Your eyes, nose, lips

It haunts my memory

I can't forget you if I tried

I wanna believe in your lies

Just having you beside me is enough.

***Please use discretion when reading. The content is a little complicated***

P.S. I'm very focused on polishing this language. It's quite difficult to convey emotions. If you like it or have anything you should fix?

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Eyes, Nose, Lips

A slender hand opened the bedside drawer and took out his favorite brown diary. He looked at it for a moment before opening it to the latest page. His sweet eyes stared at the empty lines as he waved the pencil in his hand back and forth as if he was thinking about something. In my heart, after thinking for a while, I put the tip of my pencil to write and write down today's stories, recording the important memories of each day so that we don't forget.

-Meeting for the first time-

“Ah... Damn, there are so many people,” a thin woman with dark brown hair muttered as soon as she stepped onto the subway at 8 a.m., the hustle and bustle of salaried workers and of course her own hustle and bustle as well. Not only were there a lot of people, but there weren't even any seats, but as soon as she stepped through the train doors, a burly young man immediately stood up for her to take her place, flashing a friendly smile.

“Oh, thank you.” She smiled at the kind man in front of her before looking down at her phone before shaking her head lightly because before she got to her office, the creative department like her was stuffed with work again.

“Can I just have one day of stress-free?” he mumbled softly to himself. Then she pushed herself up when she saw that she had reached her destination station. But before she could step out of the train door, her small shoulder bag was snatched from her body before the middle-aged man who was holding the bag ran out of the train. Suddenly, someone's not very large backpack was thrown and hit the running thief's head so hard that he fell to the ground unceremoniously.

The good citizen who had saved her was none other than the man who had sat her down earlier. The woman bowed her head to thank her quickly, but the other person could only smile at the gesture of the person in front of her.

"Thank you. Thank you very much. If you hadn't thrown it and it hit his head right, I would have been in trouble. Thank you very much." As he said this he bowed his head continuously until the other person had to shake his head back and forth in an okay manner.

“The thief was running around with this bag. I saw him and had to help. How can I let you go?” His face was gentle. His sincere smile and very good nature made the girl stare at him for a while before shaking her head to regain her composure.

“So, is your workplace around here?” She invited the other person to talk about other things as they walked along the path because it was already late.

“No, I'm just coming to my regular coffee shop. I'm a writer and don't have a regular job. Keep looking for inspiration, what about you?”

“My office is in this area, but it's really nice. It's not a full-time job. I want to go anywhere. I don't have anyone to control my life." The young man turned to look at the other person and gave him a small smile.

“It is true that it is a very independent profession. But it's a bit too bad that in this profession, there's hardly any real free time. If we have new ideas You have to write it down quickly. Sometimes you're asleep and thinking about it, you have to wake up and write it down, so it's quite difficult.” Smiles and soft laughter. His was sent out. That looks strangely cute.

“Being the creative department of a cosmetics brand is a real headache as well, haha,” the woman smiled sheepishly at the other party.

They walked until they finally stopped in front of a tall building that stood tall in front of them.

“Thank you for helping me today and for walking and talking.” The sweet smile on that pretty face made her look even cuter than before.

“Thank you too for talking to me. Coincidentally, my regular coffee shop is right in front of your office.” He smiled, unlike the other person who raised his eyebrows in wonder at this coincidence.

“Is it this shop? The world is so round.”

“This is the shop. And if you don't mind today, if you get off work, can I treat you to coffee or cake?” Is this a date request? Or was she just thinking about this man who she had only met for less than an hour? However, it would be too cruel to reject the person who helped her.

“Yes...Yes, but I'd like to pay for it myself. You just helped me, this is more than enough grace.” She said with a cute smile on her face once again, so much so that they both recognized each other from this face.

“Haha, okay. See you later. You?..." We talked for a while but forgot to ask each other's names.

“Park Sandara, you can call me Dara.”

“I'm Dong Youngbae. You can call me Taeyang, it's my pen name. I prefer being called that by others.”

“Okay, see you later. Taeyang” Once again, the two smiled at each other.

recognize each other's faces, recognize each other The first day of the beginning of our relationship with each other.

