The Malfoy family has rules.

Actually hundreds of rules.

Great-grandfather taught grandfather, and grandfather taught my father. Until now my father has come to teach me again.

I tried to remember and follow these hundreds of family rules. And of course, I rarely do it.

Dad was always disappointed in me. Because I'm both weak and weak.

But really, I think Dad was disappointed. Because I'm not as strong-willed as my father.

The first time my father taught me Rule No. 1 I can follow right away. And it's very easy.

Malfoy House Rule Number 1: Love and delight in being a Malfoy.

I can learn and follow the rules very well. The Malfoys must not cry. Malfoy didn't smile. Or the Malfoy Rules I learned and practiced Malfoy's manners very well.

Until one day the Zen Bernard dog I received as a gift when I was 2 years old died. I was only 9 years old at the time and I was devastated. I'm crying, I'm upset, I'm angry. Why did he have to leave? I wander around the house. And that time when my father scolded me

'Malfoy doesn't cry! Malfoy doesn't run! Don't be arrogant!'

I was punished. I was very afraid of my father at that time. But I don't understand, I'm saddened by St. Bernard's death, why can't I cry? Mother came to comfort me. Mother said Malfoy wouldn't cry because I would look weak. I answered her, I'm not weak, I'm a Malfoy. Mother smiled and told me, "Please don't cry." We are Malfoys and we are strong.

I didn't cry again then. I may have yelled and yelled, but I never cried. I was strong.

When I got into Hogwarts I was very happy because my father wanted me to go to Durmstrang, but my mother wouldn't let me. She was worried about me and was afraid if I had to go to a far away place.

Until then, I still follow the Malfoy rules: I'm tall, I'm pure-blood, I'm rich, and I'm a Malfoy.

The first time I knew I had broken the rules again was when I met the Boy Who Lived. He was a famous person, and when I heard he was on the train I was very excited. And when he had the opportunity, he went to greet him. But that guy punched me in the face. Embarrassed me by refusing to be my friend. No one had ever rejected Malfoy.

And that made me very angry and irritated. I shouted loudly when I entered the dormitory. I broke the rules...

And once again, I had made my father lose face. I was mad that the four-eyed guy got on the Quidditch team. So I asked my father to bring me into the team. Dad agreed to take me into the team and bought all new brooms. But I still lost, and that made Dad both angry and embarrassed. And my father complained until my ears went numb.

And there are many rules that I broke because of that idiot. I hate it, Harry Potter! I never understood why that four-eyed guy was successful at anything he did. Unlike me, no matter what I do, it's a mistake. And that's another reason I hate him.

I try to be a good Malfoy. I want my father and mother to be proud of me. But I never understood why Dad would have to join forces with you-know-who. I may have lost my temper. But I didn't have the courage to call his name. He's too scary. And I know that our family is not very good people. But collaborating with such a vicious wizard was a bit much.

But I never objected to my father. I want dad to be happy. Even though I don't like it at all.

One night I was woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of my parents arguing. I'm sad and confused. Why are they fighting? I went down to see the couple fighting loudly and it was very scary. I peeked in front of the door. Father still stood there with his head held high in every Malfoy manner, although his expression was annoyed. As for Mom, even though she lowered her head, I could tell that she was crying. I don't know what they were fighting about but I didn't like it at all.

Until the next day, Father told me that I would have to accept the Devil's Mark.

I was so scared, I couldn't say a word. Mother just sat with her head still, not speaking. I can only accept it.

When I returned to study in year 5 My friends say I've changed I still don't know how I've changed. Friends say I don't smile or laugh or chat with them. Let me tell you, at that time I was in no mood to talk to anyone anymore. Who can be happy when I have the devil's brand and a heavy mission in my hands?

Even though I'm not interested in anyone But I know that Potter was shocked to death when he didn't see me disturb him. or tease other children Please, I'd rather be bullied for a whole year than have to figure out how to bring Death Eaters into school.

And I can say that right now I'm extremely annoyed. It's because of your scruffy-faced hero. It's been following me since two weeks ago. Do you think you're a spy? I wanted to scold him, but I couldn't because I was being punished by Professor McGonagall right now. Because I kept getting lost in her lessons.

