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Let's meet again in Bangtan fic. How is the reader? Are you comfortable? Because today (28/04/17) the Hopeka ship sailed away from shore quickly without any warning signal. So Wright brought a short fic for Hopeka to post on this occasion, right?

This matter is

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(Actually, I don't have to tell you -0-) If you don't like it, you can leave.

This story is

AU

The story does not have any basis in truth. It's just the writer's imagination.

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Characters

Jung Hoseok

Min Yoongi

잊지 못 한 너... 잊지 못 하는 나… (Stay within me)

Writer : Kiratar

Type : Boy’s love

Pair : Jhope x Suga

Rate : PG

Now I won't ask for anything else.

I just want you to be with me.

Hoseok’spart

The sun was setting in the afternoon and Jung Hoseok was standing in front of the mirror in his bedroom. I had only been out of the bathroom for less than ten minutes and I hadn't just woken up. But I have an important appointment so I have to take a shower and dress nicely. I think I look good. Then I'd better get out. Not wanting to miss the mark, before leaving the house, I didn't forget to grab the bouquet of orchids I just ordered. You guessed it, that's right...

I'm going to see Min Yoongi. My lover

When I arrived at the park where I had planned with Yoongi, I found my girlfriend's small figure already waiting for me. So I immediately walked over to greet him.

"Have you waited long? I miss you so much," I said from behind my white girlfriend.

“Oh, Hoseok!” He turned around when he heard my voice before shaking his head in denial with the sweetest smile I liked in the world, “Not for long.”

“Ah.” I handed Yoongi a bouquet of orchids, which can be translated in flower language as “orchids.” 'I can't stop myself from thinking about you'

“Wow! Thank you, it's beautiful.” He took the bouquet and I'm glad he liked it.

“Oh, I had a nightmare yesterday too. I dreamed that you died too, which was the worst dream I've ever had,” I told him while taking a nature walk in the park next to me, even though it was afternoon. But there are enough trees here to provide shade.

“Oh~ It's just a bad dream. Don't think too much. I'm right here." A sweet voice comforted me and one small arm was lifted up to hug my waist. So I raised my arm to hug him back as well.

“Fuck!”

“Hey! What is this!?” Yoongi jumped away from me in shock, his white hand coming up to cup the cheek that I had just snatched and inhaled the scent so cutely.

“Just checking to see if you're really still with me,” I answered in my playful way, but he didn't answer. He only avoided my eyes and continued walking. I wonder if I'm embarrassed. Hahaha.

“Did you know..” Seeing that he was quiet, I invited him to talk in the style of a man who talks a lot (?) like me. “…Why is this world a good place to live?”

“Huh? Um… because of natural beauty?” Yoongi randomly guessed.

“No~”

"I don't know. Why?"

“The world is a better place because

You

Cute.” I answered the question and turned to give him sweet eyes that I thought would irritate him.

“Shit, you don't have to, this guy…” A small hand came up and hit me on the arm, not hard. But it's not that light. My teasing him seemed to be successful. The look on Yoongi's face when he pretends to be annoyed when he's actually embarrassed is so cute as hell. After that, I didn't say anything, just secretly held out my hand to join his own and walked and breathed in the fresh air. I knew he liked it because I secretly saw him smile as he walked. Until finally we stopped to sit and enjoy the view under the trees next to the pond that was dug in this garden.

"Is it hot? I'll go get some ice cream."

"Oh, come on."

When the little guy answered, I immediately got up and went to the nearby garden shop. Without hesitation, I picked out my favorite ice cream flavors as well as his own, paid the money to the shopkeeper, and then walked back to Yoongi. Waiting seat

When I handed the ice cream to us, we both immediately opened it and ate it. Eat your own cup We took turns eating each other's cups as we always do until our two small bowls of ice cream were gone.

“Even though you've grown up like this, you're still going to eat messy food,” I said and used the tissue paper in my hand to wipe the area around my small mouth without waiting for him to answer first.

“Thank you.” After I finished wiping, Yoongi gave me a small smile and eyes full of happiness along with a thank you.

listening to the wind Looking at the glimmer of the afternoon sun reflecting on the surface of the water and breathing in the fragrant scent of nature makes sitting and absorbing the good atmosphere like this with your loved one something beyond happiness. It is very worth the time spent. Even though both of us are free this afternoon and it will become a precious memory for the two of us, my lover seems to be enjoying it a bit.