-Let's be lovers-

1 year later, the relationship between the person who saved her from her purse being snatched by a thief and her who was their friend that day. Now it's starting to develop. Their personalities are incredibly compatible. Likes, love of things, closeness because the place he likes to hang out happens to be right in front of her workplace. Everything looks so perfect that it seems like it's been arranged well. They seemed so suitable for each other that they couldn't deny it. They had continued their nameless relationship for a little over a year until both of them thought it was appropriate to tell each other their feelings.

The couple arranged to go to the same coffee shop, the woman being the one who arrived first. Even though she is usually always late. Moreover, the inside of the store was unusually quiet, which surprised her quite a bit.

“Uh, sir, our shop is about to close because the owner of the shop has business today. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier.” An employee in the store walked up to her in a humble manner and bowed his head to apologize to her.

"Oh, that's okay. I'll go too." Her pretty face had clearly changed. Why did the person who had arranged for her come so late? It's really annoying.

Before he could get up from his chair, the shop lights were suddenly turned off, leaving a thin figure alone in the darkness. But not long after she was feeling frightened, someone walked into the shop and spoke to her.

“Wait a long time?” said the young man who had just arrived and walked into the shop. As soon as the other party heard the voice, he knew exactly who it was.

“Taeyang!! Why are you so late?..." Before the woman's complaint was finished, the shop's lights suddenly went out. A light suddenly turned on, showing a total of five employees and store owners standing in a row, holding signs with messages written on them.

'Do you remember May 15th last year?'

'It's the first day that you and I have met and talked. Get to know each other'

'It's been more than 1 year since that day. Time passes so quickly, don't you think?'

'I have been so happy lately that something has created a feeling that is difficult to explain.'

'So I think it's time for me to tell you this.'

“Be my girlfriend.” A short sentence, but with a deep meaning, was uttered by a young man in front of him, whose face was smiling but firm in those words, staring into a pair of beautiful eyes, waiting for an answer, while the woman He himself was still stunned by the events around him, including the lights turning off and turning on and the messages in his heart on those signs. and questioning words mixed with requests from the other party

“I...me.” Some of them were speechless with embarrassment until the person waiting for the answer let out a small laugh in an adorable way.

"Don't deny it, Ms. Sandara."

“Yes...Yes, OK.”

“What? I didn't hear it at all,” Taeyang said, teasing the other party a bit even though he clearly heard her answer.

“I agree to be your boyfriend!! I'm a lonely person and I'm very distracted, so please don't leave me anywhere!” His sweet face was slightly pursed, but he was so cute and adorable to the other party that he couldn't help but pull the little person in and hug him tightly.

"No, I will definitely not leave you. Thank you for loving me."

“Thank you too for loving me.”

Accept love for each other so that in the future there will be just the two of us.

-We kissed for the first time-

There were no people on the top of a mountain in the evening because it was almost dusk, but there was still a man and a woman sitting at the edge of the cliff enjoying the view with the man's motorcycle parked next to the sky. It was dyed bright orange by the setting sun, creating an incredibly romantic atmosphere.

“This is Taeyang,” Dara, who was sitting leaning on Taeyang's broad shoulder, was the first to break the silence.

“What do you say?”

“You won't leave me anywhere, right?” Your beautiful face turned to look at the other person with innocent eyes staring at the person next to you, waiting for an answer.

“Ask something like that. I have you in my life. And you have me as a part of your life. I will not leave you. I'm definitely not going anywhere.” His hands tightened his thin body close to his and gently stroked his hair to comfort him. Carefully, the other person

“I'm afraid... Uh…” The voice was stopped by thick lips that pressed down without asking permission from the other party. Those lips gave a light kiss. Gentle but firm, clear like the words spoken just now, as if to confirm that you should believe in his words, they are correct and truthful like that, without hesitation, without any lies.

All of which made Dara accept it without denying it. It wasn't a touching touch, but as said, it was gentle, nurturing and lasting until time was forgotten.

They pulled away from each other when they felt that giving their love through this kiss was enough as the sun set, turning the sky into darkness, signaling that it was time to go home.

“I believe that you will not leave each other.”

“Thank you for trusting me. Because I really thought that way, the way I said it and the way I expressed it.” The taller man pulled the other into a tight hug once again for reassurance before they both walked home.

That kiss is meaningful. steadfast and honest and as gentle as you can touch Not even the slightest bit of hypocrisy.

-I love you more and more like I can't live without you-

"I can't think of anything," someone grumbled angrily as he sat thinking about a new project for the company while ruffling his brown hair.