Can you believe that I never thought I'd be able to sit down and have a nice chat with Potter? It can be called one of my ten wonders. Because this spy suddenly came and sat next to me. And there was no one in this area either. After all, who wants to sit by the lake after taking an exam?

Everyone either went to celebrate or was asleep.

"Hey"

Of course, I kept quiet while wearing it. Hey, I have four glasses. Who would want to talk to him?

"You're strange."

I remained silent, but my eyes narrowed at it.

'If I'm still crazy It's strange to be able to tease you!'

I thought to myself

"What's wrong with you? Everyone says you've changed."

"Then why? How will I be? It's my business."

Hey! How is it? I gave a really good response. That guy went still. Seriously, what will I be like? How much has changed? It's about me. There was no need for this guy to ask me.

"I just...... Ah, Professor! McGonagall! Yes, Professor McGonagall asked me to ask. What's wrong with you? She saw that you often sat idle. You don't seem to be paying much attention to other people these days."

fib!! If someone said Harry A talented Potter! Can lie very smoothly I'm here to argue without stopping!!

"If the professor wants to know You can call me and ask yourself. And another thing is just seeing your face. I almost cast a spell. There's no way she's going to let you talk to me. Do you think I'm stupid?!"

You're a fool, Potter! There are many excuses in this world. But you chose to use this stupid excuse. Who said this guy was smart? I really want to cast a spell.

“I didn't say that you were stupid. But if you think like that I don't forbid it."

"Potter!!"

Damn it! This guy is unlucky! I really hate it.

"If you're going to act like an idiot, I'll excuse myself!" I don't have time to argue with you.”

The four-eyed idiot completely relaxed my mood.

"Hey! Where are you going in such a hurry? We've finished the exam. There's nothing for you to do."

I don't think I'll answer that idiot. I hurriedly walked out.

"Hoy!!"

The doctor held my hand. Let me tell you, it really hurts. I was walking suddenly Why don't we pull our hands together?

"I'm hurt! release!"

"I'm sorry I suddenly pulled you over, okay?"

I tried to calm down. This guy's face is really irritating. Damn it.

“Okay, for your sake I apologized. I won't mind. Now can you let go of my hand?"

"Not until you're willing to sit down and have a nice chat."

"This guy! Hmm, what are you going to talk about!?”

"Why did you change?"

"Have I not clearly told you that it's all about me?!" Don't bother me!”

"but"

"But what's yours?"

This one is really stubborn. The hand wouldn't let go. Plus I asked here and there. It's a personal matter. Really irritated If the reason isn't good, I'll really smack him in the face.

"I'm worried about you."

"Huh!!!!!"

What the hell is that! I really did not hear wrong, right?

"What are you so ridiculously worried about?!" Don't be funny, Potter! You.."

“Hey, hey, listen to me first. Okay, I know we don't get along. You know you hate me. But I don't hate you, okay? Don't look at me like that. I really don't hate you. But it's not like I like you. You're such a naughty, stupid kid. Hey! Don't hit me yet. You're normally not like this. You're always teasing other people.

Loud with your stupid group of friends, and look, you're introverted, you're quiet and you don't care. You're often absent-minded. Plus you only ate one slice of apple pie. Even though you normally have to eat three pieces. I know how it is. Don't look at me like that. My eyes accidentally saw it here. I haven't been following you at all! Do you understand?

I'm surprised you've changed. So did other people. Everyone says you're different. So I'm a little worried about you. Just a little bit."

"Have you finished speaking yet?"

"It's over."

“Alright, I really appreciate the Boy-Who-Lived being worried about me eating apple pie, but hey! It's still none of your business. Now you can let go of my hand."

"Not 'you' anymore?"

"what?"

"You always use 'you' with me, but just now you used 'you'. Why?"

"Why not?"

"Oh, Draco, let's talk nicely."

"Who gave you permission to call me my name?"

"Sir Malfoy I'm so jealous. You can call my name back."

"Who would want to call your name!"

