Short fic Tao Kacha I don't know how to dress long. Haha.

Short again as usual

Purely born from imagination. Not related to the artist

The event was imaginary.

Because I really like the song.

The MV is good, I like it and I'm happy.

There are many versions. I'm watching one version.

The singer is cute. I like it.

I'm a fan of Mark for a while. Haha.

One part is lonely.

I have a secret, a secret that . . .

"What do you say, Tao? You didn't tell me when you jumped on the computer today."

This is the sound of the frame. My very worst friend. When he saw me walking far away, he hurriedly beckoned his paws to greet me. Good friends are like this. Well, this morning I had a computer class. But I woke up late so I didn't get in at all. English isn't difficult. The class was not enough, so I went to fight and took the exam very comfortably. I'm only worried about someone who is just like me.

“What about Kacha?” Why do you ask me? He has these iron teeth.

“I don't know,” I answered dismissively as I prepared to sit down and unwrap the rice. You don't have to eat breakfast. I woke up at eleven o'clock. Eat lunch all at once, no waste.

“I don't know what the fuck. Last night, you went to drink alcohol with him. Send it to the dormitory.”

“So what? I didn't go to sleep in his dorm. I'm going back to my dorm."

As the frame said. Last night I went to drink with Kachama. It's not good, don't do it. Normally I don't touch these kinds of things. But yesterday Kachaman skipped class all day. We are looking for it. I called but he didn't answer until I found him sitting and drinking at a liquor store behind university. Drama ensues.

"Kachacha . . . ." He called and he didn't answer. Sitting there in front.

“Fucking tea, damn tea.”

“You fuck.”

"Oh, right, there was a scolding, so what kind of idiot is you, sitting here drinking alcohol all by yourself?"

“And if you want people to pay attention, what do you have to offer?”

". . . . ." After that, I didn't ask Kachaman anything further. Actually, I was annoyed by it like that. Why don't I know what it is?

He was flirting with that person, I know.

It has done many things for him over the years, I don't know.

He is worried and taking care of him. I know that.

I know how many times he cried. . . . . .

"He doesn't see me in his eyes at all."

I'd like to say the same. That you've never seen me in your sight before . . .

“I think today, Kacha will definitely jump again. Tao, please warn me. Incomplete class hours The teacher definitely won't let me take the exam."

"Um, I'll definitely drag him to study."

And that whole day, I didn't see that mushroom-headed man's face as usual. When it's like this, it disappears quietly like this. I didn't tell anyone, even though I was closest to him, he didn't even say a word. Sometimes I feel hurt. I had no idea how much he saw me as a close friend. Can you tell me what it is, where it is, what it does, how it feels?

When I asked him, he said I was nosy. Well, I was the only one who was agitated. Each time it disappeared I had to search for it everywhere it had gone. Anxious, worried about it I'm afraid that it will find trouble with someone.

But you know what? . . . I'm never really tired.

Whatever I can do, I will do.

After class, I hurriedly left the university and did the same routine I had been doing for the past few days. I went to look for it at the dorm. I went to the comic book store that this one-faced guy likes to rent and read. I often go to a coffee shop where I take him to sit and do homework together. I went to the Japanese restaurant where I usually eat. I went everywhere it had gone.

I want to know where it is. That sick duck-faced mushroom head, what will happen now? Last night, I played and drank alcohol until I was in such a state that I had to carry my wings back to the dorm. There was a dormitory to sleep in, but I didn't sleep and walked around and didn't know where I was.

. . . He probably doesn't know that anyone is crazy worried right now like this.

I thought I'd come back to the dorm to change clothes and then go look for it again near the liquor store. or a pub behind university But what I encountered in front of the room made me abandon my plans from now on.

. . . Kacha sat hugging his knees with a blank expression on his face like this. I don't know what to say.

“Cha, get up and come into my room first.” I pulled his upper arm as a gesture for him to get up. He got up and followed me into the room and then sat hugging his knees on the floor in front of my bed as usual.

“What have you eaten?” that's all he said. I already knew that there would be no response.

It was probably lost in its thoughts. in its world He doesn't know that I'm standing right here waiting for him at the door of his world. I didn't think that that door would open for me. But just let me stand and watch it. Wait and see how it goes. Supporting that suffering, I'm satisfied.

“This time . . .”

"I've had enough, Tao. Enough. I give in."

His tired eyes made me want to take on the pain myself. The man who used to annoy me and be crazy about me disappeared, leaving behind only a man with a trace of pain. I want to know if I can do anything. Anything that will help alleviate these symptoms, I will do. . . .

I walked over and sat next to it. before grabbing its mushroom head and resting it on my shoulder. Even though it's not very warm It might not make anything better. But I want him to know that I will be here by his side. No matter what it encounters No matter how bad things go Hurt and hurt your heart. Let it know that I, this person, will be there to alleviate those hurts.

A few drops of water soaked almost my entire shoulder. The sound of soft sobs still rings in my ears. His small shoulders trembled so much that I had to hold them. Let it all out. I want to hear your feelings I want to take all the pain of it.

“Kacha, you may not know and you may never know. But I want to tell you that when you get hurt What day are you hurting? You were ignored by him. You were mentally hurt by him. I want you to always remember that you still have me. This albino Taoist friend I'm ready to listen to you. I'm ready to give you a shoulder to cry on. I'm ready to do anything to make you happy, anything. Let me dance, let me do ladyboy poses. You can do whatever you want.

If it makes you smile, I'll do it in exchange for your smile, okay? That's all I want, that's all.”

Don't ask me why I did it.

Because I love it . . . . This is my secret.