Got inspiration from the story

tomorrow I will date with yesterday's you

And then there's the story of a virus that ate the brain of an elderly couple, causing Grandpa to remember only 30 minutes, causing this story to happen.

This story is mostly along the lines of

angst

More than sweet love Rainbow Yuri

It's not dramatic. Sweet love isn't true.

I don't know what to tag. But I hope everyone has fun reading and don't stress too much;

w;

Love - Glowing Puffer Fish

word count : 5,274

17.4.2017?STAR

WARNING | Yuri , Angst , Sad

Negami

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Shiroi Tensho (White Guard)

Negami-chan - A young girl from the Honezawa family who happens to have a house in the old estate of the White Warden. Being haunted by Shiro-chan until he is restless. But in the end, they made an agreement to live together very well.

White Guard -A spirit that has no physical body of its own. Traveling from a place where the souls of the dead are healed for the reason that the heavens provide vacation time for them. You don't have to go there. So I came down to the human world and found that the old house I lived in when I was alive was now Negami-chan's house, so I stayed with him.

who has now been with Negami for many years and has found a physical body)

The white woman smiled warmly at the little girl sitting next to each other in the park. The two of them sat outside during the winter night when there were no people waiting for them, it was lonely.

But for the two of them, it was the best time spent together, instead of sitting in the warm living room of their own home, they were sitting outside.

"Will you sit together like this again tomorrow?"

Negami-chan, the little girl sitting next to her, asked shyly. Both of her cheeks were cutely pink. Is it because of the cold weather or her feelings right now? I don't know exactly what made her cheeks red.

Negami-chan's tongue tightened with sadness as soon as Negami asked her like this. Negami-chan, who didn't know anything at all, looked at Shiroi-chan's face with suspicion.

Although it was a question that could easily be answered, for the white girl it was not, it was both heavy and emotional for her the most.

"So we won't come tomorrow?"

Her face was clearly saddened, the corners of her mouth falling down so much that she hardly had to try to notice that the other party was sad. The other party's big eyes shone with doubt, but she didn't want to ask. He closed his eyes and looked at the white snow smeared on the ground.

"Then it doesn't matter. Tomorrow we can stay in the house together... but"

Negami-chan left a gap between her words and turned to look at the white girl's face with a smile. Her eyes closed and she continued speaking.

"Can you hug me tomorrow?"

As soon as she finished speaking, the white girl hugged Negami-chan. The small girl next to her who was suddenly hugged was unable to respond to the other's action in time, so she slowly reached out her small hand. I myself hugged the person in front of me.

"If it's about hugs...no matter how many times I give them... You don't have to wait.”

The white girl blocked the tears and sobs in her throat as she spoke so fully that her nose and eyes were now hurting. She immediately buried her face on the other person's small shoulder and slowly cried.

she is tired

She was so tired of being the only one who suffered like this. She had to watch everything start all over again and crumble in front of her every time the two of them loved each other all the time.

Why is fate so cruel to both of you?

Negami's hand gently stroked the white girl's back, her lips pursed tightly and tears streamed down her face.

"Don't cry."

"I'm with you, so don't cry."

The sound of sobs mixed in with the second sentence that the light pink-haired girl spoke made it immediately clear that she was crying just like the other person. The white girl broke her embrace and cupped her slender hands over her cute face. keep it

"Negami-chan?" Why are you crying?"

A deep feeling, hoping that Negami-chan would feel the same pain as her of having to start all over again, but hoping that she would not forget everything tomorrow morning like she did, but that was the thought that he saw. You're the worst of the white girl, I think.

This would be a bit too cruel...

“Because you cried. So I feel sad even though I don't know why. But I feel sad every time I see you cry.”

A small smile spread across her face and a small hand moved to gently hold the hand that held her face.

A sharp pain arose in my chest as soon as I heard Negami's answer. It must not be this answer..... Another heart hopes so.... But we can't say anything to the girl in front of her.

"It's okay, Negami-chan. I love you very much," the white girl said, burying her face in the white sweater.

Negami's is in the same place. It is said that to be honest, if both of them are normal. She would probably feel more happy..

Negami-chan hugged her again and lost herself in the atmosphere and warmth around her.