“You get angry easily. How many rules of the Malfoy family have you broken by yelling like this?”

"Harry Potter!! Don't mess with me! Oh, my family too!!!!"

I twisted my wrist hard to escape. But this guy is so strong, I'm going to die! I have to do some exercise.

"I won't quit. Until you tell me what's wrong with you."

"You're crazy! Has anyone ever told you that you're so stubborn?!"

"Everyone told me that."

Kick me in the face!

Yes, I jumped with the intention of kicking its stupid face, but it was quick, raising my hand to block its face. It gave me a chance to shake off my hand. I hurriedly ran out. Meanwhile, I shouted and cursed him with words so rough that if my mother heard her she would be heartbroken.

The kind words between us that didn't end well. I never understood why That's why the doctor came in and talked to me like that. I didn't talk to him again until the day of the party.

I was given a mission to open the door to bring Death Eaters into the school that day. Honestly, I don't know if it can be called a conversation or not. Because between me and him, no one said anything. There was only disappointment in his eyes. With the eyes of a loser like me How Potter knew that, I don't know. Now I don't care about it.

I also don't know what I'm allergic to. My mission has been accomplished. But it's like I'm drowning Keep sinking The more I saw everyone's sadness. See the damage that has happened. It made me sink down, down, I was in pain, like I couldn't breathe. It's all tight in my chest. I tried to find a way to talk to Potter, I don't know why.

But after meeting eyes for just a moment, I sank even more. It was like I was trying to open my mouth, hoping there would be some air left to relieve the suffering I was in. I was hoping that the guy would come talk to me or something, but he didn't. I sank until my head was full. I slowly dived down. It might be a regret Or feeling guilty, I can't know.

I didn't see it again until the day it snuck into my house. I tremble with fear. Why did it come in? Everyone knows how dangerous it is! I will never forget its green eyes. Potter stared at me. When I had to identify myself, I didn't understand... neither me nor him. And probably no one will understand why I helped him?

I think it must have conjured some spell that I don't know. Because it was as if I was mesmerized as soon as I laid eyes on it. It's like a spell that can control both the body and the mind. I can't deny it at all.....

After Potter and his friends left my house Everyone was probably happy that he had escaped danger. Praise it. No one cares about the punishment that the traitor will receive. I was a fool for being enchanted without realizing it. I hardly even knew how I ended up in the room. When I opened my eyes I found that I was in the room.

Instead of being happy that he didn't die, I felt disappointed. The regret in Potter's eyes at that time couldn't compare to his father's. It's disappointing, irritating, and sexist. I'm not worthy of Malfoy. Even though I could barely walk or talk Father never set foot in my room again.

I'm so glad I went back to Hogwarts. It became my home Instead of this dark house My mother tried to take me away to France but my father stopped me. Until now, I haven't heard anything from him. It's like everything has changed. Even though mom and dad are right in front of me But it was like I had lost my home and my family. I didn't smile or laugh.

Never showed any feelings again. Even though I have broken many Malfoy family rules, But I can still maintain one thing. Malfoy doesn't cry. No matter what happens Not a single tear fell. If he were to see me in this state, he would definitely come to my dorm and see what was wrong with me. Now I don't hate Potter anymore. I don't like it. I don't hate it.

I don't think I have feelings for anyone anymore except my mother.

One night, an alarm sounded throughout the castle. I walk along the path Until reaching the hall I didn't pay any attention until the professor called 'Harry Potter'. My heart sank. Is he here? How dangerous is this? Crazy people, no matter how long they've been gone, they're still crazy.

He emerged, chasing Snape away, he still stood out in the crowd. He grew taller. Dirty and disheveled appearance His messy hair looked longer. But those sparkling green eyes still attracted me just the same. It's been almost a year, is the magic still there? I wondered. I stared at him for a long time, not realizing that he had noticed me. I realized it when he walked in front of me.

No one said anything. We stared at each other until I asked.

"What magic do you use?"

"What?"

"What kind of magic did you use on your eyes?"

"I'm not."

"You lied."

"I'm not lying."

