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WARM EYES)JONGHYUN x TAEMIN

Jom

x

Tam

There aren't many pairs of eyes in this world.

that we dare to look and want to look at it for a long time

The eyes that will make the whole world are where we stand.

Eyes that hide the past Eyes that can turn back time

Let us feel those past things again.

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LOMOSONIC

All characters and locations are Thai. I recommend that you turn on some music and listen to the fic. Please Jongtaem.

Special fic written for my own satisfaction.

Jonghyun Jeom, Commander Taemin, Tamjongin, Injinki, Jinkibum, Keyminho, Min

O W E N TM

(WARM EYES)

Creepy

A glass of amber water was placed on the table before the young man picked up the Virginia and smoked it out. White smoke drifts along with the wind.

“Did it come out yet? I'm really late, so I'll call you."

“Are you taking a woman? Don't disturb him,” a tall, tan-skinned young man shouted back to his friend before turning to hide at the woman next to him.

“Shit, it's not like you're going to take it all over the place like that,” the stern-faced young man answered and immediately threw the beans in his hand at the other man's face.

"Oh, it's so fierce. Hey, you guys are calling me."

“You don't have to. He's handsome over there, you bastard.” A white young man wore a black shirt and black jeans. Walking towards the table, he patted each of his friends on the head in line.

“Gossip about me.”

"Wow, it's like I have clairvoyance." Regardless, the tan-skinned young man who was caressing the woman stood up and applauded. before being hit with a slam

"Annoying"

“Oh, you can stop annoying me. Ironically, I'm not drunk today, I won't quit." Jin said as he finished handing the glass of liquor in his hand to Jom before the other person could take it and down the entire glass. Sharp eyes looked around. before catching the eye of a group of men three or four tables further away One of them turned to face him and stared back and smiled. After that, he nudged the entire table to turn towards him.

“Who do you know?” Key turned to ask and the other person suddenly smiled at his friend and also nudged the entire table to turn around.

“Not sure if it's familiar.” He looked at the group again. It was familiar, but with his eyes, when looking in the dark, he couldn't see very clearly. Before the other party had all walked towards his table.

“Fuck Jom, is that right? Rei, room three. It's the I Fans." He said and pointed behind the remaining four.

"Oh, it's me. I thought someone was looking at you. What are you guys doing around here?" He remembered that these guys weren't studying at the high school around here. When I Ray and I Fan were studying at school, he and I lived in different rooms. But we could talk and even go out to drink together.

"Guess we've come to change the atmosphere."

“Let's sit together. We haven't seen each other for a long time. Hey guys, let my friend sit with you."

"Sit down, come on, I'll let him get to the table first."

“These guys are friends from my old school. As for these guys, they're friends from the group.” He turned to point at the remaining people before nodding at him.

"Oh, my friend is just like my friend. Crash." In just a moment, I was so drunk that I was in love with Jin. These guys are easy to get along with. It's not like him. If you're not really close, you'll think of him as arrogant. Besides that, he rarely smiles and doesn't talk much. Honestly, I don't know why I'm talking to you. I've always thought like this.

“So what do you study, Jom?”

"I have to manage my business at home. What about you?"

“Architecture, those bastards study engineering.” Ai Rayman said and nodded towards the I Fans who were talking with the I Ins.

"Well, it suits you guys well."

“So where have all your friends gone?”

“It's attached to women. As for Aimin, I went to watch him.” Actually, the same group of friends at school also came to study in the same group, the same group. But today he was busy sending women away.

"What about you? Why are you sitting here lonely? Where have all the women gone? I don't care about any of them. I can see they're trying to bite you."

"Huh, no, I'm not in the mood."

"So, have you met Tam yet?"

suddenly

The glass in his hand stopped before the owner squeezed it tightly. His heart skipped a beat and his pitch black eyes flickered. before it returns to its original calmness He looked up at his friend before shaking his head. A strong hand grabbed the glass and downed it in one go before adding more liquor. Just hearing a name he hadn't heard in a long time made him almost unable to control himself.

