I hate this love song

Thank you for the love song that made us meet...

*This matter is brought up separately again. But the old collection of articles will not be deleted*

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[SFSkyDragon]

Love Song

A young man with an ordinary personality carried his beloved guitar and came to rest under a large tree that stood tall on a low hill. The sound of birds chirping softly. Accompanied by the sound of leaves blowing in the wind, it gives a feeling of indescribable calm. The young man gently took out his beloved black guitar from his bag. Put the bag aside. He smiled softly at the little person in front of him before starting to play his guitar and sing to her with a face full of happiness.

He is always happy when he is with her. She was the one who always brightened up his dull world. So he wanted to dedicate this song and this to her. When he finished playing one song, he bent down and picked up something in the guitar bag on his side. A mysterious pitch-black velvet guitar bag that was now slightly covered in orange-yellow leaves, he picked up a small rectangular box.

The white thing that comes out of the guitar bag is the pick case. He always puts his favorite guitar picks in there and sometimes he puts important things in there too. Which some people may consider a worthless box, but it is very valuable to him. Today, he put important things that he would like to give to her.

Slender fingers slowly picked up a beautiful shiny silver ring with a small diamond on the ring head. He came out of the box and looked at it with a smile before kneeling in front of the woman he loved and saying a few words with a smile on his face.

“Lee Chaerin...marry me.”

4 years ago

A bustling pedestrian street located in a famous area of ​​South Korea even had a young woman strolling and looking at the surroundings comfortably. She kept walking along the path and heard something that caught her ear. So she followed the source of the sound that she was interested in. After a short walk, she came to the center of this walking street.

It was a wide open space with a fountain in the middle. She looked straight at the fountain and saw a blond-haired young man standing in front of the fountain playing a guitar with a black velvet guitar bag spread out beside him. There were only a few coins and banknotes in there. 'Why is it that you're playing so beautifully?

Why isn't anyone giving any money?' She thought curiously as she looked at the person who passed by the man who played a guitar with his hat on without any interest. She stood and watched for a while before slowly... Walking closer to him, listening to the music he was playing and singing, he smiled at him before taking out some money and putting it in his guitar bag. The young man bowed his head in thanks and smiled softly. Let the young woman smile in return while standing and listening to his music and clapping her hands to the rhythm brightly.

After that day, she came here every day. To come listen to his music and meet his bright face. Sometimes she would stand next to him and help him sing. And today was another day when she came to see him on this walking street. When he finished playing another song, he took the guitar strap off his body and sat down on the edge of the fountain next to the blonde-haired woman.

"Sigh...you come to watch me play guitar every day even though no one really pays any attention to me."

“Well, you're playing because I really don't understand. Why do other people ignore you?” the woman said to the young man before turning to smile softly at him.

“Thank you very much for your interest in a musician like me.” He turned to look at her and smiled back at her.

"He opened the bag, didn't he? Haha," the woman said jokingly before laughing softly.

“Oh, you, haha,” the young man smiled at her before continuing. “We've met many times and I haven't had the chance to get to know you yet. What is your name?”

“Chaerin, Lee, Chaerin.” Chaerin answered the other person's question before asking back, "What about you?"

“Kwon Jiyong, call me Jiyong.”

“Yes, so Jiyong is from around here?”

“Oh, yes. My house is not too far from here. And what about Chaerin?”

“My house is not far from here. I live with one older sister. But the real home is in America. My parents have a business there. But I'll come back here. After 5 years, I will go back to help my parents' business there.”

“Like this, I've been resting for a while now. I think I should continue playing the guitar and help me sing, Chaerin,” Jiyong said as he picked up the guitar and put it on his shoulder.

“Alright ^^”

Jiyong’s part

I am a person of average status. That's all I want to play guitar and sing like I love to do. When I'm happy doing what I love and making other people feel good about what I'm doing, it's even happier.

That girl, 'Lee Chaerin', is a friendly person. Smiling, cheerful and cute While other people are not worth what I do, this girl is interested and understands me more than anyone else. It's a pity that her status is too good and too good for me to reach out to... I'm not saying this. But because I'm starting to fall in love with this bright woman.