He really wasn't lying. So why can't I take my eyes off him?

"Hey, I want to.."

He hadn't finished speaking yet. The atmosphere around him suddenly became colder. It was both oppressive and dizzying. The eerie sound of you-know-who. Loud and loud all around I almost collapsed if he didn't hold me up. But then we both fell Potter held his head in pain. As for me, I held the arm that had the devil's mark on it. The heat from the devil's eyes burned until I let out a soft cry. It was painful.

Friction until blood came out of my hair. After a while, that dizzying atmosphere ended. His friends gathered around him. As for me, I'm still lying there alone. Potter shook his head lightly. then look at me He was shocked that I was bleeding.

"You're injured."

He stood up and moved in front of me. That magic seems to have faded. I no longer stared only at his eyes. Dark brows furrowed He pursed his lips tightly. Trying to look at my wound Of course I resisted.

"Stop it! I'm fine."

“How can you be okay? It's bleeding like this."

"I said it's okay. Don't!"

I can't say anything. I didn't even dare look at his face. How will he look at me when he sees the devil brand? He probably already knows that I helped you-know-who, but I don't think he knows that I have the devil brand.

Eh? I raised my head to meet his eyes. I only see regret in it. Why? I thought he would be disappointed. Angry and disgusted with me

"Let me go"

My voice shaking, I whispered to him softly. It's like he has no strength. I could easily push him away. I hurriedly walked out of that room.

I sat still. As all around me there was noise, screams, and crying. I was resigned to everything. I wanted to die. But then I saw him running into the Room of Requirement. After that, my friends who worked for the Demon Lord ran after him. I ran in and saw him looking startled. In just a thrilling second, the spell swept past my face. My blood flows down my cheeks. I was shocked and extremely angry. I didn't do anything.

How dare he cast a spell on me! We fought for a while. A loud roar sounded out. The flames quickly spread throughout the room. My friend and I hurriedly climbed onto the pile of things. But one of my friends made a mistake. He fell into the fire. I thought I had become emotionless, but I didn't. I still felt. I still hurt.

I heard his voice. But I don't care anymore, I'm drowning again I'm tired of experiencing these disappointments. I was hurt by my father's attitude, my mother's tears, my fear of cowardice. And I was hurt by his eyes.... I let go

Hurry!

Once again he held my hand. Those green eyes were frightened, suspicious and afraid. What was he afraid of? Are you afraid I'll die? Don't say it to make me laugh. He pulled me onto the broom. Hold me tight until I can't breathe.

"What are you doing?!" I'm going to help you, can't you hear me? Why are you doing this!?”

"I did not hear I don't want to hear I don't want to know anything at all. Let me go."

"no! What's wrong with you, Malfoy?"

"I want to die! Did you hear that!? I'm tired, I'm scared, I can't take it anymore.”

"excuse me"

"Why are you apologizing?"

"I could never protect you. I'm sorry, but please, don't disappear. Don't do that."

Before I could say anything We've reached the ground. He held my hand tightly, forcing me not to go anywhere. His friend's call was loud. Let him destroy a piece of the soul of you-know-who. He stared into my eyes, squeezed my hand tightly.

"Please Malfoy, stay with me."

He released my hand. then run and destroy it My eyes widened, that mantra came again. He's a hero. He's important to everyone here. What did he say just now? I don't understand anything. Why did he help me? Why did he hug me? Why did he hold my hand? I'm confused by everything that happened. He walked back to me.

"What's wrong with you? Where are you injured?"

His friend gasped. They must have been shocked that this doctor would speak to me nicely.

"Harry, are you crazy?!" Why go help him? You know how bad it is!”

"Don't say that, Ron!"

Those words stabbed me to the core. It's like being slapped in the face. I got up and walked out, ignoring his call.

"Come here, Draco."

