...Maybe our eyes can't be trusted. How do you know it's not an illusion?

...The sound heard may not be any sound at all...

...The lingering aroma may stink to the point of being disgusting...

...The touch of warmth may only be replaced by coldness...

“Kyungsoo! Who is that bastard?” Jongin looked at Kyungsoo with a dazed look. and pointed his finger out the window even though there was no one he was targeting.

During the day, he saw Kyungsoo going with someone he didn't know to the cafeteria at university. No need to waste time guessing, both their actions and teasing, no matter what they look like, they're definitely not just friends or siblings. But because he didn't want to gossip in the middle of the cafeteria and let nosy people come and gossip. Therefore, he kept this grudge in order to clear things up for now.

"..." Kyungsoo didn't answer. The small figure's eyes remained fixed on the ground as if there was no excuse. Which he had already guessed, even though there was no answer.

Sometimes not answering something means answering it....

"Why don't you answer?" The figure raised his voice and stared at the small man's face, his eyes still not blinking. Use pressure to predict the answer. But the small figure didn't answer as usual before pursed his lips tightly as he decided to tell the truth.

"Yes! You have someone else, are you okay!?” Jongin's eyes softened. The face shows a lack of understanding. How much do they love and cherish Kyungsoo? Why don't they appreciate each other? Why do you have to go and seek warmth from other people? This is the answer for someone who doesn't know enough!

"If you have a problem then just break up!" I'm not sorry." Kyungsoo left his goodbyes there. before avoiding to collect his own clothes to leave this place In any case, he doesn't care anymore even though we saved up money to buy this house together. But if he is at fault He was ready to leave everything and walk away.

“Kyungsoo, wait a minute, we're not finished talking!” Jongin walked over and grabbed Kyungsoo's hand. He stubbornly forced the small figure to make good eye contact with him. But right now, no matter who, no one will give in to anyone. Kyungsoo keeps pushing and shoving and scratching, but he won't stop when he won't let go. But who is willing to let the person he loves go?

no way.....

“What do you want!? If you go with someone else, it's your own fault. You have to go. Why are you holding me back again!?” Kyungsoo answered with a stern face and shook the tall man's hand free. But it didn't work, Jongin burrowed himself under his embrace until he was buried in his chest. They also hugged him tightly until both of his arms could no longer move.

"I won't let you go!" His sharp eyes met with hard, round eyes, but it didn't make the small figure change his mind about walking away from the other person's life in the slightest.

"Let me go, brother! I told you to let me go!! Let go!” The younger man couldn't stop struggling as the older man held him tightly like chains. Until they both fell to the ground.

Pug!!!

Kyungsoo tried to escape from the large body that was crushing him. Both scrambled and hands evaded everywhere. Just a fleeting thought made the tall figure decide to do something.

Pleng!!!!!

The front hand grabbed the lamp on the bedside table, which was a vase lamp, and smashed it down to the little girl's feet. The centrifugal force was so great that it shattered the vase. The pain from the impact combined with the shattered pieces of porcelain embedded into the small figure's slender thighs.

“Ahhhhh!!” Kyungsoo suddenly screamed in pain. It was a pity that no matter how loud he screamed, he couldn't escape the soundproof room. Kyungsoo knew that. He cried out in pain. Clear tears flowed down her cheeks like a river before she used all her strength to support herself with both arms and crawl away from the cruel person.

Red blood gushed from the cracks in the skin. The more you struggle, the more it hurts. The more you crawl, it still hurts. But if you don't crawl, it's the same as dying...

“Ugh....huh....” Jongin saw the little body's incessant resistance, causing his blood to rush to his face. He shouted frantically to Kyungsoo.

“Kyungsoo! Where are we running from you?!" In just a moment, my body took action before my brain. The tall figure hurriedly hunched over the body that was trying to crawl away to get to the door. He pulled him by the narrow shoulders so that he was facing him. before using two strong hands to squeeze White's neck Until the owner's eyes widened in shock as he couldn't breathe. Kyungsoo tried to scramble to ward him off, clawing at his face until he had to increase his pressure.

"Ugh....Ugh....Ugh.....Ugh..." No matter how long I tried to hold him, he gradually became weaker, but he squeezed the strong hand that squeezed his neck with the last strength he had. Just to reduce the force of squeezing the heavy hand, but it was ineffective.

The last moment when the breath was ragged was too long for the body to take. The small hand that tried to remove his hand slowly fell to his side. The eyes that were wide with anger changed to watery eyes that showed guilt. I feel sorry and ask for his forgiveness. Even if the body that tries to fight stops and the heart stops beating

That pleading look was still firmly etched into his small face and hadn't faded. At that time he was conscious. Know what you've done. But it was already too late. Jongin sheds tears of pain before collapsing and hugging the lifeless body of his beloved.

“Kyungsoo, why do you do this to me? We gave you no choice. I didn't mean to.......huh......take a breath, little one, say something......." He held his lover's face. Sharp eyes stared deep into sweet eyes. Now it was so lifeless. There were no more signs of life.

There was no spark in those clear eyes anymore. It's not bright anymore. He lightly slapped the face to regain consciousness, but there was no response. The man's tears flowed endlessly.

"Kyungsoo, don't leave me."

"please...."