"I love you too."

After the two returned home and went to bed early, it was time to reset every day. 15 in Negami-chan's time period, that is the time of the accident or 11:25 p.m.

If we were to go back in time to the night of the incident, it would be easy to tell that the white woman would probably cry as soon as she thought about it if she could go back in time... She would never invite Negami-chan out of the house.

-3 months ago-

"Where is Hime-chan now?"

She looked around, fixing her hair in front of the mirror of a clothing store in the commercial area. People milling about on the sidewalk in the street, she smiled to herself at the side of her hair. After being arranged, she listened fully to the sound coming from the phone.

"I'm around the 3rd alley, Negami-chan. Where are you? I'll go find it right away."

Negami-chan's cheeks brightened slightly and she replied, shaking her head lightly to herself.

“I can walk myself. Thank you, Hime-chan."

Hime, standing in the place she had just mentioned, smiled a little to herself amidst the eyes of the people looking at her with curiosity and shock, since a model like her would normally not be seen walking outside of her house easily. It's a road that's crowded with people.

“Be careful. The cars around here drive really scary and I'm worried about whether you'll be able to cross the road in time."

The white-haired girl pursed her lips and puffed her cheeks a little in an adorable manner. Her red eyes blinked and she looked across the street, waiting for the little girl to walk up to her.

The sweet voice of the girl on the line came out and then fell silent.

"It's okay. Negami is good and I can do it. That's just this."

The white girl smiled at the voice and answered.

"love"

"Oh, I love you too."

Negami replied and hung up.

The light pink haired girl stood and looked at the phone screen for a bit then put it back in her pocket. She smiled and walked away. Looking at the cross-road sign, she walked along with a large group of people at the intersection. She almost walked to the shore but....

Her eyes saw a grandmother crossing the road. She had only made it halfway across the road, but there were only a few seconds left before the car would come running again. She calculated the total amount of time it would take to help Grandma. He then decided to immediately walk over and help the elderly woman.

She dropped the grandmother off at the shore and hurriedly ran back to the shore where she was going with plenty of time. However, a car ran straight into the direction of the people walking. Even though it was not yet time for the car to come, her senses did not detect it. When he caught sight of that car, he found that she had run or avoided it in time.

The sound of bodies colliding with steel rang out in the middle of the shopping district, along with the screams of many people who witnessed the incident.

Negami's body was unable to move and was filled with pain. The clothes were stained with a crimson liquid. Her arm ached when she tried to move it and her hand couldn't hold anything, which made her realize that her hand was definitely broken.

The leg that couldn't move at all was slowly causing pain, consuming her senses and senses, her consciousness fading as the vision filled with black.

When she closed her eyes, all she could think about was the white woman's face, mouth moving, speaking the name of the person she loved most for the last time.

"Hime...chan."

The white girl who had been waiting for about 30 minutes started to worry, did something happen to Negami-chan? Maybe you were kidnapped by a stranger or maybe you were threatened with stealing something...what if that happened?

Her hand immediately reached into the pocket of her skirt and dialed Negami-chan's number. The call waiting sound came on.

that the other party's phone can still be used If you're lucky, you'll have to accept...

The call waiting sound disappeared and a man's voice sounded in its place.

"Yes, hello. Are you Honezawa Negami-san's relative?"

At that moment, the white girl's brain was completely blank. The sounds of the people around her instantly disappeared into the atmosphere. They were all muffled, as if she were standing in the middle of a deserted place where no one was around.

Her mouth was open and no sound came out until the other person on the other end of the phone asked again.

"You?"

"Yes, I'm Negami-chan's relative."

Her voice trembled, her mouth trembled, and her face was cold. But sweat was flowing down.

The feeling of stuffiness in her nose began to appear as soon as she opened her mouth and her eyes burned so much that she had to blink several times.

“Well, Honezawa-san is at the hospital right now. I would like the relatives to take a look at her condition and report the matter to the police."

The man finished speaking and he cut off the call, leaving her standing quietly on one side holding the phone. Her strength had all been drained from the conversation just a few sentences ago. The white woman's legs were shaking and she could barely walk. I can't.

But at that time, if she didn't decide to walk away, she might never see Negami again. Psycho thought in her mind that she was able to have the strength to move on.

