Hello. Bow down at your feet.

Haven't forgotten yet. I uploaded a short fic but it never ended. .____.

I'm not angry at him. He asked to grow up.

Okay, stop raving and get to the point, hehe.

Lee Jinki (Onew)

Young man with a sweet face and cute smile

Why does something like this have to happen?

Choi Min Ho

A handsome young man with a dark expression.

I won't give up my "love".

Lee Chang Sun (Lee Joon)

Handsome young man, warm and kind.

I met him before taking care of him before, why should I give in?

  M u s i c ' B u r n

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I don't know how long we've known each other..for so long that I can't believe I fell in love with him. He's been my friend since childhood. I didn't think that the fact that we were close and very close, knowing everything about each other and doing many things for each other, made me get used to it and want to do it forever. Most importantly, I didn't want other people to do it. . I fell in love with my friend who I've been with since childhood.

Our houses are next to each other, our parents are close to each other, we have known each other since we were kids, we were very close to each other, but it must have been recently that we have been apart since going to university and he became a member of the faculty because of that. He is a cute, good-natured person who gets along with everyone easily, making him easily get that position.

Or because we study in different groups, I'm not sure.. But lately I've started to be more sure of things. I often see him go out with Duan, Faculty of Engineering. That's right, you read that right, "I'm in love with a man." And I found out the truth that we're far apart is that he's dating Duan, Faculty of Engineering, and they go everywhere together all the time. Even though he was at home, he never came out to see me.

There are only times when we bump into each other. But it was only for a moment and I felt like things had changed, like he was trying to avoid me. Or so his girlfriend told me...

Hello, everyone probably knows me already. I'm Lee Jinki or little Onew who has a unique smile that makes anyone melt. I'm not bragging. It's true. Otherwise, how would I get a faculty month position? I study in the Faculty of Communication Arts. And because I have good looks? Good behavior? How to make me have a boyfriend

He is a student of the Faculty of Engineering. That's right, he's a man. I don't think I'll love him. But he's handsome and he takes good care of me. A person's heart is like a rock. No matter how hard it is, if it gets bitten by water every day, it must corrode, don't you think? But he doesn't like me messing with the friends I'm close to.

He said that men look at men. Hey, I'm not a man, right? But he wouldn't tell me why he wanted me to stay behind "Lee Joon," but I did it for him. Because I love him But it doesn't mean that I don't love my friends. Well, Lee Joon and I grew up together. But what can I do?

I never thought I'd meet him. What kind of man has such a unique smile? He smiles very beautifully. When I smile, I can't do anything right. It always makes my face heat up when I look at him. Is this called "love" or not? So why do I have to stay still? He might be my soulmate sent by heaven. Even though he's a "man" I don't care.

And because of my faculty position and because I'm good at speaking and taking good care of me and with my sincerity as well? So it didn't take long for him to soften. Now we're dating. And I didn't want to order him to stop messing with that friend next door. Why can't I tell that he's in love with my girlfriend? No one probably likes it, right?

Messing with my girlfriend even though it's my duty and I can do it. And Onew did as I asked. It's cute like this, how can you not make me love it?

Hey, why are you so lazy to go to university? I thought to myself before lifting myself up from the pile of soft blankets and dragging myself straight to the bathroom before washing myself and rushing out to get dressed. I don't want Minho to wait this long. But I wanted to show Minho a good look. Oh, are you confused with me? But please weigh in.

I better hurry down. I saw that Minho's car had already stopped for a while. I rushed down the stairs until the person sitting with my mother turned to look at me and smiled at me. Oh, can you please smile for me? Even though I get smiles every day, my heart still beats fast because I can't control myself and that's it..

“Thump oh!” Yes, I tripped over a towel at the end of the stairs. Mom, why do you have to put it here? There's already an entrance to the house and you put it on the stairs.

“Oh Wonyu, are you alright?” Mom rushed to check on me but was slower than Minho who was now helping me up.

“Mom, that's why you put the towel here. Why did I stumble?” I told Mom before picking up the item that had fallen from Minho's hand.

“Oh, I blame you again.” My mother pointed at herself before shaking her head gently.

“That's because of you.” I didn't stop arguing until Minho's voice rang out.

“That's enough, it's not a big deal,” Minho said. He didn't speak politely to me even though I was my junior!

“Minho, please take care of Onew,” my mother said to Minho.

“Yes, Mom.” Minho smiled at Mom before Mom walked away.

“Mom, I'm not a child anymore!” I shouted after mom, but she didn't care.

“Let's go,” Minho said before grabbing the things in my hand and holding my hand before dragging him out of the house and into the car to go to university.