The hoarse voice of the person you know called me. I was so scared I almost collapsed. I tried to walk towards him. Professor McGonagall tried to hold me back but I walked away. The eyes of my father and mother sucked me in. I can't let you down. He embraced me. I was startled. Since just now, I've tried not to look at his lifeless body. But here his body

The plain face was the most noticeable. Tears welled up in my eyes. I don't know what kind of feeling I'm feeling between regret, sadness, anger, disappointment. It's all mixed together. Why did you tell me not to leave each other? Then why did you leave me here?! I am discouraged and hopeless. But then his fingers wiggled gently. The most beautiful colored eyes for me opened and looked straight at me. My heart is trembling.

Everything became bright Hope overflowed and filled my heart. I gave him a small smile. He doesn't seem to understand. Until I cast a spell on you-know-who. I couldn't kill him, but I caused quite a bit of wounds. He laughed hysterically. He cast a stabbing spell until I was almost unconscious. I just prayed that Harry wouldn't get up. Don't just yet...

"Stop it!"

You stupid Potter! You're really crazy. He got up and fought who you know who. I don't know what happened next. I lost consciousness...

"no!"

"Please don't leave me. I'm sorry."

A voice floated into my head. Really annoying. My whole body hurts. I tried to move but I couldn't. Damn it! When will I die? In my head it's all confusing. I tried to organize my memory of what happened. That faint sound continued to be heard. I feel like I've been snatched up into someone's embrace. I don't know who he is.

But it must be a man. Maybe he might go blind. I hurt all over like this. He also hugged me so tightly that soon my bones would crack. Hey! Stop shaking me. This guy must be crazy. The noise began to become clearer. Including the pain coming and getting more painful. The smell of blood filled the air.

The sobbing and crying sound did not stop. I think I remember that voice, Mom....

“Draco, wake up, son. Don't leave your mother."

The sound started to get louder and louder. I think I know who the person hugging me is. That four-eyed idiot Even wearing such thick jeans, they still wouldn't let me go even though they saw that I had wounds all over my body.

"Because of you! Everything that happened is because of you!!”

Harry yelled loudly at someone.

"Don't point at me like that! I've given you the information. Let me go now."

That's dad.

"I won't give myself up to you!"

“How dare you!? He is my child!”

"If he were your son Why did you make him sad! He became like this because of you!”

The sound of Father and Potter arguing loudly. I don't know, but I guess they're talking about me. I'm an idiot. I've disappointed my father. Just today alone, I broke several Malfoy family rules. I don't want to see my father's disappointed eyes again...

“Anyway, he has to stay with me. I will take him for treatment. And he will be in my care until the situation calms down. As for if you want to run away, please."

"You brat! for!"

"Miss! Please calm down a bit. You know that our situation isn't safe enough for Draco. I think we should leave him with Potter first.”

After that, I couldn't hear what anyone said. I tremble all over. I can't breathe My chest is tight. Then I lost consciousness again.

How annoying!

Someone please close the curtains.

I blinked my eyes many times. to adjust eyesight The smell of medicine was so strong it made me dizzy.

I was lying on a clean white bed. The inside of the room is decorated with red and gold. Hey! No need to tell you who the owner of the room is. The only person who could be that proud of his home was Harry Potter.

Crack!

That guy looked a little shocked. That I woke up He quickly put down the tray of fragrant food. Then walked to my bedside.

"Hey, you're awake."

His green eyes sparkled. It looked even more beautiful than normal. Potter smiled widely and I hugged him. This is so embarrassing! My indifference seemed to disappear completely as he moved closer. And I still fall under his mantra over and over again. I couldn't take my eyes off anywhere else.

I could only stare into his eyes. He still looked good in his baggy t-shirt and dark-colored pants.

"What's wrong with you? Get out!"

I tried to push him away. This was crazy! I have broken the Malfoy family's rules again. Malfoy didn't blush. Malfoy didn't complain. Malfoy isn't shocked! I hate this doctor!

"Don't move, you're hurt."

“So you think I'm not hurt? Hug this tight."

"I completely forgot. Sorry."

"You're an idiot."

"This guy! Oh, fuck it, your condition is really severe. You've been unconscious for almost a week! How did you think of doing that!?”

“But it was worth it. The fact that you're in front of me means you defeated you-know-who, right?”

“That's true, but what you're doing is too risky! He can kill you.”

