Have you ever said goodbye to something you loved?

Have you ever lost something you loved?

Of course...that I must have.

Today, the thing I loved so much was taken from me. without ever coming back

Grass Jelly… the missing brother

You are a living thing. The first one he ever raised. Since kindergarten It can be said to be the first one. Still a little puppy. You sat in the car with me. When I went to get you Sitting curled up and shaking. It's on the right side of the seat. It's actually the first time we've met. It's strange that you haven't bitten me at all. Even though I actually put my finger in your mouth, haha ​​(smiling and crying)

I can understand your feelings about being separated from your parents and siblings. Where you used to live You ended up living in an unfamiliar place. The first day was very naughty. Both shit and urine in the house Uh huh...very smelly. And who has to do the cleaning? It's me. Whoever was the one who hit...it was dad. On the first day, he cried.

Moaning like I miss your family. He refused to eat at all. Until his mother had to feed him to get him to eat.

As the days passed, he started to get better. Poop and pee better Because he was trained by 'hitting', he runs and plays with me a lot, is very affectionate, likes to snuggle, like a cat, but he's a dog, not a cat.

We gradually became close. I like to lick it too. When I was in 2nd grade, I came home. I saw him running up to me and wagging his tail, wagging his tail, so cute. Then Dad asked if he wanted to eat melon.

I asked my father what the melons were like. (I'm just in 2nd grade. I don't know all the names of the fruits.) Dad went to look at the back of the house. When we got there, there was a crate. The shelf was opened and there were all white puppies. It is a short, short-haired, smooth-bodied dog.

I'm very happy to have a puppy. Then I ran to show you. Do you remember? I said to you, "Look, my younger sibling, you won't be lonely when I'm at school." But do you know how you react? You turn away and threaten the white dog. Females are confused, haha. They must be jealous. *3* Oh!!! Forgot to mention, Grass Jelly is like Grass Jelly, black as the name suggests. It is a Thai breed of dog, male.

Aaaah, as soon as you threaten me, you run away. After 1 day has passed You started playing together until you forgot about me. So I got upset and didn't play with you guys -__-

On the third day I brought the Thai melon out to the front of the house. I was squatting on the floor. Tangthai came and sat on my lap. Then suddenly the melon ran across the road very quickly. Then ran back from the other side of the road. Suddenly, a car crashed into the belly of Khaeng Thai. As I was in a squatting position clapping my hands to call you back, I was stunned.

The front wheel hits the belly and drives past. The back wheel was on top of the belly again. The melon didn't cry. But it tried to walk towards me. I was shocked and helpless. When he regained consciousness, he hurriedly picked him up. It fell into my lap. Then blood came out of the corner of its mouth. And then it went away Never coming back Grass Jelly sat and walked over to look. Then he licked my cheek. I'm not crying, but I feel guilty that I didn't take care of him well...sorry, Taengthai.

When I was in the 5th grade, a neighbor had a puppy born. Poodle breed Brown color born So he gave me one. We named it pork floss.

Of course, Grass Jelly was the same as before, walked over and looked, threatened, then walked away. After about 3 weeks passed The two of them gradually started to become close to each other. Until they go everywhere together

Time to go outside And then one day It's time for the injection. So he took the two of them into a pickup truck. Grass Jelly likes to ride in cars. It is usually in the position we commonly see when dogs get into cars, tongue hanging out and letting go in the wind. And then the saliva drooped. Smeared down to the ground due to gravity. When the injection was finished, he was taken home.

I turned to look again and there was only one grass jelly left. Where had the pork floss gone?!!! I told my father to park the car and look for me. When I came down to see it, it fell off the bus. It has a chain on its neck. He quickly removed the chain and took him to the doctor. But that place is very far. When I got there, it died because its neck was broken. I cried all day.

When I was in Grade 1, it was a holiday. I went to the market with my mother early in the morning. The grass jelly was outside the house. When I returned, I didn't see the grass jelly lying on the fence as usual. I returned to answer at 11 am. I waited for it by the fence, waited for it to come back, waited until 2 p.m. and it still didn't come. I'm starting to feel bad. then started crying

It must have been a bond. I cried for a while and then it came back. Do you know where it went? He went swimming in the canal. My body was all covered in mud and it smelled bad, so I had to take a quick shower.

And today, I'm in Mathayom 6. The whole thing ended. Today at 5:00 p.m., I went to tutoring. And when my mother came to pick me up in the car, she said that Grass Jelly had been hit by someone in the neighborhood and the wheel had hit its back leg. I forgot to tell you that Grass Jelly is now 13 years old, which is very old. Even when getting up, I can't get up. But do you know why it went outside?

Even though there is room in the house for him to run and play. He often goes out to poop. and peeing outside the house

In order not to be a burden on the family, wow, Mom said it's in the house right now. The people next door said It shouldn't have survived, but the thing that made me really angry was the person who hit it. You're not apologizing at all, are you? Then my mother told the person who bumped into me to keep quiet like they had done nothing wrong. Sigh, I started to shed tears.

When I got home, I quickly ran out of the car and went to check on him. I went to get water to feed him. He ate very quickly, then I went to get some milk for him. I tried giving him some rice but he wouldn't eat any of it. It lay breathing heavily. I brought a cloth to cover it. Its hind legs were straight. When I returned it cried, I cried and hugged it. It was breathing heavily.

He tried to get up many times. I told him I couldn't get up. He had a broken leg. He tried to get up many times. And every time I got up it would cry. I cried and asked it why it was getting up. Do you want water? Then I fed it. It kept trying to get up. I went to add water to it. Did you know that when it came out, its tail moved up?

I know why it will get up. It goes to the bathroom. It goes to poop, but it can't get up. There were tears coming out of its eyes. And then I cried. I told Grass Jelly, you let it all out. You can't get up and go poop outside. Then I got it and went into the room to talk with a friend. My friend asked me how I was feeling. Sigh.

I talked with my friends and cried. When I came out, you know, it was lying still. I rushed over to look at it. It was still. I didn't think you would leave me like this. Today I went to the mall. I bought you some snacks that you like. I'm going to give it to you to eat when I get home from tutoring. Why does something like this have to happen!!! I hugged you, you lay there staring, you couldn't breathe, you really left me.

I'm sorry if I take the time to talk with friends. Come hug me while you're gone. I probably feel better. At least when you leave Let you be in my embrace. Like every day we play together, I'm sorry ... Grass Jelly, the first and only dog ​​I love so much. You know, grass jelly. You will be in my memory forever.

Even though you are no longer there for me to see, touch, or hear your voice. Please know this. That you will be in my heart I will never forget you. You're like my little brother <3

...................It's like my family.

Rest In Peace...

My cute little brother 20:17 7/12/2013