Don't be alarmed. My parents know that we are dating. Because Minho doesn't want to have a secret relationship. We've been together for two months now. But our parents know both. At first, my father couldn't accept it. But Minho tried his best to earn his father's trust and allow us to be together. Because of this, I love him. Oh, that's Lee Joon. I turned to look as Minho drove past Lee Joon who was walking to the bus stop.

“Still interested in it?” Minho said causing me to return my attention to him.

“Why can't you just say that?” I looked at Minho's face but he didn't turn to look at me.

“I asked if you were still interested in it.” And Minho turned to look at me for just a glance and I saw that his eyes were strange. What was wrong with him?

“No, I'm just looking,” I replied before reaching out to shake Minho's hand.

“I'm your boyfriend, not your younger sibling,” Minho said sternly.

Why do we have to act like we're fighting over this little problem? He loves me very much? But why doesn't he differentiate?

“I'm sorry, but Lee Joon is a friend. There must be something that he accidentally or forgot to look at. I'm sorry if I made you dissatisfied.

“Let's weigh it,” Minho replied before pulling his hand away from the one I was holding. So I turned to look outside the window. I know how hot he is. But was I wrong? .. I blinked away the tears that were about to fall before closing my eyes to cut off the problem. I'm sorry.

I don't understand why I feel disliked so much. Just when Onew looks at his friend, I couldn't control my emotions and words. I made him sad again. What should I do? I don't want to fight over just this. Why don't I hold Onew's hand? Why did I pull it out? I turned around and looked at the face of the person I loved again. Onew pretends to sleep

Cheeks that were flushed and lips that were pressed together. Onew is crying because of me again. Why do I have such a bad habit? Because Onew made me like a fire that would burst into flames if the slightest bit of fire touched it. Ready to burn all the time without being able to extinguish it. I don't like it at all. He's like an insulator around me...

That's a Minhoni car. I remember the car with black film that came to park next to mine every morning, every evening and during the holidays. I really miss the past, the plump, white figure who spoke loudly in my ear every day when walking to get on the bus. The person who makes me smile and laugh every morning, the person who invites me to eat while walking home after school.

The person who was so clumsy that I had to keep an eye on him all the time doesn't exist anymore...

“Onew, we're here.” A gentle nudge on my arm made me open my eyes and see Minho giving a warm smile that made my heart flutter every time I saw it. He's no longer angry at me, right? I'm so happy.

“Are you angry anymore?” I asked, giving him a smile.

“I'm not angry, I'm sorry.” Minho reached out and held my head before gently rocking it back and forth.

“Um, now go study. Study hard,” I said before kissing Minho gently on the cheek like I do every day before turning to open the car door, but a strong hand grabbed my waist and held my face, turning me around before the handsome face leaned closer. and gently kissed my thin lips

"Oh, Minho," I moaned softly in my throat, causing him to pull away. Even if it's just lip-to-mouth But this is a university, a place to study, or in other words, I was "embarrassed" by him. Even though it wasn't the first time, I never stopped being shy. Minho parted his lips lingeringly before holding my hair in place and kissing my cheek softly.

“Study hard, my little one,” Minho said before giving me his favorite smile.

“Oh, um,” I answered with a stammering voice before quickly grabbing my luggage and quickly getting out of the car. Then I rushed to my own school building. I wanted to die. My heart was pounding so hard it seemed to pop out of my chest. Am I going to die?

That's Oneun. If I remember correctly, today I have the same class as him. Thinking of this, I hurried towards the chubby figure who stood holding his chest and panting until his cheeks were bright red with sweat streaming down his pretty face.

“Onew,” I called softly as I stood next to him.

“Oh, what's up, Lee Jun?” Onew was startled a little before his small eyes widened. Was he surprised to see me?

“Today we have the same morning class. Do you want to go together?” I said before reaching out to hold the things for him. Like I used to do

“No problem, I think we'll go eat first. Lee Joon, go first and we'll follow." Onew said hurriedly before running away from me. That's not the way to the cafeteria. If I remember correctly or .. oh it must have been his girlfriend who didn't let him mess with me. Why don't I get used to it?

Almost there.. Did we go too far? How will Lee Joon feel? But it's because of Minho. I don't want to fight with Minho but it's not that I choose my girlfriend. Well, Minho hasn't gone yet. He's studying engineering, so he's going to park his car and make snails in front of my faculty building. He must have remembered that I was in the same class as Lee Joon so he waited to see.

I probably did a good job, right? Let's weigh it, but hey, it's a bathroom sign. Oh, I told Lee Joon that I was going to eat. Oh, he probably knows everything. I slapped my forehead in exhaustion and walked up to the building instead of going to eat. What should I say? But Lee Joon probably won't be suspicious. I'll sit far away from him. Heh. Onew. Onew.

