What happens when the man you secretly love has to become your personal tutor? What will the story be like next? Please follow.

This story is a short story (really short).

and it is male

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Man, who doesn't like to press?

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Just leave, no matter what.

The word gay has no meaning to me...I just think Regardless of gender, I can love. As long as I love him, that's enough~~~ It feels strange that I'm saying such a greasy thing. At first, I talked about gay, right? I'll tell you...I don't know if the word gay applies to me or not. Right now I'm in love with a guy and the first guy I have a crush on is Tao.

They were seniors who had gone to high school together. I remember when I was in Mathayom 1 when I first arrived. I met him at orientation. At that time, he was in 5th grade and was the student council president. Having said that, this generation of student council is considered to be a legendary generation because there are only good-looking people, especially P'Tao. Girls in this school..

There were only people screaming and they could be considered stars of the school. Plus, he's also good at studying. Brother Tao used to be a national representative to compete in the Academic Olympiad in Physics. When Brother Tao went to compete in the Olympics before, I always thought that the people who were national representatives were only nerd kids wearing glasses or something like this, but When I saw Brother Tao go

My thoughts have changed. Especially when I found out that Brother Tao competed for a lot of money, I was even more stunned. What kind of person, handsome, good at activities, good at studying, how could he be so perfect? When the competition finished, I came back and was invited to do an interview with a steaming program. When the girls saw this face, they screamed loudly in the delivery room.

“Ah, this one should be easy for us to understand. I tried reading it and said, "It's true! I'm also forgetful. My name is New. I'm currently studying in the 3rd year of the Faculty of Engineering. And by the way, Brother Tao is also studying at the same place as me. It's destiny. I say it's fate because I was able to get into the same place as P'Tao because I was accepted into this place, not through a direct exam, or from getting a scholarship.

I wasn't invited directly like P'Tao because of this, so I think it was fate. Even though P'Tao has now graduated, he still comes in to help with professors' research work sometimes, and most importantly, I'm here now. Brother Tao, we came out to buy a book. I'm the type of person who understands whatever I want, so I often can't keep up with the teacher.

Because my mother knew the professor with whom P'Tao helped with his research quite a bit, I asked the teacher to help recommend a good tutor. The teacher offered P'Tao a chance, which when my mother knew P'Tao's history, she hurriedly agreed. immediately When the teacher contacted P'Tao, he agreed with the tutoring fee that P'Tao offered, only 10,000 baht per month. Oh~~What's so right?

Because the tutoring fee that P'Tao offered was less than that of other tutors, it made my mother feel considerate and offered me a house near P'Tao's office for tutoring. Even though P'Tao initially resisted, I refused because my mother was diligent in allowing Brother Tao to stay. Brother Tao then reluctantly agreed to go and even let me move in with him even though that house was far from the university.

My mother even invested in hiring a driver to bring me to the area. One housewife saw this and must have studied very hard. "New...Hey! New!"

"Oh! Yes, what did Brother Tao say?"

“This book. I think it should be easy to understand if it's new. Let's try reading it briefly first. I'll go look at the other books first," he said as he held the book in front of me. After that, Brother Tao and I kept looking for books until we got the books we wanted before going out to eat at a nearby restaurant. continue

Since today is a holiday, there were a lot of people, so me and P'Tao had to sit and wait in line outside. In fact, P'Tao had said that he didn't like sitting and waiting to eat food like this very much. But probably because Brother Tao wasn't very hungry yet, he agreed to sit and wait with me, but... why it became like this, I don't know.

“Brother Tao, can I take a picture with you?” While sitting and waiting, some girls came and asked to take a picture with me???'….Oh! I forgot that P'Tao recently went to take a photo for a magazine. It wouldn't be unusual for a girl to ask to take a photo with him.

"Sure ☺" What a friendly person this guy is. After that, there was a constant stream of girls asking to take pictures with him. This doesn't include going to secretly take photos either???? Having said that, me and P'Tao have been together for almost 2 years now. But before, I never dreamed that one day I would be living in the same house as you. Brother Tao I can tell you that throughout 2

The past year has been very valuable. Especially about studying Last semester, I almost got 1st in the department. How is that? It doesn't hurt the tutor's reputation either. Even though I didn't get 1st place, because of that, I had a plan in mind that this semester I would get 1st place, so I asked Brother Tao to tutor us, so we went out to buy books today.

“Please come with numbers 2 7 4.” It was my turn with Brother Tao. But...when I turned around This idiot was already attacked by nearly 20 fans~~~ I'm so bored. Even if you get used to it, that's okay.

“Oh~~~ I'm sorry... Brother Tao. It's our turn now." I had to interject until I could reach Brother Tao and play with me. I was so tired.

“Then I'd like to go eat first. Bye.” Hearing what I said, Brother Tao turned to say hello to the fans before walking over and wrapping his arms around me like he was used to. This hair always made me wonder if I was tall, not short, but why when I'm with Brother Tao? This one seems to be getting smaller.

After that, the two of us came and sat inside the shop. After a while, there was a young employee. Do you think you're a good young man? Come take orders at our table.

“Brother Tao, aren't you eating?” Brother Tao suddenly closed the menu and handed it to the employee. Or maybe Brother Tao isn't hungry...but it's already afternoon.

“No...New, please give me an order. I don't know what to eat. I've heard that you've eaten at this restaurant before. Whichever one is delicious, just order it for me." 555 It's already in my mouth this time haha. After that, I ordered about 6 delicious dishes and it didn't take long before I ate them all.

“I agreed to order it for you to eat. Or are you ordering something to eat yourself?”

“Haha, I ordered it for Brother Tao to eat.” Haha, in my heart I wanted to say that I ordered it to eat myself, but…what? He poked the corner of his own mouth and looked at me, “Is it a mess?” He nodded and answered. I picked it up and held it close to my partner in the camera, saying I'd use it to wipe up the mess, but I wiped it several times and P'Tao gave me a look that said he hadn't gotten it yet. I suspect that Brother Tao was fed up with me, so he took my hand from his lover's hand and wiped it instead, but "Brother Tao!"

