I’m eat you

Leo x Ravi 

He always eats all the time…

This thought keeps popping up in my head and bothering me.

Introducing the main character

Kim Womshik (Ravi)

I don't understand at all. I don't understand at all. neither hyung nor even yourself I don't understand anything.

I don't understand why I have to keep looking at Hyung all the time...

Jung Taekwoon (Leo)

Stupid kid, don't make me so upset, okay?

If you really want to make someone angry, don't make that face.

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Uh…he always…

Do you eat all the time?

“Hyung”

Today we actually just finished filming the show. We filmed a variety show and got a chicken as a prize from the show. Yes, that's what I like.

Well, it's delicious. If you ask me what I want to eat, it's fried chicken. At first glance, it's the fried chicken. It's really delicious.

But speaking of deliciousness, the one who looked the most delicious would probably be Leohyung. This time's prize chicken would definitely be very delicious.

Hyungdan didn't even listen to my calls.

“Hyung!”

Because he wasn't interested in listening, I started calling out loudly to get his attention.

"Oh"

I let out a small yelp of shock. This time it worked. Hyung actually turned around with his mouth full of food. Even if I call him

Turning around, Hyung still hasn't stopped chewing. It's delicious...

"Is it delicious?"

“Uh…”

The answer is so short, but it's worthy of a hyung... I just asked and nodded and looked and smiled. Just watching him eat made me feel full.

After I called, we only asked and answered in short sentences. The other person looked at me silently for a moment. He looked like he was a little annoyed.

Or he seemed angry at someone. In fact, I think he was probably more curious about why I was trying to call him when I was asking this and I couldn't.

I asked him what he was talking about and still smoothly turned around and pretended to grab a chicken, tearing off the meat and eating it little by little. Hyung slowly started to lose interest and pleasure in eating things.

He continued…

Ah...I'm really full now.

Normally, I like fried chicken. But right now I'm not really in the mood for food because of something.

There are some things for me to think about...

I thought about this over and over for several days until others teased me that lava was so absent-minded. I wasn't lost in thought, I was just thinking about something.

Just some things

He always eats all the time…

This thought keeps popping up in my head and bothering me, but in reality, the person who always eats is Kenhyung, no.

It's him.

It's just that I'm well aware. That I can't take my eyes off him at all is really bad. Men are the same too. It is not normal at all. In fact, if

I should be disgusted with myself when I think of something like this.

But I feel ashamed... Realizing this, I was both embarrassed and embarrassed to have to look directly at Hyung's face. Sometimes I can avoid eye contact.

Realistically, sometimes he can catch it. But hyung didn't say anything, I guess he didn't have much doubt. But having to hide

Visually, this isn't a problem, on the contrary, it seems awkward when I have to work together in groups or in pairs to play games like that.

I should solve this problem...

“Wonshik…Wonshik-ah!”

“Huh?”

"You're distracted again. Next time I'll call you Lava if you're distracted like this."

At first I thought who it was. I was shocked when I played it. It was Leader N.

I just realized that I was unintentionally thinking about something again and rubbed my face and moved my hair up to regain my composure a little. N-hyung looked at me for a while and then went back to his seat.

His chair was the same as before. Is my expression too worrisome? Everyone turned to look at me with one eye.

But Leohyung too.

“Promoting a new song, the manager said there was only one more queue left and then we would have time to rest. The person I would most recommend to take a break.

It's Mr. Naravi."

I was just going to sit and listen and then N-hyung came into the same conversation and got into my story again. I wasn't sick at all. But it's probably something similar.

some

A new song that has been promoting for many months has finally come to a close. I don't want to deny that I'm not tired. Say it like that.

It's a bit too pretentious, no matter the new songs we release, they all have difficult moments.

N-hyung said that at the end of the queue it was time to rest and it was a good thing. Looking at the situation, I should take a break and understand many things about myself, and it was.

It's great to be away from Leo-hyung. Aside from being strangely uncomfortable and not daring to make eye contact, Another thing is that I felt like I couldn't breathe. It woke me up.

Beat until your heartbeat is unstable...

I can use this feeling to compose music...

“Anyway, let's get some rest today. And the chicken is really delicious!”

End by applauding each other. We always do this when giving small congratulations to each other. So that's the end of today.

Another full day

The others started to get up from their seats and probably dispersed to pack up their things and get into the van so they could head back to the dorm to rest for the time being.

