A feel-good novel, finished writing it and not stuck ^^

I can see your voice

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Bright side'

Yes, I was very impressed. After reading it, I wanted to try writing a short fic.

Ashwin has lost his sight since birth. He couldn't see anything around him, but when he was a child, there were people who reassured him that he could at least see 'black', so Ashwin had knowledge about this dark, dark color.

Until now, even at university age, sometimes he can't help but wonder if other 'colors' in the world are as empty and lonely as this.

Normal humans are born with five senses. So when one thing is missing So there are only four things left to focus on: touch, smell, taste and 'listen'.

Ashwin is a person who likes to listen. He likes to distinguish different sounds when playing. He likes the sound of running water, the sound of wind, the sound of rain, laughter, but what he likes most is the sound of talking. It made him realize that in this dark world there were other people besides him.

Because I can't see. Therefore, I often had to stay in the hospital for treatment. The previous surgery was not very smooth. As a result, he had to lie in bed like this again.

His parents were rich people. But it's not overly rich. Therefore, he was not in the special VIP room. But there are many friends beside the bed.

among bedside friends The person he thought had the most comfortable voice was the person on his right.

'P'Krit' often speaks in a soft, pleasant voice, laced with gentleness. Even though we spoke only a few times, Ashwin liked his voice very much. So I can remember it more accurately than anyone else.

Moreover, P'Krit could be called the star in this room. The nurse secretly screamed that Pee Krit is good-looking and polite and smiles well. Just smiling makes the whole world brighter.

The nurse also told the curious Ashwin that P'Krit used to be a music teacher before. Until an accident caused him to be unable to walk on both legs. Must continue to receive treatment and physical therapy

With a passion for listening Ashwin couldn't help but eavesdrop on the nurse's gossip about something other than this.

"Doctor-to-be, Khun Krit is still unable to walk. Partly because of his mental state."

Ashwin felt curious. Everyone in the room knew that P'Krit was a cheerful and cheerful person. Physical therapy was routinely performed. Symptoms keep getting better Should have been the first person in the room to leave the hospital.

And what does that brother Krit have to worry about? He could only keep doubts in his heart.

Ashwin's parents are often busy. So I rarely come to visit. He doesn't have many friends. As for P'Krit, it's similar to him, with relatives and acquaintances stopping by from time to time, but only once in a while.

Maybe P'Krit is lonely like him?

Time passed without any importance. The only thing that relieves boredom is the person at his bedside. P'Krit often likes to hum softly in the morning and before going to bed. It doesn't disturb others because it seems like it's whispering to only itself.

It's more like Ashwin. I don't know when I have to wake up and secretly listen to music every morning. And secretly pretended to be asleep to listen to the singer next to the bed before going to bed. Until finally he fell asleep.

Strangely, the voice of P'Krit, who hardly talked, made me feel relieved. Sometimes I feel powerful and hopeful. Sometimes I feel lonely and sad. Sometimes it makes me feel heartbroken and missing my ex even though he never had a girlfriend… well, this one is funny but he really feels that way.

A period of time has passed. Ashwin soon realized that he had quietly become another fan.

Ashwin is undergoing post-surgery treatment to prepare for another surgery. One day he heard the sound of humming along with soft music. from outside the window

"Well open up your mind and see like me

(Help open your heart Then look at me)

Open up your plans and damn you're free

(Open your plan and destroy it. Set your mind free)

Look into your heart and you'll find love love love

(Look inside your heart And you will find love)"

song

l'm yours

of

Jason Mraz

louder even though I've listened to many songs But this song's voice is so good that you have to express your admiration with astonishment.

"Very good."

"Oh, thank you. That's Nong Win… right?"

The other party froze before answering shyly. Like I didn't think he'd be interested in listening. Ashwin, who was embarrassed to say hello, was relieved... When P'Krit seems to be in a good mood According to the actual song

"Yes, my name is P'Krit... The one next to the window, right?"

“Yes, the wind is cool here. I look down and see people doing things here and there. It's fun."

"What did he do?"

"It's like there's a mini concert. Let's play some easy acoustic music."

"Which band?"

"I'm a singer from university. It should be charity" even though you can't see it. But Ashwin could definitely guess that the other person was smiling. Sounds like a flashback

"P'Krit, uh, have you ever practiced singing before?"

"How do you know?" The other party chuckled.

"Just now you sang really beautifully. I like it." Ashwin, who also felt impressed, was happy to start a friendly conversation. He himself smiled as well. I have to blame the excitement in the fans' language so I couldn't keep the compliments in check.