I called out his name and went to look outside where there were still people secretly taking pictures of P'Tao. Even though there weren't many...but the pictures I took right now might have changed P'Tao's secret image, but P'Tao still didn't. Stop following your own intentions in the first place. Even though I turned to look into my eyes

"He's going to take a photo..let him take a photo." After he finished wiping, he turned to talk to me.

“But… your image will..”

“Why… is it like a gay man?” I nodded. "Why care? It's just a social trend." Brother Tao has always been a person who has not cared about social trends. Even though I've been to some photo shoots for shows before. But these things, Brother Tao just wanted to try them out. I don't want to be famous, "Pa! Are you full yet?”

I smiled and nodded as usual before the two of us left the store. But when coming out of the store, Brother Tao didn't fail to wave to the fans outside.

After we finished eating lunch (which we ate in the afternoon), we returned to the house. Studying together until 5 p.m.

"Nong New, your mother called and said that today at 7 p.m. you have to go home to eat and take P'Tao with you☺" In conclusion, I want to meet P'Tao. It's been like this since Brother Tao became my tutor???? After speaking, P'Som, who is a housewife, walked out and continued with her own work.

"Mommy probably doesn't want to see me...I'd rather see Brother Tao." I said in a sad tone even though I was currently practicing for the exam.

“Wouldn't it be better to stop saying such nonsense and just go ahead and finish the exam?” Brother Tao was always like this. This study subject is more strict than anything. Which is different from the hilarious personality that everyone hides behind. Especially in the beginning when we just moved in together, I thought that P'Tao would be a kind person. Where do you get a real evil demon in the body of an angel????

"That's enough for today...okay! Let's go see Auntie????" When it was about 6 p.m., Brother Tao told me to stop and went to pick up my own shirt. Ending with a bright smile at me

“Oh, when you go to my house, you smile brightly, Brother Tao???'” I said a little peck to Brother Tao before closing the book on the table and grabbing a long-sleeved shirt to put on.

"Well, I haven't eaten at our house for almost 2 weeks, and I miss the cooking skills of Aunt Ja Yae????" I'm really fed up with this doctor's behavior.

After that, Brother Tao went to get the car keys before driving me back to the main house. But on the way there, this doctor couldn't stop smiling... although it was annoying, it was still better than making a fierce face like when tutoring me face to face. Finally we arrived at the main house. Now in front of the door, looking from afar, I could tell who was standing there.

“Hello, Mom☺” After the car stopped in front of the entrance to my house, I opened the car door and walked over to hug Mom before saying hello.

“Hello…soothingly,” I finished. Mother kissed both of my cheeks to make me forget.

“Tao!” What is that???’ When he saw Brother Tao, he released me. Then he went to hug and say hello... I suspect that if it weren't for the fact that Brother Tao already had parents, he would probably accept Brother Tao as another son. "Be well, son."

“Are you alright, Auntie????” Take it in. Let's go in...I'm standing here with my head high. I didn't ask a single question that Brother Tao asked????

“Then please feel free to talk. I'd rather go see my father and P'View. "P'View and I are real siblings. We're 10 years apart. There's a lot of distance between them, right? Even though we are far apart in age, the two of us are very close. Pee View is a good older sister. Give me advice and understand me. There will be very few times when we will have disagreements.

Now I'm going to see P'View at the kitchen. As I walk into the kitchen I'm shocked at how messy the kitchen is. “P'View!!!! Kitchen again????” After P'View heard my voice, she turned her head and gave me a wry smile???? Pee View is a person who likes to cook. But...I like to make a mess in the kitchen all the time and I'm the one who cleans it up. I'm a person who doesn't like seeing a messy kitchen. The reason I have to clean it up is because if I let a servant do it, it's not very clean. If I let my mother do it, I'm afraid I'll get tired, so I always do it myself. After that, I have to go clean up the kitchen and help P'View.

“Ao New, are you here?”

“Father…hello.” I turned towards the voice and saw my father standing in front of the kitchen door. "Where have you been, Dad? I've searched all over the house but can't find him." I wash my hands before walking to find Dad at the door.

"Dad went to discuss business with Uncle Ton in the office, son." I nodded to show that I understood. “New…don't rush back today, child. Dad, I have some business to talk to you about.” What business… Why does Dad act like he's worried about something like that?

After Dad left, I continued to finish cleaning up the kitchen before going out to the dining room, where everyone was now there, including Uncle Ton who came to discuss business with my Dad, making the atmosphere even livelier. old After we finished eating, Uncle Ton asked to go home first because he didn't want to make people at home worry. Dad and I walked out to send Uncle Ton off before Dad invited me to talk about the business that Dad had told us about in the backyard at that time, but On the way to the garden, I accidentally turned around and saw Brother Tao and Mom talking about something, but...

The expressions on both of them's faces didn't look good.

“New… The business that Dad wants to discuss with you today is…” Why do you have to look so worried? “Dad got a new job in New York.” Having a job in New York is a good thing, right? So why do you have to make a face? Or... "Then Mom and Dad agreed that View and New would move there with their parents as well," as they thought.

“So Brother View has agreed?”

“P'View didn't have any problems...When I found out that Mom and Dad would let me move in together, P'View immediately looked for a place to work. Now I've heard that the hospital has accepted P'View's application and sees that he'll start working in another 3 months. "It's not surprising that P'View is finding it easy to find work. Because P'View graduated with a master's degree from the Faculty of Medicine at Hogwarts University.

Everyone wants each other. Which is different from me who made it through Year 2 and Year 3 and always had Brother Tao help me. It's true!...If you were to move, Brother Tao and I would probably never see each other. “Father and mother had already thought that Father and Brother View would move together first, while New and mother would move in after New graduated. “After graduation?”

