“All we have is now.”

“It’s a goodlie.”

*Recommended to play the song below*

Story Among Us.

Rome X Zelo X Kibum

     “All we have is now.”

For us, there is only time now.

     “It’s a goodlie.”

It's a good lie.

I opened the live broadcast notification on his Instagram app and he told me he was going to make a song with a friend.

Ah, yes, he was in a studio that appeared to belong to his friend.

The studio is only dark and lit by green neon lights and computer screens. It seemed like a suitable place for someone like him to live, but I couldn't help but have a strange thought come up.

I sat and watched his picture appear on my phone screen, which made me smile. my little child and will be mine forever I've seen him look happy when moving to the beat of the music or answering fans with a rather good English accent.

Every time I look at it, I can't help but love him. This kid is so cute. When I come back, I will hug and fight until those white skins are bruised.

I didn't wait long, when I saw him play with his face close to the camera, I couldn't help but send a comment to say hello to him in the live.

KIBUM...

"Jello Oppa"

“Jello is cool.”

“Jello oppa.

SWAG”

“Like 12 years old.”

"superb"

"I'm Oppa's fan."

“I only have Oppa.”

“I like Jello.”

At first, I just wanted to pretend to get attention, but in the last few messages, I intended to send him to let him know my feelings, repeating often that no matter what, I only have him.

And I couldn't help but mutter softly to myself.

“Jun Hong, you are so cute. Hurry and come back. It's going to get worse if you think about it." He looked at the person who was still playing with the camera. before pressing a soft kiss through the phone

“Coming to see you this late at night like this, doesn't my girlfriend mind?” the older man's voice asked before stroking the head of the white boy who was standing in front of his studio.

“No matter what, I told you I came to make a song with my friend,” the child's voice answered. Ready to follow me into the room

“Um, friend? I don't want to be just friends. I'm a little disappointed,” the young man said and walked over to put his arm on the table.

"Sister Rome, I'm not angry." The tall boy walked up and hugged the person who pretended to be angry.

“Um, I'm so begging today. What do you want?” He changed his position to stand and hug the other person loosely and rub his head.

“I want to be with Rome for a long time, a very long time.” The person in his embrace muffled his voice because his face was buried in his chest.

“All we have is now, you know.”

“I’m sorry.”

A younger voice spoke up.

"No, we're together now. Let's go see some music," he said, leading the other person into the room he used as a studio to make music for.

DPR

He let the other person play and talk continuously. It was fun listening to this kid. He liked that Junhong was hanging around nearby. He knew what he was doing was wrong. But he couldn't stop doing it, he really couldn't get over Junhong.

He was just being honest with his feelings and that's it, he didn't feel sorry anymore...

When he first learned that Junhong had a girlfriend, he felt both possessive and sad. He knew that he was too late. Speak slowly, but after that day He didn't want to hide anything anymore and confessed to Junhong how he felt. But it was more than expected that this kid was playing along.

As far as I've ever talked with Jun Hong, that guy's girlfriend or a model named Kibum is a very good person who he can trust to take care of Junhong. But that's it. Selfishness is more powerful than the idea of ​​righteousness.

Kibum-ah, I'm sorry...

I tried doing a live show on Instagram for the first time and it was a great way to relieve boredom. It was fun. I liked being close to the fans.

But I couldn't help but be shocked that after I started going live for a while, Kibum's comments kept popping up. At first I thought he was sleeping, so I smiled a little. Before making your hands into a heart shape I won't say I did it for him. Because I'm embarrassed.

I played with the camera and responded to fan comments for a while, then I turned to shooting Rome. who is obsessed with computers

I really like Rome, it's really cool.

“Roman, turn around,” I called out to him.

“Smile for the camera,” I ordered.

Then I had Rome come live together. I'm happy to be with Rome. I smile, I laugh. I dare to do more when I'm with Rome. I have fun every time I come to play or make music with Rome. I don't know.

Heck, I'm such a terrible sinner. God must not forgive me.

But I just believe that God has given us love for everyone.

I love everyone, even though I love myself a little by keeping the two people I love.

Some people may classify my actions as being against the popular rhetoric that You can't love two people at the same time.

But actually in practice I think it's difficult for me because I love both Kibum and Rome and I can't choose.

I don't know how much happiness I express when I live with Rome. But I know I can't help but smile when I look at him.

Sometimes it's a good lie...

Going to make music with friends like that?

I watched Junhong's live until the end and I saw the way Junhong's eyes used to look at me. But now he's using it with another man.

Are you jealous? You can use that word. Well, he's my boyfriend. I feel like I've been tricked. But I'm still willing to let him deceive me because he is my happiness. Seeing him happy made me happy too, even though that happiness didn't come from me. But in exchange for having him beside me every day, I see him as the brightness of my life. This should be enough.

For someone like me, even though I don't know if the love he gave me was a lie or not, I still accept him.

Well, I told you, I'm his fan. I only have him...

“Wake up boy, You better go home.”

After pressing a soft kiss to the forehead I woke up the little boy who had fallen asleep on my couch at some point.

“Um, Can I sleep for 5 minutes.”

He said without even opening his eyes to look at each other. Really worth biting.

“Oh! "Rome, it hurts," he cried as soon as I nipped his little finger.

“Wake up, your girlfriend is really worried. Let's eat and then go home,” I said, pulling him up from the sofa.

"Let's chase each other, we can go back." ...Look at him bemoaning me.

I watched him eat quietly until he finished eating. and will walk out of the room. I grabbed his arm and pulled him into a hug.

“I love you, you know it well, boy.”

“Don't be angry for long because of the happy time I can give you. It's very little compared to him,” I said, hugging him tighter. To get rid of missing you And console myself that I still have him here.

"Um, I understand. Thank you, Roman." The person in my arms nodded against my chest. And then walked out of my room.

'Sometimes I might have to think about us a little more' because the feelings that were growing were slowly eroding my heart a little bit. And before things become more difficult

When I woke up, I found that he had walked into the room. Falling down on top of me He hugged me tightly, muttering something soft that I couldn't understand before I felt his steady, rhythmic breathing indicating that he was asleep.

I gently caressed his head. Even though I was crying inside, I was still happy that in the end, Junhong still chose to come back to him.

“I forgive you everything because I love you, Choi Junhong.”

After I returned home, I went straight into the bedroom and saw Kibum's tall figure still sleeping. I couldn't help but feel relieved.

I walked over and lay down on top of him and hugged him.

When you're both physically and mentally tired. Hugging him made me feel at ease. Because I know that Kibum will never leave me.

Guilt settled in his mind, but he chose to let it go. He muttered an apology and told the tall man he loved him softly before burying his face in the tall man's chest and falling asleep.

...to the love that makes selfishness clearer

To love, whether it's good or bad, we still want it...

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This story is the result of various moments in Junhong's life and our own chipperness. 555555555 Please help me, I really can't choose. Between Rom and Kibum, which team are you on? You can choose as you please. I'm a little envious of my main, who has only good, handsome men around me. Please leave a comment. I want to know who is on the ghost ship with us. Haha. Thank you for reading.

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