"Do you like me?"

Ashwin suddenly felt like he had been hit in the head by something. Hiccup gasped before quickly waving his hand. Screaming louder than usual for no reason even though you know you're being teased.

"No. Uh, I mean, I like your voice but I don't think anything strange."

"If you like me, it doesn't matter. I still like you."

wait a minute

Wait a minute, brother...

Wait, what did you say just now? Ashwin's mouth dropped open. The face fell out.

"Your face is all red." A polite person suddenly revealed an annoyed expression. Came out first and laughed loudly naturally. “How can a singer not like fans? Even if I secretly sing, there are still people who secretly listen in the morning and evening. I'm really pleased."

oh…!

"Brother..." Ashwin almost cursed. Summer is getting hotter. When the other party sang, it was as if he knew he was secretly listening. I don't know how long it's been. Finally he sighed and confessed.

“I really like your voice. It's soothing to listen to. But from listening to many songs, I probably like the song.

I'm yours

Very good. Listen to it and the sound is really good."

"Um, I really like it." I heard a response in my throat. "I will sing songs to flirt with people especially beautifully."

"My girlfriend must be very happy."

"I'm single."

"Ah..." Unbelievable. "But someone said that you were good looking and fun to talk to, so I thought..."

"You're handsome but you don't care about slender legs, right?" He teased himself in a good mood. "I'm about 17 and 18 years old, right? Do you have a boyfriend yet?"

"Not yet." He didn't know what was driving him, so he cut himself off. “I have been single all my life. Cycling between home and hospital. I don't have many friends yet."

"Would you rather have a friend or a boyfriend, teenager?"

Call him a teenager, but seriously, the other person is probably no older than thirty.

“Both. Life will be a lot more colorful."

"You can give us both. Whatever you choose, choose."

"How lonely must you be? You're always taking drops." Ashwin laughed, starting to get used to the loneliness that was his habit of speaking. It turned out that the two of them soon started talking intimately.

"I'm so lonely. What about me? Aren't you lonely too?"

Also, if you beg the girls, Ashwin will bet you'll be completely exhausted. Even though I haven't seen your face yet.

"Flirt with the nurse, sir."

"Hm, don't be an adult. If you can flirt, I'm afraid people around here will get angry."

"Be sure again."

"Of course. You're very handsome. Win, do you know that?" Ashwin shouted. I'm sure it's more and more confident.

From that conversation The familiarity increased. P'Krit kept telling me stories outside that window. Waiting to sing to you Loneliness disappears Peace of mind takes its place.

"If you could see it, what would you study?"

"I don't know. It's good to study music." Ashwin smiles. "Look, I used to be able to play the violin too. My parents praised me for having talent. It's a pity that it came in. Going to the hospital like this has to stop."

"So… do you want to try playing the guitar?"

"Are you going to teach me!?" Ashwin looked overjoyed.

"Oh, but the tuition is expensive."

"Oh, I thought it was free," P'Krit laughed softly. In typical fashion, he raised his hand and pinched the tip of his nose, "You stupid kid!"

The other party seemed to silently look around him before suddenly touching his lips and kissing him on the forehead. Until Ashwin was taken aback. My face immediately became hot. His hand touched a spot that looked like it had been engulfed in flames just now.

"What are you doing?"

"Deposit"

"Brother, if anyone sees this, What will he think?

"Tell him we love each other." Always in a really good mood. Ashwin pretended to interrupt and laughed loudly.

"How can I love someone I've never seen?"

"Then I'll be single until I die. There are people who are this good and still play tricks." P'Krit was on the bed, frantically rubbing his hand on his cheek. Until Ashwin had to rush back to his place.

Even though I know I'm teasing like I always do. But his heart didn't listen, it was pounding hard, blood was pumping, his lips couldn't hold back a smile.

Ashwin's parents got to know P'Krit. with personal charm Even his parents liked this music teacher. He happily said that it was good that they knew each other. Ashwin will not be bored.

Ashwin continues to feel better about this necessary teacher. Until it felt like it was too good.

Now I just think about the other person. He was already smiling alone. Until the nurse took him for a walk in the garden. Still can't help but say that he's in such a good mood these days.

P'Krit brought a good, rather expensive acoustic guitar for him to practice playing.

Guitar practice time It makes me even more shaken.

"chord

G

Hold it like this."

A large hand, slender but rough fingers, held his hand. It's not strange at all that he wants to be clumsy and not be a pineapple at all. Amidst the kindness of all the doctors and nurses

There were times when he was afraid, hopeless, and the surgical wound hurt. The eyes didn't seem to see. He overhears his parents arguing over escalating bills. They couldn't agree on whether to let him continue treatment or give up.