“I heard it came back.” Rei felt like smacking his lips. I don't think I should speak when I see another person's expression.

“Really?” He felt that his voice was very difficult to produce. I don't know what I should answer. I don't know what I should feel. All I know is the heart that used to beat normally. It danced like it had its owner back. A heart that doesn't know if it can beat for anyone else.

“Good, just come back. That's all good.” His voice was soft. Before taking out the phone and unlocking the screen An image appeared of a small young man in a school uniform, smiling widely. His hand tightened on the phone before he just smiled to himself. This is just so good, really good.

Rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The phone rang before a strong hand rummaged around the bedside. His eyes closed tightly before answering without looking at the screen.

"hello"

"Come now, why aren't you working? Come to the library right now, you idiot." A deep voice shouted back until the owner of the phone almost lit up.

“Okay, I'll go now.” I hung up the phone without listening to the other party's complaints and threw the phone on the bed. Turning to look around the room, he found clothes that had been taken off and left on the way. before walking and grabbing a towel into the bathroom I can't remember how he came back to the room last night. Every time I drank alcohol, I was mindful. Last night, just hearing one person's name made me drunk like a dog. It was so funny.

That person is someone who always makes you smile no matter what. beautiful smile But one day it was covered with tears like a rainy day. The rain that clouded his mind every time he thought about it. A hand rose to rub his face before shaking his head to get rid of his distracted thoughts.

“Fuck you, fuck you!” An annoying voice sounded after sitting down at the table. Turning to look, I saw Ai In rushing in before being hit on the head by Ai Jin. “Take it easy, here at the library I want to get fucked.”

“Sorry, bro. But this Chomwei, the accounting star, is asking for your number. How do you handle it? I'm so fucked." He said while licking his lips like a pervert. I shook my head at him before grabbing the book and opening it.

“What does shaking your head mean no? Hey, this is Crystal's accounting star, so hot, don't you care?"

"Have you seen him roast anyone like you? Do you still want to ask?"

“Oh, but it's true. It's my third year and I still haven't seen you flirt with anyone. Or do you already have a boyfriend?”

“No, I just don't want it yet.”

"Really? It's such a pity that my face was so bad, there were so many people crowding around me, not one of them was eating." He finished and sighed out loud. He shook his head at the ridiculousness of his thoughts. before bending down to write a report

“You guys are confused, you guys,” Min, who was running loudly towards the table, was stopped by the cold stare through the librarian's glasses. Before raising his hand to greet another person and slowly walking towards the table.

“What is it with you this time?” Key turned to his friend before sighing and asking again, “What?”

“I found my soulmate. So cute, so cute, so cute When the Faculty of Engineering saw him, he said, 'Oh, you're so damn cute,' he said quickly, clutching his heart before collapsing on the ground. He stared at it before bursting into laughter.

“Who is it? Is it beautiful?” he asked before looking up at it. “Do you have a picture so I can see how beautiful it is?” I turned and held out my hand to ask for it before the other person quickly nodded.

"There is, but it's not pretty. I said it was cute." The other person pressed the phone for a while, and Ai In grabbed it to look at it before he cursed loudly.

“This is it, fuck!”

"What is this? So cute, my dear." He took the phone from him and looked at it before stopping. Sharp eyes widened and breath hitched. Before he turned around and pulled the other person's collar closer to him.

“Where are you? Where are the people in this picture?” The voice that asked trembled. He tightened his grip on the collar of the other man's shirt when he felt his own hand start to shake.

"Hey cool guy, let him go first, what's going on?" He turned to look at Aijin who had come to pull the other person away.

“I asked where he is! Answer me!”

"It's under the engineering building." His eyes closed before he let out a heavy breath. His hand released the collar of his friend's shirt before turning and walking out. He yanked open the car door and drove down the road at a higher speed than normal, causing him to slowly let out his breath. He held the other hand when he felt it trembling like his heart. Park your car in front of the faculty building.

