**Warning**

This novel is a YA novel. Contains content about gay men Whoever can't accept it...can't accept it anymore (Ao Hei)

There's no doubt about it.

Whoever can accept it, come and have fun.

P.S. It's a fic.

AU

It's not about the story.

love...

Chaemss:) Shalunla

Thor AU Fiction : Be Not

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Lover : ThorXLoki

By : Chaemss

“Odin, do you suspect that Loki stole the money from your safe?”

I tried to think that what I had heard was not true.

“Well, that's right. That kid is their son...I don't trust him 100%. No matter how hard we try to raise him to be a trustworthy person.”

Keep praying that it's just a lie

“Oh, Odin, even though he is of Jothanheim bloodline, But that doesn't mean he has a vicious personality like them...and that's important. You shouldn't be too upset. After all, Raffy...is dead.”

How many hundreds, how many thousands of tears? Can't erase those words from my brain

“But he is his son! And I will never trust Loki.”

Words are like ten sharp knives. Stabbed right into the heart...

“Are you going crazy? He's your son!!”

“You know Frigga...he's not...he's neither my son nor yours.”

(Loki’s part)

Knock knock kncok!

"Loki, I know you're in the room..open the door now!"

You probably came to take me to see my father..no. He is not my father. It's never been like this from the beginning.

“Don't make me break down the door, you naughty boy. You know I can do it.”

"I know, I know that you can do it."

I walked over and opened the door for Thor. He saw my condition and hurriedly pulled me towards him and hugged me. It would have been better. If this is a hug from a real brother It wasn't the son of the family that killed my father...

“I know you didn't do it. Loki..I believe so too. We'll go talk to dad about this matter, little darling."

I'm not sure if he knows that I'm not his biological younger sibling. If he knows..I think he will be a person who can act extremely well.

“Haha, this isn't the first time that Dad...has thought that I've done something bad. You should get used to it.”

“You crazy brat! Who's going to get used to it!! You're a good person, I know. There's no need to worry. Everything will be fine.”

I just hacked into a person's database to find the words Jothanheim and Raffi...they seem far from the words "good people live in Kho".

“Are we going to stand here hugging each other for a long time? If my mother passed by and saw me, she would probably cry tears that would burn a turtle.”

“This guy is really irritating. At times like this, you'll still be joking!”

He rubbed my head playfully then hugged my neck and led me to the man. Someone I've understood for most of my life. I really thought it was my own father.

“Confess to me that you stole my jewels.”

"I'm not."

"for! ..she did.”

Oh, you've spoken a harsh word to me for the hundredth time. In the past, I understood that he didn't like me. It's probably because I stand out from my older brother who is his beloved son. Now I know that it's not. The reason he doesn't like me is because I'm not his biological child. He is also the son of the leader of a rival gang to Asgard...a Jothanheim group.

“Father, please calm down. Please listen to Loki.”

Odin flicked his eyes to look at Thor. But he didn't say anything. He looked at me with disdain in his eyes...a hatred that was barely hidden. No matter how much you hide it, it won't go away.

“What excuse do you have for this unloving child?!”

“That's enough, Odin. Stop haranguing Loki!!!”

He stopped short as he had rarely seen his mother angry.

“You keep siding with it. Because it's that bastard's child! The child of the headless ice giant..” Phew!

Everyone was stunned, not even me or Thor. Um...To be honest, Thor was a bit shocked. Having said that, this guy probably isn't honest all the time. There must have been a time for Thor to be smart. At least he understands. That what Odin said meant that I wasn't his son..

“...Don't talk nonsense again, Odin. Otherwise, I will leave here.”

“You side with it...protect it...”

He gritted his teeth. Then stormed out of the room. What? Why did it end like this? It's not fun at all.

"father!"

“No need to follow Thor. I'll go myself...stay this way with you."

It wasn't until Thor promised. Mother ran after him.

“Loki...”

“Hey, don't cry, little girl. I haven't gotten into anything yet.”

I tease Thor, who now acts like an abandoned puppy. Tears will keep flowing. Hey! I'm the one who should be crying, not you, you idiot!

"You idiot, you're joking again. It's okay. I'll be by your side."

When he finished, he pulled me into a hug. Uncomfortable...but very warm.

"Thor, I love you."

“Huh, Dad loves both of us. You're just a little upset.”

Huh..seeing that, do you still think he loves me? That's so stupid.

“Mom loves you very much too.”

“Who said you were my beloved son?”

“If one day I disappear..”

"no!! You're not going anywhere. You must stay here with me. With mother...with us"

It seems like a good word of encouragement. But why don't I feel encouraged?

"Thor...don't be stubborn."

“You're the one who was stubborn, Loki! I said don't go means don't go, do you understand?!!”

Thor tugged at the collar of my shirt. and looked with hard eyes The last time he did this to me was two years ago. That I teased his girlfriend Jane Foster..I never thought I'd see Thor in this mode again. Wow...it's really hard to find.

“Shut up you idiot. Can't you see that he doesn't want me to stay!!!”

“But mom and I want you to stay! That's enough, right? Whatever dad says, whatever he says. You don't have to care at all. If you see that you care, it will hurt you.”

I was stunned, not knowing how much my mother and Thor loved me. My mother raised me like my own son, and Thor took care of me like a real brother. But what if he finds out later? That I'm not his younger brother He is also the son of a rival gang. Will you still love me like a little brother?

"Sorry...but I have to go."