"Jongin hyung, Kyungsoo is hungry...." Kyungsoo pouted, hitting a large pillow back and forth on the sofa. His eyes stared at the tall figure, begging for the tall figure to give alms. "We are the ones who have to make you eat. I don't know what you're doing." Jongin gave him a slight scolding expression before continuing to focus on his group's work.

“Mama, you can boil eggs, you can poach eggs, I want to eat.” Kyungsoo didn't give up his effort because he was too lazy to go into the kitchen today. Therefore, he offers a simple menu for tall people to make.

"I don't know how to make poached eggs."

"You can do anything. You can eat it all.” Jongin gave him a frown because he had to work. That little person couldn't do anything but just sit and be fat. Is it appropriate to use someone else's work?

Seeing that he was tall, he walked closer to the lazy man. and held his face so close that his hot breath blew on the little man's face. before whispering in the ear until the listener's face cries out

"Then can I have the small one first?..."

"You're crazy!" Kyungsoo slapped his strong arm like a pug! Upon receiving the older man's fierce gaze, Round eyes avoided the sharp eyes that were always waiting to follow his gaze. What kind of person is horny and doesn't have money like this!

Kyungsoo averted his eyes for so long that Jongin accidentally turned his head and kissed him immediately. A soft, passionate kiss until Kyungsoo followed along His hands gently pushed her small breasts so that they lay flat against the texture of the sofa. Before starting to play the love song that both of them know well.....

But that's just the past.

On the evening of hell, Jongin washed his body for Kyungsoo. He wiped himself clean and changed into new clothes before carrying him downstairs and placing his small body in the dining chair. He smiled softly even though he didn't return the smile.

"Are you hungry yet? I can't do anything, so let's eat instant noodles first. I'll fill it up for you." The little one didn't answer. The tall figure then walked to the kitchen area next to the dining table. Soon you will have instant noodles that look delicious because they add vegetables and eggs to add nutrients.

Place it in front of someone who has been sitting still for a long time. Before he sat in the chair across from him and scooped bite-sized noodles into his full, heart-shaped mouth. But the person in front of him didn't open his mouth to accept the food he was giving him. Makes the tall figure feel a little confused

"Eat it, little one. I've entered it." His lifeless body remained perfectly still, like a delicate statue. Jongin still doesn't stop trying, he still tries hard to make his lover eat some of the food he made.

"Kyungsoo, are you still angry at me....?" The small figure still didn't answer. So he put the spoon down in its original place and held his hand on the table just to talk about something important.

"We know that you love us very much..."

"Can't I just love you alone?...."

“I know that you often give us a headache. But we have to understand you, we're lovers." He waited for an answer for a moment before turning to the kitchen to boil water and prepare to cook as he had said.

Jongin is a very jealous person. No matter who Kyungsoo walks with, he always gets suspicious. In front of them, they may speak kindly to each other. But when was it just the two of us? Jongin didn't forget to bring up these matters and make them a problem. No matter how Kyungsoo explains, Jongin never listens. Sometimes a tall person is a good boyfriend, very good too.

But if it gets bad, it will be so bad that it will be frightening. He was both afraid and impatient of this kind of irreversible behavior. A person who is either good or bad, will always have problems when he is with someone. He knows that, but he doesn't know it himself. So he found an opportunity to break up with Jongin. Yes....he intended to take that man himself.

That man has nothing to do with him. Just borrowed it as a fake gig for Jongin to discuss this issue. And it was as he expected. Jongin acknowledged this and took the matter seriously. That moment he had been waiting for, so he didn't change his mind about breaking up. But to be honest, 'Let's break up' is also a difficult word to say.

But he finally said it, he had been thinking about it for many days. He will get out of this man's life once and for all. In the past, it wasn't that there wasn't happiness, but there was more suffering. But who would have thought that just a shallow thought would make today his last day.....Kyungsoo's.....

After keeping his head down and preparing for this for a long time, Jongin turned to look at Kyungsoo again. With a calm voice that did not indicate any feelings.

"We don't have to know anyone. Just knowing you is enough....."

Jongin carried Kyungsoo to sit in a rocking chair near him in the bedroom...........where the world of hell had happened. He cleaned up the mess all over the floor. Jongin sweeps up the tiles that remain in the thick red tint. When he tried to forget everything that had happened, it was as if it had never happened. But it's like the more you want to forget, the more you remember.

Pictures from the past came back to remind us of him again when we were still happy.

Be happier than this...

Going back to the happiest days. The day we decided to buy a house together and we got this house. That day we decorated the bedroom together and he was still kind-hearted. We've been debating about lamps for a long time...

"I think a wooden lamp would be more beautiful. It looks very good,” Jongin offered.

"I think the vase style is more beautiful. It looks beautiful all the time. If you use a wooden model for a long time, the color of the wood will fade. Like a vase, no matter how many years you leave it on, it won't get old." Kyungsoo explains at length. Round eyes looked at him with pleading eyes and a mouth that was pursed until it was puffy. If you do something like this, who is going to deny it?

“If you say it like this, you can give in.…” Jongin walked up and embraced the small body from behind before resting his chin on his head and rocking his body back and forth. “You indulge me like this. We choose everything ourselves, so don't leave me anywhere."

“Who would dare to leave the person we love alone, right?” Kyungsoo turned his head to meet his eyes before smiling, showing stability in his answer. Jongin smiled softly in response and then bent over to kiss his princess......