The steps the legs took were heavy. Sharp eyes looked around the faculty courtyard when he saw that the students were starting to fade away. He decided to run down the corridor. Passing through various school buildings and classrooms Passed by dozens of people but there was no one there, no more.

“Why did you call me?” I turned to ask the person who called to the liquor store where he sang.

“Today, please sing for me. Otherwise, he will definitely kick me out.”

"no"

“Shit, I only begged this one time, I really have an obligation to call those bastards to be your friends.” Key made a pleading face before shaking his arm back and forth. His mouth twisted open like he was about to cry, causing him to nod in response.

“Then hurry up and go. I already told the shop owner. I'll have to hurry and go, thank you Wei." With that, he turned and ran out. Walking back into the shop, I found Iin people sitting and drinking alcohol at a table in a corner of the shop.

“Is that the younger one who came to sing? Get ready.” A deep voice sounded. I turned to look and saw an older looking man who was probably the owner of the shop. He nodded his head before walking to get ready next to the low stage. Receiving a list of songs from a tall, slender man, he looked at it and handed it back. Then I stepped onto the stage and the light that shined on me made me squint my eyes.

“The last song for tonight. This is a song that I would like to dedicate to someone who still has good feelings for them. I think there are very few pairs of eyes in this world. that we dare to look and want to look at it for a long time The eyes that will make the whole world We stand there Eyes that hide the past, eyes that can turn back time

Let us feel those past things again.”

From that day, I don't know how long. that we left each other

Any reason is no big deal.

Today I looked into your eyes. Those same eyes were so warm.

You and me, many memories

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to ask if we can be the same as before.

Just want you to know. That past I miss you with all my heart.

Until you know how important you are

And I found out on the day I lost you.

Sharp eyes looked around the shop as his cries emitted. Closing his eyes, it was like his thoughts drifted away to someone he was always thinking about. A soft smile appeared on his lips before he opened his eyes. It was as if the world had stopped spinning for a moment, and a voice that had almost stopped crying came out. His hand tightened on the microphone before those big round eyes turned towards him.

It was like a huge ripple that had crashed into his pitch-black eyes and trembled violently. Drops of clear water flowed through the pair of sharp eyes before they fell.

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to ask if we can be the same as before.

Just want you to know. That past I miss you with all my heart.

Until you know how important you are

And I found out on the day I lost you.

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to ask if we can be the same as before.

Just want you to know. That past I miss you with all my heart.

He stared at the other person with a trembling expression. The image in front of me was blurred by tears that had not stopped flowing down. His voice was shaking almost uncontrollably.

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to ask if we can be the same as before.

Just want you to know. That past I miss you with all my heart.

I don't want to ask for this time to be ours.

I don't want to ask if we can be the same as before.

I just want you to know that today I felt like I could breathe.

He lowered the microphone in his hand and looked at the other person who hadn't gone anywhere. That person was still standing in the same place and looking at him with the same look in his eyes. The look in his eyes that he loves and misses Smile when the person in front of you smiles at you. I didn't dare take my eyes off for fear that he would disappear again. Lost until unable to be found I want to keep looking. I don't want to think that this is just a dream anymore.

 (WARM EYES) 

“Where have you been?” after taking the other person out to sit in the back of the store where there was no one. This was the question he had wanted to ask for three years. The person in front of him looked fragile, as if he would always break after not seeing him for a long time. Beautiful round eyes, full lips and white skin that he always liked to touch. The other person would act annoyed like a kitten when approached.

But when he's away from him, he'll act like he's begging. Just thinking about the past makes me smile.

“What are you smiling about?” A clear voice came out and he shook his head before asking again. “So where have you gone?”

“Go study in England. Dad wanted me to go too, so I went,” another person replied with a smile. The cute face he liked to look at stared at him before those eyes fell to the ground. I miss wanting to say these words. I want to embrace the body in front of me and not let it go anywhere. He pulled back his outstretched hand and held it.

“So are you comfortable?”

"Oh, we're fine now."

"fine"

"Oh, that's good."