It was quite dark already but I didn't have time to get up yet when Hong Bin walked up to me and gently held my arm.

“Is something wrong, Wonshik?”

"We're outside. Aren't you called Ravi?"

“I haven't filmed the show for a while. But what's wrong with you?"

“What do you mean?”

Don't look at me like that... I didn't say or ask anything wrong. Is something wrong? I don't know the specifics, but Hong Bin gave me a sharp look. I'm not joking...

“It's fine.”

“Your face doesn't look right.”

"I'm good looking anyway."

I made some jokes in response and then slowly got up and left the place.

Ah… but Hong Bin's eyes are still looking at me as before. Seriously and not joking, I think that if I continue to say I'm fine or continue joking, it must hit him.

Definitely gonna chop my neck.

“Actually, I have a bit of a headache…”

“That's it.”

What's going on there? Actually, I didn't have a headache at all, but he looked like he expected me to say something like this. My face didn't look that good until

I understood what the illness was.

“Do you often go to bed early these days?”

“That kind of thing already exists, right?”

That is considered normal for me. If you ask me how often I sleep in the morning, I probably can't count correctly. The other party heard that and sighed.

After letting me continue walking

“I will order Hyuk to force you to sleep quickly.”

“Where is the matter of sleeping forced?”

“Well, you took the time to do your work.”

The two of us argued. They talked and argued all the way before getting into the van. Hongbin is a good person. He is always worried and asking me questions.

Always, but this time he seems to be seriously worried, isn't he?

“You seem really worried today.”

Because I was curious, I asked. Hong Bin just looked at me and smiled, the hand that was pushing me to walk a moment ago changed to hugging my neck instead.

“Let's go buy some cocoa and eat it warm.”

Let's change the subject...Hong Bin said that and then he left me and walked towards a nearby staff member to ask for permission to go buy drinks in the van.

VIXX

There wasn't much of a hurry and the people in the car were all members. So we went out to find something to eat as we wanted.

"Really, you're not a subtle person. You suddenly changed the subject and went to get something to drink."

"Not at all. I just want to get something to drink."

He said so I nodded in understanding and smiled. Hong Bin hugged my neck and walked as usual. We exhaled cold air together.

Both of them, the weather outside was very cold, even though there was no snow, it made white people like Hong Bin's nose and ears red as well.

I raised my hand to touch the slightly red part of Hong Bin's ear, and the other person flinched, probably because my hand was very cold. I didn't even wear gloves. But he was startled.

Just now, it was so funny that I burst out laughing, so Hongbin turned around and took revenge. But because he was wearing gloves, it wasn't that cold. I didn't flinch.

Right here.

“You made a mistake and didn't see it at all.”

I laughed at him and ran into a small coffee shop on the roadside…

But at that time I didn't think I would meet him.

When I took the first step into the store A warm wind hit my face and I felt somewhat relieved of the cold. The automatic door opened and I stood face to face.

Leo hyung

His two hands were holding drinks and I almost ran into them. If I hadn't looked at the other side just now, I would have probably come to buy something to drink as well.

So he veered off the path to walk in first.

“Are you guys here to buy coffee?”

“Oh… Uh.”

I nodded in response. Instead of getting out and getting comfortable in the van, Hyung didn't walk away, instead he continued standing by the door or so.

Wait until I buy a drink first?

“Oh, hyung, you came to buy something to drink as well?”

“Uh…don't let Wonshik drink coffee.”

His soft voice spoke as he raised a glass of drink in his hand and pointed his finger at me. I myself tilted my head to look, wondering why I was drinking.

No coffee. Actually, even though Hong Bin said he would buy cocoa, I thought I would order coffee anyway. Now I want to drink more coffee.

“Oh, yes, you can't drink coffee, understand?”

"Why? T-hyung can still eat.”

There was a slight misunderstanding. I pointed my finger at both of his hyung's glasses before bending over to smell them.

Hmm, it really smells like warm coffee. He's definitely going to drink both glasses himself!

“Hyung doesn't cut back on coffee at all. Both cups of coffee have a strong aroma.”

“Another glass for Uncle Driver...I've cut back some, but you can't drink tonight.”

"Why?"

Got banned... Other people can drink, but why can't I drink tonight?

“I'll ask again. You look tired today. How can I drink coffee to brighten my eyes?”