And if you want to study for a master's degree there, I think it's a good idea..but if you want to work right away, I don't mind...you have nothing against it, right?” I wanted to answer that. No…not much, Dad. Now if you want me to answer that there is nothing objectionable, I say that I want to go, "You can't answer right now." He wants to answer. If we go permanently, we will never get to see Brother Tao.

Right now, I'd rather think quietly and alone. “Then I'll wait for an answer, son...I think we should go inside first. It's cold outside. I'm just not feeling well, son." Father wrapped his arms around me and took me inside immediately after finishing speaking. When we entered the house, I excused myself to see Brother View. Because now the only person who can give me advice better than anyone else is P'View.

“Knock Knock, Brother View, are you in the room? Please open the door for New.” After a while, Pee View came and opened the door for me to go inside before smiling at me. Even though the mouth is smiling, the face and eyes are not smiling at all. Brother View must know why I came to see you. To make a face like that

“Phi View…Phi View…Phi View~~~~huh~????” I walked over and lay down on the bed before speaking.

“About moving to New York?” I sat up before nodding in response to Brother View. "So what?...don't want to go?" Pee View walked over and sat on the sofa before turning to talk to me.

“I want to go, but…” I trailed off and looked down.

“Because of the Tao, right?” After I heard the question, Brother View immediately looked up.

“How do you know? Because of Brother Tao?” Don't tell me if you know this...

“You are our elder. I'm just a younger sibling who loves someone. Why can't I see it?" That's right. I really can't turn off the view.

“Since when?”

“Since we know that Tao will be a tutor, he will show a lot of symptoms. So I looked and said, "Did I have that many symptoms that day?"

“Do your parents know?” You have to ask to be sure about this.

"I know... but Mom and Dad didn't say anything. They saw that Tao was a good person." It's a bit better.

“Then we agree. How do you do it?” Go into serious mode.

"I don't know, half the time."

“Actually, Mom and Dad didn't force me to go or not. You can think about it slowly. There are still several months left...but if it's too late, it's not good...I can only tell you, think about it, then act...so you won't regret it later.” That's right. I still have several months left. Think about it slowly. “Okay, it's already 9 p.m.

I think we should go home now. No! I'll just walk over and give it to you...that's okay. Don't think too much☺” Brother View smiled and encouraged me before pulling me up from the bed and walking out of the room.

After coming down from P'View's room, we walked to the living room where P'Tao's parents and P'Tao were sitting, but when we walked in, why did the atmosphere feel strange, especially P'Tao? Even though Brother Tao still talks to his mother as usual, I still feel that Brother Tao is strange.

"Oh! It's just in time for me to send someone to go home." Mom looked a little unusual.

“So, auntie. I'd like to leave first." After my mother finished speaking, Brother Tao chased my parents before turning to me and getting up and walking in front of me to the car, with Brother View following behind and dropping me and Brother Tao off at the door. house

“Alright...New, remember my words...think and act slowly. So that you won't regret it later." I nodded and answered P'View. P'View smiled and handed me to me as a sign of encouragement.

“Then I'll go first, Brother View...Hi.” Shortly after Brother View finished speaking, Brother Tao chased Brother View before getting into the car before me.

"I'll go first."

"Yes...have a safe trip and see you soon," P'View said, then I got in the car and followed P'Tao. Soon the car moved away from the main house area before heading home.

"Today, I think we should go take a rest...I'll excuse myself first." Finally, Tao and I arrived at the house. On the way into the house, Brother Tao suddenly spoke. These were the first and last words that Brother Tao said to me after eating dinner at the main house. Because we were both quiet, it created a very strange atmosphere.

They didn't even look at each other. Until Brother Tao turned around and chased me before walking away. That back…no. I can't, tears. I can't cry now. "New...you forgot to tell me....New!" Brother Tao walked only a few steps and turned back as if he had something to say but probably because now my tears were flowing down. Brother Tao was shocked and rushed towards me before wiping away my tears gently.

“Er…Fuck…Brother Tao..I don't mind…oh. What are Brother Tao going to say to me just now?” I backed away from Brother Tao before asking to change the subject.

“I will say that tomorrow I have to go to a seminar in Khao Yai for 3 days and 2 nights. And while I'm away, I'm going to read books and practice taking exams first. If I can't, then I'll ask you after I come back." Brother Tao's voice stopped, and no one spoke, and the two of us accidentally looked into each other's eyes. But…why did I suddenly…tears up again, those worried eyes? Brother Tao's fingers gently wiped away my tears.

'Think slowly, act slowly so that you don't have to worry later', but P'View's words suddenly appeared. So it made me think: If you don't want to regret it later, you have to do it.

"I like...I like it. I like Brother Tao." I lowered my head before beginning to confess my feelings.

Quiet, very quiet. Right now, I don't dare to raise my head to look at Brother Tao because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that Brother Tao will make a face...What? Why? Why did the hand that was wiping my tears just now grab my chin to lift my head back and look at Brother Tao and that look in his eyes...what is it? Even though I thought that those eyes would look truly disappointed with what I said, they looked…empty.

I couldn't see what Brother Tao was thinking. Why was Brother Tao's face slowly coming closer to mine? Not long after my lips were captured, I closed my eyes to receive the touch Brother Tao gave me. Even though the person that Brother Tao likes is a woman. Even though I thought that I would be rejected immediately after confessing even though I thought that it would be more controversial than this.

But why did it become like this? The two of us kissed for a long time before Brother Tao removed his lips from mine and turned and walked back to the room.

After that I walked back to the room. Because of what Brother Tao did to me just now, there are so many questions in my head, right now I don't know anything. Even Brother Tao's thoughts, I don't know. I can't see what Brother Tao is thinking about doing, but from what I know now. My head is too heavy Both things at home Both stories about P'Tao

I think right now what I should do is... take a shower and sleep. I'll think about it tomorrow.