“But not as comfortable as when we were still together.” He smiled at the other person who looked up.

“Do you remember the furries we used to raise together and now they have lots of babies? The babysitter couldn't take it, so he gave it to someone else to take care of. Especially late at night, if you don't take it to sleep in the room with you, it will cry non-stop. It's not like when Tam raised it. It's not stubborn at all. For me, it's very stubborn. And the auntie who sells the food we like to eat at that time always asks for us.

He said that if we come, he would give us a lot of free gifts. Oh, do you remember? The tree we planted is now very big. At first I thought it was already dead because its owner wasn't there anymore, haha.” He laughed even though it was completely stiff. It felt like his eye sockets were so hot that he had to press them with his hands. Raise your head to hold back the drop of clear water that is about to flow out. A feeling of anguish spread throughout him as if he couldn't bear it.

“Huh.” The soft sobs that came from the person in front of him made him lower his hands before looking back. The small, frail-looking person collapsed to the ground before his slender arms could embrace him. His pitiful hunched posture made his heart break. Two arms hugged the person in front of them tightly, as if they were afraid the other person would disappear. Her delicate back trembled with the sound of her sobs that wouldn't stop. Clear drops of water flowed out and soaked his shirt.

"Huh, hilarious." The sobbing crying as if to give up, causing him to tighten the other.

“I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.” The man's tears flowed down until they were soaking the smaller man's shirt until he could feel it. The two people embraced each other as if there was no tomorrow. Deep's voice continuously apologized, his slender hand firmly pressing onto the back of the tall man's shirt. Before those soft words came out

“Why did you do that to us? Why did you do that?” His voice trembled as if he was losing strength as he thought of the day they ended their relationship. The day that everything fell apart and there was nothing left. His feelings were so shattered that he couldn't hold them back.

“Answer us, answer us!” he shouted loudly before a small hand slammed the other person's back. "Huh, answer us, huh, huh," that was before the sound of sobbing was interrupted by a soft touch on the temple, similar to comforting.

“I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.” There wasn't even an excuse. Silence reigned before everything faded into the painful past.

  (WARM EYES) 

"Do you love me? Please tell me."

"Come on, we already know."

“What should I eat today? Is shabu good or sushi? When you saw him complain that he wanted to eat it?” The young man changed the subject and turned to smile at the smaller man who frowned. Before a hand gently caressed her cheek.

“Sushi is fine.”

"Then let's go." He grabbed the small hand and held it in his before they walked out. When he arrived at the shop, another person chose to sit at the table next to the shop window. Before ordering food

"I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be right back," said the smaller man, who was looking down at his phone. When the other person nodded, he smiled. The smaller man raised his head as his lover walked out, turned to look around the shop, and saw a group of women sitting there. Before that, a woman in a short school uniform sat down across from him. Those slender, eyeliner-lined eyes stared intently before smiling.

"Is this Jo's girlfriend? She's so bland." She said before pursed her lips as she looked at the person in front of her. I didn't see anything good, just a small white boy with a stupid expression. Can't fight her.

“And who are you and what business do you have?”

"Oh, I'm Jom's wife."

“!!” The little man's eyes widened and his full lips were pursed tightly. His small hand tightened on his pant leg before he closed his eyes as his eyes burned with heat. Again, he had to hear something like this. How many times had he had to listen to these stories over and over again? My heart hurts until I was close to not being able to take it anymore. But because of trust, when he asked another person, he only received a denial saying I'm just an ex-boyfriend.

At that time, he could only smile and secretly cry quietly by himself. He and Brother Chom or Commander As children who grew up together, their father and mother were friends before. After that, the relationship continued to develop. P'Jom took care of him in everything, and when he was teased, he came to help take care of him. Buy things to take care of him.

Until another person asked to be his girlfriend in fourth grade. Wherever you go, you will be surrounded by many women. Sometimes those women will say that they are someone else's boyfriend or lover. And what is wrong with him?

“I am your ex-boyfriend. Gee, I didn't think he would date a kid like this. He still sneaked up on me that day, keke.”