“We broke our promise, Kyungsoo…” Jongin turned his head to look at the small figure sitting in the rocking chair. And I don't know if it was a coincidence or intentionality, the stillness of his eyes, like a breath that had disappeared, was looking at him as well. A feeling that should make one's hair stand on end in fear, but for Kim Jongin, it didn't.

He felt extremely happy until he accidentally smiled...........even though he didn't receive his lover's sweet smile in return.

The next morning, Jongin woke up early to clean the small wound on his leg. When the blood-soaked bandage was removed, a serious wound appeared that showed no signs of getting better. The color of the wound was purple and almost black, and the wound was so rotten that the depth of the wound was deeper than before. The stench made him vomit violently, but he didn't show any disgust.

“Look, my wound is really bad. Why is your little one so sick? When I took a shower, I thought you washed it for me, did you see that?” Jongin raised his head to look into a pair of beautiful round eyes, but those round eyes didn't look at him at all. Just look ahead with vacant eyes. But he didn't say anything.

The older man walked over and picked up the first aid box and opened it to look at. Then he took a round cotton ball and dipped it in alcohol and began applying it to the severe wound.

"It's going to hurt a little. Can you bear it?" When asked, there was no objection. So he assumed that the little man didn't mind before gently dabbing the wound with cotton.

Chaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

As soon as the wound came into contact with the alcohol, a loud, caustic sound was heard. Showing how badly the wound was covered.

"Oh, it's a lot of trouble for us. Sigh~ That's why you have to take care of us," Jongin said while complaining. Didn't know that no matter how the wounds of the dead were washed and cleaned, the laws of nature would not be able to stop them....

It was normal for a tall figure to come wipe and clean his beloved child's beautiful motorcycle every morning. Today is the same. He prepared a sponge and basin and flattened it to clean his beloved child as usual. Like Chanyeol, he also has to jog every morning and must always pass by this couple's house.

In truth, Chanyeol wouldn't care and just run past. But he didn't do it, so how fun is it to annoy this crazy couple? Chanyeol rests his chin on the outdoor door that sits high on the hillside, smugly. before greeting Jongin with words from Guantri

“Yo! black child"

"Oh..." The bear-faced man smiled and replied before lowering his head and continuing to clean the motorcycle. Surprisingly, they didn't get scolded back like black kids do. The greeter was stunned for a moment. before finding something to talk about to make the atmosphere less tense

"Ah...and how is Kyungsoo?" Chanyeol happened to see his black boyfriend sitting on the sofa and asked.

“My leg hurts, so I have to carry it around all the time.” Chanyeol finally smiled. Jongin returned to normal, there was no tense atmosphere anymore, so he teased the person sitting on the sofa instead.

“Ah, my leg hurts. Last night, played hard? But no, the little man was still sitting on the sofa as usual. There was no anger or anything. Simply put, act like you didn't hear what he said. Even though I thought that I was shouting so loudly that the North Pole and the South Pole could hear it.

The small body was unaffected. It made him feel a little embarrassed. Both my best friend and my friend's lover act strangely. From being noisy to being calm Chanyeol then assumed that they were both angry about something, which was not something he had to deal with at all...

"Oh...yeah! I'm going. See you, Black." His hand waved back and forth, not forgetting to say something irritating to try the other person's heart. But the result is the same. The corner of Jongin's mouth smiled back. He looked so tired that he couldn't help but smile. But I tried not to think about anything and chose to leave. The matter of two people is something that both of them should solve on their own.

The true reason for their unusual behavior remains unknown. But it would be better if you weren't busy...

This evening, Jongin chose a menu that was easy to eat. like pork porridge As you know, Jongin is a person who hates cooking and rarely actually cooks himself. Because he has a small person waiting to do something for him. But because this time he intended to cook the first menu for the little one to eat. The process of doing this requires relying on YouTube.

Until the picture was successfully translated into pork porridge made by Kim Jongin. He scooped up some rice porridge soup to test its deliciousness, and the result was that the taste exceeded expectations, so he served it in front of the little man with a proud expression.

"See? Doesn't it look delicious~ I told you that you're also a skilled cook~" Jongin flattered himself. Lift your head up and show off your chest. Because for a long time, Kyungsoo had complained that his late-stage charm had turned negative from being in the kitchen making stir-fried basil that was similar to Auntie Cheng's noodle soup. The taste was beyond repair, but this time he did it well. I don't want to talk.

At that time, I was just so weak that I would die. Just a moment ago, the pro's skill called me. It's not difficult to brag.

The hand in front scooped up a spoon filled with bite-sized rice porridge to the mouth, full of beauty in the feeling..........................but there was no response. From someone who has been quiet for a long time He held his hand for a while, losing his patience, so he put the spoon back in his hand.

"Are we still angry at you?" There was no response from the little body. So the tall figure had to speak for himself and be alone.

"If you're angry, I'll eat first. And then you can get angry later. Open your mouth quickly....." He tried hard to get his lover to eat his food nicely. But the result was the same every time.....the small figure didn't answer anything and even looked like he didn't care. He sighed slightly before continuing.