“What's wrong? Can't think of anything to do?” Your boyfriend sitting on the bed asked worriedly before walking to stand next to you and gently stroking the other person's soft hair as a comforting gesture.

"Oh, I'm really stressed out. The topic is that the packet can be used by both men and women, so what kind should it be?" His lips curled up in annoyance, which in turn made the other person smile in a cute manner. that

“Then look at my face.” The young man sat down next to the other man and made her turn to look at him.

"Why are you looking at each other? Seeing each other's faces is going to get boring." She said jokingly while laughing softly. in his throat, the other party couldn't help but send his hand to rub his girlfriend's hair diligently.

“Let's look and see if we can think of anything. If it were me using your company's brand, what should the package be like?” He tried to give the other person an idea by sitting still and staring at her beautiful face. She did the same. From just a passing glance But I don't know why, instead she looked deep into the other's eyes. Even though his attempt to help her figure things out didn't seem to help much, I felt a pure heart that wanted to help and a gentle look in his eyes that comforted those who were tired from Working feels like you're energized again.

“Do you have any ideas?” he said, smoothing his cheeks back and forth in an affectionate way.

“Ah...uh, yes, yes.” The sweeter face became a little brighter as a result of staring into the eyes of the other person, which made the face feel unknowingly hot even though this wasn't the first time they had looked at each other. I feel my heart flutter every time I look at it.

"Fight it, smart man, I may not be able to help much. It's too bad. I'm sorry." The young man made a sad face when he complained that he couldn't help much even though he wanted to help.

“It's okay. I've got some ideas now. Plus, with you beside me like this, I feel a lot more at ease." That sweet, cute smile that I've seen so often. It had been sent to the other person countless times, but he still felt in love with that smile without getting bored.

“I am very happy. to be next to You have alleviated some of your stress. In any case, don't overdo your work." After saying that, he carefully planted a kiss on the other's smooth forehead, gently comforting him, as if he was afraid that he would be hurt.

“Ask for more encouragement.” Without speaking, his thin lips curled into a pout until he looked cute and adorable, making the other party unable to help doing as he asked slowly. Put your lips on the other's lightly. Before breaking away, it was just touching, not touching at all to say that he cherished her. give her encouragement And how much I love you

“What will happen to me without you?” She looked at the other person after receiving a little encouragement just moments ago.

“I'm not going anywhere. You can rest easy, but if I'm not here, you have to be there for me.”

“What are you talking about? No one has died yet,” some of them grumbled before wrapping their arms around the young man loosely.

“What in case? But no matter what, I love you.”

"Um... I love you too." They hugged each other tightly, not wanting to pull away from each other as if they wanted to absorb the warmth they shared for as long as they could complete each other.

Afraid of change Afraid of leaving, afraid of being alone, afraid of everything, just hoping that having each other will help heal and be by each other's side forever.

-I miss you so much. Where are you?-

The petite girl with a pretty, doll-like face had now changed her smiling face to a smooth one, with worries and doubts lingering in her heart. She could only stare blankly at the creative desk until her co-workers I could only wonder at the strange behavior of a smiling person like you.

“Dara...Dara, is something wrong?”

"Oh...no, what are you thinking about?" She turned to answer her co-worker with slightly stammering words.

“I'm off work now. You can go back now.” With that, the young woman walked away. Dara, who had just regained her composure, turned to look at the actual clock. As the other person had said, it had already been her time to finish work for a while, so she collected her personal belongings and walked out of the building.

This feeling is a little strange because in these two months Taeyang will have to go to work in the provinces often. In fact, he is a writer who can choose to accept work at any time. And he didn't have a regular place to work, but the publishing company wanted him to try out new experiences. In some strange places So he had to go live somewhere else for about a month.

Which makes Dara not be herself and be absent-minded. And I miss her like crazy like this. I don't know since when she gave importance to this man named Taeyang, making him the most important thing in her life. And have shared happiness and suffering together for more than 4 years. Every feeling has melted together and so much that we thought we could not be separated from each other.

A lot of nostalgia arises from this distance, which distance has an effect on feelings.

-During this time, we look distant. Why do I always look unhappy in everything I do?

Original coffee shop Same time, people coming in and out of the store as usual. But the person sitting here has changed. Strangely, today there was only a petite woman sitting, although normally her boyfriend was sitting. Her smiling face was becoming harder and harder to see ever since the man went to another province. Monthly

At the end of last year, his face clearly expressed confusion, loneliness, sadness, loneliness, and many more things that he himself didn't know why he was like this, but ever since the other person seemed to be busier and everyone looked apart. She herself smiled less. Laugh less less happy Until it's like they're different people.

