OS :: JEAHYUN × DOYOUNG 

We've been gone for a long time... We have a lot of homework;____;

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BACK TO DECEMBER

JAEHYUN × DOYOUNG

I'm here, I'm never going anywhere.

You... can't you love me?

Long-legged quickly walked into the warm-colored cafe. before scouting out anyone else who had arranged to come here on a snowy day like this. And even though the traffic is congested Until it was him who chose to run because he didn't want the other party to wait too long.

“Oh, Jaehyun-ah,” the other person cried out softly. With an alert expression like a baby rabbit. that made him smile

“I don't wear a scarf anymore, Doyoung hyung. You'll get sick again," he said before handing his own brown scarf to wrap around the other person instead.

If someone is going to be sick It's better for that person to be him. Because when the other party is sick

"What about Jaehyun?"

"I'm hot"

It's a shame you'll die.

"And what are you going to ask me?" the tall man asked before taking a sip from the cocoa glass the waiter had just served. The warmth and sweet flavor slowly permeated and passed down my throat.

"You know Chae Soobin's address by letter, right? Is Jaehyun okay with you?” The same question pattern was asked again. Because Kim Do Young said he was important. So if you want to date someone, you have to ask them first. And if he says no Doyoung is ready to choose him.

But that doesn't mean he's bad enough to keep the other side from a good person like Chae Soo Bin. That he and many others know how good his personality is.

"I'm okay with this person. Are you talking?"

"It's been a while, so I came to ask if it was okay. I'm going to ask for a date this Christmas."

Jaehyun nodded before raising the dark drink to his mouth. The sweet and warm taste was gone. It was replaced by a bitter taste like the alcohol he had drunk with the other long ago when he was heartbroken.

"Congratulations, Doyoung-hyung."

And once again, his heart hurt like it was biting because of the beauty of the snow outside the window. And once again, his mouth spoke words of congratulations and smiled. Even though it's true...

“Thank you, Jaehyun-ah.”

He was lying to make the other person smile.

Jaehyun tightens his grip on his dark brown backpack like freshly brewed coffee. Waving to greet many friends from different groups who came to say hello. before heading straight to the front of the second year classroom of the administration faculty In my head I cursed a lot because of the subject teacher who was late for several minutes. And it made him late.

“Oh Jaehyun-ah, you just arrived,” Doyoung greeted, which made Jaehyun realize that he didn't need to come in a hurry. Or maybe he didn't even need to come. Because now the other party probably wouldn't go home with him. At the time when the body of the thin body was a senior student of the Faculty of Arts who was the boyfriend of the other party. It was like many times the other party had defaulted on him.

And it would be better if he didn't have to flash such a stupid smile.

“Hello, I'm Jung Jaehyun,” he said.

“In the first year of university, who holds three positions, is there anyone who doesn't know them? Chae Soobin hyung,” the young woman said with a wide smile. and Doyoung's bright laugh

“Thank you, so Doyoung hyung hasn't returned yet, right? I'll be right back." Jaehyun said before stopping because Doyoung had called out.

"What? I just met you." Soobin said.

"I have work. I need to go back and read the book."

“Let's go back together, Jaehyun. But I'd like to send Soobin off first."

Once again, he nodded in agreement. and let the snow fall in a straight line into his heart Corroded until the blood flowed.

"Good boy Ujae"

In exchange for someone else's smile that's important enough

Doyoung looked at the person who had been quiet all the way from behind. In fact, the other person's smile and warm voice are like hot cocoa in the winter that he likes to eat so much.

But this time there is no... Jaehyun had been quiet since he got into the car. Just read a book and plug in headphones. Instead, he wanted to cut himself off from the outside world. Maybe it was because Jaehyun had a lot of work and he forced the other person to come as well. Whoever it was, probably wouldn't like it.