“Why doesn't Kyungsoo answer you? Please talk to me. I'm about to die. I'm begging you, please stop ignoring me. I'm sorry... I love you so much. Please don't hurt me by not caring about me like this, Kyungsoo..." The tall figure begged. The hand that had been holding the spoon put down and took hold of the small hand instead. The pale coldness of the hand on his cheek didn't interest him as much as he wanted to convey his feelings of slight disappointment......

"Hug.....Hug......Jongin hyung....Kyungsoo hurts.......Kyungsoo's leg hurts a lot.....Hug.... Hey!" The tall figure's eyes widened. His little man finally replied. Even though there were tears, he was glad that his lover finally responded. Keep him quiet and let him be a crazy person who can talk alone and stay small...

“Does it hurt?...Does your leg hurt a lot....?” Kyungsoo nodded his head quickly, indicating that the pain was really great with the speed of his nodding. The tall man had tears in his eyes. Standing up to his height, he rested his head on his strong chest to comfort him before ending with a heartfelt apology.

"I'm sorry. Don't cry. Don't cry.....I'll take care of you. Don't worry.....I love you, Kyungsoo. So don't run away and find anyone else. Don't leave me, please....." His lips curled up and he said an apology through tears. Standing there hugging his head and spitting for a long time. Spreading warmth around the two of them.

Ready to sway back and forth, causing the small head to sway with the force of his movements. Time passed until the cries and trembling from the small body subsided. Even though it gradually became quieter, he still hugged the spitting head and never left. He just felt good hugging the person he loved. I'm glad that the person he's hugging hasn't run away.

Still beside each other....

....But I didn't know that my body, which was cool according to the temperature around me, didn't reply to anything......from the beginning.......

A new dawn opens once again. Jongin arrived at university later than usual today. When everything is better than the last day There were no outcries, insults, or feelings of displeasure because Kyungsoo was willing to open up and talk to him again. But it felt like something wasn't right, but even then he didn't know what it was.

A tall figure walked in with a blank expression on his face. The eyes do not focus on any specific point and focus on a blurry image. Jongin kept walking towards class but didn't meet his two friends who were sitting on the stone bench next to the cafeteria. which is already a pass Chanyeol and Sehun chatted happily before noticing Jongin's walking corpse. I walked past them without even bothering to say hello.

"Damn! Until you come. And why didn't you come yesterday? Did your wife hold you back?" Sehun teased with an annoyed wiggle of his eyebrows. But Jongin only smiled slightly. Sehun couldn't help but be shocked at Kim Ki's expression before turning into disgust at that smile.

What's wrong with it now? Are you coming from the Dhamma line and doing mo? It's like if we were scolded, we wouldn't be angry. We would calm down and pray and dedicate merit to him, but it wouldn't hurt.

“Kyungsoo hurts his leg and can't walk. So I stay and take care of him, unlike you. I like him but he doesn't want me hahaha” Jongin teased back. Sehun looked wide-eyed as soon as the knot was poked. He immediately countered.

"Oh, this bastard! He's just testing my heart. I'm not in a hurry, right?!” Jongin was so annoyed by his friend's self-excuses that he was bothering him so he couldn't stop himself. Chasing Sehun into chaos But Sehun was able to dodge every time.

Chanyeol acted mute for a long time, starting to get annoyed that these two guys were chasing each other back and forth without stopping, so he decided to continue asking Jingin to get them to stop playing like children.

"So Kyung isn't coming too?"

“Um, maybe a little more time...” Jongin reasoned just that. Chanyeol plans to ask why his leg hurts, but Jongin cuts off his sentence by asking to go to his room to take notes. They didn't prevent anything from letting their friends go. But I couldn't help but think that it was strange. People like Kim Jong In are interested in following the lecturer. When they come, they don't take notes at all, let alone when they don't come.

“Sehun, do you think Jongin is weird?” Chanyeol asked when he felt a tug, in case he thought it was his own. But as expected, Sehun thought the same.

"Oh, I guess.....or do you plan to study hard?"

“No, I don't think it's any weirder than that. Do you think it looks dazed and drowsy? I don't know how to smile.

"No, no. Are you thinking about it yourself? Maybe it's tiring having to take care of his wife?"

“I don't think so. It seems unusually quiet. Even though it's better than when it annoys me, I'm not used to it."

"Oh, Isis! You think too much, you think very little."

"Oh......" Chanyeol almost thought about it too much if Sehun didn't hold back. All his close friends I don't know why it's changed. I want to think it's strange, but he probably just thought of it because Sehun didn't mind. Thinking like that, his eyes were fixed on Jongin. Even if you notice that it moves left and right, you have to think that there is nothing..........

"Are you lonely? You're not there as a friend, hmm?....." Jongin walked over and hugged the small figure who was sitting on the same sofa, just like when he had brought the small figure to sit on before leaving.

"I'm not lonely. Kyung is just sitting here quietly." His mouth was full and he smiled softly. Gently caressing the soft, pitch-black hair of the tall figure.

"Sit still? I'm really bored. Later, turn on the TV and watch.........this! I bought ramyun for you. Do you want to eat or not!?” Jongin pouted before smiling widely when he showed off the two boxes of food in his hand. He knew that little body liked it and didn't eat it. Kyungsoo smiled as well and shook his tall figure's sleeves pleadingly.

“Let's go eat. I want to eat! Let's go." Jongin pats the petulant child's head affectionately. He picked up the small body and hugged it to his chest, taking him to the dining room table to eat dinner...........

