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( KIM TAEYEON x JESSICA JUNG )

How long does it take for people to forget love?

Some people just one day Some people only one week Some people only have one month.

Some people only have one year. Some only five years, some only ten years.

But for some people...a lifetime might not be enough to forget.

Like this person...

"Sika-ah...I miss you."

--- TBC ---

Come for a moment while listening to Tae's new song.

I really like this song, very catchy.

The saddest, I want to cry.

T^T

It wasn't very sad.

But secretly it matches my own feelings, so I'm sad.

T^T

So I want to convey it through this short fiction shot.

Feel free to criticize. I don't mind.

For the story posted tonight. But it's a little late.

Because it's freshly blended haha.

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How long does it take for people to forget their love? Some people only one day, some people only one week, some people only one month, some people only one year, some people only five years, some people ten years, but for some people.. .A lifetime is probably not enough to forget like this person...

“Hey Taeyeon, are you free tonight?”

"No, I'm busy."

The petite woman who was sitting staring at the computer screen immediately replied to her close friend without needing to think too much, but her good friend didn't stop there because her good friend reached out and pressed. Shutting down his computer screen without saying no, he still hadn't finished reading his work just now.

The work that was left over still wasn't saved, and even a good friend was sitting on his desk. Damn it, Choi Sooyoung doesn't even have a job!

"Don't lie, I know you're free."

“When you say you're busy, you mean you're busy,” the woman said, annoyed at being continuously harassed by a friend. “Do you have no work to do, Sooyoung? Why do you like to bother me almost every day? Huh!”

“Calm down, Kim Taeyeon, my dear friend.” Sooyoung used her smile and gentle voice to hope that the person who was in a bad mood would feel better right now. “I just came to invite you out to open your eyes and ears, that's all. Sitting and doing work, aren't you bored!?”

"No, I'm not bored."

To say that I'm not bored would be incorrect. Because Taeyeon's work each day is quite boring and repetitive, in the morning she has meetings. A little late, I'll finish up documents in the afternoon and go out to meet clients or go out and work outside. In the evening, when I get home, I have to take old work and read and review it in the same places I've been to and want to go.

Taeyeon does this every day to the point where, no matter how bored she is, she can't do anything about her daily life. Since working hard makes him forget that person even for a moment...

But it's still possible to forget...

“Don't lie, I've been your friend for a long time. How can I not know what you're thinking?” Just one look into your eyes and you'll know exactly what your best friend is thinking. It wouldn't be beyond the story of that woman. The woman who made Kim Taeyeon unable to love again, “You should forget her…”

“When we have to forget the person we once loved, do you think it's an easy thing to do...?”

I don't know how long it takes other people to forget the person they once loved, but for Taeyeon, even if she took the rest of her life, she still wouldn't be able to forget. Just a glimpse of it, accidentally thinking about it or thinking about it, I can't forget it. Whenever I close my eyes and go to sleep, I always see a picture of that girl. Seeing the times when we were happy together, the times when we smiled and laughed together, the images of those days are still clear in our memories and hearts.

But then it was just a beautiful past.

“But it's been almost ten years. You should forget Taeyeon.”

“I'm not asking you to start over with anyone, Taeyeon, but you shouldn't close yourself off like this. You should give yourself the opportunity to get to know other people, not just saying no like this.”

There were many women who tried to approach Taeyeon, each of them looking just as beautiful as that woman, but Taeyeon rejected all of them for the simple reason that she wasn't ready. Not ready yet..that is, not yet forgotten. Sooyoung knows that forgetting someone is difficult. Especially when forgetting someone we love.

But it's been ten years and Taeyeon is still stuck with that woman. Still love that woman the same, never changing despite the reason for the breakup at that time. That woman no longer loves Taeyeon...

“I'm serious, Taeyeon. There's someone new."

The little man let out a tired sigh before turning to look at his best friend with difficulty.

“Having someone new is easy, Sooyoung. But I can't have someone new with 'Jessica' in my heart like this. I can't love two people at the same time. But no matter what, Jessica is still number one in my heart.”

This is the main reason why he doesn't want to be with someone new, and he doesn't close himself off like Sooyoung said. He even tries to open his heart to everyone who comes along. But there will be a kind of feeling that those women unconsciously acted out and it happened exactly like what Jessica had done. It made him think of Jessica even more.

Or was it the place those women took him to that happened to be the same place Jessica had taken him to? Coming back to the same place, the same feelings came back again. I miss you the same way and still love you the same way, never changing...

