* This article is just a matter of imagination. There is no connection. with the people who appear in the story

hello

I'm back with a short story that doesn't have any meaning at all. It's fun to write. Haha.

There is nothing to introduce. I just want to say that I miss the readers. There's a lot of work coming in, but I'm gradually writing old stories that have been left unfinished. And a new story that I don't know in the future whether I'll be in the show or not (ha! Are you still going to write a new story? The old one isn't finished yet!!!)

Even though later on, I've been running away more and more to B.Mark and Baemnyong. But it's still stable with Mak Jin and Jin Mak.

I'm just happy. I'm not serious. Hehe. Haha.

Because the car broke down in the middle of the road Therefore, Jinyoung had to be in trouble by driving the car to deliver him.

It's been almost two years. that we all separated to do solo work

Time passes so quickly

And when Jackson and BamBam accepted to work together in Korea. It gave the seven of us the opportunity to meet together privately again.

Even though Jackson lives in China and BamBam lives in Thailand most of the time. But the person who disappeared from view the most turned out to be Jinyoung. The person who has already risen to the top of the hottest golden actor list.

It's true.

'Is it my holiday? I want to travel alone. Or go with someone who isn't in the group. I've been with these guys all day and all night. I'm bored. I'd rather meet someone new.'

In the past, Jinyoung used to give interviews like that.

So it's not surprising. If someone who always takes care of those around them is like that guy. Will retreat to seclusion as soon as I have the opportunity. Even more recently separated like this Jinyoung is probably excited about the world and meeting new people. Many people, more than mourning, cling to those who lived together until they were sick for many years.

'Choose to be your boyfriend with one of the members... No, I can definitely find one better than these guys.'

That's another word from a fan service person who likes to play with other people's hearts by skinshipping people around them all over the place.

'I want everyone to understand and accept that... One day, we'll all have to go our separate ways.'

One of those heart-wrenching words with a serious expression and tone to remind fans.

That's right, we come together to help make each other's dreams come true.

And now it seems that the goal has been reached. It is therefore time to move forward in our individual ways.

In addition to Jackson and BamBam, who have become the hearts of girls in Asia, Jaebum and Youngjae have also sung and worked as solo singers. Yugyeom himself has worked with famous artists. Many both inside and abroad As for me, I still swim in this circle as opportunities arise.

Jinyoung doesn't know... The reason I haven't left Korea yet...

I just want to watch him.

I want to be in every A place where inspiration can be sent to him. Be aware of his situation at all times. Even in reality We both seemed busy and didn't see eye to eye.

I'm just a person who clings to the past.

After we separated My relationship with him as an imaginary couple is meaningless.

We are left with only siblings and close friends.

Almost two years ago There are many actresses who have become his lovers through various works. Already replaced me

He himself acted appropriately for the role. Completely free of ties to the former couple.

As befits actor Park Jin Young

The fans at that time are always the most important.

He's willing to do everything. To create happiness and impress people. Without caring whether the other party would be shaken by his small action or not.

I know his personality very well.

Jinyoung's gentle warmth Even though it's not fake But you must never fall into the trap.

All the years we've been together I had to constantly remind myself that what he was doing was just work. Even though I can't stop myself But it is strictly forbidden to think too much to make yourself regret it.

Jinyoung is like that with everyone.

I'm not more special than anyone else...

After the gate opened Jinyoung turned the car around and parked in front of the house's door.

"Thank you. It must have been difficult for you."

I unbuckle my seat belt

"The new house is cute," he looked up through the windshield of the car. "It's compact and has a garden."

“The smaller the better. Too lazy to clean"

A large hand suddenly grabbed my arm as I was about to open the car door.

"Do you want to clean it yourself?"

I turned around and looked confused.

"Oh... If you don't do it yourself... And who will do it?”

Jinyoung's eyes looking at him It was as if he hadn't intended to ask the question just now.

Those round, gentle eyes stared at my face.

But I could feel the cunning aura hidden beneath the innocent-looking face that never changed.

He removed his fingers from his hair.

"It's getting late. You better drive back."

"So cold... The diligent people followed until they were sent home. And then got kicked in the head for stubbornness."

Huh? What do you complain about?

"You have work early tomorrow, don't you?"

I said it myself when we were drinking together.

"Wait a minute... Just now, you said you were driving along?”

"I just want to know where hyung is moving to."

My heart beats faster for no reason.

“Just ask and I'll send you the location. I don't see the need to waste time driving along."

I should have been annoyed since he pulled up to compare my car.

Jinyoung's house is in a different zone. He had told me this when he called to discuss looking for a new home.

"But if I don't follow you I would miss the opportunity to be a knight riding a white horse to deliver the princess home."

“What the hell is wrong with you?” I laughed.

Then he turned off the engine.

"Mark... is there a convenience store around here?"

"Hmm, what do you want?"