.......but

The moment when the small body rose The arms and legs that touched his hands were...........cold and cold. Even though the atmosphere was filled with warmth from the feelings of the two of them But the small body didn't recognize it. The tall figure froze for a long time until Kyungsoo greeted him.

"Jongin hyung.......Jongin hyung......hyung!"

“Hm...hm.” Jongin held his small body and stayed like that before he regained consciousness. The coldness just now disappeared in an instant. It became a warm touch as it should be. He looked down at the lover in his embrace and smiled softly to conceal his strange feeling.

"What's wrong with you.....?"

"No...........Nothing."

“Ding!” Jongin was sitting on the bed playing with his phone. Turning to look at Kyungsoo's phone which was placed on the small table next to the bed. before always looking at the small body A small figure sat in a rocking chair. There was no reaction and I didn't think of going to answer the phone. He waited for a long time before deciding to answer the phone himself.

[Mother]

“Hello, Mom,” Jongin answers the phone and he dares to answer the phone to Kyungsoo's mother because he's quite close. Kyungsoo had taken him to introduce him so often that they had become a family.

“Jonggin, darling, today your little one didn't answer your phone. What's wrong with him, child?" Jongin's future mother-in-law said in a tone of deep concern for the little man. He reached out to Kyungsoo again, saying that Kyungsoo was fine, then walked up to the small figure and handed him the phone.

“Kyungsoo, Mom called me.” A strong hand held the phone in front of the small figure. But there was no small hand reaching out to receive it.

Sharp eyes look at the faces of the people below. His brows furrowed together and when he looked closely, the small figure wasn't looking at him at all. But his eyes were fixed on the floor of the still room. It made him even more irritated.

"Little one! Mom is calling." As usual, there was no response. From being irritated to finally becoming angry and angry.

"Kyungsoo!...."

"Why don't you answer me?..."

“Kyungsoo!!” Jongin increased his tone until it became a yell. He shook the small body back and forth, not very forcefully, but it caused the small head to shake with the force of the shaking.

“Kyungsoo, answer me. What are we?!”

“What are you afraid of……?” That question made Jongin pause for a moment. His eyes widened and his brows furrowed in surprise. He didn't expect the younger man to say his first sentence with a question like this....

....So what exactly is he afraid of? He doesn't know either.......Just some feelings are telling him.........Even though Kyungsoo is with him all the time. But why does it feel like..............alone.........

And when he turned his head, his eyes met a small figure. Those big eyes staring at him and that smile.....was extremely terrifying. I don't know why it made him smile. I feel so happy......or maybe he's going crazy...........no matter what we do. If we don't leave you.......I'll be happy.

"I'm sorry, Kyung is angry. I live here, so I don't really want to talk to anyone. Then he'll be better and he'll call you back, Mom.” Jongin chose to lie. He didn't know what reason to make of this.

“Oh, young people are angry again? Whatever you do, think a lot. Don't yell like that at me again, Jongin."

"I'm sorry. Good night, Mom."

"Cupboard"

“Jongin hyung!” Byun Baekyeol, his junior and Kyungsoo's close friend. He doesn't quite like Baekyeol....no, he really hates him. More than because this friend of his girlfriend must be thinking too much about his girlfriend. Looks more worried than meets the eye to the point of being annoyed. Before he liked Kyungsoo, he even thought that the two of them were lovers.

Even though Kyungsoo's mouth says he only thinks of him as a friend, who knows if the friend who said this thinks the same thing or not? When he started flirting, Kyungsoo liked to interrupt. When they argue, they encourage them to break up. He really hates this junior's face. It's the same now.

“How is Kyungsoo? Haven't come to class for two days. Is he sick?” The thin figure asked with a look of deep concern on his face. There was something hidden in that voice. He could only purse his lips slightly and look away, suppressing the fierceness in his body.

"It's okay."

“This evening, I asked to go see Kyungsoo at your house. I emailed and he didn't answer. I called and he didn't answer. I really want to go for sure.” Baekyeol still held off on going. I said it's okay. No matter what happens, the person who is the "husband" will take care of it himself. I'm just a friend, do I have to be worried enough to go to my house?

“You don't have to go!” Jongin accidentally raised his voice. Until the person who was yelled at started to notice. His expression and eyes were definitely trying to hide something from him meeting Kyungsoo for some reason.

"Hey bro! What's the matter? I just want to go visit Kyungsoo. You're doing this because you did something to Kyungsoo, right? He didn't answer me at all. If you're pure of heart, why do you have to hide it?" The thin figure shouted inconsolably. Because in the past he was willing to accept everything. When his little friend is sick or in trouble, he just wants to help, even as a friend.

It's true that he likes Kyungsoo, but if Kyungsoo doesn't like him and wants someone other than him to take care of him, that's fine. He just wanted to see Kyungsoo happy. And this is the person who will take care of Kyungsoo instead of him? If you can't take care of half of a friend like him He asked for the money back even though he had no right.....

"obtrusive!!!!"

"..." Baek gave him a murderous look. Staring at Jongin, not moving anywhere. And didn't think to say anything and curse back because it was a waste of saliva and low!