Because now he had fallen asleep and his beautiful head was resting on my shoulder, looking for a place to lean on, I didn't feel heavy or uncomfortable at all. I would really like it if I had him to sleep with me every night too, it would be great... I think I'd rather let him sleep for another ten minutes and then wake him up and go home. If he sleeps like this for a long time, he probably won't be comfortable.

“Let's meet again tomorrow. I'll make you lunch,” I told Yoongi after I woke him up and was walking back.

“Oh, all right,” my white boyfriend replied. “Where is a good place? At the mall.

XXX

Do you have a favorite shop of yours?”

“It's up to you.”

“Then it's right there, like this.”

“Ah, see you tomorrow.” I smiled and waved goodbye to him as we had reached the path where we had to part ways.

“Whoa!!” I woke up in the middle of the night after lying down for a long time. My large hands gripped the clean white bedsheets tightly. Sweat was dazzling all over my face and dripping down to my jawline. I gasped. Frequently shoveling air into your lungs from shock. I had another nightmare. I saw my dark gray sedan lying on the side of the road.

I saw blood everywhere and shards of glass strewn all over the floor. And the thing that startled me was that in that dream...myself, who was quite injured, was sitting hugging the lifeless body of my lover on the side of the road. I've had dreams like this for many nights. Damn it! When will this dream go away? When will I stop dreaming like this?

Today I wore my favorite jean jacket over a white t-shirt with

Ripped jeans

Fitted black and the same color sneakers, don't forget to wear a hat.

Beanie

My partner came with me today. I made an appointment to have lunch with Yoongi at the mall, but after we finished eating, I invited him to walk.

Shopping

Next, I want to spend a lot of time with him^^

“...Here!” The sweet voice of the person waiting for me cried out when I appeared without making any noise after I asked to stop by the bathroom while walking. I like to shock them. This time, when I Coming out of the bathroom, I saw Yoongi standing and drinking bubble tea, so I snatched it up and snatched it. "You don't have to pretend to kiss indirectly."

“…” I think with that sentence Yoongi probably wanted me to surrender and laugh dryly or something like that, but it couldn't do anything to me. Because I know how to counter him and make him feel embarrassed. “You know… if you don't want me to do this, then can I kiss you directly?” After saying that, I put my face closer to her sweet face. Yoongi's and a slight smile curved his lips.

“Huh!” The small figure moved away from me and bowed his head in embarrassment, his cheeks turning white and slightly pink. Probably because of the unexpected closeness just now. “I'm not talking to you anymore~” That's all Yoongi said and then started walking, me following along on either side.

“Hahaha.” I laughed a little at his cuteness. Yoongi shouldn't have greeted me in the first place. Really dig your own grave.

But in the end, the two of us took turns drinking that entire glass of bubble milk tea. We walked around looking at shops until I stumbled upon a shop where I thought the clothes looked interesting, so Yoongi and I walked in. I kept looking at this shirt and then I saw a shirt.

“Hey, this shirt is nice. It suits you. Do you like it? I'll buy it for you.” I took out a black and red striped long-sleeved shirt from the rack and placed it on Yoongi. I think it really contrasted with his white skin. And because it's a little bigger than his body, I think when he wears it, it must look cute and protective.

“Um, it's beautiful.” He took the shirt from my hand and walked straight in front of the mirror and slapped the shirt on himself. with me following along to see “Do you think I look good wearing it?”

“Looks good, looks good with the dark jeans you wore yesterday,” I replied.

“Ah, then you can take this one. Are you really going to buy it for me?”

“Really, tell me what you want. Today I will buy you everything,” I smiled.

“Daddy, today,” Yoongi teased me.

“Do you want any more?”

"I don't have any. What about yours?"

“I haven't found the one I like yet. So just this one, right? Let's go pay." After saying that, I walked him to the

Cashier

and pay for that shirt After that we went for a walk around looking at other shops but didn't get anything more until…

“Hoseok~” I didn't call out, a small hand grabbed my wrist and went straight to it.

kiosk

In the middle of the wide walkway of this department store is

kiosk

Selling caps “Look at this Kumamon pattern cap, it's cute.” A white hand picked up a black cap embroidered with Kumamon pattern and held it up for me to see, making me wink at him now. He looked like an adorable puppy. I love it.

“Hahaha,” I laughed with fondness for the smaller man and raised my hand to gently rub his golden hair, “Do you want it?”