Hongbin lightly hit my shoulder. When he got the answer, he cried out and shook his head.

"I'm asleep anyway, hyung."

“Forbidden is forbidden…Wonshik, this fool.”

That soft voice was scolding me...

It's such a warm scolding word. Including his actions.

Just that one word of criticism. My heart suddenly jumped, his coffee cup was placed on my cheek. The warm touch of a paper cup

It was as if it was accelerating my heart to beat even faster.

building

building

building

uncle…

It's dancing too loudly...

Feeling danger in his heart, he turned his face away and walked in front of Hongbin, going straight to the drink ordering counter.

If my face is red right now, it probably isn't red because of the cold weather...

So red…

Even though Wonshik's skin color is not white, But on his dark skin, I could still see a blush on his face.

Or he will be cold...

“He looks a little strange today, hyung.”

“Is that strange…?”

“Oh, it's like that. And lately it's happened often too."

"really…"

“Sometimes it's like someone is depressed...very strange. Or is it about his sister??”

Hong Bin himself probably wondered if Won Shik's problem was more troubling than his younger sister. Is it because his younger sister is like this?

Already a boyfriend?

Guessing is probably not correct... But even so, I've noticed him too, lately he's been really strange. Previously, I saw Wonshik eating fried chicken myself.

There was no indication that he wanted to eat much. He ripped off the chicken and ate it bit by bit as if he was just giving it time to pass. When we started to finish eating, he hurriedly ate it for us.

ant

So he only ate one piece of it… Normally he was someone who could eat food that looked delicious, so why? I still have doubts about this one as well.

“Then I'll go buy some drinks first, hyung.”

Hongbin finished speaking and walked to the counter to wait in line behind Wonshik. I'm thinking a little right now that if I go back to the dorm, I'll try asking the kids.

That might be a good thing. Aside from being distracted and having no appetite, he doesn't seem to be talking to anyone these days.

Wait…that's not…

Looking at it from this angle, talking with Hong Bin is fun, isn't it?

Only a few seconds had passed after Hong Bin walked over. The child that I thought today wouldn't talk to anyone started to open up a conversation first. Look and talk.

It's fun too, isn't it that you don't talk much at all?

There's some teasing around here...?

Why did you say it was depressed?

I don't understand at all...it might be true. It was definitely before...so does that mean it's gone now?

Disappeared because of Hong Bin?

I'm so annoyed...

Irritated… This thought suddenly popped up and it made me wonder. Why did I have to be irritated? It would have been nice to be worried about that mischievous child.

That mg has decreased a bit, but instead I'm annoyed?

Thinking about it for a while, I sipped my own cup of coffee, probably because it was delicious. So I sipped until it was like I was drinking it all in.

a few minutes

It wouldn't be that good to drink another cup of coffee, but I still felt like I wanted to drink something else, so I walked away with the empty cup in my hand and threw it away before entering.

Continue in line from the Hongbin queue.

“Oh, hyung, why are you standing in line?”

“The coffee is gone.”

“Don't double the second glass, hyung.”

After asking Hong Bin for two sentences, Won Shik tilted his head and spoke in an annoyed tone. I smiled a little. I think it's a gesture.

It's cute like that...

"You're not allowed to drink coffee either."

“I know now that you can't eat it.”

The voice sounded like he was irritated, which made me accidentally use my free hand to grab his ear and squeeze it gently, only gently. The boy was suddenly startled and swatted away his hand.

I left immediately.

So shocked that...

“Ah, I guess hyung must have very cold hands. I was very startled.”

Hongbin laughed at his brother's words and the gesture of the person I touched made me leave my hand that had been brushed aside and keep it still at my side again.

The onlookers stood frozen… I just put my hand on my ear and squeezed it.

I looked at it and was confused. But I can't ask any more questions right now, so I keep my feelings and doubts in my heart for now. But later on, Hong Bin also came.

Continue holding Ravi's ears.

Why don't you brush your hand like you brushed my hand?

Instead of Ravi having the same reaction as me just now, he just laughed and let Hongbin play with his ears.

To be honest, I feel angry...He can't treat me like this...

“Hyung?”

“Huh?”

“I saw you staring at me just now. Aren't you going to order it?"

I don't know when the queue arrived...Hong Bin called me and he said that he had already ordered Won Shik to be cut off first. The other person didn't even have coffee.

