My Tear

[ Sky X Tear ]

My Tear

"Huh.....Huh..."

The sobbing sound of someone who was standing quite far away could still be heard. It made the foot that was about to step forward.

My interruption The narrowed eyes focused ahead now not because of the wind blowing against their face.

But it was because the person standing with his face buried in his arms was crying until his whole body was shaking. I decided to walk slowly.

Until now we are not that far apart. No...to be honest, it's only an arm's length away. If you reached out your hand, you would probably feel it.

But I really don't know...would she want me to touch her body?

"Sky...."

I was lost in my own thoughts for a short while and the person who had only cried felt my arrival.

She turned around and looked at me. Eyes that were bloodshot and a nose that turned redder than the rest of his face.

The back of a thin hand was raised and used to wipe away the still wet tears. He moved his eyes away without thinking of looking at me.

“Why are you here?” The question came out even though she still didn't look at him. It reinforces the painful feeling in my heart.

But it's understandable if you don't want to look at me. If we're going to tell the truth, the reason why this girl had to cry.

It's all because of me.

"Finished shooting...I...want to know if you're okay...?"

I knew the answer to that question, that she wouldn't be okay. And because I know That's why I'm standing here.

What kind of interview at the end of the program is that? It's so stupid...

"Not okay...haha. Huh...I'm not okay!!!"

Tears continued to flow. It made me feel guilty for asking like that.

Throwing myself into another's embrace until my body almost lurched backwards made me feel a little startled.

with a situation that caught me off guard Her pretty face was pressed against my shirt, warm tears streaming down her white cheeks.

that was buried in my chest until it became wetter and wider...

"Why...no matter how hard I try, No matter how good you do...but why doesn't P'B ever see me in your eyes?

Huh...huh. Why? Sky...."

I think I know the answer. But I couldn't utter an answer that might further hurt the feelings of the person in my arms.

And what she said couldn't be further from the truth. Because I know...know very well...

I think Tier tried harder than anyone else...

"Wow...."

I yawned, not knowing how many times. If we were to really count, it would probably be more than 10 times. Time on the phone screen.

It was almost past three in the morning. But some people still refuse to stop practicing walking. Plus I don't walk normally.

Wear 4-5 inch high heels, walk back and forth on the cement curb that separates the parking lot, a width that is far from view.

It's about 10 centimeters. You can see it. As I walked, I acted like I was about to fall. It had been like this for almost an hour.

"If you're sleepy, you can go to bed first..." Maybe it was because I was annoyed by my yawning. That's why she turned around and said that.

But the situation was awkward, trying to balance on a cement block like that. If you fall on your back and hit your head, you will be injured.

It must be a big deal. I agreed to sit and wait like this because I wanted to prevent that kind of thing from happening.

"That's enough... Khun Tia. The campaign wouldn't be that brutal, right?"

My words made him turn around and stare at the group with wide eyes.

"So...that catwalk episode with Snail White wasn't brutal at all, right?" I only smiled teasingly and shook my shoulder lightly.

Actually, that day wasn't that difficult...

"Oh, good mother...." Seeing my expression, Tia pursed her lips and rolled her eyes looking up. Can you imagine it?

A gesture that caused netizens to edit and turn into memes all over social media. I don't think I'll last long.

What I was afraid of actually happened. When Tia finally lost her footing, she seemed to fall backwards.

"Wow...!!"

"Sigh..." A startled cry sounded along with the sound of my sigh as I moved to pick up the person who had fallen.

Just in time to get off the curb. Maybe because they thought it would already happen and were able to fix the situation in time.

I hold the other person's body around my waist, but I don't have the strength like the hero in a drama when taking on the heroine.

Even though it was the same scene... Even though Tia's body was almost dragging on the ground, I didn't plan on letting my arms down.

"I'd rather have the model come pick me up for the barbecue masterclass...

He's very sexy. I said...oh."

As soon as she finished her sentence, I dropped Tia's body, which was not far from the ground, to hit the cement floor.

A smile twitches at the corners of his mouth, feeling annoyed. I was surprised when the other person's hand reached out so close to my face.

I felt the slender index finger touch my lips again...

"But I think your lips are sexier..."

My eyes widened suddenly at the smile on Tia's face. I don't know what he was really thinking when he said that.

But I'm avoiding those eyes. And the heat that rose on my face, I hope it didn't come from this nonsense sentence.

“How long will you sleep? You can get up..."

"Uh...please help...."

I grabbed that hand and pulled Tia's body up from the ground. before we walked back to the accommodation together

To be honest, I've never seen anyone who has.

energy

There had been such a surplus before. Until now I haven't seen any weakness.

Even from Tia...