“…” There was no response. There was only Yoongi nodding his head up and down.

“Here, I'll buy it for you,” I finished and took out the money and paid it to the seller. She then arranged to put the hat in a bag and hand it to Yoongi.

“Yay! Thank you,” Yoongi said and smiled until his eyes closed happily. Seeing that smile, I couldn't help but smile.

We both walked

shopping

We continued until we were satisfied, so we decided to head back, but as we were about to walk out of the mall and into the parking building, Yoongi saw some kind of store near the mall door. And he invited me to come look.

“Hey, isn't this beautiful?” a sweet voice asked me as she picked up a braided bracelet made of artificial leather for me to look at. We were now in a store that sold silver and leather jewelry. braided harness

“For this one, we will have free letter pendants made from brass,” said a salesperson in the store.

“Really?” Yoongi's voice rang out again. “Look, I think it suits you well. We bought it to wear together. I'll buy it for you.”

“It really suits me,” I repeated my question because I had never worn anything like this before. I didn't dislike it. But I'm just not used to it. So I stretched out my wrist and placed it on that dark brown braided leather bracelet. Hmm… Having said that, it's not bad, it actually fits my wrist like Yoongi said.

“True,” the white man nodded so quickly that I couldn't help but smile.

“Um, then, are you going to buy this one?”

“Uh, I want to buy some for you.” After answering me, Yoongi turned around and picked out two braided leather bracelets. and send it to the employee without forgetting to order 2 brass letters as well…

H

and body

Y

As soon as he got into my luxury dark gray car, Yoongi excitedly took the pair of bracelets out of the plastic bag. After that, his small hand grabbed my wrist and put the bracelet on with a pendant on it.

Y

Give it to me immediately, then put on the same bracelet with a pendant.

H

to yourself

“I will hang your name on it. As for you, hang my name on it." The small figure turned and smiled at me. I nodded and reached out to gently ruffle his hair. Why is my girlfriend so cute? Damn it! In the end, I got out of the car and drove Yoongi home, then drove back home myself.

That night I woke up because of a nightmare. I gasped for breath. The white sheets were all crumpled, probably from struggling while still in the dream. The same colored blanket was kicked to the end of the bed by my own hands. My left hand grabbed the braided leather bracelet that was hanging from my body.

H

On the head of the bed, he held it close to his chest, while his right hand held his own other wrist, which had the same bracelet, ready to tickle himself.

Y

Holding tight, I slowly lay down on the bed. I closed my eyes and let the tears flow. Yes… I cried. I cried and screamed loudly throughout the bedroom until my body was exhausted and I fell asleep at almost dawn.

Knock knock knock

It is now nearly nine in the morning. I opened my eyes because of the bright light reflecting on the white walls of the room that hurt my eyes. I also heard a knock on the door and followed by the figure of a woman whose face I didn't recognize at all. She walked in next to my bed.

“Who are you? It's not you, normally?” I said.

“Uh… yes, I'm new here,” she replied.

“The same people?”

“Yes, here is your medicine.” She handed me the medicine in a small glass, and I accepted it graciously…

Every morning a strange woman would give me medicine to take. At first I didn't want to take it. I asked her who she was. She answered me that she was a nurse, which made me even more confused. Nurse? So how did the nurse come into my bedroom? Why did he come? I've asked her before, but she answered things that I didn't understand. No matter how I talked, I couldn't understand the conversation.

So I refused to eat it at first but instead she went back and followed me. Instead, she brought a few more people into my room!

Everyone was convincing me to take the medicine, but I didn't understand it. I wasn't anything. Why do you have to eat it? Until a man who claimed to be a doctor told me in a quiet voice that I should try taking it because it would have a beneficial effect on me, but if I didn't trust him and if there was any danger, he would hurry and treat me. Immediately, I started to feel irritated and annoyed by these people, and from the way they spoke I thought they probably didn't mean anything malicious, so I finally agreed to take the medicine.

But because it's a capsule and I know that once it gets into the body it takes about 15 minutes. The minute it took for the capsule to dissolve and release the medicine in it, I kept a person who said I was a doctor with me for the next 20 minutes to make sure the medicine was not toxic to my body, so I let him go.

I secretly went to my regular doctor and had him do a physical exam, but no toxins or abnormalities were found. I was a little relieved... In conclusion, nowadays I have to take that medicine every morning.