I couldn't make a choice because he didn't want to drink cocoa either, so he just stood there staring intently at the menu.

Hong Bin waved his hand slightly. This little brother said he would go and wait at the drink counter and asked me to help Ravi choose a drink or else

Let him continue to be naive like that.

Or is it better to let him just stand there and be stubborn like he said?

I secretly looked at the naive person who said, He looked very determined. And he looked confused and hesitant. I didn't think choosing a drink would be that difficult.

“Wonshik-ah, you still can't choose?”

I probably couldn't just leave them like this so I could quickly drag these two young brothers back to the van. So I raised my head to look at the menu at the same counter.

he

“I just want to eat something warm but not cocoa.”

This stupid kid's fingers were slowly tracing the menu in the hot tea section. I thought that drinking night tea like this wouldn't be a good match, so help me.

Sweep your eyes through the menu, one item at a time.

“Wonshik is really naive.”

“Just a little bit of nothing.”

When I pretended that the other person was just having fun, the tone of voice that responded sounded irritated again, so I turned my head to look.

Wonshik is looking at me too…

The kid's clean-shaven, makeup-free face didn't look bad at all…

Standing on the same stage, the other person instantly changed as if the makeup that had been put on them at that time was completely removed.

Now there was only the real skin of the person next to me.

The skin is so smooth...

Thinking like that made me accidentally reach out my hand and try to touch it. But the other person ran away...

He dodged before I even got to him. What is this? It's making me really angry. Wonshik definitely knew so he bowed his head to me slightly.

It's like apologizing and admitting your mistake.

I don't want to argue in a coffee shop...and I can't say what the other party's fault is... But I'm annoyed right now.

“If you don't know what to order, just order warm milk. When finished, get in the car.”

I'm not in the mood to find something warm to drink... Now I was annoyed so I just said that and walked out of line.

Hongbin seemed to get his drink and I gave him the final word that I would be waiting in the van, hurry up and follow me…

Why must I be so annoyed?

Looks like I made him angry...

Now Hongbin and I walked out of the coffee shop together. I bought some drinks for N-hyung, Ken-hyung, and Hyuk as well. Hong Bin's side

He kept chatting with me the whole way as we walked to find our van.

The first step into the van, I lifted up a bag of drinks and they were all busy distributing warm drinks to relieve the cold. and slowly lowered himself onto the cushion

The car was smooth enough with my seat being quite far away from Leo-hyung... It looks like he asked to sit in the back...

Do I have to reconcile with him? His hyung might be angry because I brushed his hand away.

It would be bad manners. But it wasn't my fault that Hyung's cold hand suddenly touched mine...

But because it was Leohyung's hand. So I was shocked to that extent...

Thinking about it must be tiring. The car left the parking spot for less than ten minutes and I fell asleep. It must have been like Hong Bin said. Today I look really tired.

But I'm tired of thinking that it must be just my thoughts...thinking about so many things...

I don't know how long I napped either.

Until it turned into a deep sleep, I heard a sound like someone calling my name.

“This is Wonshik.”

Ah…I don't want to get up yet.

“Lava!…Lavaaaaaaaa!!”

It's definitely Ken Hyung's voice like this... But I'm sorry that my eyes can't forget it. I couldn't even moan in response.

I want to sleep like this for a bit. I've been thinking a lot today and it's tiring.

“I'll handle it myself.”

Is that Leo-hyung's voice…

That soft voice is still as beautiful as ever…

Because it's so much...

I like hyung's voice...

I also like Hyung's nickname "Smiling Tiger"...

like…

“Wonshik-ah…”

Hyung's voice again...

“Wonshik ah…t…”

What? I can't hear it...

Did you, hyung, think about making me think about you even in my dreams?

The feeling right now is soft and comfortable... And the sound of him calling my name, Leo-hyung's tone was soothing even though I knew I was thinking lately.

There's a lot going on with Hyung, but this is the first time that Hyung has appeared in my dreams.

Ah, I must really be thinking too much.

Leohyung's voice continued to ring loudly. Like my name...

But it hurts...

Hyung's voice suddenly disappeared. Then I felt a strange pain, like I had been bitten by something.

I just found out that dreams can feel painful too.

It wasn't a dream anymore… The feeling of pain made me open my eyes and find Leo Hyung lying next to me. Plus he's biting my shoulder...

