The story of a group of friends who at first were just friends when they were teenagers.

But when someone's feelings change...things aren't the same.

(It's better for the characters to get excited about each other.)

Secretly loving someone is something that can happen in every moment of a person's life. which in my opinion It's natural. Now I study at university.

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In the beginning it was a little difficult to adjust. Because I come from an all-girls school in the provinces. When you have to live in a new society, you have to make some adjustments.

“Tips, please go up and reserve a place in the classroom. We'll go print out the study sheets for you."

"Then let's go with Hana."

"Nam called Khing and Bua to study as well. Hana and I will go soon." The conversation between me and the group ended. We all went our separate ways to prepare for today's classes. Please let me introduce myself. My name is Plai. I have 5 close friends in this university: Si, Hana, Nam, Khing, and Bua. My group is very addictive, so let me tell you. Normally, I'm Hana, Sijak. stay together

When we study, we sit at a table near the very back in a row of 6 people. Because I'm a person who doesn't like to sit in front. I'm afraid that the teacher will ask questions and not be able to answer. Haha. As for the seats behind us, there was a group of 6 men, namely Dash, Fluke, Jem, Nai, Top, Fa. Me and this group were quite close. Because they were always sitting close to each other.

And Dash and Hana are dating each other. As a result, the rest of them became close as well.

"Today, the Deets will have a basketball game at the university. Do you want to go watch?" Hana's voice, my half-Japanese friend. asked me while I was sitting on the phone waiting for the teacher to come.

"Yes, I want to go see Det La Sae haha" I teased Hana as I nodded towards Det sitting behind me, "Go see, we're definitely going to cheer for them."

After making an appointment to go watch basketball, the teacher came in to teach. Not long after teaching was finished, Det Fluke and Nai were getting ready to compete, while Hana Si and I moved to the gym to watch the basketball game.

When a basketball player is warming up Det, who was in a basketball uniform, walked up to Hana. It was like I was coming to ask for encouragement, this and that. I was sitting next to Hana, so I pretended not to look. Oh, if I looked, I would just make those two people feel embarrassed. Si, who was sitting next to me, stared at the basketball players and picked up his phone to take a photo and upload it on social media while talking to me.

“Dach Fluke, this guy is handsome too. It looks good." I ran my eyes over to the field. Looking at my male friends one by one, well, it's true. With none of them being at least 175 in the group, especially Det Fluke Nai Na, who was also 180, it added to their charm.

"Uh, that's true, but I can't get a good look at them, haha," I replied, staring at the field.

“But Hana. I'm sure I'll get one good thing." Si said, pursed her lips at Hana. It made me laugh. I really like the pairing of Hana and Det. Both of them look cute and act well. To be honest, I'm really enjoying this couple haha.

"Plai Si, who are you cheering for?" Det, standing in front of us, asked. While smiling mischievously in Det's style

"I'm sorry, there won't be anyone watching. Athletes will lose morale." Si pursed his lips in Si style.

"We're here to support Thanathorn (Fluke's real name)." My voice trailed off. Si Hana Det laughed. They know that I like to tease Fluke when Fluke competes. With some shouting of encouragement Please scream for me. And every time Fluke would smile shyly because Fluke is a shy person. When I was at an all-boys school, I never had a girl to encourage me.

So I managed to tease him like this. It's funny when I see that guy make a silly face.

      "FC

Thanathorn naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"Scream Thanathorn"

"Don't let it be my turn, idiot."

"There's no way I'm competing in a sport like this."

     "LOL"  

This is the conversation cycle when I cheer for Fluke.

When watching the basketball game end We will disperse normally. There are some people who might go find something to eat. When it's time to return to Dash, I'll send Hana off. If you stay in the university dormitory, you will return. I live in a dormitory outside and will go back with Fluke because I live in a nearby dormitory. The story seemed normal, like two groups of close friends. If it doesn't change in my place...

I really fell in love with Fluke. If you ask me why I started to like Fluke? Probably because Fluke is the only male friend who takes care of me. Waiting to pick you up and drop you off when you come to class. When I'm hungry, he always thinks of me and takes me out to get something to eat. And I like it when I see Fluke smile cheerfully. I like that our relationship was like this before.

It made me not brave enough to tell the truth. How long have I liked fluke?

"Where are you going today?" Fluke asked me as he searched his bag for the car keys.

"I don't have a plan."

"Then let's go buy something for a friend."

"What's this?"

"Uh, let's get in the car before it's too hot to die."

Along the way, Fluke kept talking about various miscellaneous things. Turn on some love songs, sing some songs, turn to look at me from time to time. He seemed like he was going to say something, but he didn't. "Hey! What's the matter?" My voice stopped, and the tall figure next to me smiled. and threw his own cell phone in my lap

"Do you want me to charge the battery?"

"Let me take a look and open the phone. Damn it!!" I looked at the tall figure who immediately frowned as I didn't understand the body language he conveyed like that. Then press to unlock the mobile phone in a familiar way. The image on the screen was of a woman probably the same age as me. A white man with long, curly brown hair was laughing at something.