“Do you think he's serious about you? I'll just get kicked out and be so bland like this."

“This is your girlfriend, so hot.”

“Phi Jom is very cute. It's so hot in bed."

Those words he had always heard behind the backs of other people when women often spoke to him. But he just closed his eyes. It's like a fool who only believes the lies of his lover that it's nothing.

“Those women. What are you doing with her?”

“Are you crazy? My boyfriend is handsome, everyone says that all over the place. Don't worry about it.”

"yes"

"Hey, break up with him. You think he only has one boss?" I was startled out of my thoughts when I heard the woman's voice in front of me. He looked up and saw an unfriendly look in his eyes.

“Here, I'm hoping for the best. I don't want to continue being stupid.”

"lie"

“If you don't believe it, go look at the bathroom, do you dare?” The words that were spoken made him decide to get up and walk straight to the bathroom. A small hand pushed the door in before stopping when he saw a tall figure walking out. He looked at the wrinkles on the other person's shirt and the zipper of his pants that had fallen down before he pursed his lips tightly. He pushed the other person out of the way before pulling the bathroom door open.

“Is there something wrong?” Taem turned around and looked at the other person before staring intently at the red mark on his neck. “Are you very happy?”

“What are you talking about?”

“I asked if you were very happy! Seeing me be such a fool!!” He shouted loudly before slamming his palm against his chest again. Why can't I see what kind of mark it is and whether it's on the pants or the shirt? He is not a child who is stupid about everything. The hand that was about to strike again Got snatched away before being caught.

“What the hell is going on?!! It hurts!!”

“Does it hurt? Does it hurt as much as it hurts me? Have you ever felt the same as I feel?” A pair of beautiful eyes were red. He stared at the other person through a veil of tears falling down his face. I can't stand it anymore. His feelings were almost over.

“I'm back.” He turned and walked out, ignoring the other person's displeased expression. Tears flowed down like they were about to cleanse the crack in his heart.

It's been three days since we've had any contact with P'Jom. He's back at home and hasn't called or gone to see him. It's a good thing they study in different rooms so we don't have to see each other. The other person didn't contact him back either, like a time bomb that was about to go off. He was snapped out of his thoughts and turned to look at his cell phone that was making noises.

His mouth tightened as he looked at the name of the caller before answering.

"yes"

“I'm sorry. Don't be angry at me." Hearing the pleading voice from the other end, it was as if his heart was about to weaken.

“That's all.”

“Wait! I miss you. I'll go see you tomorrow."

“And where are you now?”

“Ah, I'm in my friend's room, coming to work. I'll call again tonight. That's it for now." The call was cut off and he didn't have time to say anything in response. He looked at the screen blankly before placing it on the floor. Some nationality told him that something was wrong. Small hands grabbed the room key and wallet and held them before deciding to hail a taxi to the condo.

Tid

A small hand pressed the keycard against the door panel before gently pushing it in. The heart that was once quiet suddenly began to beat faster. A soft voice emanated from a bedroom that was not completely closed. Until his slender legs stopped in front of the door. Big, round eyes widened. His body looked like it had been splashed with cold water until it was freezing.

“Don't rely on it. Calm down, Jom.” A small, high-pitched voice moaned. before the tall young man snuggled into the crook of her neck.

"um"

Pleng!!

The two people stopped their activities on the bed and turned around at the sound of something breaking. Before the tall man stopped when he saw his lover's hand covered in scarlet blood. A beautiful vase was smashed against the door of the room until it shattered just like his feelings. It was completely destroyed. A pair of beautiful eyes were covered with tears that were falling down.

There wasn't even a sound of cursing. There wasn't even a sound of complaint. There was only a look in his eyes that showed that his trust had been completely destroyed by another person. When he regained consciousness, the tall man hurriedly stepped towards the little man, intending to grab his blood-stained hand and look at him. But had to stop when another person turned and evaded him. Little Foot stepped back and looked up at the person he once loved with all his heart, with pain in his eyes.