Until she got to the hospital, the doctor told her that Negami-chan had an accident that caused her brain to become damaged and infected with a virus, which likely had complications for a long time, causing the patient's brain to be eaten by the virus in the memory parts, causing her Forget all the stories that have happened in the past 5 years.

In those 5 years, it was a time that went back to when the white girl had just returned from the flower field. It had only been 1 year since the start of their relationship before becoming lovers today.

When the white woman found out, the pain in her heart immediately ate her body. The world around her was like billions of pieces of glass stabbing at her. The sounds that had been heard became deafening.

You can't just act hopeless like this. If she still loves Negami-chan, then we can get through this... All she can do is beg fate to help Negami-chan return to normal.

"I beg you... Please help her."

The doctor standing in front of her raised one eyebrow and nodded.

"Yes, I will try my best."

Even though their current time was still ticking away and there was no sign of Negami's condition getting any better, it was only getting worse every day. However, Shiro-chan still didn't give up.

You continued to be by each other's side, even though the other side saw you as just strangers who had known each other for less than a year, but the bond that they had shared couldn't be compared to this.

If her pain was hurting her heart and her patience more and more every day.

When will you and I be able to look forward to the future together again without conditions in 15 days?...

She lay holding the hand of the light pink-haired girl who was now sleeping with her eyes closed in their bedroom. She looked at that sweet face with bitterness, her eyes burning when she thought of the big event that had just happened like it. It was only yesterday

She moved closer and hugged the other person.

Her eyes closed as tears fell and the darkness finally took over both her vision and her thoughts.

When they woke up, the two of them had turned into unknown people.

Negami shouted in shock when she saw the white girl she had only recently met join her on the bed without her realizing it, her face colored with embarrassment.

The white woman smiled lightly at the other person and asked briefly to be her girlfriend.

Even though the other party never agreed, she continued to pester until the second day. The two of them were lovers as before...no, it could be said that it was Negami-chan's (alone) first time.

She took Negami-chan to play at the aquarium in the center of the city and look at the aquatic animals that Negami-chan liked. Negami-chan made a puzzled face as she looked at the white girl with a questioning expression on her face. She smiled at the other person and said, that 'It's a secret I know' and kissed her forehead.

Fortunately, in the winter, when people don't leave the house much, it's an opportunity for her to express herself without embarrassment, and the feelings Negami-chan expresses give her the feeling that Negami-chan has returned. A little bit of the same person

But it's not good....

She looked at the side of the smaller girl's face, pain, disgust and hesitation rising in her heart. This wasn't her Negami...it wasn't hers anymore. This little girl was really just someone I'd known for less than a year.

The white girl's subconscious screamed out.

But your heart isn't like that

Even though she has to give and receive nothing in return, she will continue to hold on to this hope. At least Negami-chan might come back and say, 'About the past, thank you very much, I love you, I remember you now'

Maybe it's because she's still the one who's stuck alone, causing this much suffering.

But when she felt herself being poked by a Negami, she turned to see the face of the little girl she loved, her eyebrows raised in curiosity, and she held out a handkerchief to wipe it away.

“Why are you crying?”

She reached out her slender hand and wiped away the tears on her face. The wet feeling on her fingertips was a great confirmation that she was truly crying as Negami-chan had just said. Her cheeks were white and sticky from the tears that had begun to dry. Negami-chan still reached out to check on the tears. She has a serious expression that looks cute again.

Is this you crying? I don't know anything about it.

Maybe it's because I think too much.

But how dare she think about what happened just now, that Negami-chan wasn't the one that the white girl loved, she really wanted to slap herself in the face right here if it weren't for Negami-chan still wiping away her tears. She's here.

She smiled slightly at Negami-chan. She held the hand that was gently wiping away the tears on her face. Of course, the smaller woman flinched and blushed, but she didn't say anything to the other person and turned away.

"Thank you, Negami-chan."

And on that day, the two of them went through the trip successfully, with a little souvenir to take home: a cute polar bear teddy bear.

The next day, they decided to go to a cafe on the outskirts of the city to admire the mountains and sky while visiting a famous shrine.