Probably because the other party was a university student in the first year. Faculty of Engineering address And got the popular vote for something he can't remember. In total there are three prizes. What's the matter with study and work? What about the girls who like to call and disturb the other party? This makes the younger generation who is quite chubby. Become thinner and look bigger

The more the other party has more friends. They talked less. The gap has become wider than before.

"Hey Doyoung, can you unlock the car?"

"Ah, sorry. See you tomorrow."

"Okay, drive carefully. Bye Jaehyun-na." Jaehyun didn't answer.

It was a kind of misunderstanding that Doyoung was not familiar with.

"I know you're angry about something," Doyoung said to the other party. It was once again in a month that they had quarreled. Even though the end of the year is approaching

Once again, he didn't know what was wrong with them.

Jaehyun's house is as quiet as ever because his parents, who work as high-ranking executives, are flying there for fun.

That's why Jaehyun is quite a close friend. And because Doyoung has been a friend and senior since the end of elementary school. So it's not just Jaehyun who is important to Doyoung.

"No."

But Doyoung is also very important to Jaehyun, so...

“What is wrong with you? Why don't you speak? Plus, things have changed lately,” Doyoung said in a rather loud voice towards the other person.

"...." Jaehyun was silent.

He let the other person say that he Even though I really want to shout out Who is the one who defaulted? Who made him wait four hours in the snow? Who made him go through the snow to ask his opinion about Chae Soo Bin? Who has never seen him? Who exactly...

"You've changed too."

“Probably we've grown up. Jaehyun doesn't need you to take care of me anymore."

“That's not the reason it changed, Doyoung-hyung. It's because I like you. Stop pretending like you don't know!” Jaehyun shouted.

“Ja... Jaehyun,” and Doyoung could only call the other person's name softly. Along with a strong and strong trembling in his chest.

"Please go. And if you want to date someone, you don't have to ask me now. Because I don't want to get hurt again."

And Doyoung chose not to listen to it.

Therefore, their relationship gradually split like a glass containing hot cocoa falling to the ground due to the force of gravity.

"Then take good care of yourself. I'll go first."

Shattered on the snow And let the good memories flow down like dark hot cocoa stains on the snow. before finally fading away

"Me too."

without anyone holding it back

Winter has come again

And once again I beg you to come back

Long legs stepped into the famous cafe with warm colors once again. The colors inside the shop are still as warm as before. And once again he was late.

“Mr. Jaehyun, as always,” the employee greeted him.

"Yes, please put me in a cup." Like delicious dark hot cocoa. Today it has been changed from a porcelain glass to a mug with a silver lid.

This shop has been changed. Decorated and expanded until it became a large and famous store. From before it was just a small cafe near the city. But because it's a restaurant that famous stars like Jung Jae Hyun frequented, sitting in the same place, same corner, and ordering the same menu for eleven years.

Yes, in the past eleven years things have changed. Who would have thought that a university student Will become a famous star all over the world. And the funniest thing is that it can happen. When he was sitting on the playground in the snow Where in my head there is only the story of the same person Until a scout came to greet me.

At first, he thought he would just do it for fun to keep himself busy. But after a while, he received an acting job. And has been famous all over since then.

"Jaehyun, who or what do you think this success came from?"

So if he would be grateful for something that would give his parents more time. This allowed him to earn money to pay for his studies and to have a large house like today.

This Jung Jae Hyun will still be grateful to the same people and the same things that come and go.

"I'm thankful for the snow on the window..."

Thank you to Kim Doyoung who always comes with snow and cocoa.

"With a warm glass of cocoa in front of me."

Even though the other party isn't by his side right now...

[I still like brown. I don't want to change my mind yet.] The lips look healthy and the other party's white skin remains the same.

[So what are your current works?]

[I want everyone to help buy this. It's a bracelet to help all underprivileged children. Now I'm collecting There are all colors.] His kind and sympathetic nature still hasn't changed.

[Ah...this is a picture of our Mr. Jaehyun. So cute but childish. Oh!!! Who is this?]