A telephone that normally has a telephone line Enter the same number several times a day, but only one or two times a day. See each other every time after work, but the other party has business and just disappears. He still smiles at her, makes her happy, loves and respects her as before, but what has changed is the frequency of his calls, the frequency of seeing each other and the fact that he just disappears for business.

During the last two months This caused the young woman to have a strange feeling in her heart, as if his attention to her had been diminished by giving it to something else or maybe someone else?

This strange feeling became more and more clear. Until finally it explodes.

“Where are you going?” someone asked in a calm voice.

“I'm going on a business trip. Just a moment and I'll be back soon.” He didn't say anything, but he still sent his hand over and gently stroked the other person's soft hair. Consoling another person

“What business? You've been missing a lot lately.” She looked up at her boyfriend with a face that looked hurt.

“At the publishing house, a new book will be launched.” After saying that, he planted a soft kiss on the forehead and slowly turned to leave.

“But in the past, you haven't disappeared this often. Do you have anyone else...?” Taeyang stopped, not moving forward, as if shocked by the other person's question.

“What did you say? I don't have anyone else, I love only you.” He turned to her again to answer that question.

"What about your phone? Who's in that chat?!"

“I saw you had an appointment. You're going here right now, right?"

“Why do you have to go? What are you going to do? And there are more phone numbers coming in and out with this name than there are phone numbers. Find me right now!”

"Why are you quiet? Answer me. Who are you..." The voice was starting to soften, mixed with the sobs that were suppressed inside. Why is the other party so quiet and hiding something? Or is it true as she thought? She was starting to become more and more confident from the strange expression on her face. and the silence of the other party It's like he's keeping some secrets in his heart.

“I can't tell…” Those words made the woman in front of her have tears welling up in her sweet eyes before she could not control them.

“Can't you tell me? Wha...why? Who are you? My new girlfriend...or..." The voice was forced out with more difficulty because of the sobs mixed in with the words.

“Not a bit. I only have you.” His heavy hand held the thin hand tightly, looking into the sweet eyes with a serious expression but also saddened by the other's tears.

“If you just tell me, I can understand. But now you don't tell me... I can't tell you. And what do you want me to think?!” She snatched her hand back with tears that continued to flow from this matter that did not have a clear answer.

“I'm sorry but I can't tell you right now... Please understand me, but I really only have you. I really love you. I don't have anyone else..." He hugged the other person tightly. They hoped to explain the story but had to stop talking because their girlfriends pushed them away from each other.

“Wherever you go, go! Don't you have an appointment? I don't mind. It's not good to default.” The sarcastic tone that the other party never received was now received from the person they loved the most.

“Dara...”

“I don't want to talk any further now, let's go to your appointment.”

"but..."

“Go!” His voice was so firm that Taeyang couldn't resist the urge to continue explaining because she probably wasn't really ready to talk right now. Probably feeling very sorry, he turned around and walked to start his motorcycle and drive it to the appointed place immediately.

“Huh…” A sob escaped after trying to hold it back until finally releasing the pain in his heart. The crying was probably not because he was just talking to other people, but because the time we had together was so little. As I said before, the feeling right now is like being lowered in importance.

I cried for a while. There was a ringing sound from the phone, but it wasn't her phone, it was his, which he probably forgot when rushing to the appointment.

Dara looked at the name on the other end of the line before deciding to answer.

“Hello Young Ben, it's been a long time since the appointment, where have you been? I've been waiting a long time. It's really someone who made the appointment. Still coming late again, I was told I don't have much free time today so I'll come another day. I'm still going to be stubborn and get it today. Hey, it's you.” The person on the other end of the line complained to the person she thought was the owner of the phone for a long time, but got no response.

"..." Once again, tears flowed down both cheeks, but he had to try hard to suppress sobs.

"Hello...Hello, can you hear me? I've been complaining a lot. Don't tell me, I can't hear you. Hey, ah...oh, you've arrived. If you're here, who's answering the phone..." Dara pressed. The button ended the call almost immediately, once again in a rage, and Taeyang seemed to have reached his destination as well. I'll probably be back soon. And then everything must be resolved.

