When his little one could read everything easily, but then suddenly...

kiss!

Kyungsoo's little hand that was first on his lap lifted up and parted Baekhyun's bangs open. Followed by a soft touch in the middle of the forehead. The touch of soft lips which made the person touched by it go into shock.

“Kyungsoo…”

"Mommy, I'm shy."

“I guess I really have to take it slow.”

When it was over, Baekhyun threw himself down and writhed on the pavement, not caring if it was dirty or not, and raised both his hands to hold his chest tightly, his face red, spreading to his ears.

“Oh, my heart is pounding like crazy.”

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