But… when morning came, Brother Tao was gone. Didn't come to hunt me for a word. Right now, I've been sitting in front of the shared school building waiting for my morning class by myself for a while now. Don't think that I don't have friends. Friends, I do. But this idiot likes to arrive late until it's almost time for class. That's exactly what I was talking about, running over there.

"You didn't come when class was finished." A little teasing wouldn't be a problem.

“You, Ni, say this every day. Aren't you bored?" That's right, haha. “Who is like you, someone who wakes you up every day? Plus there are people with their own cars.”

“People wake up slowly…Today there aren't any???””People wake up. Normally, Brother Tao always comes to wake me up. But...today the play disappeared early this morning. Today I woke up by myself because I must have been woken up for a long time. When it was time to wake up, it woke up by itself.

“Oh, so where did the smart Taoist go?”

“Go to a seminar,” is the short answer that gets the point across.

“Oh, so...but what's wrong with you? Why doesn't your face look good?" Tim punctuated the words before emptying his bag and sitting opposite me.

“I already confessed.” Yes. Tim knows what I think of P'Tao. And if I don't tell him He would diligently make me tell him because of this, so I confessed at first and the matter was settled.

"Hoy! What mood are you in? Why are you suddenly confessing to him?" Did you see that? Just like I said.

“My father has a new job in New York. And I want my family to move there. Brother View has already got a job there. Dad said after I graduated he would let me move in with Mom. Because Brother View told me to think slowly and do it slowly so that I won't regret it later. So he confessed, "Oh! My ears are open.

"TRUE! Then there's only one more year left.” Yes. Just one more year I nodded in response. “You already confessed…so what did they say?”

“I didn't say anything. But kiss me???'” These eyes are sparkling.

"kiss!!!!! Are you telling the truth?” How shocking would that be?

"Yes! Kissed and then ran away...that's why you didn't wake me up this morning before leaving for the seminar." I said and my head hurt. "Oh...go and study now. People started coming in and going, “This idiot. It's time to study. It's not like they're going to trick each other. Tim went to pick up his bag before following along and then smiled slyly at me.

After a few hours Tim and I finished class. Today I only had one class so I thought I'd head home. As for Timmy, he and I continued their studies so we separated after we finished our studies but... when we arrived home we fell asleep. Because I'm alone So it made me think about something.

'Line!' While I was thinking about something, suddenly a line came in. When I clicked to look, I found that it was Brother Tao's brother. Actually, P'Tao also has another younger sister, but now she's studying abroad with her family. People who live in Thailand also have P'Tao and P'Tao's older brother named P'Tu. Actually, P'Tu and P'Tao are equally smart because P'Tu is in the same faculty as me and P'Tao. P'Tu then became an academic advisor as well.

P'Tu: Tao told me to go tutor him...I'll go look for him this evening.

New: Yes, what time will Pee Tu come in?

Pee Tu: Around 6 p.m. I'm waiting to eat with you too.

New: Yes, I'll just tell people to prepare your favorite things????

Pee Tu: Very good, dear. Well... Tao asked me to tell you to take good care of yourself. I want to sleep late. He asked me to tell you this.

You don't want to talk to me to the point of just telling me, or you can just call and tell me yourself.

New: Yes.

Pee Tu: Then I'm going to continue working first. Bye.

New: Bye.

Even though Brother Tao is my tutor But P'Tu will stop by to see me at my house every so often. It's not anything. I'd rather come get something to eat. P'Tu and P'Tao are different in that when it comes to studying, P'Tao is strict but P'Tu is laid-back. Even though he's relaxed, P'Tu gets popular grades. Wow, so talented.

'Jock,' I think it's better to go get something to eat now because it's already afternoon and there's still nothing in my stomach.

After eating, I went back to reading in my room, but this time I read it because I had some doubts because there was something stuck in my mind. It made me really want to understand and read it. I don't like this feeling at all. It makes you unable to concentrate. Heh~~~ Another 2 days until Brother Tao comes back. In the next 2 days I might go crazy first. What should I do? Ha~~~~~~????????????

“Nong New, is something wrong? Why do you look so stressed?” Am I acting out so much that P'Som, who is a housewife, can tell?

“New, isn't something wrong? I just don't know much about reading." After answering, I looked up and gave Pee Som a wry smile.

“Little Tao. Even though Nong Tao was really stressed out, he prepared his favorite food in time. So that Nong New can find some relief.” I turned around and listened intently. While Pee Som was talking and pouring me a mix of my favorite fruit juices, let me tell you...this meal. There are only things that I like.

“And when did Brother Tao tell Brother Som that I would be stressed?” When did they tell each other?

“It's late in the morning. Nong Tao also said that she tried to find something sweet or Nong New's favorite thing to eat. Nong New will be in a better mood....Oh! And she also said that while Nong Tao is not around Nong Tu will come and tutor Nong New as well.” Everyone else has called except me. Even though we've come to hunt, there aren't any. Brother Tao is crazy.

“Yes?”

“Fruit juice,” P'Som finished and put a glass of water next to me.

"P'Som, P'Tu will have dinner today too. Please help me prepare P'Tu's favorite food." P'Som accepted my order and went back to his own work.

Brother Tao, Brother Tao I called everyone else except I told other people that I would be stressed….Who was it that made me stressed out!!!!???? I understand that I'm floating again as usual. While I read the book P'Som would often bring snacks for me to eat and it got better.

But it's only for a moment. But now I feel sleepy. It's probably because I slept late last night and got sleepy easily. It probably won't matter if you go to sleep for a while. After that, I walked over and lay down on the bed and entered a dream state.

"New...New!!! Nong New" came a familiar voice. When I opened my eyes, I saw P'View standing next to the bed, placing cakes next to the bed.