[Seniors at school. Do you want to go look at my bunny?] The other person asked before taking the hand of the blushing female MC into another room. I bet right now Twitter and social media are screaming with envy for that girl.

The other party's house was still decorated as before. Just make it bigger until it starts to look a bit strange to him. But it still retains the original shape.

Doyoung laughed as he saw the other person gently pick up the Pomeranian puppy. He closed his eyes and let a single tear fall from his eyelid.

Everything has changed...since the big house That Bunny Top superstar fame

"Huh... Jaehyun-ah."

And there was Kim Doyoung who was no longer standing next to Jaehyun.

"Jaehyun, we're full of snacks from fans," Chorong hyung said before picking up a white envelope. and put it on the table

“Some strange person sent you a wedding card. I got married on your birthday."

'I'm getting married on your birthday. I'll invite you too.'

'Why do you have to dress up for my birthday? Can't it be another day?'

'Well, your birthday is Valentine's Day. Besides, if you don't give it to me. I won't give it to you either.'

"Brother Chorong, my wound hasn't healed yet," he muttered to the older man.

Of course, his manager turned him around and did a thorough survey of where he was injured. Park Chorong is another person that he is always grateful to. She is like an older sister who understands and has taken care of him for ten years.

But it's not the same. Chorong's embrace that congratulated him and Doyoung's embrace that comforted him... It doesn't look like a butt at all.

“But I miss him very much. If possible that day...I will keep him. I will be his good boy.”

And he will go back...

"This fourteenth day I would like to not accept the job."

Go back to Doyoung again.

Doyoung stood looking at Soobin in a clean blue dress. Beautiful brown hair wavy in the back. The girl looked as beautiful as always. And even more beautiful than before when she and he were about to go distribute wedding cards.

“Doyoung, are you tired?” Soobin asked.

"I haven't gone yet, how can I be tired?" he said, but the woman shook her head. Before the tears slowly flow down

"We mean running away from your own heart. Doyoung isn't tired, doesn't hurt, doesn't miss you at all?”

“But we are very tired. Tired of pretending not to know. Tired of seeing Doyoung secretly cry. We are tired of feeling guilty.”

“Subin-ah, please…”

“We have been tired for eleven years, Doyoung. We know that Doyoung loves us just like we love Doyoung. But Doyoung loves Jaehyun more. You've always loved Jaehyun. Just like Jaehyun."

“Eleven years are long enough to run away. Let's break up, Doyoung. We will let Doyoung go back to his own heart.”

Doyoung was quiet and let his whole head go blank... Soobin was right, he had let it pass for too long. Let your heart be quiet and listen to your brain.

"Go back to Jaehyun, Doyoung... Don't make us feel guilty."

And he would rewind it to go back to December when it snowed again...

Doyoung was sitting at a famous cafe with warm colors like eleven years ago. It's in the same corner that everyone knows is the favorite corner of a superstar in his thirties. In his hand was a brown mug half full of dark cocoa.

He is here on the fourteenth of February every year. To celebrate the birthday of a little child And it's always been like that. Even if the other party doesn't know.

And he prays that this year will be another year. That he would see Jaehyun sitting at this table with the same vanilla cupcakes he had bought for him one more time. Let everything go back to when they fought.

"You, sir."

A soft and deep voice and a nudge from behind made him turn around and look. The familiar scent of perfume floated closer. It was the same scent as the daisy he liked and the same scent as the brown scarf he hadn't washed and kept carefully. Until today I took it out and used it.

The scent he missed so much, but he didn't dare take it out of the bag for fear that it would decay and disappear.

And he was afraid he would never get it back again.

Jaehyun enters the warm colored cafe again. And today was one of the few days when the cafe seemed rather quiet and sparse. Maybe because it was early in the morning. So there aren't many people around yet.

But even though there aren't many real people In his usual spot, there was someone sitting with a mug that was slightly billowing with smoke.

Jaehyun stopped. Inside my head, I bounced with various feelings. But the most obvious thing is probably hope... I hope in vain that he will never be able to stop it once.