“How close must we be to call you by the name Young Baeni…” The once bright and cheerful girl had now disappeared. There were only tears, sadness, disappointment and anger at the actions of the other party that had been done to her. All of this was enough for her to push one person out of her life. In the past, for her it was very happy, but now for him it may not have any meaning. In my heart I could only think like that.

A few minutes later, the young man's motorcycle was parked on the opposite side of the road. He got off the bike and looked left and right to see the car before running across the road towards another person.

“You still have the courage to come back to me like this!” A screech that had never been heard from her came out with a fury that was hard to control.

“I will be very happy. If I hadn't met you..." His words were stopped when the young man pulled his body into an embrace. Tightly hugging him as if he was afraid she would disappear before saying something.

“I have something for you to look at. Please come with me when you see it, I'm ready to give you a damn. You can go as far as you want and consider this as my last request.” Those words were serious but also the saddest and weakest thing the other person had ever said that made her feel that way.

“But I...”

“Please, I never asked you for anything except to love me and trust me. This time, I will ask you to trust me for the last time.”

“You don't have to say a single word to me, just get in the car with me. Please, Dara.” His hand gently wiped away the tears that were falling down her beautiful cheeks, looking at the other person's face as if he would never see it again. He took her on the back of his own motorcycle without even having the slightest conversation with him.

All along the way, there was only silence throughout the atmosphere which was now getting late every time. And neither of them had any conversations at all.

Until Dara started to feel annoyed because the place the other person had brought was not the place she should have come at this time.

Taeyang parked his car in front of a gravestone in the cemetery. Dara, who had been quiet since home, asked curiously about his reason for coming here.

“Why did you bring me here? It's so late…” Her white face visibly began to turn pale as anyone knew that she was more afraid of ghosts and of graveyards.

“I told you, there is something for you to look at.” With that, he slowly sat down in front of the tombstone, gently caressed it, and looked at it with something meaningful in his eyes, “You look at this.”

“This...this is...” She almost stopped breathing when she saw the gravestone. She stared at the words on it in disbelief. Read it over and over. The expression in the eyes and the emotion that was so full just a moment ago disappeared and turned into an indescribable feeling of regret, sadness, and confusion all mixed together to the point of not being able to put it all together.

“Dong Youngbae…” She read the name on the sign with trembling lips and a pale, trembling hand stroked the writing, unsure of the words.

“I love you,” the young man next to him whispered softly in his ear. But why was his presence no longer felt?

No words needed, not even a sob could make tears flow from those beautiful eyes. It flowed without knowing when to stop, her mind was so confused that she couldn't speak. There was no sound in the throat. The matter that is happening right now is unreasonable and beside the point. There was no other person standing by her side.

“What is this…” She was shocked again when she looked at the slate and found that the date her boyfriend had passed away was three years ago.

“Three years... Impossible! Well, I keep a diary here...” When she finished, she saw a small brown diary lying next to the grave, which made her even more curious as to where it had come from. “How can it be here…” She looked at it silently for a moment before deciding to pick it up and read it with trembling hands.

'15/05/09-First meeting-'

“So 2009? Crazy... Crazy, why did the year change? What is this?” She was confused by what she saw and why the date she saw was still the same. The contents of the notes were still the same, but the year in which they were written was not what she understood.

She read every page of her diary like a unconscious person right now. Everything didn't make sense. There was nothing to tell what the hell this was all about, and as it continued to open, The year recorded was changed to three years ago, if what she recorded was actually three years ago. And now?

Her pale hand opened and read until she reached a page that she hoped would not change, but that was not the case...

-He died-

A few minutes later, the young man's motorcycle was parked on the opposite side of the road. He got off the bike and looked left and right to look at the car to cross over to another person, but was stopped by words from the other person.

“You still have the courage to come back to me like this!” A screech that had never been heard from her came out with a fury that was hard to control.

“..." The young man suddenly stopped walking after hearing those words, not caring that he was still in the middle of the road. Even though it was getting late at night, there were still some cars driving.

“I will be very happy. If I never see your face again! Get out of my life!” She shouted, uttering words of insults that she had never done before, all because of such intense anger that her consciousness could hardly control the words.

When the other party heard that, he didn't know why, but he suddenly dropped to his knees while still in the middle of the road. A hand reached into his trouser pocket and took out something. Even though the darkness at this time made it unclear, for a moment the light shone on the object and it shone brightly, so beautiful that it was able to stop. The girl's eyes looked at it.