“How did you do it? How did you do it? Ugh.” The voice that spoke was faint, like it was about to fly away. His voice was sobbing as if he would die.

“Brother,” the little man raised his hand to stop him before shaking his head. When the other person was about to speak, he didn't want to hear anything anymore. Let it end here today It's over here, there won't be this fool anymore.

“In the past, I used to be very happy. But here I am, the pain is so great that I can't take it anymore.” The small hand raised to touch the position of his own heart when he said those words, “That's enough, we've reached a dead end. Wouldn't it be better if we ended it all right here?”

"no!! I won't quit, I love you, I won't quit, I won't quit!” The tall man shouted loudly. His pitch black eyes flickered violently. before grabbing another's arm and grabbing him. But the other person stepped back again. His handsome face suddenly dropped.

“I'm sorry, I love you. I love you, and we won't break up." A pleading voice that sounded like he was about to die was spoken. But he just shook his head. There will be no more, there will be no more that weak person.

"You don't love me, you only love yourself. Do you know why? Because if you loved me, you would never make me sad." Her cute face that was once bright was now pale. He turned to look at the other woman sitting still on the bed before speaking in a trembling voice.

“You, if you want to be with him, please take good care of him and tell him to study hard. Don't stay up late, don't play games too much, come home often or your mother will be worried. When you're done eating, wash the dishes as well. Don't let them soak. Don't eat too much noodles, it's bad for your health. When washing clothes separately, the color will fade. When leaving the room, don't forget to turn off the lights.

And take good care of yourself.” You turned around and looked at the man standing in front of you before smiling slightly. His pained smile almost made everyone look at him heartbroken.

“Heck, no, I won't do this again. Don't leave me." It's like the last rope breaking. Clear tears flowed from the man in front of him. His once stable legs collapsed to the ground. A strong hand reached out and grabbed the small ankle tightly.

“Can we start again? I promise I won't do this again.” The person who spoke looked up at the other person, his handsome face was so full of tears that the person looking at him wanted to cry even more. He shook his head before moving his feet away from those hands.

“There's nowhere to start. It's broken to the point where there are no good pieces. You probably don't know that I always knew you had someone else. I secretly cry alone every time I hear a lie from your mouth. Ugh. Do you know why? Because I love you.”

“Sorry, I'm sorry. I can hit you, I can scold you, but can we not break up?”

“That's enough, that's enough,” he said in a soft voice. Small, red, moist nose Beautiful round eyes that had once looked at him with love and warmth. Now there was only anguish left in him, making the tall man cry even harder. A man who had never cried but was on his knees crying in front of him.

Even though he didn't want this at all. If he could choose, he would want to keep this love. But another person had completely ruined it. Deciding to turn, he walked out of the room before hearing what sounded like someone screaming from inside. Beautiful eyes closed before tears fell down. The little man collapsed to the ground before his small arms could wrap him around him tightly.

  (WARM EYES) 

Pleng!! Pleng!! Pleng!!

“Let me go, I told you to let me go!!”

“Can you calm down first?! You can't destroy things, you can't hurt yourself!!” In snatched the vase in the other person's hand before locking him.

“I told you to let me go. I'm going to go find my girlfriend, do you hear that?!!” He shouted loudly, jerking himself off from the other person's arms, but with his barely remaining strength, his body collapsed to the ground.

“You can't torture yourself. Please eat some rice. I'll help you find it yourself. Your condition right now is nothing like the friends I used to know.” In stared at his friend who was now in a dilapidated condition, his beard growing, his body smelling of alcohol. Looking around the room, he found piles of clothes and beer cans strewn about.

“You don't understand that you're going to abandon your studies, right? Now I've given you leave from the teacher, but you have to go study too.”

“Where is he? Where is Tam?”

“I told you to listen to me!! You can't be like this.”