Sharp eyes and beautiful eyes stared at each other for a long time. Until Jongin lost his patience and pushed hard on his narrower shoulder until his thin body fell. Ready to walk across with an angry expression

Tonight, Jongin hugged Kyungsoo tighter than every other day. He was worried, afraid that someone would steal Kyungsoo away. No matter who or what time he doesn't want it.

"Kyungsoo, do you love me...?"

"I love you."

"I love you, so don't leave me."

"Say this again.......I won't do it, is that okay?"

"Then why did you leave me that night?"

"Please consider it. Just now I'm not going anywhere, that's okay, right?.....I won't leave you again." How reliable can you be, Kyungsoo?.....

"Is it true?"

"Even until I die, I will always love you." Just words...but they made him feel incredibly comfortable. Kyungsoo's words of love sound like true love from the heart, not pretending. He closed his eyes and relaxed. In the embrace, there was still a little person hugging his chest that wouldn't go anywhere.......so warm.......

In just a moment, a strong, putrid stench wafted into his nostrils. His thick brows furrowed as the sudden putrid smell didn't dissipate. He endured it for a long time and the smell still lingered until he couldn't bear it, holding his breath and asking the small figure.

"Kyungsoo, do you smell anything?"

Immediately, the strong putrid smell from just a moment ago immediately disappeared. The person in his arms didn't say anything, but a small hand moved to pat his back soothingly, causing him to relax and immediately forget about the smell. Instead, the sweet scent of the little baby's powder scent spread throughout the room. That night he slept well.

And didn't wake up in the middle of the day like the past few days. It's like Kyungsoo's comfort is a good sleeping pill that makes him sleep soundly all night long......

Jongin walked into university looking like a patient with terminal cancer. Both the smell and condition have greatly deteriorated. Until people around you don't dare come close. Only close friends like Chanyeol and Sehun would dare to come say hello.

“Damn kid! Damn it!! What's this damn smell? Issssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss“, Sehun who jumped to face Jongin almost couldn't catch his breath as the strong smell spread around Jongin, causing damage to his nose cells. But Jongin didn't care, like he didn't even notice him and just walked by. Sehun then grabbed Jongin's shoulder to make them face each other again.

"What's wrong with you, Jongin? What have you gotten yourself into? Your body really stinks." Because just getting a little closer to Jongin, the stench like a dead(?) dog was so strong that he didn't want to get close.

Jongin looked displeased but didn't say anything before quickly walking away. But the two of them did not relent in their efforts. Still running after Jongin, before being able to grab hold of his broad shoulder, he pushed him to turn and look at him carefully.

"Damn it! You tend to take it a lot. Ask me anything and I won't answer. I'm worried about you. Why are you doing this......and where did Kyungsoo go and what did he do----"

“Stop bothering me about my wife, Isis. My people can take care of you without having to be nosy.” The Chanyeols were stunned for half their life. Jongin has changed so much that he hasn't noticed at any time, but this guy is the most calm person and keeps the troops at bay. But now it's the front foot. Plus declaring war on the friend who cares about him the most. like them too

In fact, they couldn't deny that Kyungsoo was cute. But my friend's boyfriend has to tell the difference, right? No matter how much they wanted to, they didn't want to take anything from anyone. This one tends to be a lot.

“What the fuck are you, Isis? What the hell are you so worried about? I'm just asking!!" Sehun yelled at Jongin. So loud that people on the opposite side of the field could hear it. Chanyeol also wanted to scold, but he was calm enough not to argue with anyone, especially his friends.

The three of them stared at each other with fury. Before Jongin made a clear announcement

"From now on, don't bother me again!" The tall, dark-skinned figure walked away, which neither of them allowed him to. I feel like I don't want to see you anymore either. Let him know if he can be alone......

“Damn it!” Sehun walked past Jongin with an overstretched bag, looking casual. Chanyeol also shrugged nonchalantly before following Sehun, allowing Jongin to calm himself. Some things we just have to take time with and let it be what it will be and at some point it will find the answer for itself............... ..

But maybe if we let it go, it might be too late to fix it......

"Brother Chanyeol!!"

"Huh!? Baek.....Yeol?" He looked at the face of his younger sibling who was shocked that he had ever met before speaking the name he thought of in his head. And he correctly guessed that this boy was a first-year junior who had been close friends with Kyungsoo since middle school.

"Please help me go talk to Jongin hyung, that is---"

"Oh, that damn thing!? No, I don't want to bother you." Chanyeol said in a tired voice and slapped his hand away, dismissing the junior indifferently. Baekyeol looked stunned for a moment and then continued speaking without any consideration for the chaser.

"Please help each other, Korean people. Well, Kyungsoo hasn't come to class for 3 days now. Please go and see if he's okay. I think I'll help Kyungsoo. Can we put the matter of you and Jongin unnie on hold for now? Okay, let's go take a look this evening. I hired you!!” Baekyeol truly did as he said. He took out the money from his pants pocket and handed it to Chanyeol casually, not even thinking about counting the amount of expensive bills.

"Hey, are you planning to hire someone? I'll go see it for you. You don't have to pay. In fact, I want to go see it too. If anything happens, I'll tell you." He felt considerate of Baekyeol and didn't want to take the time to say much. With that said, Chanyeol waved goodbye to his bright-eyed junior. His head kept thinking about this over and over.

He himself searched for the reason why his friend was like this until he forgot the person closest to him. Or the truth, Kyungsoo..............it could be something else.