[End Jiyong’spart]

As the days passed, Jiyong's heart became more and more shaken. He couldn't ignore or take his eyes off this woman for even a second, just like Chaerin, whose relationship now began to make her shake and begin to give rise to some special feelings. at

Today Jiyong didn't go to the walking street like he does every day. But today, he brought her to a halt in front of a large tree that stood tall on a low hill that looked peaceful and shady from the surrounding trees. The sound of birds chirping along with the gentle wind blowing.

“Wow, the air is nice here,” Chaerin said before taking a long, refreshing breath.

“Do you like it here?” Jiyong turned to ask Chaerin who was smiling in a good mood.

“I like it, I really like it ^^” A sweet, cute smile appeared on her beautiful face.

“Yes, I like it too. I like to come here when I can't think of anything or have a hard time. It makes me a lot calmer,” Jiyong said before leaning his guitar against a big tree and sitting down under the tree Chaerin was standing on. I saw Jiyong sitting and sat down next to him. The two of them were silent for a while, then Ji Yong said, breaking the stillness.”

Has Chaerin ever had someone she liked?" Jiyong said softly.

“Um...that's it. There seems to be one person.” Chaerin pretended to think before answering Jiyong.

“So…” ‘What a pity, who do you like?’ Jiyong thought sadly in his heart. I really don't want her to like anyone else.

“What about Oppa?”

“Oppa?” Jiyong repeated his words, raising his eyebrows at the other person.

“Can't you call me?” Chaerin asked before pouting at Jiyong, who was clearly very cute in his eyes.

“Okay...Okay.” His handsome face turned away from the other person due to his shy smile and cute pouting of his mouth.

"Oppa hasn't answered Rin yet."

“Oh...there is...now.” He said before turning to look at Chaerin who was staring at him suspiciously.

“Who is that lucky woman? Can you tell me who Rin's cute oppa Jiyong likes?" Chaerin tilted her head and made a curious expression that came out more cute.

“So...you, CL...” Jiyong replied, looking deeply into the brown eyes of the woman in front of him. “Chaerin, can you be my girlfriend…” His dark eyes stared at the other person, waiting for an answer. Even though his voice was soft and uncertain, his eyes were clear with the meaning of that sentence.

“..." The girl didn't answer, just turned away from him and looked straight ahead.

“Forget it, you already have someone you like. That person probably isn't me. I probably don't deserve you. I'm sorry…” Jiyong trailed off before sighing once and turning around to look ahead.

“Okay...I agree, Oppa.” Chaerin smiled softly again and turned to look at the other person who was looking at her with a questioning expression.

"agree? What is it?”

"I'm your girlfriend because I... like Oppa." A bright smile was given to the person who received it and was so happy that they couldn't help but smile. It wasn't often that he got his wish granted.

2 years later

It's been almost 3 years since the two of them have known each other. Their relationship has developed so quickly that now they both think they can't love anyone more than this.

In the clean white room that made him feel calm, there was still the sound of someone's cell phone ringing continuously. The young man in the room heard the sound of his phone and hurriedly went to answer the phone before he saw that it was an unfamiliar number. But he decided to accept it.

“Hello, who is that?” Jiyong asked on the other end of the line.

“Yes, I am Kwon Jiyong,” Jiyong replied politely before the other end of the line asked back with a long sentence.

“Yes...Yes.”

“Ah...what! Why do I have to…” Jiyong exclaimed in shock when he heard that.

"I know...but you should know that I..." he said in a softer voice before he was interrupted.

“But...I...”

“You can't do that! It's very important to me.” He was once again shocked by the words on the other end of the line to the point where he clenched his fists tightly to suppress his emotions.

The other end of the phone cut the line without mercy. The young man stood motionless as if his consciousness had drifted far away. His hand slowly loosened, causing the phone in his hand to fall hard on the floor, but that didn't startle him in the slightest. The young man sank into his chair with his hands on his temples and let out a long sigh before becoming as motionless as a stone.

Several days later

"Hello Dara, are you free today?...Let's meet at the same place." When he finished speaking, he immediately went to the meeting point...

Walking street that he comes to every day

“What's up, Dara?” he greeted as he waved his hand to greet the small, cute-faced woman who was walking towards him.

“Hey Jiyong,” the woman smiled sweetly at Jiyong before walking over to hug Jiyong. “I really miss you.”

“I miss you too,” Jiyong hugged back before continuing. “Let's go look at things.” Jiyong smiled softly at her before taking the woman's slender hand and walking together.