It wasn't the first time I saw Tia practicing late at night by herself.

Even though others didn't care and saw what she was doing as ridiculous. But I didn't think so.

Because the more you try, The more it results in seeing...

The last campaign we did Tia keeps doing better and better.

Especially for campaigns where you have to hang yourself on a sling and model with a shipping container. Tia only takes 3 minutes.

There were many good poses and pictures. Compared to me who went up first and took the most time.

Even though customers say they like my photos the most...

But if Tia had spent as much time as me Maybe Tia's picture might help our team win the campaign.

'Anyway, Sky is already in the final walk... she's the beloved son of Beenie.'

It wasn't that those words couldn't reach my ears. I've always known this and chose to pretend I didn't hear it.

I also have intentions. have confidence And I think I have the ability to erase those insults.

I want to win...I want to put my name on top of the show.

The Face

And today has come the day we have to do our final campaign...

The pressure that came upon me made me not perform as well as I thought I would. I feel disappointed in myself

But on the contrary...today Tia did everything well. Starting with winning Master Cloud today because of his creativity.

Shooting campaign

MV

If we're talking truthfully, The person who can do the best on our team probably cannot escape, compared to...

"I'd like to choose...Skye."

I couldn't believe my ears when I heard my name come out of my mentor Pee B's mouth.

But what was even more painful was the expression and eyes filled with pain of the person standing on the far left.

P'B walked up and hugged me. At that moment, my brain was completely blurred.

Even though I expected a lot from Final Walk...but I wasn't as happy as I thought when I heard my name called.

"Khwan song..."

I knew then that the opportunity I was hoping for was lost. When the person I expected walked into this room.

It didn't go as I thought....

"Nong Sky..where are you going? There's still an interview left...."

"Let's leave that matter first..."

The staff member who tried to call me got up from the sofa and was about to walk out of the room without paying attention.

My anxiety started to become more and more intense. When you try to look for someone's body everywhere you think they might be.

But I couldn't find it. If I wasn't in the team's room, Now Tia is probably at...

"It feels like... that I fought every day, I did it for...

nothing

Huh....it seems like there's no reason.

We entered the list ...We know that we are on Team B. And Pee B won last year ... but I think that if I really fight, hehe.

We are improving, we practice every day...

I can be

The Face

The next person can..."

"But it's not...."

“Tia thinks everyone should have seen this already. That Tia has developed... already.

Strong

The best in the team...

I'm not disappointed. I'm more heartbroken... It's like we're in the classroom. We are the most diligent in the classroom.

But we weren't chosen. What does it mean?

I think it's unfair..."

"Because of me...it might all be because of me..."

I finally opened my mouth to say what was on my mind. The injustice that Tia received right now

It can't be caused by anyone but me. The voice I heard Tia speak in the interview room still echoed in my ears.

The person who had been sobbing in my arms stopped crying. before looking up at me

"It's not fair because of me. If you will hate me..."

“Stop talking right now...if it happens that I hate you. I might hate it.

Because of the next sentence you're about to say."

To be honest, I was quite confused by what I heard from Tia's mouth. I bit my lip and swallowed.

Because right now I'm being stared at by Tia's fierce gaze.

“Okay, I'm so sorry. I...I admit it. ...But I didn't intend to blame you at all..."

The tears on his face were wiped dry. Even though I'm still sobbing now

Tia used both hands to hold my face. Making me move the line to stare at Tia's eyes.

“She is a person who has been given opportunities. Because you are the person Pee B chose... I really tried very hard.

But it might not be enough. To make him see something in me As far as what he saw in her

If he believes in you... then you should believe in yourself, you know?"

I turned my eyes away before letting out a sigh. Why does everyone expect so much from me?

Even though I still feel disappointed in myself...

“Sky...I didn't really get the chance...but that's okay. Because if it were you

I believe you can do it...

Try for Brother B....and try for me too, okay?"

That last sentence caused my eyes to focus on Tia's face again. That confident smile that I've always seen

In doing the campaign, it appears. I closed my eyes and let out a slow breath.

If Tia believes in her...she should...

"Um...I'll fight..." I nodded before announcing my words with a smile.

"Oops..."

The hand that had been supporting him pulled my face closer before kissing him with his lips.

Maybe it's because I answered with uncertainty? Tia's hot tongue tried to invade my lips.

The mouth moved around as if trying to control it as it wanted.

"You have to win....if you lose...I won't accept it..."

Pulling away your lips before saying words of apologetics to me.... I smiled as I looked into your eyes now.

It looked shiny with almost no sadness left in it.

"I will win for you...."

-I wrote this couple in a confused way.

- Well, today I saw it, so I wrote it.

- My Tear fic, please give it to me, Rak.