But Ashwin wants to see. He wanted to know other colors besides black.

But that desire has turned into selfishness.

That night, Ashwin secretly cried. The more it rains, the more emotional it is. He heard the sound of a wheelchair approaching. With the sound of gently strumming an acoustic guitar. until only two people heard it

"Be patient when it rains.

At least it makes a difference.

When the rain clears The sky would make it bright and make us understand. How much is it worth waiting for?"

The sound of this song 'Different Seasons' made the tears flow like a dam breaking. Because it was late at night, the other party couldn't sing the full song. An unfamiliar hand reached out and stroked his hair, comforting him.

"come on"

"It's a source of strength."

"I still haven't given up."

"We mustn't give up."

"Brother," Ashwin stood up. trembling voice Before tears fall down "Can I give you a hug?"

"…Uh."

"Just a moment is enough," Ashwin whispered, "P'Krit."

The other party had no choice but moved their arms to receive the warmth, drowning out the cold air from the rain outside.

It was the first time I hugged someone other than my parents, but who knows? Just this touch and encouragement. That night Ashwin was able to sleep soundly and not have nightmares.

The place filled with the smell of disinfectant was warm. Until people came to visit, he was still full of surprises. Finally, when his parents saw his unyielding attitude and accepted the surgery well, So I decided to spend the money.

Until three days before his biggest eye surgery yet. P'Krit can walk perfectly. There is no need to stay in the hospital anymore.

There was a small party in the room. Everyone here looks sad and truly misses him.

"Congratulations." Even though I was very disappointed. But Ashwin's face was filled with joy.

A big palm rubbed his head.

"Let's hope we can get through this surgery."

Ashwin didn't even dare to ask how to contact him. He smiled even more, his mouth watering. When I heard P'Krit talking on his mobile phone with a friend about going abroad. After postponing for a long time

"Good luck," Ashwin said, "It's such a shame. You're my first friend and older brother."

"…" P'Krit was silent for a while, picking up the softness in his throat. "Um, I'll go. If we have a chance, we'll meet each other."

Ashwin reached forward.

"Uh, can you hold my hand?"

"Sure." I don't know if I just thought about it or not. Ashwin could feel the shake in his voice.

This warmth, in addition to 'listening', he may also become addicted to touching.

Holding the other's hand Ashwin mustered up his courage. Gently twitch your arm. P'Krit leaned over in an easy manner.

"Can I please have your contact address? If... if it's gone, I'd like to study music with you." Even if it's in a foreign country."

"Brother" P'Krit refrained. It's like he's thinking about something, "Um, let's do it."

But what he got was a book that was said to be a gift. It's a hard cover book with a good plastic seal.

"Read it after you see it. I believe we must see. Good luck." His hand squeezed tightly one last time.

Then P'Krit left.

Three days before surgery Ashwin lay hugging that book, his heart was empty, but he wanted to read it. Therefore, he will be determined and patient.

The surgery proceeded. His parents were shocked. He himself tensed up before being anesthetized.

In the end, the efforts of all parties paid off.

Ashwin finally saw it.

light...

color...

People...

parents...

It was blurry, but he was slowly learning. He was learning about various things. In the world that has always existed When I began to know that this was this He began to learn how to read and write visually.

The color of the world is not just black.

Ashwin dragged his feet and stood by the window.

Bending down to find a mini-concert being held in the garden. There was a group of students singing downstairs.

His tears flowed.

It might hurt your eyes because of the bright light.

He studied hard and took care of himself so that he could read the book without misinterpreting it. In the meantime, he kept it carefully protected in plastic.

He passed the course, returned home and prepared to enter university.

It's time to open the book.

This notebook is like a handmade diary. I don't know if P'Krit likes things like this. Even though it looks a bit rough, it's like he did it in a hurry. But she was very beautiful in Ashwin's eyes.

When I opened it, I found pictures of people. One of the various postures

Smiling, laughing, stumbling, looking lost, or acting strangely. They are in the garden, on the balcony, secretly eating snacks in the crevices of buildings. But most are two angles. That is, in the room and below the window.

That person looked very familiar.

Ashwin raised his hand to touch his face. before rushing to the mirror

My heart was pounding so hard it almost fell out of my chest.

These pictures are his face.

Open to front and back Found a scribbled message.

'Someone who secretly listens to other people singing every day'

'Someone who doesn't realize that they make other people's hearts flutter.'