Another side

Chaerin was walking towards the fountain where Jiyong likes to play guitar. When she arrived, she found that Jiyong wasn't there so she tried to call but there was no signal. So I decided to walk along the path without thinking much. But she froze when she saw a man and woman walking in front of her. Even though the place was very crowded, she could tell within a split second that the person walking past her was Ji Yong. Your love'

What is holding hands like that...' She thought to herself as her beautiful hands began to tremble and her expressions began to change as the man and woman sat down on the bench not too far from her. I don't know if she was imagining it or if he felt like he saw her too. They looked happy and closer than friends, and it took her breath away when Jiyong held the woman's chin up and slowly lifted her up. Bending slowly towards her

“Kwon Jiyong…” Chaerin called out the young man's name as she walked to stand in front of him with tears welling in her beautiful brown eyes and her slender hands clenching into fists in a restrained mood.

“Cha...Chaerin.” Jiyong's slightly shocked expression made the girl next to him look suspicious.

“Who is it, Jiyong?” the woman asked of the newcomer.

“Oh, my ex-girlfriend,” Jiyong replied deadpanly. Chaerin heard that, her heart was like glass falling from a high place, shattering into pieces. Why did he talk to her like that? What did he want? To leave her like that... So many questions flooded into her brain. It's more than a lot of people. One can accept it, but there isn't even a word to solve the problem. There is no way to answer those questions as if everything is completely white and clear.

The overwhelming feelings made her unable to hold back her tears any longer, the clear water drops slowly falling. A stream of pain and sorrow flowed from her eyes and down her cheeks. She thought in her heart that her current condition was pitiful. A person like her should not be in this condition, especially in a place where there were people. Not loving you anymore like he does is too painful to bear.

“I'm going back to America...today...” Chaerin said, her voice shaking with sobs. Her voice was almost nonexistent at this time, she said before turning and slowly walking away, slowly turning into running instead of the tears flowing down her cheeks continuously like the rain that would not stop anyone from calling the sky behind. The rain that is always beautiful may not be true for you right now.

“How did you know she would see it?” the woman asked the man standing next to her.

“I know her well. If she hadn't gone to the fountain, she would have definitely come around here, and we walked past that way. She must have seen it,” Jiyong said, lowering his head, his expression clearly becoming sadder.

“So are you...are you sure? That it's good to do this..."

“..." Jiyong was silent and didn't answer, only smiling slightly. With a slight nod before lowering his head while there was clear water Chlorine was in those sad, dark eyes.

Several days ago

“Hello, who is that?” Jiyong asked on the other end of the line.

[I am Chaerin's mother. Is she Kwon Jiyong?]

“Yes, I am Kwon Jiyong,” Jiyong replied politely before the other end of the line asked back with a long sentence.

[Are you in a relationship with Chaerin? and play guitar with the hat on]

“Yes...Yes.”

[You have to stop messing with my daughter. And make her come back to America!] The other end of the line began to shout at him. The water's voice was so decisive that it was frightening.

“Ah...what! Why do I have to…” Jiyong exclaimed in shock when he heard that.

[Kwon Jiyong, you probably know, right? How good my daughter is and how rich is he?]

"I know...but you should know that I..." he said in a softer voice before he was interrupted.

[Anyway, my daughter must come back!] The other end of the line emphasized again seriously.

“But...I...”

[Nothing but! You know that I can commandeer that hill where your memories are kept!!]

“You can't do that! It's very important to me.” He was once again shocked by the words on the other end of the line to the point where he clenched his fists tightly to suppress his emotions.

[Because of this! It's very important, isn't it? So stop messing with my daughter, or if you want me to do what I say, choose!!]

The other end of the phone cut the line without mercy. The young man stood motionless as if his consciousness had drifted far away. His hand slowly loosened, causing the phone in his hand to fall hard on the floor, but that didn't startle him in the slightest. The young man sank into his chair with his hands on his temples and let out a long sigh before becoming as motionless as a stone.

He sat still for a while before reaching into his pocket and pulling out a silver ring with a small diamond on the ring head. Then he stared at it thoughtfully and didn't know why. There was clear water welling up in his dark eyes.

in America

At Charin's house

“I already told you, this person is no good. At first it's one thing, but once it gets into my nature it will come out. This person is not worthy of your child. Find someone better,” the mother said to her daughter.

