SF DooSeob

Faded Memories

faded memories

4 Nov 2017

The tall figure of Yoon Doojun was walking along the path in no hurry. Among the people walking past each other This man stood out from the crowd. With his height and slender body Making the girls who saw each other's hearts dance together. Especially his charming sharp eyes that make many people easily intimidated.

Many pairs of eyes stared at him.. This perfect man

...but there is no pair of eyes like the owner of Yang Yoseob's name.

A tall figure disappeared into a flower shop in a tourist area. The employees in the store still greeted him familiarly like every day. Dujun only smiled at those greetings and walked straight to the room he came to every day. Joseph's office..

"I miss you, little one," a soft voice said softly to the photo of the room owner placed alongside his photo.

The people in the picture still smile like every day. It may just be a vain hope in the eyes of many people. But it is a great encouragement. It was the most precious smile for Doojoon. It's the reason he can still smile today.

Eight years ago

Doojoon arrives at the little guy's flower shop with boxes of cute cookies for the store's lovely employees, Alice, Minah, and Hayoung, the shop's three ladies who always make customers happy. Their bright smiles made the young man unable to stop loving them. But that's still not as good as the two mischievous young men of the shop who often secretly hide from work when they don't want to.

Eat sometimes in various corners of the shop. Kwangmin and Youngmin The twin boys who were annoying were also the children that Yoseob loved like his real brothers.

"Oh, right!!! I come every day, hyung~” Kwangmin jumps in front of the senior who comes in and out of the store a lot, like Doojoon. With his hand extended and wiggled in front of his face. Dujun immediately understood the meaning. The young man smiled as he placed a box of cookies into the mischievous boy's hand.

"Don't forget what we agreed upon, you naughty boy ^^" He rubbed his small head affectionately three times and hurriedly walked towards the shop owner's office. But before he could reach out and push the door, a mischievous girl like Alice stood in front of her, smiling wide and eyes closed. She shouted to her two friends to come and help contain the tall figure.

and demanded cookies as he always did.

"Yay!! Oppa, where are you going? Mina!! Hayoung!! >[]<" The other two girls rushed over quickly with a tall psycho who looked like he was looking like "Hurry up and get it!"

"55 You guys really are. Aren't I broke first?" Dujun complained not so seriously. The little man heard that sentence and opened the door and walked out to find the person who was continuously complaining.

"Then you don't have to come to me, Yoon Dujun.." The figure said in a low voice and turned around to walk back into the room. Doojoon heard that and threw everything on the ground and grabbed his small arm just in time before he could get a long-winded blow.

“Yoseob-ah~ I just complained. Don't think too much~" Doojun hugged someone from behind and pleaded in a soft voice that made the three girls blush instead and hurriedly walked away from the corner. Let the two masters sweeten each other in privacy.

"I can't come. I'll come if I'm broke. I still have a heart~" The tall man spoke sweetly and took the opportunity to kiss the round cheek once before being stabbed by the small man's elbow and had to quickly let go.

"Oh!!" The tall man pretended to beg for sympathy, looking after the small man who walked quickly and closed the door in his own face. His cute face became darker and Jun could notice it. And that easily drew smiles from sharp-faced people.

The tall figure sat down in the small man's usual chair. A large hand slid open the drawer under the table as he usually did.. And here again, he smiled as he looked at the many photos of himself together. The previous owner of the table had carefully put them in a box. A small rectangular box with writing on the lid..

'This person (Du Junnie) loves this time (Du Seob forever)'

His hand trembled slightly even though he picked it up every day. Clear tears welled up in his eyes a little..

This time... he.. didn't dare open it.

Even though a very long time has passed It's a long time for people who live alone. A person who lives with memories like Yoon Doojoon...

A young man who outsiders view as strong, kind, and has only a smile. Or many people may think that he is still single. With that kind of status, there were many women courting him. But this person didn't care at all about those women.

Yoon Doojoon's Heart Can only be opened once.. He loves only one person.