"P'View!!. How did you get here? Why didn't you call me first?" I pushed myself up and sat on the bed before speaking.

"That's right...I don't have work to do today, so I'm going to sleep with you." Is that possible? I really want P'View to sleep here. Because this place is far from P' View's work, I don't really like sleeping here. "So what's the matter? Why can't I sleep now?" It's good for your health." Phi View picked up a plate of cake and handed it to me while he was talking.

“Well...a little sleepy. I thought I'd rest my eyes for a bit and then go read a book. But it was really long.” Yes. It went on until the evening. “So, how did Brother View come to sleep here today? What kind of mood is this? Aren't you lazy at 3 a.m.?" I ate the cake and thought about it before asking at length.

“I was worried, so I came to sleep with you. I saw that Tao was going to a seminar so he came to stay with me as a friend.”

“How do you know that Brother Tao is going to a seminar?” Normally, Brother Tao, if there is nothing, he will not call Brother View either.

“I said… I took the clothes…”

“P'View,” I called out before P'View got out of bed. And then you have to stop first.

“Well, Tao called to tell me.”

“Then why did Brother Tao have to call and tell me?”

"He must have been worried about you, so he asked you to stay with him as a friend. But this time, Tao told you not to tell New that he called to ask you, so he hid it, but...he just exploded himself." He was worried. …really? Huh, I'm about to go crazy. "So what's the deal?" Silence. “You can tell me.”

“I already confessed.” I left the cake on the bedside table before starting the topic.

“What confession?”

"Confession of love"

“True!…So what next?”

"Brother Tao kissed me." I was stunned. “But I didn't say anything and walked away.” After saying that, I looked down at my hands.

“Then what did you think of confessing to him?”

“Suddenly, what I said was to think slowly and act gradually so that you won't regret it later. It was loud in my head. So I confessed."

“I told you to think slowly and act slowly, not to be rash and confess to him like that, everyone is caught off guard. The more I am his younger brother and the more I am his disciple, the more difficult it becomes.” It was right by Phi View. The person who makes everything worse is that we ourselves can't blame anyone.

"But... from what New told me that he kissed New, I think he must have had some feelings for New in order to do that."

“Not true, absolutely not. It was just Brother Tao's sudden urge to try. How about you try it? No! And then just walked away.”

“But if you think about it in another way. He must have been confused and walked away...No! Don't think anything of it. I think we'd better go down and eat first. Tu has already arrived a while ago. You must be hungry by now.” After that, I got up from the bed and followed P'View down to eat. When I came down, P'Tu stood and scowled at me. It would probably come down too slowly. So it made P'Tu angry and hungry.

Because P'Tu and P'View were there, it didn't make the dinner too dull. These two, let's just say they got along very well together. Especially the matter of burning your own younger sibling. After the meal was over, P'Tu and I went to study in the living room. P'Tu said to come outside so he wouldn't be too stuffy. As for P'View, he brought the patient file to check in the living room as well.

"Alright, I think it's better to do just this today than to tutor too much. My brain won't accept it either." P'Tu tutored only 34 things and that was enough. This is the first time that P'Tu has actually tutored me. Because P'Tao was always around, I didn't really have the opportunity to study with P'Tu.

“Thank you very much. for coming to tutor me,” I said thank you before closing the book.

“It's okay. New is like another older sibling. If you're not going to help your younger sibling, then who are you going to help? I think it's better for you to go back. Tomorrow I have morning work too." After saying that, P'Tu walked over and picked up the car keys that were on another table. "Doctor, don't work too late either....I'm going." P'View looked up and said goodbye P'Tu. For a moment, then I returned my attention to the patient file.

“New… Brother is a smart person but stupid when it comes to love… Let's give him some time,” P'Tu said like this. Don't tell me that P'Tao told P'Tu, "Then I'm going. Bye." After that P'Tu threw himself onto the car bed and the car moved away from the area of ​​the house. As soon as the car could be seen moving far away. I came back into the living room and saw P'View collecting patient files that had probably been completed and putting them on the table. I walked over and sat on the sofa in the same place where I tutored just before I spoke.

"P'View... P'Tu said something strange just now." P'View walked over and sat on the sofa. Bury it across from me before picking up the water in the glass and drinking.

"What do you think?"

“P'Tu said Brother Tao is a smart person. But I'm stupid about love...and I still say that Let me try giving Brother Tao some time. What do you think it means?"

“Brother Tu, he spoke so clearly. Is there still something you don't understand?" Actually, I wasn't stupid to the point of not understanding what Brother Tu was saying.

“It's enough to understand what P'Tu said. I just…don't want to think about it myself.”

“The two of them are brothers. Why don't you know what your younger sibling is thinking? When he says that, it's clear. We just have to wait for him to be ready.”

We have to give Brother Tao time. Yes…we have to wait. After that, P'View and I went our separate ways and went to bed. At about 3 a.m., Brother View came to chase me to work and told me that I couldn't come today and that I had a late shift.

After that P'Tu and P'View kept stopping by to see me until the day P'Tao returned from the seminar...all the time P'Tao went to the seminar they never contacted me. I've kept in touch. In the beginning, there was no response from Brother Tao at all until today finally arrived. The day when Brother Tao will come back

By the time Brother Tao returns, it will be late in the evening. Throughout the day, I couldn't concentrate on studying at all. I couldn't read at all. Near the evening, P'View stopped by to see me before going to work. As for Tu, when he got off work he came to wait for Brother Tao at home with me, saying that he would come and wait to get a souvenir. That's it, P'Tu. Haha. Now it's almost time for the plane to land.

So I went to wait to pick up P'Tao at the airport. While waiting, I kept thinking about things. For example, if P'Tao saw my face...what would he do? Will he hate me? Can you accept that I am like this? What status will you think of me? Until the time Brother Tao's plane lands. After some time had passed, I saw Brother Tao walk out of the outgoing passenger's den, but he didn't come alone. A woman came along.