“Rin understands. But Rin would like to just help out at our company. Rin isn't looking for anyone new right now.” Chaerin said to her mother with a face that was devoid of any emotion, like she was completely emotionless.

"It's up to you. Mother will go first."

“Yes,” Chaerin answered before watching her mother walk out of the room. No sooner had someone opened the room door than she walked in and came face to face with her.

“Chaerin, what Jiyong did was because our mother forced him to do it. He really loves you, what he did was just a lie!” Her older sister said as she looked at Chaerin with a serious expression that wanted to tell her sister the truth.

"Rin knows," Chaerin replied, smiling slightly. With eyes starting to heat up and tears welling up in eyes filled with sorrow, she knew that one day she would definitely return to America. Her mother would never let her and him love each other forever. No matter how much she wanted to be close to him to know that what he did was just a lie, she couldn't see him tell that lie. It was too painful for her to bear, and the more stubborn she was to stay, It's like I'm hurting myself even more to watch him continue to tell lies and fight back from the beginning.

the day before

“Oh, my ex-girlfriend,” Jiyong replied deadpanly. Chaerin's heart when he heard her was like glass falling from a height, shattering into pieces. Why did he talk to her like that? What did he want? To leave her like that... So many questions flooded into her brain. It's more than a lot of people. No one could accept it, she couldn't hold back her tears any longer.

Drops of clear water slowly flowed from her eyes that conveyed pain and sorrow and fell down her cheeks. She thought in her heart that her current condition was pitiful. People like you shouldn't be in this situation.

She couldn't bear to see him do such a thing, this kind of lie was too cruel for her…

Several months later

“Hello.”

"yes..."

"yes"

“Ah...ah...what... It's not true..it's not true, right?..."

"I absolutely don't believe it!"

Once again, Jiyong was talking on the phone and he accidentally loosened his grip and let the phone hit the floor. But this time, he not only tensed and collapsed on his chair, but he also collapsed on the floor and clenched his fists. He pounded the floor again and again, frantically, as if wanting to release his inner feelings as water droplets of sorrow flowed continuously from his dark brown eyes. He bit his lip tightly. To suppress the weak sobs that came out, he bit down hard until he could feel the salty taste of blood coming from his lips. He also slammed his fist repeatedly on the floor until he could feel the viscosity and smell of blood starting to seep out of his fist. Even though the feeling of pain trembled throughout his body every time he slammed his fist, which The blood soaked onto the ground was excruciatingly painful, but it was as painful as a broken heart. He still pounded his fists and cried like a unconscious person who had no intention of stopping his actions right now.

3 days ago

In a clean white room with a white bed in the middle of the room, soft sunlight streamed through the thin curtains and hit the figure on the bed. She was just a woman who was no more wonderful than anyone else. Her pale face and weak expression clearly indicated that she was seriously ill, and her mental state was not in good condition, causing her body to deteriorate more and more.

“Chaerin…”

“Mother...Ra...Rin...suffering...” The young woman said in a soft voice that could barely be heard. She seemed to be getting worse every day. It was too bad to say that she would ever be cured.

“I will find the best doctor to cure you. No matter how much I accept it!” Her mother said in a trembling voice, but her expression and expression were serious even though there were still drops of water flowing down her cheeks.

“No...no need to, Mom…” Chaerin reached out and gently held her mother's hand before turning her eyes to a piece of paper placed at the head of the bed. Her mother then turned to follow her daughter's gaze. But she was brought to tears again when she saw her daughter looking at her and gently nodding her head with a small smile, even though Chaerin's eyes were still clear with water. Accompanied as well.

“No... I won't sign...” Her mother reached out and picked up the piece of paper and made to tear it up, but was held back by her daughter's hand.

"Please sign...Rin...ma...I don't want to suffer...any more..." She smiled softly at her mother again, a gentle smile but it looked sad. That made her mother cry even harder. She loved her child too much to even think about her true feelings. She didn't think that just making Chaerin sad about being separated from her lover would cause her mental state to deteriorate to this extent. The mother looked at her daughter's face and smiled with a comforting smile that she could only do in her heart. Just apologizing for what he had done before moving his eyes down to look at the paper.