"…hurt…"

I haven't woken up yet. His face now looked like a sleepwalker, causing Hyung to force his teeth and bite deeper. It hurts until I cried out and slowly started to writhe.

That's why Leohyung agreed to set me free.

“Is it Leo-hyung…”

“Taekwoon, you're not outside or on the show anymore…”

“It's so out of character...and I usually only call you hyung.”

I'm still blurry. But the teeth marks were so clear that I had to look down to see why it hurt so much. In fact, the winter coat and another jacket had already been taken off.

All that's left is my t-shirt inside... Hyung himself was left with only a long-sleeved t-shirt as well.

“What kind of person wears three layers of clothing…”

So close... The other party teased me. But I didn't respond except to slowly back away first.

But I don't know why, when he did that, his hyung moved closer again.

“Why are you running away?”

“...I think it's a little too close.”

“Do you feel embarrassed when you get approached?...Usually it's me who approaches me.”

“…That is indeed true…”

I can't argue with him at all. But at that time it was still confusing and not thinking about anything...

When I realized that I liked to look at Hyung often, I became embarrassed. I was ashamed of myself and of things that felt weird about Hyung.

“…I'm angry…”

“...Is it because I accidentally slapped hyung's hand away?”

"No, but it's part of it..."

Hyung, when angry, his voice used to be a little grunty, but now Chao seems a bit calmer than that… I think.

He looked so calm now that it was frighteningly calm. His sharp eyes looked as if he was going to confess to me. But I probably can't do anything, I don't know what to say.

I don't know what I did to make Hyung so unhappy.

We looked at each other for several minutes. Not a single word was spoken until I was the one who looked away. Who is going to sit and stare?

Hyung was able to move for minutes after the damage and died.

“Why do you do that?”

“Huh?”

Suddenly this question popped up. And how am I supposed to know what I'm doing? Right now, I still don't know what hyung is upset about. My face looks up to meet his eyes.

Hyung, as always, with no understanding. But he had already begun to frown.

Very angry too...

But why?

“How was I supposed to know? You can't suddenly be angry at me like this.”

“What you did was worthy of being angry.”

What's his...

I'm starting to get angry. Speaking like this, how would they know? My expression doesn't show well right now. I realized I was frowning.

I raised my eyebrows, trying to calm myself. I don't want to have trouble and I don't want to argue with each other...usually we're both always calm.

I don't understand why I'm so distraught and irritated...I want to do something, I want to say something. But I don't know if

What is

I don't understand myself. Why do I have to look at hyung and feel like I'm suffocating? Why do I feel uncomfortable when I get close?

It wasn't a disgusting feeling…but it was very uncomfortable in my chest…

I do not understand…

“Don't make that face…”

Even though I really don't understand. It seems that Hyung's hug makes him even more incomprehensible than before...

He hugged me and rubbed my head...

It must have seemed very unusual for two tall men to be in a half-sitting, half-lying state hugging each other on the bed.

“How can you make a face like that? I'm really angry.”

Who knows? What do you do now?

I know I'm frowning… And his lips seemed to tremble…

What kind of face do I make now?

“How am I supposed to know…”

There's nothing that we both know right now… I think Hyung thinks the same way as I do too…

“Could you please call me my name…”

“Leo hyung…”

“Not that name… no need for a hyung… just my name…”

“…Taekwoon…”

“Taekwoon…Taekwoon…Taekwoon…”

Maybe it's because I called him too many names. So my voice was silenced by his kiss.

And the smell of coffee…the smell of cappuccino on hyung's lips. It's warm...like I'm drinking it right now.

“…You actually ordered warm milk.”

Hyung must have tasted milk from me too…

“…Hyung always eats all the time…”

Something suddenly made me want to say this. Hyung shakes his head.

“I haven't eaten all this time…”

“Lie… I keep looking at hyung. I like to bring snacks to eat myself sometimes too…”

“…always looking…why…”

“Why…”

So how are you going to know?

“I don't know…”

“…I…don't know…”

My voice was very deep… Speaking softly now, I thought it looked really funny too… Because it was funny, the hyung smiled now.

Did you come out?

“It's okay if you don't know…you might find out one day…”

“Some day…”

“At least now you know one thing…”

“I always eat.”

From now on, what I'm going to eat is you…Wonshik.