"Sir..." he blurted out. In hopes of making friends with someone who has a vanilla cupcake on their side. At least today he might get another friend for his birthday.

"...." Silence fell as the other party turned to face him.

The face that is stuck in my heart all the time, never fading, is still as clear as every time. On his neck was a beautiful brown scarf that he had not seen in a long time.

He was speechless, as if his voice had been magically lost. Uncomfortable breathing My head is full of many questions. But what stands out is the hope that this time is as heavy as the snow on the roof on Christmas Eve.

“Good morning Jaehyun-ah. Can you give me a little time?"

Before the snow falls on the dry, hard ground

I'm back... Come back to you.

I came back before it snowed in winter.

Come back and I won't go far from you again.

Jaehyun squeezed the mug in his hand but he didn't notice its heat. Or maybe it was because right now his body was not aware of anything at all. Before he knew it, he was at the park with someone he didn't even have the courage to look at.

“Are you okay?” the other person asked in a soft voice. But it was clear in his feelings.

“Yes, are you alright?” It was difficult to keep his voice from shaking. But he asked about it.

"Uh, oh...yes, you got your card, right?"

"Yes. And why?"

"Soobin broke up with you a week ago." Doyoung had no tears in his eyes. But there was a flicker in his eyes that clearly showed.

"She told me to come back..."

Jaehyun's heart skipped a beat.

“Come back and stop running away from your own heart. In fact, I don't know how important Jaehyun is. I realized that I hadn't stopped crying ever since I left Jaehyun's house."

It was then that their tears slowly flowed down at the same speed. It falls to the ground with a gravity force of nine mass per distance.

“I really want to go back in time. I want to go back and say from that time that I liked it too. But it's not brave enough. Then look at it until you have the courage and realize it. I had to get Soobin to help me. Bad...."

Unfinished sentences were swallowed up. along with the same organ that is a mute instrument The tongue was swept across the lips. The aroma is sweeter and more intense than the taste of regular store cocoa. It indicates guilt, apologies, forgiveness, and most clearly,

"That's enough. I can't breathe. Uh..."

It's the memories of two people.

Long legs walked down the stairs. before stopping and smiling at the other person waiting with a bouquet of daisies that smelled the same scent as their clothes. Once again, Jaehyun was late.

"It's late again, Jaehyun-ah."

Fod~ The white cheeks of the complainer were snatched away in front of many people's eyes. Of course, many journalists did not forget to collect photos of the talented securities executive chairman. The fiancée of a superstar who brings tears to the knees of girls all over the country.

“Ya... You guys are being too sweet. This is my wedding!!!” Soobin said before taking the tall groom's arm and driving away in the car.

People say that there are two reasons why people who break up and remain friends are friends. The first reason is because they love each other. The second reason is that we never loved each other.

"Are you worried?"

"Of course, 'ex-girlfriend'," Doyoung said. Try to focus on people who are childishly sucking air into something funnier.

“So what should a real boyfriend do like this? Is it a good idea to drag me into marriage?"

But in reality, it's not both... He loves Soobin. But he loves Jaehyun more. Just as the other party loved her groom more than him. The two of us are not each other's. We were not born to sacrifice everything and love the other person everything. So the time hand moves backward.

“Little boy Ujae. Why are you so upset today?” Doyoung asked before being pulled into a hug by a taller person.

The warmth from the thick palms spread to the back. Like the lips on his colored hair. Just like when he thought the other person was a warm glass of cocoa. And Jaehyun thinks he's beautiful snow.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

And they fixed it in time in the real world. Therefore, Kim Do Young returned to Jae Hyun's side again. and promises along with the sweet kisses that the other party gives almost every time that

"Don't go anywhere again. I want to have you by my side all the time."

"I'm not going anywhere. Jaehyun isn't allowed to go anywhere either."

He will be here... Walk with someone next to you in summer, winter, and rain from January to December every year.

 END

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