The two of them look really close to each other. The other one is extremely handsome. The other one was extremely cute. They look very appropriate. which is different from me I'm just a guy who doesn't have anything good, no matter how I look. Studying... In the end, Brother Tao is an ordinary man who likes cute girls. That's all. I turned around and was about to walk outside. But... Brother Tao suddenly grabbed my hand before I could walk away faster.

“Where are you going?” Why does Brother Tao look normal? It's like nothing happened between us. But... when I look at those eyes It's like there's something. I looked between Brother Tao and the woman from earlier and they seemed like a really good fit.

"I'm going to go find a seat," I smiled before using my finger to point at a nearby chair.

“Is that so…New? This is P'Prae, a new friend that I met when I went to a seminar." I raised my hand to greet him as a courtesy, "Prae, this is new."

“Is this Nong New the person you told me about?” What story did you tell him about? Brother Tao nodded. As for P'Prae, he smiled at P'Tao.

"New...today Prae will go eat dinner with us." Eat dinner with us? Why do you have to come at this time? I could only smile and go to everyone as an answer even though my heart didn't want this woman to go.

“Please take care of me,” he finished and smiled at me. I accept one thing. This woman smiles and is extremely cute. If Brother Tao likes it, it wouldn't be strange at all.

After that, the three of us returned to the car. Before the car slowly moved out of the airport area, in the car I sat next to the driver. As for P'Tao and P'Phrae, they sat in the back. I don't know what we're talking about. We talk so quietly that sometimes we have to write on paper to talk. Is there something you don't want me to know even though I'm sitting in the front?

But I saw what they were doing. The two of them talked all the way to the house.

"Oh, hey... since when did you not see me coming?" As soon as we walked into the living room where P'Tu was sitting before, P'Tao saw him and greeted him.

“I will tell you. But last night, you were nosy and cut my call first, so I don't know.”Did you talk to each other last night? So why don't we talk to each other?

“I'm sorry, bro....oh! This is Prae, the person I told you about on the first day,” P'Tao punctuated his words before turning to P'Prae who was standing next to him.

“Is that Prae? She's even cuter than in the picture...What a pity." What a pity? What does P'Tu regret? That P'Tao is looking out for P'Prae? P'Tu is so disappointed. I turned to the two people who were smiling at P'Tu, so I turned back to the kitchen.

“P'Som...are you finished yet? If you're finished, you can set the table. I'd like to go up to the room first." P'Som smiled at me in response.

After telling P'Som, I went back up to the room and didn't know what to do. Brother Tao is doing too much. Even though I know what I'm thinking. I still dared to bring the woman I was talking to to my house again. At this time, I really wanted to go back to the big house. I don't want to be here at all. P'View went on duty. I can't find it either~~~????????????

'Knock knock' someone came. I suspect it was P'Som who came to eat.

"P'Tao!!...What about P'Prae?" Even though I've brought P'Prae here, what are you doing here? I'm not going to live with P'Prae.

"Prae is talking with P'Tu." I didn't answer. Instead, he walked back and sat on the bed. Brother Tao then came in and closed the door because right now my room has the air conditioner on, probably afraid that the air conditioner will come out. Brother Tao walked over and sat down next to me as usual. “How was your studies?” This was Brother Tao's first question.

"That's good, because P'Tu came to tutor me, so I was able to help a lot." I didn't turn around and answer P'Tao. And after that

"So...I'll just go down and check on Prae first." That's what happened. Normally Brother Tao would know what it meant if I didn't turn around and answer, but now...I don't plan on doing anything at all.

After that, Brother Tao left the room. Not long after, P'Som came up and followed me down to eat. The atmosphere seemed lively. Between P'Tao and P'Prae, symptoms became more pronounced. more clear Until I was sure that these two were really talking. Soon after dinner, P'Tao sent P'Prae home and P'Tu excused himself to go home.

Because tomorrow I have morning work. After everyone had left the house, I went up to the room and picked up the phone and called Tim.

“Hello!”

"Tim...can I sleep in your room tonight?" That was my intention.

"Hoy!! What's wrong with you? Why do you want to sleep over in my room? Brother Tao has returned.” Because Brother Tao has returned, I want to sleep in his room.

“When I get there, I'll tell you about it.”

“Yes.”

After finishing talking with Tim, I put my clothes and books from tomorrow's study into a bag and drove out to Tim's condo alone. Before coming out, I told P'Som that I would come out to study with a friend. And then it came out. Because it seemed like P'Som was going to continue asking after almost 30 minutes had passed. I arrived at Tim's condo. Upon entering Tim's room, he took care of his things and put them away in the bedroom for me before returning with a steaming glass of water and sitting down on the sofa opposite me.

"Are you..are you okay? Right now your face looks like a person about to die." Is that so? I don't know if my face was like this when I arrived at Tim's condo or if it's been like this since I was with P'Tao. Now I don't know. I can't explain it. "So, okay, what's wrong with you? You can tell me."

“Brother Tao…is talking with a woman.”

“Who told you?”

“If you don't tell me, you know.”

“In summary, you guessed.”

“That's right...but...today Brother Tao brought that woman to eat at his house. At first, I didn't think anything of it, but as time went on, the symptoms…”No. No, it's here again. I can't cry, "The two people's condition..is becoming more and more clear!" I finally let it out. I can't stand it.

"Hey you..take it easy." I didn't stop. Plus it's heavier than before. “Go ahead…if you want to cry. Let's all cry out."

“Hohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! For nearly an hour my eyelids felt heavy until I finally fell asleep. But when I woke up in the morning, I was back in my room, even though I remembered that the last time I was in the living room and fell asleep.

I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face and eyes and then came out to the living room but didn't find anyone. I only found a post-in paper stuck to the side of the porridge bowl that was now starting to get cold.