'Someone who doesn't know how cute a smile is'

'Someone who doesn't know... There's a handsome guy I secretly like.'

There is a flash drive on the back. with a message saying

'Scanned and it's virus-free. Hehe :)'

Ashwin rushed over and turned on the computer. Then open and view the information immediately.

Inside there was a video file called

'From Krit to Win'

[hello]

A man sat in a chair in a corner of the garden. In his hand was a light-colored acoustic guitar. The black frames of the glasses go with the appearance, clean and attractive. His short hair falls across his forehead, giving him a slightly bad boy style. Two sparkling silver earrings reflect the sunlight that tints the face, making it look even better.

He wore a white shirt, white sleeves rolled up, slender, beautiful fingers waving. The smile spread from his lips to his eyes. It really makes the whole world brighter.

Ashwin had never seen him. But just hearing the sound and knowing immediately

[This is P'Krit. He's handsome. I'm so stunned. I told him he was handsome but I still wouldn't believe it.] P'Krit uses his index finger to poke into the screen. When you speak, you smile.

[Yes, I know you're smiling. You're so handsome that you'll love me when you see them, right?]

Ashwin was actually smiling. Who can resist smiling?

[First of all, congratulations, because if you keep your promise, It means that now we can see it]

P'Krit picked up something cone-shaped and pulled it. The sound of the pung sounded louder. Rainbows and colored confetti falling Ashwin smiled cheekily. Shaking my head back and forth like this child

[I'll clean up the mess later.] But before continuing. He leaned forward and told someone. Then he moved his face back closer to the camera. Cover your mouth and whisper gossip.

[Aunt Nuay, the housekeeper of our building. Now I look at my green-eyed brother. If the clip is a little short, I apologize.]

Aunt Nuay's voice came again.

[Yes, I know. I'm going to do physical therapy soon. Please tell Mali that it's not crooked.]

Pee Mali is the nurse who takes care of Pee Krit. Looks fierce but is fierce because of love. In fact, she coddles it like a real child.

[Ashwin]

"...Yes," Ashwin answered softly.

[Once the leg is healed, I have to go abroad. Four or five years until I return]

[but.]

[You're easily shaken by me.]

[If we could talk]

[or hear a sound]

[Maybe I ran away from work and went back to find it. I'm so heartbroken. Haha]

P'Krit said before his expression became more serious.

[I want us to be ready first, ready in every aspect, able to take responsibility for ourselves. Find yourself What do you really like? Have lots of time with our new world]

[But for the sake of sincerity I'll give you my email address. Tell me after the clip, please don't press skip or you'll get angry.]

P'Krit cleared his throat.

[As a teacher I have one last song for you.]

[Will teach you the song 'Don't be afraid' by

lipta]

[Very beautiful, but the important thing is the meaning of the song]

[You intend to sing to us]

[Ready]

In the clip, P'Krit teaches how to play only parts and chord progressions before one round. before singing the full song

Those eyes and soft voice penetrated the heart.

[No matter when Time still moves on.

No matter when, everything must change.

Because life changes every day.

But my heart will be stable and stay the same.

my embrace I will rule you every day.

And I won't change.

And now that you have to suffer

It's no different. with my feelings

I will take care of you alone forever.

I will be by your side no matter where you are.

I'll be the last to stay and I won't go anywhere.

Let her trust someone like me.

I will love you alone, I promise.

'Cause time can't change my mind

You don't have to be afraid. We will get through this together.

There may be some people who come and have to leave far away.

Some people just meet and then time separates them.

But I'm not one of them.

And now that you have to suffer

It's no different. with my feelings

I will take care of you alone forever.

I will be by your side no matter where you are.

I'll be the last to stay and I won't go anywhere.

Let her trust someone like me.

I will love you alone, I promise.

'Cause time can't change my mind

You don't have to be afraid. We will get through this together.

You don't have to be afraid. We will get through this together]

(...refer

https://www.siamzone.com/music/thailyric/9033)

[...I love you]

Once again, Ashwin felt the warm water. that flows down the cheek

Four years later...

Ashwin graduated from the College of Music. Popular music field Until finally he had the opportunity to work in a mini-concert in the garden next to the hospital building where he used to be treated.

He waited on cue to play the acoustic guitar. While sitting and waiting for a singer who is a close friend It appeared that when it was close to the other party's turn, he disappeared to an unknown place. Until the queue is completely chaotic Luckily, one person volunteered to be a singer.

The newcomer is tall and slender, with white skin. Even if he wears a mask to make him mysterious according to the trend of popular shows, it looks like he might be very good-looking.