The tall figure sat motionless for a long time before moving to open the window pane. He sat down on a wooden chair by the window. A chair that had never been moved in seven whole years..

A gentle breeze blew in, causing the scent of flowers to spread throughout the small room..

'Hydrangeas', the colorful flowers that Yoseob liked the most, were placed in various corners of the room. Flowers taken care of by Yoon Doojoon

Some petals tremble gently. The scent of flowers and the gentle breeze create a relaxing and bright atmosphere, as if to console those who often sit quietly and sadly alone.

It was as if Yoseob was comforting him.

4 Nov 2010

“Look Jun-ah, you have to be strong. I'm not going anywhere ^^" A wide smile was given to the tall person sitting next to the bed in the small person's room.

“You promised me disaster, Yoseop-ah…” His deep voice trembled slightly. A large hand tightly held a thin hand, sending warmth as if to let you know that you cared too much.

"Um ^^" The little person who was lying down was still smiling. Even though I hardly have the strength to smile anymore..

At this time, he began to feel that his symptoms were becoming more and more serious. The pressure on his heart became stronger until he accidentally squeezed Dujun's hand tightly.

“Yoseob-ah!! Yo.. is it hurt.." Du Jun was shocked and quickly stood up. A warm palm gently caressed her face. I'm afraid Joseph will get hurt more..

The little man looked at the tall man's every action and smiled widely with delight. Glad this person is still with him. Even on the last day...

'Look Jun-ah..' A small voice called out to the tall figure sitting worriedly in front of the examination room. Dujun quickly turned his head to look at the figure sitting next to him and holding his small hand tightly.

Yoseob still sat quietly. He didn't dare tell Doojun. This matter is too serious.

'Yoseob..' The tall man smiled softly and squeezed his hand to say it was nothing.

Yoseob looked up at his lover and tears slowly fell down. He hugged his tall figure tightly as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would abandon him if he found out that...

It's leukemia... final stage

'Huh.. Look at Jun-ah.' A small voice sobbed pitifully. The large man hugged him tightly and rubbed his back gently to console him. His heart was a little shaken when this little person who was smiling all this time suddenly started crying.

But he won't ask. If it's something that makes his lover sad

A moment passed. Yoseob loosened his embrace from his tall figure. Doojoon brought the little person back to the shop. That was the first and last time the two of them would mention it.

'Look Jun-ah... I have leukemia..' A figure said slowly, as if afraid that the person in front of him would be sad or change because of this.

A long time passed before Dujun regained his composure. Now Joseph is standing and crying.. alone..

The tall figure walked up and hugged the little man from behind and made a promise that Yoseob thought would be solid forever..

'I love you Yo Seob-ah. No matter now or when I won't leave you.'

“Do Jun-ah, I love you.. forever ^^” Yoseob said the last sentence softly. The breath gradually became quieter. The pain came back again. The last time was the most severe. But even so He still smiled at Dujun who was kissing him goodbye...

“I love you Yo Seob-ah.. Forever.." A soft voice spoke softly into the ear of the little man who was now smiling... The thin hand slowly released the pressure on the thick hand. Before closing my eyes..

He can do it..

Yesterday, Nov. 3, was their anniversary. Some people endure a lot of pain to make it through their anniversary. He didn't want it to be a painful memory of his lover. Actually, the little person wanted to be patient for a long time to pass. Not just one day But his time is up..

I love you Doojoon-ah..

Doojoon walked back and sat in his original position. He happily opened the box and looked at every photo. A gentle smile adorned his handsome face.

Every memory came back like it had just happened a few days ago.

But Yo Seob-ah... We'll be together forever.

Breath slowly softens..

A large palm held a leaf tightly.

A picture that he had been looking at for a long time but only recently noticed.

Tears streamed down from her sharp eyes when she saw the message written behind the picture... But the corners of his mouth curved into a faint smile.

'We will be together forever'

See you later, darling...