- I wonder if one day the vibrations in my heart for him will be enough to stop my world from turning. If that day comes.. Will I be able to love him..? -

Lazy Theme.

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An ordinary holiday..

Caizhao X Qiushi 

Have you ever met someone who made the world stop turning? I met him with a simple feeling, a big man who would intimidate me just by looking at him, but when I smiled and talked, I got along with everything.

If I were to go back to the day we met, it was the day I accepted a role in a series that all the ladies liked. You guys, you understand what kind of series it is, right? Let's go look.

CounterAttack 

Lots of fun, I guarantee.

I never thought that in this life I would meet anyone better than him. I am a man who is 181 centimeters tall. I am not small at all, but when I stand next to him, I instantly become a small person.

Cai Zhao is his name. What are we? He is both a brother, a close friend, a partner, a strange person who warms my heart every time he is near me. A refuge when tired, a mentor no matter what. It's basically something to lean on when I'm sleepy. He slowly entered the circle of my life.

But I am still Chen Qiushi, who is still a man who likes women. I am sure that if one day I can really like men, I will definitely like him.

Throughout the time we've known each other His influence on me has become more and more frightening. I will only tell you that myself... My heart was shaken quite a bit by his indulgence.

We can hug each other without being awkward. Including kissing.. No, I lied, it was a little awkward when I was kissed by him. Warm lips and soft voices sometimes make me feel different.

I wonder if one day the vibrations in my heart for him will be enough to stop my world from turning.. Will I be able to love him..? Qiu Chu, this ordinary man. Can you love a man like him..? I myself still have this question in my mind many times. Maybe it would have been better if I had been born a woman.

I am Cai Zhao, a photographer, actor, and singer. I fall in love easily with a little boy who is adorable no matter what he does. His smile is as bright as the morning sun.

Yes, I use the word him. because that child was a man For me, love is not divided into gender. Because love, no matter what, is still love. That child is always sensitive when encountering something and likes to think too much about matters that are not an issue. So perverse that he has to give in to his desires every time.

I don't plan on changing my status to something else. If he is satisfied with me being his older brother and family member. Be a close friend Just being next to him and seeing that smile made me happy beyond words. He was such a joy to my heart that no matter how many times I looked at this child, my heart would be moved by his smile.

I truly believe I have fallen in love with him. If it were him, no matter what he asked me to do, I would be ready to do anything, no matter how small or serious it was, just having me by his side would be enough.

“Can I have some more?” the little man said without moving, his hand still pressed on the beautiful mobile phone he was holding, not even looking at the other person who was feeding him snacks.

What could the other party do but move himself to sit on the wide sofa and feed the lazy little man crisps to his mouth? Qiu Chu moved his body slightly to lift his head and lie down on Cai Zhao's lap.

“Water,” the little man said again.

A large hand reached out and picked up a pitcher of water and poured it in before bringing it to his lips and drinking from it, then pressing a soft kiss to his full lips, water droplets slowly trickled down the corners of his mouth. A thin hand pushed the person in front of him away in shock, but... He swallowed the water he had been thirsting for in the first place and gulped it down.

The lump in his chest throbbed so hard it almost came out. If you say you're embarrassed, it's probably because your warm lips have withdrawn, but the giddy feeling in your chest hasn't disappeared at all.

“If you're going to eat it yourself, get up and sit down first, or you'll choke,” a deep voice said, as if expanding on his actions a few moments ago, as he also handed over a glass of water in his hand.

“Do it like if I feed it like that, I won't choke.” The stubborn child looked down before pushing himself up to sit up and leaning on his broad shoulders, then picked up a glass of water and drank half of it, it would have been nice to calm down a little.

“It's not like this, is it?” The direct answer that was received made the boy's face slightly stubborn.

“I'm sleepy.” Qiu Chu didn't answer the question, instead, he just put his cheek on the table and closed his eyes.

"Would you like to go to bed and get some sleep? You'll be tired," the older one said, gently stroking the soft hair.

"I don't want it," the stubborn boy refused softly before falling asleep easily.