She and Negami-chan walked into the cafe and ordered food. This time, it was like déjà vu, the images suddenly flashed back into the white girl's brain again. But the feeling isn't the same.

Negami smiling while ordering food was just like the picture from that time, but what was strange was her feelings. She was the one who had done all of this, her head crashing with pain.

But as someone who knows everything, she couldn't act like this...

She couldn't let someone as clueless as Negami-chan get hurt again.

"What do you want, Shiro-chan?"

Shiroi Tenshō was startled and returned her focus to her own menu. She accidentally thought of something else and the white woman rushed to order the food she saw in front of her.

"Did Negami-chan give the order?"

The other person she asked nodded slowly and smiled like a winner.

“Huh, I tend to be a quick person who orders food. I don't keep other people waiting.”

The kindness in her pride was truly adorable. The white woman smiled alone with herself. Negami saw that the white girl was secretly smiling and narrowed her eyes, looking at the other's face in disbelief.

“What are you smiling about?”

"Well, you're really cute, Negami-chan."

When this little girl was unexpectedly complimented, her face easily lit up. She really was a cute little girl. She couldn't see it wrong that she loved this little girl with all her heart.

But then she began to question herself: did she really love this little girl?

“Oh.... Don't say something embarrassing like that.”

She reached out and lightly patted the white girl's arm. They both laughed and went back to waiting for the dessert to be served on the table.

As time passed, the two of them ate their fill at the restaurant while chatting continuously about the taste of the food, with Negami opening up the topic and the white woman casually answering.

“The cake is really delicious. If you pour a little more honey on it, it would be even better.”

“But I think if it's too sweet it'll be greasy and you won't be able to eat it all.”

“Well, at least green tea can cut through that sweet taste, right?”

The pair walked hand in hand until they arrived at a famous shrine in the city. The two walked through the torii gates inside and washed their bodies with water in the purification pond. When they were finished, Kami-chan then led Shiro-chan straight to the front of the shrine at the Saisen box.

She rang the bell and tossed a coin. She bowed twice. She clapped loudly.2 Once and for all, I prayed in my heart, closing my eyes tightly. When she finished praying, she bowed once more. She turned to look at the white woman and lightly jumped on her tiptoes.

Her face seemed to smile but it didn't. She tried to hold it back. Letting out a low breathing sound instead, the white woman smiled and gently rubbed Negami's head. She couldn't help but laugh at this cuteness.

“What are you praying for?”

"I can't tell you. If I tell you, my request won't come true."

The light pink haired girl calmed herself down and looked at the white girl standing next to her.

"So Shiro-chan doesn't pray?"

She laughed a little first then nodded.

“Pray.”

“Then go in and pray.”

Negami-chan gently pushed the white woman's body towards the front of the shrine. The taller woman who was being pushed barely moved at all. But he pretended to move the little girl behind him... then she sighed and moved to stand in front of the Saisen box. Right where Negami stood just now.

At least..please let her and Negami-chan return to the way they were before...

If you can't return to the way it was before...

I hope that you and Negami-chan will change for the better.

please

The pair continued their journey to the viewpoint said to be the most beautiful in the city by train. Looks classic, right? But it's such a hassle to reserve train tickets in time for the time when the scenery is at its most beautiful...

Plus because during this time it's winter. It was snowing too, but it was very surprising that even though today seemed to be a day without a blizzard at all in Tokyo, there was a blizzard here even though we were only a few kilometers away.

“It's so strange.”

“Then we might not be able to make it in time because the train was delayed.”

Negami said in a sad tone. Her face was clearly worried. The white woman sitting on a nearby bench reached out and gently tucked a strand of hair that had fallen down onto the other's ear.

“Don't worry. Anyway, we'll definitely see it, Negami-chan."

“But...if we go later than this, maybe we won't be able to go home?”

Really, why did you forget to think about it?

“So, come tomorrow?”

The girl smiled at Negami-chan.

"but...."

“The ticket is fine, but if we can't get home in time for the last train, it's a bigger problem.”

The white girl spoke a little louder because if she wasn't serious. Negami-chan would probably stubbornly protest that she would definitely go see it today so as not to waste the travel expenses.

In the end, we walked to another train station to buy tickets and return home. Negami, who was sitting next to us, stretched out his hand and said to the white woman,

“Can I hold your hand?”