“I will say it one last time...I won't let you go!”

"Thor, you don't understand..we're not the same. I..."

I avoided Thor's eyes, trying to hold back tears from falling. At least for now

“I already know that. and understand well...go Let's go talk about this matter in your room.”

Thor spoke quietly. A strong hand pushed my body to walk back to the room. His words echoed in his head...Know...Know?...You already know but you're still fooling. I...you crazy bastard. You crazy bastard!!!

(Thor’s part)

Me and Loki entered the room. He looked at me with a look of reproach in his eyes. I don't know, that's what I saw. What? Is it really that bad that I held him back? Or does he just want to go out and be with someone else? So I definitely took this matter as an excuse.

“If you have something to say, just say it.”

“I know you are not your father and mother's son...”

“But you didn't tell me! You knew this all along but you still conspired with him and Mom to trick me!! Thor!!! What do you see in me?!”

“Listen to me first, Loki!!!”

Oh my gosh, I accidentally raised my voice at Loki! Damn it!! Look, he's in tears..damn Thor. This guy is really kick-ass.

“..Okay..I...I'm listening. Say something."

“I found out about this last summer. Do you still remember the time when I disappeared for several days? I accidentally overheard Dad talking to Mom.”

“Oh, when you found out about it, you couldn't accept it. You hate me..you hate me, right Thor!!”

“I told you to listen!!...Okay. Sorry for raising my voice. I did not mean"

I consoled Loki because the tears were now falling down. A small hand wiped it away with such force that I was afraid that my eyeballs would stick out on the back of my hand as well...Okay, I must have been exaggerating, haha.

“And you probably didn't mean to be angry. Or do you hate me, Thor?”

“I never hated you, okay?! Listen to me, what I'm saying is that even though I know you're not one of us, Or being the son of a rival gang or something crazy, I don't care. I only know that you are an Asgardian, that you are my mother's son, and that you will always be my beloved brother. I just want you to know this. So...please don't go."

That slender hand made a move to come up and wipe away the tears again. But I caught it before Loki could actually wipe his own eyeballs out.

“What are you going to do?”

(Loki’s part)

He pulled me closer until our faces were only a few centimeters apart. Thor raised his other hand to wipe my tears, softly and lingeringly, before I could complain. Thor pressed his lips down. His thick tongue brushed against mine in a sign of comfort. But after a while, they began to push harder. Strange...I like it.

"yeah..."

Starting to catch my breath This guy...is a really good kisser (hey, I'm not a chicken!). I smacked Thor's shoulder a few times. It's considered powerful. But he still resisted the kiss for a while and then let go. Hee hee hee...air was barely able to get into his lungs in time. I won't let you kiss me later!!

“What are you doing?!”

Okay, I blurted out something. I'm so stupid. You can see that..

“How about a kiss?”

Very cool answer, you crazy bastard!

“Okay...sigh...ask again. Why did you do this?!”

"I want to kiss you, can't I? We're not siblings at all."

Brother Thor scratched his cheek and smiled annoyingly, pretending to be cute. Oh! Do you think it's cute when you do it, you giant?

“Ah..yeah...hey. You don't have to look at each other like that. Now get out of the room.”

I pushed back, slapped and hit (there was also a secret kick), but Thor was still stupidly standing in the same place, you idiot!

“You are embarrassed.”

Now that's clever, Thor!

"go out!!"

"Your face is red, Loki."

“The reason I'm red is because I'm angry at you.”

Thor didn't answer, just turned his head away and whistled in a good mood. It's really kick-ass.

“Loki..”

This time stop whistling and irritating your feet. Instead, he put on an unusually serious face. Maybe I should take him to the doctor.

"what"

“...Can you tell me to be sure? That you won't go."

"I..."

“Please...stay with us. I will protect you, darling.”

Thor bent down and kissed my forehead softly. His beautiful blue eyes trembled. I've never seen Thor like that before...or if I ever have. It must be quite a long time. No matter what...being close to each other like this, my heart is pounding like crazy!

“...Huh, if you're begging like this. You can stay a little longer.”

I raised my head. Thor just laughed in the back of my throat and pinched my nose playfully. Before he grabbed my hand and kissed it, I couldn't tell you how red my face was right now. I could feel the heat flowing all over my face.

"Stay with me forever... Loki."

I looked the other way, instead of looking straight into those beautiful blue eyes. But Thor used his front hand to grab my face and turn me towards it.

“Answer me…”

"no!..."

Thor's face was upset, which made me burst out laughing. and raised a mischievous smile As I always do when I like something. I put my arm around Thor's neck. whispered in my ear tantalizingly

"There's no way I'm leaving you."

Press a soft kiss to the earlobe. Then move down to the jawline. Thor bent down and kissed me repeatedly before laughing.

I don't know how long I'll be here...

But as long as Thor and Mom need me I should stay..right?

TheEnD(?)

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Chaemss :

In fact, Em posted this on

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But because no one cared about it, I posted it here. Yay! I like to dress cleanly and without costumes. Definitely not the rate. It's really not rated. I swear by the stick river. There may be some typos, some right. Don't mind. Read for entertainment. Anyone who can't accept it but accidentally read it to the end...just take it easy, my child.

There is nothing in this world that pleases all of us. Mommy has knowledge. Please leave a comment to encourage me. Just wrote a Thorki fic for the first time. Phil doesn't seem like Thorki at all haha. See you next time (if there is one). Boo boi :)