'Eat porridge, take medicine and go to bed. Last night, you had a slight fever. As for studying, I'll go find a teacher for you. I called and told Brother View. Brother View said that around noon he would stop by to see Mr. Tim.'

Then why would he call and tell Brother View? I'm crying so hard that I have a fever...but having said that, I still have a slight headache. I managed to reheat the porridge again. Before bringing it back to the table to eat as usual, not long after, I finished off the porridge in the bowl and drank the medicine that Tim had prepared for me as well. After that, I heard the sound of my phone on the sofa, so I picked it up and looked and saw that it was P'View who was calling me. I immediately answered the call.

"hello"

“Did we just wake up?”

"yes"

“So how is it?”

“I have a headache and heavy eyes.”

"Is that so? I'll be looking for you in a moment."

"Yes" and the call was cut off, but as soon as Brother View's line cut off, another line called. But this time the person who called It was the same person who made me cry. I decided not to answer the phone so I pressed mute and left the phone on the sofa as before. before turning on the TV to keep the room from being too quiet

'And the news answered. It's your news.

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who assassinated his girlfriend The reporter told me that today the news has arranged to meet on February 9th, which is at this age that the message..."9 February is our birthday. Did you forget today? By the way, why haven't my parents called me to wish me a happy birthday? Normally, my parents call me to wish me a happy birthday early in the morning. Or did you call and we didn't hear?

I picked up the phone that Brother Tao was still calling from now on to scroll through the call history but scrolled through it. I didn't have my parents' number or even my home number. It was strange. After about 2 hours had passed, Brother View brought me food and medicine and came to check on my condition but never dared to mention my birthday.

When I asked about my parents, Brother View just said that he went to see his grandparents in Pattaya and then went back. He said that he was busy today. I was so busy that I forgot my little sister's birthday.

"New! I'm back." When P'View went back to work, not even an hour later, Tim came back. Shout loudly. Even I who was in the bathroom could hear it clearly. I walked out and saw Tim unwrapping the cake and putting it on a plate. So I greeted him.

“What are you yelling for?”

"I'm afraid you won't hear me."

“I just have a fever, I'm not deaf,” I said before walking over and sitting on the sofa.

“So how is it? Is it better yet?” Tim held the cake and handed it to me before sitting on the sofa opposite.

“Um, better now.”

"Better, but my eyes are still swollen." That's right. This eye has been swollen since morning. And it still hasn't gone away. I don't say anything, but choose to scoop the cake into my mouth and turn to watch TV instead. “Oh! This evening, my mom invited me to eat at a restaurant. You have to go with me because she wants to see you. I haven't gone to eat at my restaurant in a long time." As far as I can remember, the last time I went was before New Year's.

"Oh, you can go, but right now I want to go to sleep before the medicine starts taking effect." After that, I got up and went back to my room to sleep until it was almost time for my appointment with Tim's mother. I got up and took a shower before leaving. On the way to Ai Tim's mother's shop, he kept inviting me to talk until he reached an intersection where he would take him to the alley of Ai Tim's mother's shop.

“Where are you going? Why don't you turn around?”

"My mother told me to go get the things from the store. Auntie gave me the things. You go down and help me carry the things. There are a lot of them."

“Yes.” After a few blocks, we arrived at Tim's aunt's shop. It was a large cafe. There are usually a lot of people in the early evening. But why are there no people today? In front, there's only Auntie Tim's car parked regularly.

"Why did your aunt's shop close early today? There are so few people watching."

“Didn't it close early? Someone just hired it." Oh. Just like this No wonder there were so few people.

"Hello, Auntie." I raised my hand along with Tim. “Where is the thing that I want you to bring?” asked Tim.

"It's in the big zone inside, son. Go get it... Oh Tim, come help Auntie make this."

"Yes, sir... well, you new guy, you walk first, I'll follow."

“Let me go and you won't know which one.”

“You just walk away and a child brings it to you.”

"Okay." I did as he said and looked at the large zone. Why did the light turn off? Plus it's closed again. So I shouted and asked Tim. “Tim!! The lights are off in the room!!”

"Oh!! You just walk and know for yourself that it will be an empty camera in that big area." Are it a camera? I walked to the front of the room and opened the door. But...it wasn't time to turn on the light....

“Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday. Happy birthday Happy Birthday to You” meets a room decorated with light blue curtains and cute colored balloons. Three cakes held by Tim's father, mother, and Tu. Everyone came together here, father, mother, grandfather and grandmother also came, Brother View, Auntie Tim's mother, Auntie Tim's father.

I don't know when Auntie Tim and Uncle Tim got together, P' Tu and... P' Tao and P' Prae. Everything started to blur. My face started to run down and my face became hot. I couldn't behave properly, so it was better to cry.

“Hohohohoho.”

“Oh, don't cry, don't cry, haha.” Grandma came to comfort me before laughing.

"Everyone, excited!....What are you playing at?"

“Haha, I don't want to complain. This matter must be blamed on our brothers and sisters who are the ones who have no plans. "Brothers?

“View is the one who started it.”

“Wow, Brother Tu threw it like this?… But Tao is the leader.” Brother Tao is the leader? I stopped crying and turned to Brother Tao. Everyone's eyes were on Brother Tao.

"I think...let's blow out the cake or the candles will melt." When I turned to look at the candle, the cake had started to melt a little bit as well.

“Once again, Happy Birth Day to You~~~~” After that, I finished off all three cakes. After that, I took photos with the cakes one by one with P'View as the cameraman until they were complete before coming to unwrap the gifts that everyone had brought. Lively atmosphere I didn't want to spoil the atmosphere so I avoided looking at P'Tao and P'Prae. I unwrapped the gifts one by one. As I was unwrapping, a voice suddenly spoke.

"New...don't you want to talk to me?" That voice was...the voice of P'Tao who was now sitting next to me instead of sitting with P'Tu with his sweetheart sitting next to him.