“So what are you going to do? Am I going to stay like this until I die? Or am I going to have a second marriage with work? All right, I'll do the ceremony for you." The tall man said sarcastically to his best friend.

“If you are so free. Go back to your own work now!"

"Oh, you can come back."

Being waved away by a friend like this, Sooyoung doesn't want to be shameless and stay longer. But on the other hand, she wants to be Taeyeon's friend until after work, but she herself isn't that unemployed. So I was forced to go back to doing my own work. Sooyoung doesn't want to leave her close friend alone like this because whenever Taeyeon is alone, she always tends to think of that woman. Taeyeon missing Jessica is nothing wrong.

But if you think about it, it hurts and makes his friends cry. As a close friend, if he could choose, he wouldn't want to see his friend's tears.

“If you're alone, don't be too distracted. Call me if you have something, okay?”

"Oh, I know."

Taeyeon Bomi chased away her best friend with a glare that Sooyoung treated him like a child like that. Even though he's actually over thirty. But whenever I'm alone like this, it's always lonely. And it made Taeyeon accidentally think of Jessica again...

Taeyeon leaned back in her office chair, exhausted. Working hard really made her forget Jessica, or whether it was going out to meet friends or acquaintances, it made him forget Jessica for a moment, but I was alone. Quietly with myself Being at the same place where we once had memories together made me unintentionally miss it.

Everywhere I looked, I could only see Jessica's picture. Whether it's a favorite leather sofa that Jessica likes to sit and read books to pass the time while waiting for him to finish his work, or a clear glass window that can see the view in every direction that Jessica likes to hang out at. Look and he will walk in and embrace you from behind, whispering soft words of love. He still remembers his feelings at that time.

He whispered his love and Jessica turned to tell him I loved him back and we kissed amidst the beautiful view. Both the images and the feelings were always clear in his heart and memory.

No matter how much time had passed, everything was still clear and his feelings were still the same. It hasn't changed at all with time. The more time passes, the more the feelings still grow. Even though we haven't talked or seen each other, the feelings have increased for no apparent reason. And the nostalgia is increasing every day as well.

A hand reached over and moved the drawer next to the desk and pulled out a cardboard box just the right size for our couple's picture. Pictures we took of each other Every photo still packed in this box is both Taeyeon's happiness and sorrow. I don't know when the tears came out. Taeyeon smiled through tears when she looked at the many pictures of couples in the box. She was happy that we had once taken so many photos together. But at the same time, I'm sad because we probably won't be able to go back and take photos like this again...

His thumb gently caressed the face of his beloved woman. Seeing a picture of Jessica in a pure white wedding dress like this, it was very beautiful. It would be more beautiful if this picture didn't have any torn marks. This picture of our wedding should be perfect, not torn into two parts like this. And no matter how hard he tries to reconstruct our wedding picture, the tear is still visible.

It was as if he was telling him that no matter how good the glue was, it would never go back to the way it was before. People's feelings are the same. If you are out of love, then you are out of love. No matter how much love he tries to give, it will be worthless when the other person doesn't love him anymore. The love he gave wouldn't mean anything to Jessica either...

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“Oh! Miss, have you come back? Do you want to get dinner right away?”

"Better not. Tae isn't hungry yet."

The little person answered the housekeeper with a small smile. It was just a ritual. Taeyeon's daily routine didn't have much to do. When she came home from work, she often found the housekeeper coming out to greet him like this every day, asking him about the situation. Eating dinner with worry

“Oh! It's snowing!?”

Brown eyes looked blankly at the pure white snow falling from the sky.

'Taeyeon, come quickly, the first snow has already fallen. Let's pray..'

Jessica's clear voice still rings clear in his memory as the image of Jessica holding his hand goes outside to the balcony to pray according to the belief that if she prays in When the first snow fell, his wish would come true. At that time, he just prayed casually because he didn't believe it and was afraid that Jessica would be angry if he didn't give in. But now, if he tried to believe it, In things you don't believe in

And try praying once and see if his prayers will come true? Even though it was something that he once considered ridiculous. But he could do everything to ask Jessica to come back, no matter how ridiculous he would do anything. But he just asks for Jessica to come back and let him love him again, that's enough...

“If I pray for you to come back...will my wish come true, Jessica?”

His eyes were blurry with tears and he stared at the snow that was falling from the sky. How many years had it been since he had seen the first snow alone like this? He looked at the snow that was falling with tears like this. Sitting here thinking about Jessica with tears like this. Looking at pictures of our wedding with tears in our eyes like now, wherever I look in the room I see the same pictures, the same things.