___ Turn off the ventilator.

___ Do not turn off the ventilator.

The mother reluctantly complied with her daughter's request and she could not bear to see her daughter suffer any longer. The doctor standing beside her Turning to look at Chaerin's mother, she nodded softly before turning off the ventilator. "I'll excuse myself first...may God protect you." The doctor then walked out of the room.

God...if it's true, please protect her.

Chaerin slowly moved her hand up to remove the oxygen mask with trembling and weak hands. “Thank you...Mom...” She said softly to her mother before continuing. “Mom...Rin...want to go back...South Korea...that hill...that tree...Rin...I miss him...” Chaerin's words faltered. Until I almost don't know the words.

She tried to force out her voice. Her 'last request' was while holding her mother's hand as tightly as she had the strength left to hold it for long enough.

"Okay...okay...for you, I can do just this... I promise…” The mother tried to force a smile to her daughter with tears in her heart, but she was indescribably sad, as if her heart was becoming more and more broken. Looking at his daughter now

“Thank you...ma...mother... "Rin...I love you and Dad. And...Rin...I love you Mommy..." She squeezed out the last word and smiled gently like she liked to do to a living person. The mother's tears continued to flow without any signs of stopping. Her mother also did the same. She gently stroked her daughter's hair before bending down to lightly touch Chaerin's forehead with her hand. The other hand still held onto Chaerin's hand tightly.

"Mom...I love you..." Mother's tears flowed again and this time everything was quiet, not even a sob or a sound... The 'breath' of her child...the hands that were once tightly held together slowly Loosen slowly The woman who was known as a mother didn't shout or say anything anymore, just let the tears flow down her cheeks slowly and embraced her daughter's lifeless body with the warm embrace she didn't give her daughter. For a long time, she couldn't forgive herself for causing her daughter to be like this. She could only blame herself in her heart over and over, but the guilt in her heart could not be erased.

Several months later

Ihate this love song..

I hate this love song

I hate this love song, I won't sing it again

I will stop thinking about you and I will finally be able to forget you.

I hate this love song, I'm about to sing it with a smile

So that you won't be lonely, I will come to you.

I'm afraid of this world that is meaningless.

Please take me to where you are with the moon and stars.

우리는 아름다웠는데 youknow 내게 사랑을 가르져준 너

We used to have beautiful memories, you know.

You taught me what love is.

Ihate this love song..

I hate this love song

He took out a beautiful shiny silver ring with a small diamond on the ring head from the box before kneeling in front of her and saying a few words with a smile on his face.

“Lee Chaerin...marry me.”

He smiled at the person in front of him as drops of clear water slowly flowed down his cheeks and trickled down. I don't know when it will stop. The young man slowly leaned down and hugged the stone slab in front of him in mourning. Why does it have to be like this? Why did you have to leave? If we hadn't met, you wouldn't have to leave.

“Why...why...?” The young man couldn't hold back his tears of sadness any longer. He couldn't accept that she wasn't with him, that she shouldn't have been like this. He could only blame himself. myself

When he realized that he couldn't bring her back, he picked up the ring, kissed it softly, then put it down along with the guitar pick case in front of the stone and picked up the guitar he had brought. Leaning against the tree where she likes to sit...

“If possible...I will come and play guitar for you every time. Today...but...if that day we met, if I didn't play the guitar and sing that love song...you probably wouldn't be like this...

Ihate this love song...” 

He said to himself before turning and walking away with tears still flowing from those eyes.

Even though you are not with him, your spirit...and your heart will always be by his side...

Jiyong awoke from his slumber, wondering about his year-long dream. He touched his hand to the corner of his eye and felt tears flowing from his dark brown eyes.

“Am I crying…” he said softly to himself before pushing himself up to a sitting position and wonderingly thinking about his dream. “Who are you? Lee Chaerin...”

A bustling pedestrian street located in a famous area of ​​South Korea, there was still a young man with blond hair standing, playing a guitar and singing near the fountain at the center of the pedestrian street. He could see. Just the people who passed in front of him without a trace of interest in what he was doing.

But among them, he saw a blonde-haired woman standing in front of him clapping and smiling brightly, which he recognized very well. From his dreams...

“Lee Chaerin…”

THE END

Thank you for the love song that made us meet..

..I hate love songs that make me leave you.

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