"I'm not dead yet. What's going on with you?"

"I'm worried about you! Have you thought about what happened next? Your father had to flee to a foreign country. Your mother also goes along. Because they would be hunted down by the remaining Death Eaters. After you fell, everything was in chaos. Did you know that while you were recovering, Death Eaters tried to break in? I.."

“Hey, I don't think my actions are anyone's problem. You should thank me for making everything easier!”

"It's you!"

"Quiet, we have something to talk about."

"what?"

“Why are you doing this? Why are you worried about me? Even if I get hurt or die, that's on me."

“Why do you say this? Do you still hate me?”

"I hate your face. You're annoying."

"Hey, this isn't a reason to hate each other."

"I hate you."

"But I don't hate you."

Potter, are you cursed? What the hell is this?

“Draco, listen to me. I don't dislike you anymore. I even like it a little bit. Hey! I'm telling the truth."

"Why? I tease you a lot. Aren't you angry? I'm a Death Eater Don't you hate me?"

"You're teasing me. Am I angry?" Yes, I'm a goth, but I haven't been a goth for long. So that's okay. I've lost my anger. And you're a Death Eater. I hate it, I hate it that I can't help you even more. You are more than just a damn Death Eater.”

"How can you help me?!" This is my decision.”

"Are you sure you can decide for yourself?" Your father forced you to be different. He was the one who put pressure on you to do this terrible thing!”

“He didn't do that. He may have chosen the wrong side. But everything I do I decide to do myself.”

“You don't have to protect him. He's the worst father I've ever met!”

"Potter!! It's going to be too much. You have no right to criticize my father like this! Everything that happened I chose to do it myself. That day, the day I opened the door to let the Death Eaters in, you saw! I'm a Death Eater, you know that!”

I want to continue talking, but it's stuck and I'm completely uncomfortable. I can't believe I'm crying in front of this guy. What a disgrace. I lowered my head, not wanting Potter to see my depraved state. I bit my lip as hard as I could to block out sobs. Potter moved closer to me. He sat down on the bed. and tried to lift my face up

I don't want him to see my face right now. It's so disgusting!

"Draco, look at me."

“I know what you did. I know who you are. You are Draco Malfoy, Young Master of the House. You must be a Death Eater because of your status. His house was robbed. Your family has become hostages. If anyone didn't do as he ordered someone would be killed. And you helped me many times. Even if you do something wrong, I won't let it drag you down.”

“But Potter, even though I'm helping you, it's true. But what I did was serious. Anyway, I'll probably be locked up in Azkaban."

“That won't happen. I'll never give in. Your family provided important information to the Party. Plus you fought Voldemort. In front of everyone I'll vouch for you. You will come live with me. For the safety of Mr. And if anyone doesn't trust you, I can control you and.."

"Why? Why did you do that? Why did you help me?”

"If I had promised before that I wouldn't be angry."

"Alright, I promise."

"Won't be angry, won't be angry, won't curse me, won't run away."

"Potter!"

"Okay, the truth is, I like you."

“Hey, do you know that your face right now is really ugly? There's no need to be alarmed about that."

"Are you crazy?! You and I almost killed each other. You're suddenly going to tell me that you like me!?"

"I just found out, okay? I...."

“Harry Malfoy stood up. We have to hurry. The Death Eaters have invaded!”

"Draco, I'm back."

“Hey, are you back yet? Are you going to eat right away or take a shower first?”

"You'd better eat it now. I haven't eaten anything all day."

"This is how tough you are. You shouldn't starve!"

“The Americans are idiots. You know I have to fight them all day!”

“You know how crazy they are. Go wash your hands, Harry."

"Yes."

"Are you free this Saturday? Your father organized a company party for the 475th anniversary. Will you go together?”

"Is this Saturday? I might be a little late. Are you okay?"

"Where do you have to go first?"

“Just in time, an Auror from Italy came to look at the work. So I have to be there to greet you first.”

"Okay, what time will you be coming? Tell me later."

"yes"

"Are you crazy, Potter?!" Smiling there. Do you want to eat rice?"