But soon that beautiful reflection disappeared...

“I love you…” The gentle smile on his face that the other party liked to give her this time was more gentle and sincere than ever before, but it also looked weak and sad at this time.

But that smile was cut off by the heartbreaking sight in front of him...

The car came at a high speed and it was quite late at night, making visibility poor and the negligence of the driver probably also high. The car crashed into the young man's body. The force was so strong that it was thrown several meters away. The driver, who was also responsible for the mistake, hurriedly came down to check on the young man's condition.

This was different from Dara, whose eyes were now still focused on the same spot where the other person was sitting a moment ago, with shaky eyes shocked by the sudden events just moments before, shifting her eyes to look at the blood trail on the road with an uneasy spirit. The brain at this moment was completely empty and completely white. Some bodies collapsed to the ground without any strength. Their eyes were hot and clear water was flowing down again, but there was no sound of sobbing. It flowed out for no reason, but just because seeing the scene in front of him had a profound effect on this heart. The trembling eyes turned away from the blood trail and looked down at the object that had fallen in front of them that was probably thrown from another person's hand. When I was hit by a car just now.

“Taeyang...this is you...huh...” His sweet voice suddenly sobbed when he saw that. A trembling hand picked it up gently, holding it tightly as if he was afraid it would disappear because it was the last thing he ever did. people hold it

A ring that hasn't been given yet The person who was going to wear it has already left.

From crying without a sound to crying out like a person losing consciousness, no one thought that someone we loved could pass away right before our very eyes, but we could only blame ourselves for this. I don't think they'll fight over crazy things. I didn't think that one day we would have to separate like this. And I don't think the last words she said were '

I will be very happy if I never see your face again! Get out of my life!' Even though the other person replied, 'I love you'

Today's incident became a stigma in her heart until the day she died.

That diary page indicated the origin of the current event where she was encountering the gravestone in front of her. And the reason the other party had urged her to come here together was like he wanted to tell her.

But why do the years in the diary change? And why do the events look like they just happened?

Until she looked at the diary again. Opening the next page made her startled by it. But this was the answer to every question that was lingering in my heart.

‘09/06/14 –I will be beside you-’

“Or...I...” Fear began to appear in the sad eyes. The pretty eyes looked away from the diary in their hands and saw another grave next to them. It's the same with my boyfriend's hand, suddenly weak for no reason, accidentally letting go of the small diary in his hand. She stared at the stone tablet without blinking, not even daring to read the name on it.

But that's what happened to her...

-I'll be beside you-

A week after the incident, she changed into a different person, not talking to anyone, not smiling, not laughing, not feeling anything anymore, but even though in her heart she was still sad and shaken by that event, there was still the thought that the other person was. Is it true or not?

Until when she entered the room, another person came because she wanted to find answers to her doubts. She found a book on another person's desk. But it's just a prototype that doesn't seem like it's finished yet and has a secondary cover. and some of the contents were all held together by a paper clip. She looked at the back cover and smiled as tears began to flow again.

‘Eyes Nose Lips’

‘by TAEYANG’

‘For Sandara Park’

The book he wrote for her himself compiled the stories from the time they met. through various matters Come together through the joys and sorrows that we have encountered together over the course of 5 years, but it's such a pity that there isn't a beautiful ending like it should be...

She decided to read it carefully even though she knew there was no ending but hoped that the author would be happy for her to read it. A tear-stained smile appeared on her beautiful face countless times when reading another person's work. Along with a thin hand that is constantly wiping away the tears on your cheeks to keep them from dripping onto the paper that he intended to create for you, it must be very important to another person. The same with you now.

When she was nearing the end of what she had typed, the part she wanted to know was revealed, which made her feel guilty for the rest of her life, unable to forgive herself.

"close friend... The diamond shop..."That's right, as you understand now. The young woman whom she thought was a third party was actually just a close friend of her lover. The young woman opened a diamond shop and of course the reason why in recent times Taeyang has often disappeared lately because he consulted a close friend about the ring he designed.

The custom order was intended to be given to her weeks ago. But I don't have that opportunity anymore.