It further reinforces that he will never forget Jessica. Wherever she was, she was still there, waiting for its owner to return. But his owner probably wouldn't come back here again. Jessica left him a long time ago. If I were to come back, I would probably come back a long time ago...

“I miss you Jessica. I miss you until I can't stand it anymore...”

Taeyeon said in a trembling voice. Hug the wedding photo frame close to your chest. Let the tears flow down without holding back, his thoughts always come with tears. There was never a time when he thought of Jessica without tears, for him it was not a sad love. During the time he had Jessica, he was happy and very happy, but the sad thing was that he had to realize that Jessica didn't love him anymore.

And what can a person who still loves like him do? Probably the only thing he can do and is good at is continuing to love...

“We started our love together. But why don't we end it together? Why did you leave me, Jessica..." A thin hand hugged the picture frame to her chest tighter than before. "Why are you staying in love with me for a long time now... Huh..that's why you left me..."

He knows that no matter how much he complains about his death, Jessica probably won't come back. Even if we asked the same question over and over about the reason for leaving each other, Jessica wouldn't come back to explain when Jessica's reason was only one and it still indicated the breakup at that time. Better than anything, I must say that everything that happened right now was entirely his own doing. He doesn't blame Jessica for leaving him.

He just doesn't want to accept the fact that we broke up and he tries to ask himself over and over, have we really broken up? And the reason we broke up? Whenever I think of this question myself, it always hurts deep in my heart.

'If we break up Taeyeon, please don't cry...'

"I'm crying because I miss you, Jessica. Huh..."

He well remembered the sentence Jessica told him just now when Jessica was about to leave. Jessica turned to him with a blank expression in her eyes. At that time, he was expressionless as well. But that's because he wasn't ready yet and couldn't come to terms with it. He still couldn't accept the words Jessica said. We broke up while he still loved Jessica with all his heart, but at the same time Jessica didn't have the same feelings for him anymore, or it would be better to simply say that she didn't feel anything at all.

'I don't love you'...this was Jessica's short reason but it hurt him to death.

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'Taeyeon-ah, let's go eat cake'

'I don't want it, it's too sweet'

'If Taeyeon doesn't eat, I'll be upset'

'Okay, eat, eat'

Even though many years have passed, the image of two people standing and arguing in front of a cake shop is still clear in Taeyeon's memory. Jessica always acted cutely to get him to eat cake at the shop. But he doesn't like to eat sweets in his life. Or you can say that you hate it to the core, but in the end, you couldn't stand Jessica's begging and persistent children, so you agreed to keep bringing her here.

At that time, we always stood and argued in front of the cake shop like this. Jessica always hesitated whether to go eat cake or go shopping across the street. But in the end, how did she hesitate? Ka chose to do both at the same time anyway. At that time he said that it was very boring sitting and waiting for the woman to finish eating the cake and having to sit and wait for Jessica to go shopping again. It was very boring. There were many times when they would break up in the middle of the mall. But in the end, because of love, he was able to go shopping with Jessica all day.

“Oh, customers, the store is about to close. Is there something wrong?”

"Uh...no, nothing."

Despite answering that there was nothing, Taeyeon chose to just stand there and stare at the cake shop in front of her without moving. People passing by looked at Taeyeon with surprised eyes, wondering why. How could this good-looking woman be standing looking at a cake shop like this? Even though many people thought it was crazy, for Taeyeon, being able to stand and look at a cake shop like this made him happy because Saw the same old picture of us sitting and eating cake.

Smile and laugh together

He still remembered the feeling he had every time he went into this cake shop. He always walked in shyly because he didn't like sweet and greasy things like this, and Jessica always teased him to be the one to order. Jessica went to sit and wait at the table instead. There were many times when Jessica urged him to eat the cake the owner gave him, but he always refused because he didn't like sweets and Jessica. He always got annoyed with things like this. Now that he thought about it, he should probably accept the cake that Jessica gave him better. Cake fed by someone is much more delicious than eating it yourself.

'If you're done eating the cake, Taeyeon has to walk and exercise so she doesn't get fat...'

“I didn't eat cake today. But I want to walk you back to walk beside me, Jessica..."

Every time after eating the cake, if Jessica didn't want to go shopping, we would hold hands and walk to a nearby park to exercise. At that time, he thought it was extremely boring. After eating, he had to walk like this to make his legs feel tired, but now he realized that walking for exercise with two people was more enjoyable than walking for exercise alone like this.