"Oh, you have to call Harry, Drake."

“Just staring at me. Is there something on my face?"

"No, I'm just thinking about old times."

"What? Acting like an old man?"

"Will you grow old with me?"

"I won't grow old! And what are you thinking about?”

"Our story"

"We've met since 11. Now we're over thirty. There's a lot of things happening. Do I know what!?”

"You're not romantic at all, Drake..."

"You're playing like crazy. Hurry and tell me."

"I was thinking about the time we escaped from the Death Eaters who were chasing you."

“There are so many memories between us. But you chose to think about those bad times?!”

“Draco, come here. Come close to me. Have you gotten fat? I can barely hold you anymore. Haha. Just kidding. Whether you're fat or thin, I still like you. My Drake. No matter how many years pass, I can't forget those times. I promise I will protect you. But I can't I caused you injury, it.."

“Harry! I'm fine. If you can't protect me I probably wouldn't be here. Let it go. Don't blame yourself anymore."

"I can't. Draco, you know that it is my duty to watch over you while you join the Order. I always follow you. I saw another side of you. Until my feelings changed When I went in and asked him what was wrong with him. You suddenly changed. You know, when I found out that you were planning to bring in Death Eaters, I was so angry.

It's like my trust has been broken. But then one day I secretly followed you into the bathroom and saw that you were crying. You don't want to do it. I saw confusion, sadness, guilt in your eyes. It made me change my perspective. I try to think about what I would experience if I were you, how I would feel. And I gradually understood you more. Until the day you succeed

It was the day I felt the word fear. I thought a lot about what you would be like, how you would feel. The more I have to come outside I haven't seen you at all. I'm even more worried. I have to think about a plan but I can't because I'm worried about you. And the day I met you again at your house Do you know? Everyone opposes this plan, but I insist that it must be done.

I knew it was risky to be in that area and I had the stupid idea of ​​asking us to be arrested so I could go to your house. I don't think you need to point me out. At that time, he was worryingly thin. I'm so glad you agreed to help me. But in the end, I had to blame myself. I had no idea what you would go through after that.

I found out later when Mrs. Malfoy told me. I was so angry when I heard it."

"You're so evil that you could take my mother and join you."

"Do you know how difficult it was for me to find a way to talk to your mother? Huh?" I convinced your mother to cooperate. We planned to send you to France but ended up being prevented by your father. It's like I keep doing the same mistakes over and over and nothing gets better. When I returned to Hogwarts I feel like I'm turned to stone when I see you again.

The moment I looked into your eyes I knew I was about to lose you. And I have to stop it. When you fell into the Room of Requirement, I really lost consciousness. You said you wanted to die, do you know that I almost died right there? I've never had a nice conversation with you. I can only watch you from my side.

I want to protect you I want to say that it's okay, you have me by your side. But I couldn't do it. I don't know what I am. Until Voldemort uses a slashing spell on you. It's like everything I've been repressing exploded just by hearing your screams of pain. I won't allow it, not again. This time I must protect you. And I succeeded

The feeling at that time was like I had been reborn. The bad things are over and I can tell my feelings for you. It took me years to learn that what happened was love. But I really am a bad person. Those Death Eaters found you. I can defeat Voldemort but I can't protect you from them! I'm the most crazy person!”

“Harry, you did your best. I'm weak and can't take care of myself. Besides, I deserve it. I'm weak and stupid. If I were braver The whole thing probably wouldn't be like this. This is the path I chose and I have to accept it.”

"What the hell are you admitting?! You had a knife stabbed in your arm that hit a nerve. Now you can't even use your arms to their full potential!”

“But I can still use it. Moreover, this scar serves as a symbol that separates me from the Death Eaters. I have changed Become a new, better person Until I can be with you."

"No matter what you are. That is you. And I like everything about you.”

“I appreciate you coming to vent this matter with me. And I want Mr. Plong to put it down. Anyway, this matter is in the past, don't think about it again. No matter what happens, right now, this moment, I'm right here beside you."

"Drake, I didn't think you'd be romantic with him. Thank you. I love you."

"I love you too."

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