This evening by appointment. He waited for it to get cold before going to Jongin's house. It was easy to look at and be sure that he was relaxing. As expected, he drove the car, but as soon as he got close to Jongin's house, he turned off the engine and actually drove the car instead and then parked it in front of the neighbor's house. Walked up to the door of the house, found a good angle with a little tree, leaned forward a little, and peeped out.

The original sofa was positioned to face the front of the house. He also saw Jongin sitting facing him, his face content, chatting with Kyungsoo who had his back turned to him. They talked for so long that it was only his friend who kept talking non-stop. As for Kyungsoo, he's not so sure. They talked for a really long time until his ass started to hurt.

In the end, both of them changed their attitudes and behavior. Jongin lies flat on the sofa, while the smaller man is forced to lie on his taller chest instead.

It looks like a cute picture. I even feel jealous. He pursed his lips, looked up once, then turned and walked back. He must really be thinking too much. But the reason why Jongin seemed to be in a bad mood, I would like to interpret it as menstruation. It will go away soon.......................... If you look at it casually, it might be cute, but it wouldn't be like that if Chanyeol saw the hand that fell on the edge of the sofa.

It is not the color of a living human's skin at all. Both pale white and blackened by the time of decay. The little person that everyone calls cute probably isn't cute in anyone's eyes anymore........except Jongin.

"How are you?"

"What the fuck is this?!" Yesterday, I still saw them hugging each other. You really think too much,” including him.

"Did you really say that? Sigh......This is fine." Back sighed in relief. Chanyeol also thought there was something wrong but it was good that Kyungsoo was safe. At least Jon In's strange behavior probably needs some time to adjust and it will go away.

“Stop thinking too much. You made me think about it, do you see that?"

"Alright, I'm leaving now, there's nothing else." The thin figure walked over and waved goodbye, leaving a word of farewell without any hesitation. But he didn't mind anything. Nothing is better than having....

This morning was another day where Chanyeol relaxed his muscles from the tiredness of his brain and brought it to his body instead. But it made him feel better. Chanyeol wore comfortable clothes to go running today. He grabbed his phone and looked at it for a while, what song should he listen to while running? But suddenly a call from an unexpected person appeared.

“Kyungsoo,” Chanyeol said softly. He didn't even think that the number he had memorized would have the opportunity to talk on the phone. Since they had never called to talk, it was strange that there was something so urgent that they had to call like this. Not wasting time, his slender fingers pressed to answer the other party's call.

"What's up Kyungsoo...." He chose to speak first as an internal greeting. But the sound that came back was only a buzzing noise from time to time, with no voice on the other end of the line speaking at all. Chanyeol held the phone for a moment before starting to feel annoyed that the other person was calling but didn't say anything. When he asked, he didn't want to be afraid that it would be rude or not, he didn't know. But when the thought reached its end, the first sentence came out on the other end of the line.

With a sobbing sound...

"Brother Chanyeol.....hug....hug....help me......" Chanyeol didn't wait any longer and hurriedly answered.

"Kyungsoo, what's wrong? Who's doing what!?"

"Please take me out.....Jong In hyung is excited...."

“Why Jongin? What is it doing to you!?”

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Don't wait to talk. And don't waste time thinking about it. A place where Kyungsoo can be locked away. Whatever the reason for not having seen the other person for many days, all questions can be answered. He ran 4

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Go to Jongin's house at the speed of light. And the first moment he got home, he didn't hesitate to climb the fence and jump in. Without caring at all about the aunts and uncles who went to the market or walked around to enjoy themselves.

"Hey! What are you doing young man? How can you climb someone else's fence?!" The strange aunt ran up to Chanyeol when the tall figure was able to sit on the fence and was about to jump down if the aunt didn't stop him.

“My younger aunt was locked in by my friend and I had to go help her. Auntie, you don't have to stop me!” A low, unique voice shouted and the sound became louder than normal, causing people far away to be shocked by the scene in front of them. along with walking around to see the situation Some people can just pick up a communication device and record a video.

“Anyway, take it easy. Even if she went to help her now, it would still be dangerous for her. Hurry down and call the police.” Chanyeol also showed a grunt because he couldn't wait until the police came. At least if he's going to cause any harm, it's better than nothing. The sound of my younger sister's call was even more heartbreaking. It clearly shows that the event has reached a very serious point.

Maybe Kyungsoo was hurt.

"What's the matter with you Changnim?" Another uncle walked up to join in. He looked like he knew the aunt so she avoided asking him.

“Look at this young man. It said there was a child locked in there and he was trying to help. I'm not worried about myself at all. Please stop him!” After saying that, the uncle looked at him before trying to persuade Chanyeol to come down.

“Young man, please come down first. Just don't risk anything. It's better to wait for the police to come first. Hey! Please call the police." That uncle said to him at first before turning to talk to another aunt to call the police. So he decided to come down because there were more and more people gathering until it was called crowded. He still didn't want to do anything stupid in front of so many people right now.

Chanyeol thought about it for a moment before deciding to call his home number when neither of their numbers came through. At least you have to call my home number~

"Screaming!" Ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring, ring ring, ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring The sound of the phone ringing outside the house could be heard. But no matter how long I waited on the phone, there was no sign of anyone coming to pick me up. Until the line cuts itself So he decided to call again.......