"I suddenly want to eat chocolate ice cream."

Chocolate ice cream? At around 2:00 a.m.?

“Turn right out of the fence. Turn right at the intersection again. The shop is right at the mouth of the alley. Open twenty-four hours."

Jinyoung pouted like a petulant child.

"Please treat me. My goodness, he drove me here." He still hasn't stopped asking for favors.

Yet his voice was pleading. It was so adorable that I had to let out a soft sigh.

Then I finally walked out and bought ice cream with him.

We came back and sat in front of the house. Look up at the stars that are hard to see because they are obscured by clouds.

"Our first date was like eating ice cream late at night."

I turned around and looked at the person who had spoken with puzzled eyes.

"Date?"

Jinyoung turned around angrily.

"What? Don't tell me you don't remember. In the past, hyung often talked about it."

"Is that what they call a date?"

I'm looking the other way.

In fact, I secretly pretended that it was a date.

"Make an appointment to meet up, take us out for ice cream, look at the stars together, and wipe your mouth like this."

He reached out his finger and gently wiped the ice cream stain on my lips. Then lick it like it's normal.

I quickly wiped the back of my hand again.

My heart beats loudly

"Every time you eat ice cream It's always messy."

“Who is going to eat neatly like a hero like you? I'm like a bad guy."

He laughed softly, his eyes narrowed, his clear face so childish that it made me want to pinch his cheeks.

“What kind of villain? Hyung is more like a child."

It turned out that he had been fired back with the same words that he had thought towards him.

"You always act like an old man towards me." I bit him back.

"I like hyungs like that... I'll take care of you."

Huh?

What? Suddenly said some greasy words.

I can't continue playing.

Jinyoung is always like this. When we argue, I get violent. He always tied the knot with gentleness and kindness to make my heart soft.

I could only avert my eyes and look the other way.

I can't let him see the shyness in my eyes. You'll soon know that I think too much of him.

I've thought about it for a long time.

And the distance between us hasn't diminished that feeling in the slightest.

"Don't you mind showing off your new house?"

He suddenly said.

"It's getting late. You probably want to hurry back."

who never dared to speak out Because I tried to restrain myself.

Honestly, I wanted him to come in so bad.

"So... I thought you were considerate of the people you were with."

Don't think that I don't know. Was that guy tricking me into asking if I had a woman with me?

sorry...

"I live alone"

He looked like he couldn't believe it.

However, no matter how skilled an actor he is, But with an expression like that, even a kindergartener could tell that he was faking it.

"Aren't you so lonely? In the past, hyung liked to sleep in my room often. I thought they were lonely people."

“You too. His mouth said that he liked being alone. But when the group broke up, they often brought models into the house."

Jinyoung's eyes widened at me. Stunned for several seconds

"Where did you get it?"

Too bad, I didn't mean to slip out of my mouth at all.

"Well... I heard it from someone nearby."

Jinyoung's current home is surrounded by people from the entertainment industry. Of course, windows have ears, doors have holes, no matter how carefully he can hide the news, But one day, someone will have to spread the word.

Jinyoung himself has never had news of an affair with anyone before.

After hearing information like this I couldn't help but think that maybe... this person might actually be the real deal.

I tried to congratulate him in my heart many times. But it was not successful at all.

Jinyoung buried his face in his palms. Let out a soft sigh.

"You can't keep the news off for long," I warned.

I felt my own voice tremble slightly.

"I don't want to cover up the news. In fact, I want to tell the complete truth."

I hid the pain in my eyes as completely as possible.

"If the truth is told The woman should be happy. When people are in a relationship, they want a clear status."

“I also want a clear status. Tired of the ambiguity."

“Then make it clear,” I shot back.

"Hyung, is that what you want?"

I was stunned as if I had been punched in the face by the words that came back.

Or does he already know what I think?

It shows that in the past I just didn't want to break my spirit.

"About you It has nothing to do with me."

I tried to be stubborn.

No... Don't let Jinyoung be unhappy because he's just being considerate of me.

Maybe if he ended up with someone else. I might be able to give up more easily than this... and decided to return to America more decisively

Jinyoung was silent for a long moment. Made me feel deeply shocked.

Did you fight back too hard?

I didn't realize that those words might be like pushing Jinyoung away both as a friend and as an older brother as well.

Even though he was diligent in trusting me

But it's true... Who he associates with is none of my business.

“How cruel,” he finally said.

You are the one who is cruel... Jinyoung

I want to return those words. But I had to swallow it so it wouldn't come out.

"I'm sleepy. You also have work early in the morning, don't you?" I blurted out, standing up.

“Running away again because hyung keeps running away. I can't come to any conclusions."

"I'm not running away, but whether it's about moving house or a lover. It's all about you. I can only be a consultant. I can't help you conclude."