The sound of his breathing in a steady rhythm clearly indicated that the little man had fallen into the depths of sleep, and Cai Zhao could only let out a wide smile.

Even though it's actually a holiday Even though he came looking for me Even if it was like that, would this naughty kid fall asleep so easily on him? Because it was Qiu Chu, he wasn't angry because it was just this kid.

Cai Zhao slowly rose up, using his hands to support the small person before gently lifting him up. Every action he took, he cherished him like a child in his arms was a clear, fragile glass that if even the slightest impact would not shatter. stigma

The thin body was slowly placed on the wide bed. Qiu Chu turned over and pulled the thick blanket over to hug her. The gesture was extremely adorable until the older one accidentally pressed a soft kiss on the soft cheek, smelling her own unique scent. This little boy always drives him crazy with his smooth, soft skin.

Cai Zhao shook his head to get the strange thoughts out of his head and pushed up his sunglasses as usual, but couldn't help but take a picture of the little person while he was fast asleep. Whoever made Qiu Chu look as beautiful as a little angel like this. He slowly turned around and sat down on the other side of the bed, leaning himself against the headboard and secretly looking at the naughty child's cute sleeping face.

Whenever he saw it, he felt so fascinated that he couldn't resist. He might even go crazy. Knowing in your heart that you are only a close friend's older brother. and partners only

A large hand lifted up and gently stroked the soft hair. The little boy moved his head closer, raising his head to rest on Chai Jao's lap. He also smiled a little as if he was dreaming.

The cigarette was lit and smoked slowly, and Cai Zhao wasn't sure how much time had passed while watching the little person sleep soundly and the cigarette in his hand was finished before he looked at the hanging clock. on the wall

It's almost afternoon. Make the big man get up slowly and gently so as not to wake the little man up. A simple meal was prepared because they hadn't eaten lunch yet. Of course, when the little man woke up he would without doubt demand something to eat. Definitely

The figure on the bed moved slightly before blinking slowly. The first thing he felt was his digestive juices protesting that he needed food. Qiu Chu pushed himself up against the headboard of the bed and slowly rubbed his eyes.

“Are you awake yet?” A deep voice from an older man who was leaning against the doorframe from an unknown time caused the people on the bed to nod. “Go wash your face before you go. The rice is finished."

The little boy nodded once more before getting up from the bed to wash his face.

The meal passed without much haste. The sounds of chatter and laughter flowed in waves, and the atmosphere was so warm that you didn't want to get up from the table to go anywhere.

In order not to be too taken advantage of, Qiu Chu took on the responsibility of washing the dishes because Cai Zhao was the cook. The sponge was slowly rubbed onto the ceramic plate.

Sharp eyes under sunglasses stared at the thin body without batting an eye before walking over and resting his chin, truly unable to resist. No matter what Qiu Chu did, she always looked cute like this.

“I can't wash it well.” Even though he complained, the little man didn't move away.

“Oh, let me stay like this for a while,” a deep voice whispered softly, hands and feet on the edge of the dishwashing counter. No matter how you look at it, it's clearly like they're hugging each other, like a married couple who just moved in together.

It's just the chin position, but I don't know why. Qiu Chu also couldn't hold back his smile. It was like his body's automatic reaction when he was embarrassed. If he asked how shaken he was, it would be like a willow tree being swollen by a storm. It wasn't like he would ever be so heartbroken. Together

When the dishes in the sink were all washed, the little man walked over and plopped down on his usual spot on the wide sofa in front of the TV, which had been taken away half by the big man. It was Qiu Chu's habit of having to find something to lean on. And what is normal for a big person to sit staring at a cell phone without paying much attention?

Cai Zhao never complained a single word, no matter if he was leaning on him or even if the little person asked him to do anything, he did it all willingly.

On the TV, an old movie that was rerun in the afternoon was being shown at around 2 p.m., and the little guy was watching intently with a snack in his hand. It might be strange to say that Qiu Chue often goes with food. Fruit snacks or anything that can be eaten but isn't fat and is still so small that it's scary that if he hugs him hard he'll break in two.