“No, Brother Tao can see that New is unwrapping the present.” While answering, my eyes were still fixed on the present.

“Is that right? Yesterday, there were still people who came to my condo and cried until they had a fever. I don't know who, everyone."

“Yes,” the same voice answered.

“How does everyone know this?”

"Well, Tim called to tell me," P'View said.

“What does everyone know about this?”

“There's nothing much. There's just the matter of confessing your love! to Tao. And about the matter of crying a lot at Tim's condo," said P'Tu.

“Everyone knows everything. You're the only one who doesn't know anything. "Don't know anything? What's the matter?"

“New…” Brother Tao, whom I had lost sight of for a short while, returned with a bouquet of flowers. “I'm your girlfriend.” Brother Tao went to my side before speaking. Right now I'm confused. Very confused. Very confused. I'm really confused right now.

“And P'Prae?” I made a confused face and turned to look at P'Prae.

“Actually, it was Tu's plan. In fact, you and Tu were friends when we were in university together. And by chance, I was attending a seminar. Tu came up with a plan for me to act like I was talking with Tao in order to make New jealous and follow me and Tao. Come here today But it didn't go as planned, so I suddenly changed the plan and had Tim copy New's idea of ​​coming to get things here." Oh, I understand. P'Tu~~~~ plays with my hair a lot. One day I will get it back.

“I have heard this. Is it okay yet?” Playing a little bit won't do any harm, right? “Actually, I thought I'd propose from the day we kissed….”

“Kiss!” the chorus shouted for those who didn't know.

“Yes, but because of the word plan. So I had to be patient and ask for it today.” In fact It's like this. "Then I agreed..to date you." It was embarrassing, right? If it were just the two of us, we wouldn't be this embarrassed in front of our parents, grandparents, parents, friends, aunts, and friends. Right now, all I can say is that if I went to the North Pole, I would still be hot. “Okay…” I nodded lightly.

Before accepting the bouquet of flowers from Brother Tao, after that Brother Tao pulled me into a hug and everyone's applause was loud. “But Brother Tao…about me moving to New York.”

"He came to ask New to stay since yesterday," said his mother. Turning to Brother Tao, he nodded and smiled. “Because of that, Mom and Dad have plans to not call to wish your child happy birthday in the morning. Then I went to pick up my grandfather and grandmother.” Actually, it was Brother Tao's plan. And mom and dad played with him too.

"But...how did everyone get here? I didn't see any cars parked in front of the store." I almost forgot about the cars.

“Well, if you're going to have a plan to prank us, you have to plan it carefully. So I told everyone to park their cars in the alley on the corner over there... How about investing? To the point where I was willing to walk very far,” P'View said.

“As for the venue, we must applaud our doctors for organizing the event as planned.” P'Tu finished speaking and stood up and led everyone in a big round of applause.

“No wonder I'm wondering why P'View agreed to stop by and visit me at Tim's condo when you could just call and tell me. In fact, he cheated and said he was going to work.”

“I'm not lying. I'm really working. How about your birthday party, darling?"

"Yes, I know that you worked really hard today." I applauded P'View. P'View gave me a Miss Thai wave before sitting down.

After that, the event proceeded with liveliness until the elders asked to leave before joining P'Prae as well, until only me, P'Tao, P'View, P'Tu and P'Tim were left. When everyone was gone, Tim went to get the beer he had piled up. come out Because throughout the whole event, I only ate badly. So Tim went out and bought some beer and piled it up because he was afraid of being scolded by his aunt, so he had to pile it up. Auntie Tim doesn't like having beer in the shop because she doesn't like cleaning up the porridge on the floor.

We drank for a while and P'Tao and I came out to have a drink at the back of the restaurant.

“Brother Tao, I want to ask you something.”

“Since when did Brother Tao love New?”

“It's been almost half a year already.”

“True!” Brother Tao nodded, “Then why didn't you tell me?”

"I'm afraid New won't think like you."

“Brother Tao, this is really like Brother Tu said.”

“What did he say?”

“P'Tu says P'Tao is stupid about love.”

“It's true,” he admitted. “And New, since when did you love me?”

“I've liked it since high school. I came to love you when P'Tao came to tutor me." Oh, I'm embarrassed????????????

“For that long?”

“Well.”

“New, I'm sorry I had to make New cry.” Brother Tao grabbed me and turned me around to face Brother Tao before saying, “Look, your eyes are still swollen.”

“Brother Tao, you don't have to apologize. Brother Prae's plan is Brother Tu's plan. Brother Tao didn't plan this."

"Next time, if there's something on your mind, talk to me directly. Don't keep it like this again... I'm worried. Do you understand?"

“Yes, then next time I will speak honestly.”

“I love you.” At the end of Brother Tao's words, my lips were occupied by the person in front of me, just like that night. But this time it's different. It's deeper, more gentle. That was longer than last time. When I started to catch my breath, Brother Tao gave up.

“I think we'd better go inside. The fog started to come down and I had a fever.” After that, the two of us turned to face the door but…

“Huh, what are you doing?” I turned and saw a bunch of drunks standing at the door.

"Hey, Tao, don't be so harsh with your little brother," said our doctor.

"Would you like to open your room? There's a room, a storage room."

“Dammit Tim! Just like that.”

“Oh, just one more? Okay,” said the drunkard.

“It's not!”

"Thank you, Tim, but it's okay. Go home soon!" I got hit like crazy. Saying something is already being cheeky.

"Oh, I'm embarrassed."

“Gone!” It was better than being with drunkards who would die of embarrassment first. I saw it all. Hey! So how do you go?

“Walking out like this, do you know how to return?” I don't know why I'm standing here. I turned and shook my head at Brother Tao. Brother Tao gave me a smile before showing me the car keys, "Okay! Let's go home." It felt like there was something new to learn about, I don't know.

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