“Why...I...don't trust you...huh...” I don't know how many times those tears have flowed from these eyes, this time they were heavier than ever because of the sadness mixed with Guilt for not trusting the one person who loved you with a pure heart. But she thought negatively that he had been unfaithful to her and abandoned her and that she accidentally uttered words of criticism without thinking about it first. This incident caused a lot of guilt for her. She was at the point where she couldn't forgive herself any longer.

young woman moaning Crying like a crazy person, saying sorry to the person who is no longer with her, no matter how much she screams and calls out to her, the other person will never respond to that call.

That evening, she came to find her boyfriend at the gravestone and sat down and looked at the marker with a smile and tears again. She never thought that someone would cause her life to experience so much. Like this, all the years of happiness, care and respect for every one. Like and the suffering of thinking that there will never be more suffering in this life than losing the person you love the most and who loves you the most.

A thin hand pulled out his old favorite brown diary. She stared at it for a moment before opening it to the latest page. Her sweet eyes stared at the blank lines before she put the tip of her pencil to scribble down today's story to record the important memories that were about to happen, just in case. Whenever you forget, come back and read it so you can remember.

And this is the last page of her diary.

'I'm sorry I doubted you, I'm sorry I acted like a fool. I'm sorry that in the end I pushed you away from me. Starting today, I will be beside you forever.'

A beautiful face revealed a slight smile. That smile came out looking both happy and sad at the same time. The confused, hard-to-guess eyes looked weak, pretending to be strong, and the trembling hands slowly Taking out something from her small handbag, she slowly raised it up to her temple. In her mind, the image of the person who had passed away now lay beneath the stone in front of her, smiling.

The sound of laughter shared Including the curses that she accidentally said to him and her self-condemnation flowing in so much that she couldn't bear it until the feeling came too much, her fingertips were about to be ordered to pull the trigger but rubbed. stopped with a voice

“Dara, please. Live for me.” The voice was soft and very sad. That caused some of her to shed tears again, but this time she had already made up her mind. I am confident in this choice.

“I asked you not to leave me... but I... chased you away. I...want to be with you.” Even though I was weak and trembling, I was sure and firm. That's what she thought. When she was confident like that, in her heart she forced her slender finger to pull the trigger...

Bang!!

Everything went dark like a movie whose film was suddenly ripped out. The last image that flashed in her memory was a stone engraved with the name of the young man she loved more than anything. And the image of him that flashed into his memory for just a split second, his face didn't smile like he normally did. But that face was truly sad.

And he always wanted the best for her. I didn't want her to live like this and choose to end everything just because he didn't have him beside her.

But she had her own reasons. Because the guilt in the heart of not trusting causes the other person to be like this, the result of which causes this kind of thing to happen, it is too difficult to live with this stigma attached to it.

And because of nostalgia... Thinking of that face, those warm eyes bright smile A gentle hug and comforting words made her feel good when she was near him. Or even the breath that now we don't have the chance to experience anymore...

Every story, every memory, came flooding back immediately. Explain every outstanding story. It made her realize that she wasn't just brought here by her boyfriend's spirit. Meaninglessly, but to remind her that she is still stuck in her mind over her own big mistake that made both the person she loves and herself have to be like they are now. For all these three years, she still thinks about The past from the first day we met until the last day we parted from each other until the day we died.

The story of another person and everything they had together still haunts the subconscious of the person who decided to end her own life like you. It has been repeating itself for three years now and will probably continue like this forever. Until you are no longer worried or have expired...

But all she wanted was another person beside her.

The two of them were side by side in this place, even though it was just a stone tablet. We hugged each other even though we didn't receive the same warmth as before and heard the sound even though it was soft. Gazing into each other's eyes even though there was no soul

At least being together is enough...

THE END

Andyour eyes, nose, lips

It haunts my memory

I can't forget you if I died

Feels like I'm losing my mind

Open : 12/05/17

Closed : 12/05/17

Talk of ME

This plot comes late at night. Well, at first I wasn't this depressed, haha.

But I thought about it. Let's take it all the way. So it came out like this...

I will say that this was very difficult in the latter part where events were switching back and forth like, Wow, this is very difficult.

How to write in a way that makes you feel good? Conveying emotions is very difficult. This matter is very challenging.

I hope everyone likes it. How do you feel? What do you need to fix?

Comments, criticisms, and votes are welcome.

As for the other short stories, they are gradually being published separately.

Finally, I'll leave you with this next long fic, it's a very big project.

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SkyDragon&etc.] The Leaders

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Lifeof ME