The story of love.. It is a matter that cannot be determined ... There is nothing that can be determined ... whether it will be happiness or suffering ...
And when there is a starting point...
The destination.... must also wait....
I stood looking at the wedding card in my hand for a long time... a pure white wedding card...
with the name of the person I love .. on the card ...
Important day of important people...
In fact... The name on the card...
It should be my name, not his...
The smiles...laughter....words...feelings...of the person standing in front of me are still clear in my mind..
Today she is very beautiful. So beautiful that it's a shame to think about it...
That I didn't have the opportunity to live my life together with another person as I had hoped ... due to many things .. that caused the two of us to break up ...
The days that have passed.. haven't helped anything. Doesn't even make my broken heart feel better...
not at all ...
"water?"
The smiles and words are still the same...that made me smile at that call. Ready to receive some body that rushes in to hug...
Hug tightly...
The hug that the two of us used to hold each other... used to call it happiness...
"I thought it wasn't coming."
She said happily ... while looking at me with familiar eyes ..
"Her big day... how could we not come?"
Pretend to say it to make you feel good...
Make her feel good .. but not me .. .
"Are we okay? ...in this outfit?"
I slowly pushed my body away. Ready to look at her from head to toe ... with admiring eyes ...
And if you look carefully...you might see that these eyes of mine...
There is still only love for you always...
"Okay... you're very beautiful, Em."
Say it with a smile....a smile that is very hard to resist...
Why does it hurt in my heart like this?
Two figures walking side by side on the path of love strewn with rose petals... and applause. The admiration of those looking around...
I turned to look at the person next to me who was unusually calm... probably excited...
On the way ahead, there was a tall figure in a handsome groom's suit looking at the two of us, smiling... no ..
Probably looking at another person more...
I slowly handed that thin hand over to the thick hand that was reaching out to receive it...
End of the previous page....
A very good friend...
I slowly turned and walked out and sat in my seat...
Ready to look at the bride and groom entering the important ceremony....
"Next, we would like to invite the person with the best voice ... in our group to come up and sing as well. Nam .. sing a song for Em please."
I slowly stood up when my friends... called me up to sing for the bride...
The song I will sing...for you...
A very good friend ... that I never wanted this position at all ...
The microphone plugged into the stand... Gently touched my kissing lips... The sound of a familiar love song on the piano sounded...
Everyone is waiting to listen...
The sharper the bride's eyes....
Looking at me...
"I want to thank you for loving me. who have traveled together before
Thank you for making me know that I don't have to wait.
No matter how painful it is, you must bear it. Let us finish here.
From today, I will wish you good luck."
Smooth ... even the sound of the piano ... and the voices of all the guests at the event ...
When the song I sang... wasn't the one with the piano in the intro..
But friendship ... where one knows well .. knows the heart ... the sound of the drums, the sound of the bass, the sound of the guitar sends music to me with emotion ....
No matter how much we love each other, It's not important to love to the point of dying.
At the end of the day, we must separate. Not like a dream
Thank you for loving me. who have traveled together before
Thank you for making me know that I don't have to wait.
No matter how painful it is, you must bear it. Let us finish here.
When there's no one left to wait
When you don't come back I shouldn't have waited.
From today I will wish you good luck.
The last part that ends...the part that I really intended to give to "Aem"...
I walked slowly off the stage. After everything ended...with silence...
Walking towards the bride and groom...who is looking at me..
"We have something to tell Em that's all... from now on.. take good care of yourself. Don't be stubborn.. don't be naughty... don't be too self-centered. ...Please leave a friend in the water.."
I turned to tell the groom...who nodded slowly...
"water ! Stop the water first!"
I stopped my feet and turned to look... A slender palm lifted up and pushed my chest as tears flowed down..
"Why didn't you tell me sooner? ...Why..!!"
The bride cried with tears...
Crying even though today is a happy day...
I slowly raised my hand to hold the thin wrist tightly .. while still looking at the other person's face ...
"It's good like this...it's over like this, Em...it's over like this...good for Em, good for Nam."
"How good is it? ... Em wants to tell you. ...that Em still loves water .. still .."
"Nam loves Em..."
"Then why isn't it banned? ...Why not.."
"Em met a good person. ...A worthy person, a suitable person.. gives what Nam cannot give Em... He's a good person, Em. ...He loves Em very much. Em should love him very much... Don't worry about water.. Water will be fine."
It's okay... I don't know how many words I use to comfort myself...
Pretend to be a good person.. so that another person can experience something better....
Even if you want to be selfish...use this opportunity..
Bring back your own love... knowing that the other person still loves you..
Still feel the same..
But don't..
It's good like this...
Even though it hurts...but it's over..
The person you love has experienced good things...
Good love..
A very good person...
I understand...and I'm happy too...
It's a story written from one time... Yes.. One time when Wright felt that sometimes we have to pretend we don't feel about certain things even though we already feel a lot... and I felt that at least once... We used to feel good even though the final destination wasn't what we had dreamed..not what we expected.
But in the end, what's left is memories...