It looks like it's a photo that was secretly taken rather than a photo that was taken on purpose. My hand holding the phone slowly began to tremble. His eyes felt hot.

"What do you think most women like?"

“Huh?” The tall figure saw me and was silent for a moment. Raise your voice again "Do you mind if I buy something for you?" Will he accept it?"

"end!!!!!!"

"Huh...what's up?"

"What's the matter?"

“Are you going to buy it for this person?” I asked, pointing at the phone screen and turning my head to look at the tall figure who was now starting to blush. "People I like"

"People you really like."

"If you don't like it, why would you buy it for me? This is a strange question." The fluke's voice stopped. I felt like something was stuck in my chest. It was so tight that I couldn't speak. I felt my ears ringing, not knowing what the tall figure sitting next to me said next. In the past, I've never had anything like this when I was with a fluke, even once. But why?

"What do you think is between the bag and the doll? What do you choose?"

"...Hmm, what do you say?"

"Bag and doll"

"Women should like bags."

"If it were you."

"doll"

"Why don't you like other people's bags?"

"I'm probably not like everyone else."

"Uh, you're not a woman, haha." Fluke's laughter rang out throughout the car. But I couldn't hear it at all.

When you arrive at the mall A mall near the university Fluke walked around and picked out things. Most of the time, it will be the type of bag I recommend. Bring it for me to try holding, walking in and out of many stores. The more I see the happiness on Fluke's face when buying things. The more I felt that my heart was gradually becoming heavier and heavier.

"Fluke, I'm going to sit and wait at the bookstore."

"No, then how can I choose?"

"You just choose. Things that come from the heart. No matter what, he likes it."

Finished, I walked out of the store. Then head straight to the bathroom, close the door and lean against the bathroom wall. Slowly let the tears flow down my heart Why do I have to feel this way? Why does it have to be a fluke and why does the person who feels first have to be me? I kept asking myself that over and over. I never thought of a time when Fluke would have an owner.

I never thought about the time when Fluke and I would never go back to our dorm together again. I never imagined that there would be another person walking next to Fluke instead of me. I feel bad for feeling this way. Why be jealous of someone who has no right to be jealous? Like a selfish person

"~~~~~~" While I was in the bathroom for a while. Suddenly the phone rang in my pocket. When you picked it up and saw the number displayed on the screen, that's it. Everyone knew who it was. I answered the phone and put the phone to my ear.

"this!! Where have you gone? I search everywhere. I said I went to the bookstore and there wasn't any. Why don't you run back first!!!!!!!” The other end of the line nearly spewed fire at me as soon as I answered the phone. I smile when I imagine how worried he must be if he can't find me.

"Come to the bathroom."

"I'm standing in front of the bathroom. Come out now!!" A loud voice sounded into the bathroom. This made me slowly open the bathroom door to look. It's a good thing no one is going to the bathroom right now. Is this guy crazy for yelling like this? I groaned and walked outside. Saw Fluke's tall figure holding a bag of some kind. Which I guess is the bag that he spent hours selecting. When the tall figure turned to meet my eyes, I quickly walked over.

"I thought I died in the bathroom."

"A little diarrhea."

"Even though it really stinks ><" The tall figure waved his hand a few times as if there really was a smell coming from it. It couldn't be more random. Where would the smell of shit come from? "Oh, I'm hungry. Let's find something to eat."

"I'm not hungry. I want to go back."

"How can you? After you poop, you have to eat."

"-.-" Strange words What does that mean when you've finished pooping? Are you eating shit?

“If you don't go, I'll have to eat alone. Do you dare to leave me alone? *^*" The tall figure said while making a pleading face and sending a wink in his eyes at me. Which, of course, worked, I was soft-hearted.

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After I finished looking for something to fill my stomach. Fluke drove me to the dormitory. Before I got down, I took a bag and placed it in my lap. Then he smiled once before making me hurriedly get off the bus and go up to the dormitory.

“What is this?” I said, holding up the bag.

"In return for being my friend?"

"..." A friend?

“I don't know what's wrong with you either. Today you look depressed. It looks like a dog that the owner of the house isn't home with, haha."

"...Shit" I pursed my lips softly when I saw the smile of the person in front of me.

"Anyway, thank you. Without you, I don't know what to do :)"

"Think too much. It's okay. Then I'll go up to my room first."

After completing our separation I went up to the room, took off my shoes, and threw myself on the bed. His eyes glanced at the bag he had just received recently. Then slowly take out the contents of the bag. Found a nice large box that was wrapped as if it had been carefully prepared. I pulled the end of the ribbon off and unwrapped it slowly.

When I opened it up, I saw that it was inside. There was a smiling boy doll wearing a white t-shirt and blue shorts. The face looks similar to the owner who gave it. When I saw it I couldn't help but smile, just like in my room there was a little fluke. Underneath the box was a card with a scribble that I was familiar with:

'We will be friends forever :)'

My tears slowly came back just because of a few letters. I don't even know if that guy knows what I really think of him. And if we knew...would we still be friends like before? My night is a long night. A lot of things happened to me today, likes, heartbreaks, hurts, but I definitely have one more thing I haven't told you yet.

'I like you'