Qiu Chu was a sensitive person, no matter the movie in front of him he didn't feel that sad, but it still made this kid shed tears. He was always so into the movies and cried so cutely.

He wiped away his own tears with his hand and softly complained that he shouldn't have come to watch this channel. Why, he just smiled widely and picked up a tissue to dry the little man's tears gently and hugged him. The shoulders are thin and loose.

Actions that no matter how stupid people look at them, they will know how much they care. The movie is already over. But the little child next to Cai Zhao still couldn't stop crying. Especially at this time, there were people gently hugging and comforting him and even wiping away his tears.

“Enough..” Qiu Chu slapped away the warm hand that was still wiping away his tears because the more he was comforted by this much warmth, wouldn't it be harder to stop crying?

“A crybaby.” His teasing words made Qiu Chu turn around and squint.

“I don't.” The little boy rejected the cute expression so much that he couldn't help but ruffle his soft hair with determination.

“And who is crying? Huh?” he asked, running his fingers over his eyes that were still slightly red.

“That's enough, I won't cry anymore.” Qiu Chu hit the older man's arm and frowned.

“No more teasing.” Cai Zhao let out a wide smile before reaching out and picking up the phone and cigarette pack. and the car keys were placed in the pocket of the coat that lay across the sofa.

“Are you going back now?” Qiu Chu asked when he saw that attitude. To be honest, it was like he was wasting the day off of the person in front of him and wasting it.

“Um, I have work early tomorrow. I really want to stay with you longer.” The older man sighed slightly before getting up. Qiu Chu himself walked towards the door.

“Next time on holiday, let's go take pictures,” an invitation from a big man.

“Go,” Qiu Chu answered without thinking.

"Don't forget, see you later." The big man smiled and waved goodbye to the long legs as he walked out of the wide room.

“Do you remember this? I once said that if I really liked a man, that person would probably be you.” The little man suddenly asked. He himself couldn't tell why he brought this up, like Qiu Chue had said on the show. Something about this matter and there was absolutely no way that Cai Zhao himself would forget it.

“Ah,” the taller man replied, turning to look at the smaller man who had spoken without making eye contact with him.

“Suppose that this is really the case. Will Chai like me?” That question made the older man smile widely. A warm hand moved to wrap loosely around her thin waist before pressing a soft kiss to her cheek.

“I like it, we'll be together forever anyway.” The answer in his ear made Qiu Chu's smile even bigger than before. His large hand slowly relaxed from her thin waist. Cai Zhao slowly walked out of the large room, smiled and waved goodbye. The large door slowly closed, but the little guy still smiled so wide that his cheeks were cracking, and he thought that it was the big guy who had just walked out of the room. He probably smiled broadly as well.

I don't know what the future will be like. I don't know if I can call it like it right now, but I'm happy. I smile every time he's near me. I don't know if I'll change to like a guy one day, but being next to this guy who's like my older brother, I don't have to worry about anything anymore. We're not lovers. And I still haven't decided that I like men, but just that every day I have him by my side is enough. -Qiu Chue-

I don't know what made this stubborn kid ask me like that. Maybe he was just thinking about something for fun or the atmosphere took him there. But I also want him to know that no matter what happens, I will always stand by Qiu Chue in any capacity because my love has no walls, no conditions and will revolve around him. Forever - Wow -

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-TALK-

555 It's the thought of writing and writing without a flute or flute. Oh, I'm such a cute person. Haha. I really fell in love. This couple really took it seriously when watching the movie. When I look at the background, are they lovers? It's okay. I want it to be. My younger sister begged me to do as she wanted. Oh, it's so perfect. Haha.

The next story, I think it shouldn't be too long ago that I'll be able to push it out for you to admire. Anyway, I'll give it a hug as well. <3

Thank you to everyone who clicked in and read comments at your convenience.

P.S. He still writes Japanese fanfic based on his feelings like always. Not dead yet, still breathing haha