I walked up to the building and sent a message to Minho, “Go to class now,” before I put it in my bag and walked into my room. Lee Joon isn't here yet. Where are you going? I went to find an empty seat and chose a corner where there were few people so I could sleep. Heehee. There he was, not too far from the screen. And there weren't many people either.

Even though I really want to sleep, I'm worried about studying. With that, I walked straight over and sat down for a while when the door opened. The teacher hasn't come yet. Came in crazy late. Oh, that's Lee Joon. I quickly put my head down on the table to pretend to be asleep. before feeling a cold sensation on the side of the cheek

“Oh, I bought you water and bread. Why are you hungry? Why did you go to the bathroom?” It was Lee Jun. I looked up before giving him a teasing smile and accepting the things that Yi Joon had bought for me.

“Thank you, we were just a bit blurry,” I replied before unwrapping the snack in my hand and eating it so that I didn't have to answer the question.

“Sit too,” Yi Jun said, but I didn't answer. He sat down. So why are you asking for this?

I drove out of Onew's building after getting a message from a cute, chubby, white guy. I'm glad he did as I asked. I'm selfish, right? But I don't care. Whose message is this? I pressed open when there was a notification of a new message. It's a strange number too.

“Minho hyung, can you come see me?”

Taemin

Taemin? A junior in my group? Is there something wrong? When we arrived at the group, I hurriedly drove to park and then hurriedly got out of the car.

Taemin is a junior in my class. And I'm close and he's my friend Jonghyun's boyfriend, but why does he want to meet me? or quarrel with Jongman I thought about walking to the place where I thought he must be, in the back garden of the group. That's Taemin.

“What's the matter, Taemin?” I walked over and stood in front of Taemin who was sitting with his head down at the marble horse table.

“Ugh, Minho.” Taemin grabbed my waist and hugged me before sobbing loudly.

“Hey Taemin, what's wrong?” I was shocked so I just gently stroked his hair. What the hell was he doing?

“Hyung, I'm excited. I'm excited..” Taemin was sobbing so much I could only rub his head to comfort him to make him feel more calm.

“What are you doing?” I sat down next to him before pulling him into a soft embrace.

“Uncle Jong, he left me, haha, he went with Key.” Taemin said that and he sobbed harder than before.

Huh? It's the key. Why did Jong's ex-boyfriend do this?

“Do you want me to call and talk to Jong?” I pulled Taemin away to look at him.

“No, he doesn't listen to anyone, even he doesn't listen to me. I want to stay like this for a while.” Taemin shook his head before hugging me tightly again. And what can I do besides hug him back and rub his little one's back?

“Thump!” Hmm. I looked up and looked at the area where the sound had come from.

“Minho” Hey, that's Onew. Why did you show up here? And that came with Lee Joon as well. But hey, I'm hugging Taemin here.

“Onew, don't go yet.” I was about to look up at Onew, who ran away after shouting my name.

“Minho hyung, I want to hug you like this. Don't go anywhere.” Taemin hugged me tightly. Yi Joon ran after Onew. Why does it have to be me who is with Onew when he cries..

“Hee hee hee” I ran out for a while and stopped at a park near the university. Why did Minho have to do this to me? So why do I have to see this picture? Why did he forbid me to mess with Lee Joon? But he came back to hug and show me? I'm sorry, don't you know? If I remember correctly, isn't that boy Jonghyun's girlfriend, Minho's friend? And why....

“Onew, are you okay?” This was Lee Joon's voice. But I really didn't want to face anyone, so I just hung my head and let many tears flow. Why was only Lee Joon following me? And Minho doesn't plan on following me? Aren't you worried about your feelings at all? Are you wondering why I stood and saw that picture? Because the teacher uses me to deliver work.

Then I remembered that Minho must have been in that area so I walked over but I didn't expect to see a scene like that. After thinking for a while, I felt a warm touch touching me. Lee Joon is hugging me, so warm. I miss his hug so much. It feels like before. When I was suffering or sad, it was only Lee Joon who comforted me.

Why did I leave him? Why do I have to obey Minho?

“Lee Joon, we're sorry.” I apologized before reaching out and hugging Lee Joon tightly and many tears flowed out.

“It's okay, Onew. We are never angry at Onew.”