It is said that people often appreciate what they lose, right?

It's probably right because he just understood it today...

--- #Timelapse ---

'Kim Taeyeon, will you accept Jessica Jung as your life partner?'

'I accept...'

'Jessica Jung, will you accept Kim Taeyeon as your life partner?'

'I accept...'

The sacred ceremonial altar is still in the same place. Inside this church, the picture of his and Jessica's marriage was still as clear as before. The sounds of close family and friends cheering to congratulate Taeyeon could still be heard clearly as before. Jessica's face Smiling with happiness, Taeyeon still remembers well how much time has passed. Taeyeon can't count because time has stopped since she married this woman...

We got married right after graduation. Although some people did not approve of our marriage because we were both very young at the time, because our love had been cultivated over many years, not many dared to oppose our wedding a month after. Marriage and life together are smooth. In the second month, we didn't have much free time because we had to help share the workload with our parents. But when we entered the third month, we disappeared from each other completely. We only saw each other twice a day, when we woke up and before we went to bed.

From the time we used to call each other when we had free time, we rarely called because of workloads. The two of us began to change little by little. The love that was once sweet has turned bitter. From once loving with all my heart, it has turned into not having any feelings left. When we're apart for a long time, someone will stop loving each other. It's not strange at all. And Jessica was the one who fell out of love with him first, but why does he always love Jessica with all his heart like this?

'I'm sorry I have to say this. I don't love Taeyeon anymore...'

Those were the only words Jessica chose to say to him before the divorce happened. At that time, he was completely dazed because he thought it was a dream. He thought it was a nightmare that he wanted to wake up from quickly, but it was true. Jessica no longer loves him. But he still loved Jessica...at that time he tried every way to keep Jessica together but he forgot to consider that not loving is not loving.

No matter how much he loves Jessica, if Jessica doesn't love him anymore. Everything he tried to do was meaningless.

Shortly after the divorce, Jessica flew to live abroad. There was no news or news about Jessica at all. There was no contact back. There is no contact with relatives in Korea. Jessica disappeared without a trace.. along with his heart disappeared as well.

He knew that coming to the same place like this would only reinforce his inability to forget Jessica. Many people thought he was stupid for staying stuck in the same old love. Stupid to stay in love with the same woman, stupid to stay with the same old things. Stupid for not coming out to find new things for your life. He wasn't stupid, he just loved Jessica too much.

And we also admit that we love Jessica more than we love ourselves, but what can we do? He missed Jessica almost to death. If you want to hug, you can hug only in your dreams. If you want to kiss one more time, you can't. Where will Jessica be now? Are you well? Will you miss him like he misses Jessica?

'If Taeyeon misses me Let me tell you. Then Mr. Daodao will be the one to tell me..'

“I miss you, Jessica. I miss you all the time and will miss you forever..."

Hey, he's saying he misses Jessica and the stars right now. Will Jessica know his feelings? He misses Jessica so much right now, thinking about everything we used to do together. Thinking of warm hugs I miss sweet kisses, I miss the touchy-feely person who makes a pouty face, I miss the kitten who always begs when he's finished working to take him to eat cake. Those moments are very meaningful to him. Looking back, I'm happy again, but it's sad that now he can't go back to doing things like that.

I want to try opening it up to someone new, but when I try to open it up, no one can make him smile as wide as Jessica. No one is petting Jessica anymore. No one likes to eat cake like Jessica. There was no one as touchy-feely and cute as Jessica in this world. No one could make him feel the same as Jessica did, and to be honest, he tried to find Jessica in a woman. everyone But it's meaningless. Because in the end, no matter what you do and no matter how hard you try to find someone new, in the end, he can't do it.

He had thought that one day he would be able to forget Jessica. But when he really thought about it, he thought about Jessica with all his heart. Everywhere he looked he saw Jessica. Time had not changed his heart one bit. Everything in his heart and feelings are still different, but what's different is not having Jessica here and no matter how long we've broken up.

But for those who still love him by his side, time cannot change his mind. I still love you, I still love you the same way.

And Kim Taeyeon's heart belongs to Jessica Jung alone...

THE END

It's short because it's really fleeting.

The story is like they broke up but Taeyeon still loves her, something like that.

I dress in a confused way. because it is very fleeting

If you don't understand something, please comment.

Wright will explain it to you.

Because Wright composed it himself and was confused as well.