“You don't know how I feel right now. I feel like I'm about to die. Why does it hurt like this? Wherever I go, I see him everywhere. But I can't touch him. Why? Why?" A soft voice muttered, his soft eyes staring at his best friend before holding his own chest tightly. Turn to look around you, the scent of your lover that permeates the entire room, it still hasn't gone anywhere.

"What should I eat? I'll make you something to eat today."

“Make some yourself! If I'm not here, what can you cook for yourself?”

“I'm sick again, see? Why are you so stubborn? Take the medicine first, then wipe yourself off."

“Go to bed, it's getting late.”

“Don't forget to cover yourself with thick blankets, it's cold out there, do you understand? Don't come back sick."

“So you came back? Are you tired? I made some food too."

“When I go again, I miss you and come back soon. Don't be mischievous today!”

“Today I will teach you how to cook. If I'm not here, I'll be able to make a living."

“We make you eat it every day. I won't let you go anywhere.” Another person who just smiled and didn't respond to his words like every day. Embrace the body of the person in front of you with words of love that he has never said even once.

Tears that had dried up now flowed down as I thought about the memories we shared together. There was so much of it that he couldn't bear the pain any longer. He's just a stupid guy who can't keep love. The sight of a tall person crying as if he was dying caused his closest friends to turn away. Letting the sound of sobs fill the empty room

“It's been two years and you still haven't stopped looking for him? Even the hired detective doesn't know.” The silence that responded made In sigh before turning to speak to the person who had been sitting silent all this time. “Stop waiting. You can start over.”

“I tried. But I miss him. I can't bear to let someone else replace him. I tried dating someone who was like him but it wasn't like that at all. That person just threw away his things that I kept. I was so angry that I cursed.” His sharp eyes closed tightly, remembering the time he had tried to date someone else who was like him. Even the appearance Because I think it's okay, just like it's okay.

But as the days pass, I still long for the missing person who doesn't know where they are now. It's like just dating that person to represent you. Until one day, the person I was with secretly took away the pictures and belongings he kept. When he saw the things piled up in the trash, he became so angry that he cursed loudly. To know that there is no one who can replace me

“I told you not to interfere! How dare you throw it away? Do you want to die?!” Before putting everything away Since that day, he hasn't dated anyone in order to forget that person ever again.

"Well, if you want me to help you, just tell me," In said to the person in front of him who had changed since the day the incident happened. People who used to hang out with different women every day. He turned out to be a reserved person who didn't speak until he had to be his friend. A person who has never once yielded to anyone. But with that person, it wasn't his friend who had given up on everything.

The sight that made him feel sorry for his friend was when the tall man with tears streaming down his face fell to the ground, embracing everything that another person had left behind. Before it went on a rampage, destroying things until he had to be captured.

“Everything will get better, trust me.”

  (WARM EYES) 

“Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

“Don't cry because of me again. I'm sorry, I'm sorry.” A fragile person who seemed to break at any moment cried and threw a thick hand that reached out to wipe the tears on his clear cheeks. The beautiful round eyes that he liked to look at were now red with water droplets.

“Can you give me a chance? Don't run away from me again,” the other person begged, even as those pitch black eyes were filled with tears. The little man kept shaking his head, “Ugh, I don't want to get hurt again. I won't take it again.”

“It hurts so bad I can't take it anymore. Just thinking about that time makes me feel like I'm going to die.” His body was weak, causing the tall man to hug him tightly.

“It's okay, that's enough, no need to talk anymore. But I want you to know that I love you. That is the truth. I'm sorry I never said it. I'm sorry I couldn't keep our love. I'm sorry.”

Words that come with tears He buried his nose in the other man's hair. Before letting the tears fall down No more, his last chance, no more.

“Huh, I'm going back. From now on, I'll love him very much. Don't act like you did when you were older. Goodbye." His sweet voice and gentle smile made the other person shake his head before crying. Not since the other person left has he had anyone except the person in front of him. But those words he couldn't say.

It's all over, it's all over because of him alone. I could only watch the other person turn and walk back through the curtain of tears like that day. And there is only this person left, the person who loves this other person with all his heart, when it's too late.

THE END