Suga :

Namjoon's girlfriend, whose mouth and heart don't match up. He doesn't speak politely but is worried about Namjoon all the time.

Numjoon :

A polite boyfriend and Suga's persistence People who like to destroy things

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Wright's first story. After decorating it, I put it in another account. But I forgot the password 555 Another thing is that I want to gather the fics together in one source. If you like it, press like, yes, press share, and scream the fic through.

LostSuga

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~ Loss and separation are things that make us realize how important the time we spent together was. But the bad thing is Not ready to lose it yet~

“Why are your hands like this? Did you break something again?” The most basic sentence I would hear after destroying something. out of the mouth of a small person who likes to make a frown all the time Plus he speaks without a voice. He went to get the first aid box and dragged me to sit on the sofa. "I'm fine.

Sugar, don't complain too much." I reached out and pinched the soft cheek of the person in front of me, but because his face was displeased, Make me let go Revealing red marks on the white face. Am I pinching it too hard? “How many times have I told you to be careful? I like to do things that don't make sense. In the future, if I'm not here, who will heal your wounds?"

The little mouth keeps chattering. while bandaging the wound "Why do you keep saying that? Won't be around forever. Sugar's body is not strong. I feel sick often. Saying this makes me devastated." "Even though I'm a freelancer, But my work is a lot. Especially during this period, there have been many projects. How can I always have time to caress your hand?" "Then let's go. But let me tell you first.

If you're thinking of running away, I won't let you go. I'll follow you to the end of the green sky." I smoothly hugged him. Ready to bury his head in the neck of the thin body. Shaking his head pleadingly The little man pushed my head away with his little hands. But I felt such a strong force that I was staggered, swearing that this was what lovers do. But no matter what, I still hugged him tightly. He smells good.

It makes me not want to leave him. “You should take a shower and then go to bed, Namjoon. Don't you have an appointment with a partner in Hongdae tomorrow morning? Now it's already 2:00 a.m. Let's go." The little body tried to wriggle out of my embrace but was unsuccessful. "Let go." "I won't let go...

I hugged Suga and slept like this. Aren't you?" "Are you crazy? I've been rotting all day..let go, I'm sticky. I'm going to take a shower." "Then....let's take a shower together, Suga." My smile and mischievous eyes Starting to reveal Including the eyes that sparkled, "Crazy!

Are you thinking something cheeky?" "No, I just want Suga to rub my back, that's all. With my hands ruined like this, I can't shower comfortably." "Then go...Hey! Let me down." I don't wait for the person in front of me to continue nonsense. Quickly carry him into the bathroom to go do his mission.”

You'll be refreshed soon." I smiled softly at Suga. Then the mission began. Until almost an hour has passed With our second round, I'm sure I'm just taking a shower. What are you thinking? I know. I'm really just taking a shower. Then the two of us lay on a soft bed. With Sugar in my arms

Even though the room is cold, just the warmth we have from each other is hotter than the April sun in Thailand. "The first person I want to wake up to see every morning is you...Sweet dreams, Suga." "Sweet dreams, Namjoon. I want it to be like that.” I planted a kiss on his forehead before tightening it, not caring about his words. the next morning

Tick, tick, tick. I turned off the alarm clock in drowsiness. I want to hug Suga for another five minutes and then get up. I searched for a body to hug, but.... I could only feel the blanket next to me. "Where have you gone?" " I opened my eyes to look for him but couldn't find him. He's not usually a very early riser. He's a bit sleepy.

You can sleep anywhere more than me. “Or are you sitting outside working? "I got out of bed. Complete personal errands in a black suit. Along with setting my hair up Revealing the undercut more clearly I walked out of the room to go to the car. It's strange....every day before leaving. Sugar had to run out with lunch because he heard the sound of my car starting. Then go back to bed. But why didn't he come today? "Where is Suga? I'm going now."

I shouted and started looking around the house, "Suga, where are you?" but then I couldn't find him. Crazy!!! Why did it suddenly disappear like this? The message was not left behind. I felt very uncomfortable. Dud....... "..." "Hello" when the voice on the other end answered. I felt better. “Suga, where have you gone? Why can't I find myself? The message was not left behind..."