The mask is a smooth white human face mask. I saw shiny black eyes. And has a strange charm

Ashwin suddenly felt familiar.

"I'm ready. I'm sorry to bother you." He bowed his head and smiled before going on stage.

"um"

Just the sound of um. Ashwin's mouth was open, eyes wide, but the other party had already taken a step forward.

When he went on stage, the professional's hands were shaking and cold. His eyes were only looking at the person next to him. The other party reached out and shook his hand. Just a glimpse, but it strangely increased my courage.

"I intend to. I know we can do it."

"Yes," Ashwin answered in a low voice. The tears will fall.

Slender fingers playing guitar Viewers have greatly increased from last year. Makes you nervous and overwhelmed at the same time.

"No matter when Time still moves on.

No matter when, everything must change.

Because life changes every day.

But my heart will be stable and stay the same.

my embrace I will rule you every day.

And I will not change..."

This deep voice resounded. Ashwin has listened to it in countless video clips. But it cannot be compared with the real thing.

“…You don't have to be afraid. We will get through this together.”

The song ends beautifully. There was loud applause and shouts of praise because it exceeded expectations.

Ashwin hurriedly left the stage. Carrying the guitar and fleeing to the bewilderment of his friends

The singer hurried after him. People seem to feel sorry for the owner of a good voice. At this size, only one song is sung.

"Win Win"

Ashwin stopped his steps in a blind corner of the garden. There was a set of marble tables and chairs under the shade of a faint tree.

The pursuer gasped, finally grabbing his wrist.

Take off your mask and place it on the table. before gathering the fugitive into an embrace

"P'Krit, damn..."

Ashwin cries, tears streaming down his face. I don't know if dust got in or something.

"Oh," he said and rubbed his back to comfort him. But there's a smile on the face P'Krit looks almost unchanged. Except it looks a little fuller when your hair gets longer. Now I change from glasses to contact lenses. The silver earrings also turned black.

Handsome enough to kick anyway

"Ouch!"

Ashwin raised his hand and pulled his cheek as hard as he could in annoyance.

"It hurts. Do you really miss each other?"

"You're a liar," Ashwin barked. before hugging the other person tightly He almost buried his face in the shirt that had the scent of clean fabric softener on it. "So you said you'd come back next month? What's this?"

"Just like surprises."

"Yes, I know." He couldn't help but squeak. "Is there anything else shocking?"

"Yes," the other person smiled mischievously. For four years, the two were in constant contact. Both parents knew about their relationship. At first, Ashkin's parents were shocked. But I don't know how to please the person in front of me. Now he has almost become another beloved child.

As for Krit's parents, there are chill people, so easygoing that Ashwin knows what a slow life is like, so there are no problems between them.

All the time we quarreled. But it's usually a small matter. Until now, meeting each other again has been so satisfying that I can't tell.

"Close your eyes please."

“This place?” Ashwin was suspicious.

"Don't do anything. You are a very handsome and pure-hearted man.”

"I'm tired and I'm a narcissist."

"Close your eyes, little one."

He really hates it when P'Krit begs. Ashwin closed his eyes in vain.

His hand was pulled away. Something was inserted like the left ring finger. His heart almost jumped out of his mouth.

Ashwin didn't dare open his eyes. I'm afraid I'll wake up if it's a dream.

Another warm man close to him, whispering softly in his ear to tickle him.

"What do you have to confess?"

"Four years ago, I met someone."

"Cute, leaky, likes to act funny. She also likes to dance and shake her ass in front of the bathroom mirror while brushing her teeth."

"Khe, I see!" Ashwin really wanted to dig into the ground. P'Krit laughed even more.

"Oh, but I like it. I like it from the moment they collided and you spilled the black coffee."

"But instead, someone asked the nurse to buy pink milk instead."

"And I didn't know that the person who hit me was in the bed next to me."

How red is his face? Let's just say that the reds can compete with the power of the sun in Thailand.

"TRUE"

"Yes, that's awful. I'm in a wheelchair."

"I can't see you," Ashwin mumbled.

"That's why I don't want to be able to walk." The other person smiled.

"You're quite dirty," Ashwin cursed.

"The water is dirty. Do you love me?"

Ashwin slowly opened his eyes.

"love"

Bend the other person's neck down. forehead against forehead synchronized breathing

Today we will get through this together...

"Love in the world"

------[END] ??’?✨??’?

Type a marathon a lot hahahahahaha suddenly The plot flows like a river.

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come here as well

The first story that is completely finished. It's a feel-good short story.

So happy. Oh, there's finished work. Haha.