The white woman nodded and held out her hand for her to hold hands until they reached the end of the station where they got off.

“Arrived just in time for the final round.”

The white girl spoke up.

“Can I go sit in the park before going home?”

Negami-chan didn't reply to the sentence just now, but instead stubbornly changed to another topic. Her eyes fixedly looked at Shiro-chan.

“Do you really want to go?”

The face that was smiling just now had turned into a tight expression that looked like it was about to cry, but it was like it wasn't crying. Could it be because of the cold weather? This made the white girl's face redden a little.

“Oh, I really want to go.”

Shiro-chan nodded and walked Negami out of the station to the park that she had just visited 3 days ago, a place where she didn't know how many times they had to come for the last time and have to start a new relationship again when thinking about it. Makes me feel awkward and don't want to go at all.

Even though the white girl knew it wasn't the place's fault it was about the virus. But she couldn't help but connect with it. That this might be one of the reasons why she forgot the whole story.

“Do you know why I like coming here?”

The white girl shook her head.

He lied without saying anything because the white woman already knew. But she didn't want to interrupt a conversation that could go on, and she wanted to hear it from the mouth of the girl next to her, so she lied like that.

“Because when I was young My grandma often brings me here to visit, so I like to come here every time. No matter when it's sad Or when I'm happy or when I don't have anyone beside me.”

“But now that you have me beside you, why are you still here?”

Negami, who was momentarily stunned by the question, smiled.

“Because I want to spend time together with Shiro-chan whether I'm happy or sad or uncomfortable. I still want to be with you.”

“I want Shiro-chan to not put too much pressure on himself... I've noticed that you've been a bit absent-minded lately. And....it looks like he's ready to cry all the time."

"Are you happy being with me, Negami-chan?"

The white girl spoke up.

Negami blinked away the tears that suddenly overflowed when he saw the white girl crying again.

“Be happy.”

“I am very happy.”

The white girl who heard those words from her face covered in tears raised her head to look at Negami.

The light pink haired girl walked closer and gently wrapped her arms around the white girl.

Warmth replaced the winter atmosphere all around. It was truly a happy time.

"Why are you crying, Negami-chan?"

“Because you cried. So I feel sad even though I don't know why. But I feel sad every time you cry, Shiro-chan."

The same sentence from just past came back into my head again.

Why Negami-chan? Or does she remember something?

The white girl's eyes lit up and both of the white girl's hands gripped Negami-chan's shoulders.

“Do you remember anything, Negami-chan?”

But it's like a broken dream The hopes that had been set for him were shattered once again.

Negami's expression clearly indicated that she knew nothing. Tears began to dry on the corners of their eyes, causing Negami to reach out and wipe away the white girl's tears.

"Even though I don't know anything, don't be mad at me, Shiro-chan."

“Please...don't leave me.”

The petite woman sobbed in her throat and let another tear fall down her face.

I don't know why I'm sad, I don't know why she feels so distant from this other person. Even though we don't know each other But it's like they've known each other for many years.

Why did this sad feeling enter Negami's mind?

If the two of them weren't together anymore, if Shiro-chan ran out of patience with her any longer. She must be very sad.

Please wait a little longer for her.

Her heart screamed out every tear that she shed for the pain she had to bear. No different from the white girl.

So don't blame yourself.

"I'm not leaving you, Negami-chan."

“No matter what happens...I won't let something like this happen again.”

Shiro-chan's idea that she thought was not Negami-chan.

It was just fatigue creating an illusion.

Although Negami-chan still hasn't recovered and seems to be getting worse with every cycle.

But the white woman still hasn't decided to help her own lover, because if and when our partner encounters suffering. What was the matter of leaving her to face it alone?

The two of you will get through this together.

No matter how much trouble she had with Negami-chan forgetting her and treating her as an outsider, every time she promised herself that she would make Negami-chan fall in love with her no matter how many hundred more. No matter how many thousands of cycles

The white girl and Negami were undoubtedly each other's soulmates.

“No matter how many thousands and hundreds of times it takes to make you fall in love with me, I won't get tired.”

“I will love you every time even though I have to forget you every time as well.”

END