And this morning… after I received the medicine from a nurse I was unfamiliar with and ate it, the man who said he was a doctor from the first time I met him came into my room. Now I know his name is Yoo Jae Suk. Some mornings he would come in and talk to me. Just like this morning.

“I have taken medicine. Can I go out and see my girlfriend now?” I asked him with a smile. Because he always talked nice to me, I trusted him now and I knew that he really was a doctor.

“Um… did you make an appointment with your girlfriend today?” Dr. Yu's deep voice asked.

“Yes, today I made an appointment to go see a movie with him.”

“Ah…” He looked a little hesitant, which I didn't understand what he was thinking. But in the end he also spoke up, “But… your boyfriend is no longer here. He passed away almost two years ago. With a car accident. Here's the scar on your arm from that accident." He didn't say anything, but pointed to the scar under my long-sleeved shirt near my elbow."

You were the driver back then, weren't you?”

“...that a drunk ten-wheeler driving fast was going to hit my car?” I asked, still confused. I'm not sure where he learned about the accident because I don't think I did. Tell him.

“…” Dr. Yu nodded slowly.

“I don't know where you learned this,” I explained, “but I was driving alone that day. You must have heard it wrong. Haha.”

“Go first. I don't want to be late^^” I gave him a small smile and got out of bed.

Endof Hoseok’s part

“What is this case?” the nurse who brought the medicine to Hoseok asked Dr. Yoo, the owner of the case.

“Oh, you're a new nurse. You probably don't know yet. It started with Mr. Jung Hoseok and his girlfriend driving to the provinces together. On the way, they ran into a ten-wheel truck with a drunk driver who was about to hit their car very quickly, Mr. Hoseok. So he swerved and avoided causing the car to overturn…”

“…” The young nurse nodded along and listened intently.

“…His girlfriend, Yoongi, died at the scene. Mr. Hoseok was also slightly injured but survived. I saw that when the ambulance arrived, Mr. Hoseok was not far away hugging his girlfriend's corpse."

“Wow... that's so pitiful,” the nurse said, with Dr. Yu giving her a small nod in response.

“Mr. Hoseok is very sad that his loved one died. He blames Yoongi's death on him, and he regrets why he didn't die along with his lover. He was about to commit suicide, but someone helped him in time. After that, his mental health deteriorated and he had psychotic symptoms as you can see. Eventually, his relatives brought him to be treated here, but since he came for treatment, it has... It's been a year and a half, but he doesn't seem to be getting any better. He still keeps his lover's bracelet on his bed.

I think he's living in the past. What Hoseok saw was probably something that happened before. Those events replayed in front of him as if Yoongi was still there… They must love each other very much.” When the story was finished, Dr. Yu let out a deep sigh before excusing himself to continue working.

The nurse walked out into the garden, where patients who were not crazy or aggressive were allowed to do their own thing within the confines of safety. She looked around. Mental patients in blue hospital gowns were seen in the field of view, some of them walking around like normal people. Some of them had strange expressions, like suddenly laughing all by themselves or the like, until her eyes fell on a stone horse table under the shade of the garden.

She saw patient Jung Hoseok sitting at the stone bench with a pair of large hands arranging his collar and brushing his shoulders as if to neaten a bouquet of wilted orchids wrapped in plastic that had crumpled over time. Placed next to him, the young man sat and smiled to himself for a moment, then he quickly raised his head to look at himself, as if sensing that someone was sitting across from him. She thought it must be Mr. Yu. Nki

In Hoseok's mind, he was probably sitting in a restaurant somewhere, maybe meeting his lover for a meal before going to see a movie together, based on what she heard from him this morning…

‘That bouquet must be something related to a lover…’ She felt sorry for Hoseok in her heart.

Jung Hoseok gave a wide smile filled with warmth and affection to the ether in front of himself… In fact, he was smiling at his lover who was now no longer in this world. But because of the love that was overflowing in his heart, Hoseok still saw Yoongi smile in the way that he liked so much. The best always comes to him, Yoongi is always with Hoseok. and will stay forever…

Min Yoongi will live in Jung Hoseok's vivid memories forever...

...The End...

It's finished. I'm confused. Yoongi isn't a ghost. But Brother Hope is crazy. You're not confused, right?;-------; Wow, did I cut a corner? 555555555 The beginning of this story has caused everyone to have high blood sugar and diabetes. It ends up like a person with severe diabetes and lack of insulin (look at the comparison). 555555555555) Let's just say, please leave some comments and criticisms.

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