I babbled for a long time out of concern. But was stumbled upon by the answer on the other end of the line, "Namjoon, let's break up." "..." "..." My brain stopped for a moment. "Wait! What happened here? Not today.

April Fool's Day

"I'm serious, Namjoon... let's break up." "This doesn't make any sense, Suga. Why do we have to break up?" I started to get upset about what happened. "We have to break up, it's the best solution... Then you don't have to look for me." "What!!!

You can't do this, Suga...Hello!" He snatched the call and ended the call. What the hell is this??? I decided to call again.

"The number you called Unable to contact at this size Please contact me again." "Dammit!!!!" I threw the phone on the floor in anger. then ran into the room Then I opened the closet to check something. It was gone.... Everything about Suga was gone.

“What is this?!” I cursed out to not get upset. Right now it's work, so don't go to it. If your lover disappears like this, you probably won't have the courage to do anything. When I regained consciousness I hurriedly changed into the easiest and most comfortable clothes. But don't forget to call to reschedule your appointment with your partner. Fortunately, urgent work came in. causing him to reschedule my appointment as well

I put down the paper and wrote down where I could find Sugar. Starting at work, at home, even his friends. But there was little progress. "How are you going to escape?" I will find you.”

Two months have passed since I searched for Sugar. without progress Where is he? Who is he with? Is he okay? These are the questions that pop up in my head all the time. There's probably a place he went and I have to know. People like Suga aren't used to strange places. But where is that? My head is completely clogged.

I lay down on the sofa in the living room. He put his hand on his forehead in desperation. Suddenly I glanced at something unusual on the shelf... The picture frame over there was turned upside down.

I got up and walked over to put it in place. But I found something that caught my eye... This is a picture I took with Suga. The day we vowed our love In a church around Ilsani, really crazy! Why did I forget to think about this? If it's true, Suga is just around the corner. I hurriedly drove to my destination as quickly as possible.

Even if it's faster than the law requires.

When I reached my destination, I hurriedly got out of the car, walked into the church quickly, and found... behind me was a small, familiar figure standing and praying to God. I smiled. It felt so good, like a mountain had been lifted from my chest, but.... "Chu GA!!!” I shouted in shock and quickly grabbed a body that suddenly fell under the force of gravity. while hugging tightly

Clear water began to overflow and flow from my eyes. "Why do you have to avoid me? Do you know that I've searched for you all over the world?" Some of them could only smile at me with gentle eyes. Revealing a white face that looked pale "Aren't you going to say something? If you're seriously ill like this, why don't you tell each other? What you've been doing, where you've been, who you've been with..

So why did we have to break up?" You could tell just by looking at his face that he was sick. But I couldn't help but ask, "Namjoon..." Suga looked up at me from his embrace. He reached out and touched my face, stroking it gently. "Can you promise me that if I'm no longer in this world...you can still live your life normally and still smile?" "No!!! What the hell is Sugar saying? How can I live? If I don't have you...I love you. Did you hear that!!!"

Tears began to well up in my eyes when he spoke. It began to flow more heavily than before as his eyelids began to narrow further and further. "I'm sorry I didn't have the courage to face you... I'm sorry for not speaking properly all the time. But I want you to know this.... That everything I've done I don't want you to get hurt too much. I love you, Namjoon..."

Someone reached out and grabbed my neck to make me bend down. Then he reached forward and planted a soft kiss on my lips before his warm breath began to fade. gradually fading Until finally it faded away

"Sugaaaaa!!!!!!!!!"

I was woken from my sleep by my own yelling. Am I dreaming about seeing Suga die in my arms? That's right!!! because of reality I didn't even see the last second of his life. When I go to church I only found a map leading to his grave that was left with the priest....

Suga passed away due to terminal leukemia while they were together. He tried to hide all his symptoms. To show me he was fine. But several months passed when the symptoms began to worsen. He avoided me citing too much work and ended up running away from our house. Is this the cruel truth....

There is nothing more painful and terrible than seeing someone you love die before your very eyes. It is not doing anything for the person we love until the last moment of their life.

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