“It's okay, Onew. We are never angry at Onew. “I hugged Onew as tightly as possible. I didn't care how the people around me or the people walking around looked at me. I only know that he is very sad and I will not leave him and will stay by his side. Even if he doesn't want me, I will stay. I have never once been angry at him. Even though he acts like he's running away from me

But if I don't follow him, who will comfort him like this? I stroked his hair like Onew likes when he's sad. But Onew doesn't seem to calm down easily. He probably loves Minho very much. Is this a good thing for me or not? If Minho doesn't come after me, how will I get Onew? It's bad, but I'm willing to take the risk to take care of what was mine from the beginning..

After I talked to Taemin and found out, it was time for me to go find my girlfriend. I don't know where I've gone so far. I drove a short distance from the university. I saw a picture of two people hugging each other in the park. Hug in return? Why do I feel a pang like never before? Yes, I've never had a boyfriend.

But I've never been like this. This is the first time I don't understand myself at all. What should I do now? I feel so lost. I knew it was my fault and I should apologize, but the sight made me helpless. It must have been like Onew seeing me hugging Taemin. Huh, I thought of that so I drove out so I wouldn't have to see him. Yes, I give up.

But I'd like to take revenge on him first. And most importantly, I should give both Onew and myself time well.

And then it didn't take me long to arrive at Aijong's condo. I hurried straight to his room and used the keycard he left behind to open it. Then I found him lying on the sofa. The condition is not very good either. I walked closer to it and sat down next to it. Oh my, the smell of sapodilla was buzzing.

“Ai Zhong,” I called loudly before it looked up.

“Come and see me, what do you have?” Look at what he said.

“I definitely have a lot. What is the matter with Nong Tam? And do you know that I had to fight with Jinki because of your little Taem?” I said for a long time before making a dissatisfied face at him.

“Taemin..” Oh, let's take it. I talked a lot. Just replied to this.

“You should go talk to your younger brother about what you want to do.” He took cold water and rubbed it in first.

“I didn't mean to. Key came back to me and said he loved me. I don't know if the key will fool me. So I went with Key. “Oh, he started to ramble.

“So who do you love?” I asked.

“At first, I thought I still loved Key. But when you say Taemin's name It hurts me. The image of my younger sister crying floated up. Who do I love like this?” Ai Jong said before looking at my face and clenching my hand tightly.

“Are you still going to ask? I love Nong Tam. Then hurry up and reconcile with him.” I just said that and Zhong quickly ran out of the room.

Hey, let's put it like this. Created problems and then ran away. Who was unlucky? Me. I thought about it and walked to the counter of Ai Jong's room before brewing some alcohol to drink to relieve my sadness.

I've come home. It's safe because Lee Joon is beside me. I feel comfortable and happy that he's beside me. But when I'm alone, it makes me miss Minho. Not following up Or not having a single call to make an excuse shows that he doesn't think about making an excuse, is the whole matter true?

Why is he doing this to me? Is it fun? Is it happy? Tears flowed from I don't know when. I hurriedly wiped it off. Minho was cruel. Why did I have to cry for someone like that?

Rrrrrrrr ~~

Oh, is it Minho or not? I quickly grabbed the phone that was on the bed.

“Lee Joon”

The name displayed on the screen made me a little disappointed. But it's probably better than me being alone. I answered the call and adjusted the volume to normal.

"Oh, what's up, Lee Jun?"

“I have entered the room. I'm going to sleep now."

"It's okay. It's fine. Thank you for your concern."

“Sweet dreams too.”

I hung up the phone. He seemed very worried about me. Or will I try to turn my attention to the people around me? For what will be better? In case I don't have to get hurt. Because he loves me One day he will have to make me love him, right? Oh, what should I do? I took some time to think before pressing the phone to send a message to Lee Joon. Then I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote down what I wanted to say and went out to the balcony. before seeing Yi Joon already standing and waiting

I just hung up the phone from Onew. I'm really worried about him. Why didn't I know he was crying? No matter how much he adjusts his voice, I know that. And just as I was about to lay down to sleep, there was a notification that there was an incoming message. I picked it up and opened it to look.

“Come out to the balcony.” From Onew? I quickly put down the phone and rushed out to my own balcony. Actually, the balcony of our room is the same. Not too far apart. For a moment, I saw a white figure lit by streetlights open the door before Onew crumpled up a piece of paper and threw it to me. I bent down to pick it up and unwrapped it.

The sentence I saw made my heart beat faster. and unconsciously smiled before looking up

“I won't change my mind later.” I asked and Onew nodded. But I saw a confused look in his eyes, but it only lasted for a moment before it turned into a bright expression.

“Thank you,” I said and smiled. Then Onew said goodbye and returned to the room. I closed the door to the room and lay down again before picking up the paper and looking at it again and smiling at it like a crazy person.

“Would you like to try dating?”