"The whole matter of moving house And then there's the matter of lovers. For me, it's all about hyung. I'll have to let hyung help me figure it out."

Suddenly, my head flashed back to the phone conversation that day.

'neighborhood

OOO

So... That's good. I want to move to that area. I'm bored with the room. I want to have a house.'

'The area you live in is nice, isn't it? A lot of friends are together.'

'I don't want to be with friends. I want to live in a house that is home. Hyung knows I've been with my friends for a long time.'

I laughed and shook my head lightly. 'If you move to that area. You'll meet again for the herd anyway.'

'Who?'

'It's me.'

Shouldn't that be another person he wanted to escape? We have eaten and slept together for many years.

'At least there aren't as many as around here.'

'Then I'll recommend a well-known house-hunting company. The president of the company is a friend of my father. What type do you want? You can consult.'

After that conversation I sent him a photo of the contact's business card.

And then we didn't talk to each other again. Until today

"The house I want There's only one type. And no company could find it for me.”

Sparkling eyes looking straight at me Makes me feel indescribably afraid.

Why don't I dare to reply?

I was just helping to recommend a company to find a house for him. I didn't do anything wrong.

“Then you might have to hire an architect instead. Whatever you want, let him design it for you."

"Mark," Jinyoung called me briefly.

“Actually,” I realized, “My father knows some great architects. If he knew that he had designed a famous person's house in Korea, they would definitely accept the job. I'll try asking..."

My words were interrupted by the warmth that suddenly attacked me.

In front of me was a close-up of Jinyoung's face.

Our lips are close Our breaths are in harmony

I was stunned and froze for a long time.

Before I could gather my thoughts His lips moved softly and he gently caressed the soft skin until he heard a ticklish sound.

“Jinyoung…” I called out his name in a low voice while still being bound by a kiss that was becoming harder and more serious.

We locked eyes for a moment. before his eyelashes drooped.

Before I knew it, I was completely wrapped up in his embrace.

dreamlike

Jinyoung is kissing me.

Not on the cheek like always.

That touch was teasing my emotions.

My feelings... about to explode

“Mark... Please help me find a good house. Can't you give it to me? I want a house with you."

“Jinyoung…”

I could only languish in the arms of the person in front of me.

"But... that model..."

Can't help but hesitate.

Jinyoung pulled his face away slightly. He stared at me as if he was reading something, before giving a small, satisfied smile.

"miss very much... Hyung's jealous look"

What does that mean?

“Do you think that a rising star like Park Jin Young would really date someone? Will it be able to escape the media's attention?"

Actually, I had heard about this model even before we talked on the phone that time. But there isn't any current. It comes out even in the social media world.

"Unless... My lover will always be around me subtly, like bandmates who can go everywhere together without anyone being suspicious. Or is it the older brother who likes to sleep in my bed without anyone knowing?”

"Mr..."

“That model's boyfriend is a friend of mine. When they came to visit the house, they both came together. That guy really likes my room. Just say it for fun. that I would like to continue purchasing But when I heard the news that Hyung was moving house So I seriously thought about selling it to a friend.”

"I moved house, what does this have to do with you selling the house?"

“I secretly have hope. That my hyung might invite me to stay with him. If I promise to move But where can I... I probably overestimated myself. I thought that hyung always had feelings for me. To be honest, hyung is clearly a hit-and-run type."

Hit and run... is this?

"So... where can you and I... be in the position of being the ones who invited us to be together?"

“That's right, hyung is right... I should make it clear.”

Jinyoung's sweet eyes Made me have to look away again.

"Mark... can you come back to my daily life?"

Ah... I can't believe I heard this.

All this time, it was only me who thought that I was the only one thinking this. Until I had to restrain myself from falling in love with him too much.

Jinyoung stared at me with eyes waiting for an answer.

“In what capacity?” I asked.

Because there's no band anymore...

"Take someone else's heart. Don't you want to take responsibility, hyung?" He leaned forward and whispered in my ear.

"It's already very late..." I glanced at my watch.

Jinyoung tightened his arms around my waist.

"If hyung doesn't answer I won't go back. He said he had morning work. It's just an excuse. I saw Bambam and Yugyeom so drunk that their necks were folded."

Those smooth, soft lips moved so close that my heart fluttered.

"I'm not going to push you back. Just thought we should... Enter... home..."

I only replied with a curt reply.

The other party let out a happy smile. His eyes shone brightly over all the stars that shone after the clouds disappeared from the sky.

"Finally invited him."

He showered kisses all over my face.

"Wait, I haven't said yes yet." I hurriedly stopped, even though my heart was pounding loudly.

"I don't know. I'll stay over tonight."

"I said I haven't agreed yet," I interrupted with a stern voice as I took myself, still in his arms, to frantically unlock the house.

however

If it's Jinyoung

Don't say it's just for one night.

To continue for the rest of my life, I agreed.

finish.