It's been 4 days since Jongin was still in the twisted world. He's not crazy, he's still sane. and knew that Kyungsoo was dead But when he thought like that, the figure always smiled back as if the truth had turned out to be something he had just imagined. That day at the cafeteria, Kyungsoo didn't walk around with another man. He didn't yell and curse the small figure.

Kyungsoo didn't try to escape. He didn't smash that leg with a lamp. and didn't kill Kyungsoo........we still love each other well That day we went home together from studying at university. We cooked together and he held Kyungsoo all night. Yes, it must be like this, yes......

"Crying!" The sound of someone's phone ringing from the living room showed that someone was calling.

“Kyungsoo, go answer the phone for me.”

Cringing!

"Kyungsoo, someone's phone rings, please go answer it."

Cringing!

“Kyungsoo, you told us to answer the phone.”

Cringing!

“Kyungsoo!” The voice that echoed throughout the room stopped with the sound of the incoming call that he had the little figure pick up. Kyungsoo now has almost nothing left of his original form. The bodies that were white on the first day of hell began to darken. That bright face that always smiled and the big, innocent eyes were now swollen and swollen as if they were about to bulge out.

His once calm eyes had broken blood vessels in them until the whites of the eyes turned red. The black eye itself was dull and lifeless. The heart-shaped lips that were once delicious were now pale, dry, and cracked. Everything is no longer the same in reality. But who knows how beautiful it will be in Jongin's memory? He could still see the owner of the heart-shaped smile smiling at him with a cute face.

His eyes squinted down until they formed a straight line. When he smiled, they were cute and nurturing. Clear cheeks dotted with natural streaks of rosy blood, making them round and red enough to pinch. Everything was decorated together until it was his Kyungsoo. This morning, when doing our daily routine for both of us, he carried Kyungsoo to sit on the sofa, waiting for him to make breakfast.

But today, there was a fuss, there were many people standing in front of the house, pinching their noses like there was some kind of stench coming from inside their house. He doesn't smell it....What do these people have to do to disturb other people?

"Whoa, corpses," everyone screamed loudly and squeezed their noses tightly from the stench. Jongin still doesn't understand, his brow furrowed and he stares bloodily at those people before setting Kyungsoo down on the sofa and angrily walking towards cursing at the person in front of the house.

“Get all the way out. What's going on? Why do you have to mess with other people's families? If you don't go, I'll call the police and arrest you all.”

"Hey, the police are here!"

“The police arrested all these people. They can't keep making noise.” Jongin walked closer to the police but didn't open the fence. The finger was always pointed at that group of people.

“Would you please open the door for me?” Jongin was confident in his innocence, not knowing that it was his own fault!

"I would like to arrest you to give evidence."

"Huh!? The handcuffs have to be used on them, not me. Hey, what are you doing? You guys can't break into other people's homes. Stop it!!!"

"Hmm! Sergeant, there's a dead person in this room." What kind of person died?

Already killed...

The putrid smell returned again, just like that night, but this time it was so much worse that he almost vomited. The police who entered the house heard a lot of vomiting. Before he could think more about it, he was dragged into a police car to give a statement...........in jail.

[Recently, there was a murder in one area.

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Up. The culprit is a student at a famous university. Murder of boyfriend in house The name of the deceased is Mr. Do Kyung Soo, 19 years old, murdered by strangulation. The reason from the testimony was said to be due to jealousy over the man's relationship with another man. Anger caused death.

But what was strange was that it was found that the culprit did not destroy the evidence but lived with the deceased's corpse for 4 days. From the conclusion, it was found that the culprit had a mental illness after the murder and was released from prison but will be confined to the hospital to listen to the court before returning to normal.]

"Kyungsoo is dead."

"Yesterday, I still watched Po-Tek tense and take out Kyungsoo's body."

"But that day, Kyungsoo just called me......huh..........It's impossible......."

"I understand......that you're in shock......anything that shouldn't happen can happen."

“No, you don't understand. Kyungsoo actually called me that day. Told me to go help him.........but the doctor said he'd been dead for 4 days already......." Sehun didn't know what words to use to convince the person in front of him and he didn't have any. What reason can explain the incident that Chanyeol told? Since it really was Kyungsoo's number calling, despite the fact that Kyungsoo's phone battery had already died a long time ago and the memory was still in the device. He could only pat his friend on the back even though he couldn't help it.

He also believes it might be Kyungsoo's ghost. But in his entire life he had never thought that he would be ignorant about this matter, so it was a difficult belief for him.

Jongin was arrested and interrogated from the first day he was imprisoned. It can be summarized according to the news and if we speak like a villager, it is He became a psychiatric patient. I'm hallucinating and going crazy. Now he has been arrested and imprisoned at an insane asylum in the prison chain. I can't believe I've been friends with a crazy person for a long time.

But no matter what, Jongin will always be his best friend. It's the second day since he was put in a lunatic prison. Both of them and his parents were allowed to visit him. Its condition....can be said to be pitiful. If someone said that there were twins who were children, it would be more believable than if it were like this....

There was hardly anything left of Jongin, their best friend. The physical form is still correct (somewhat), but the mental state is like a different person.....sitting vacantly. No, no, no, no, not with anyone. It just sat and looked ahead like it was looking at something far away, but the room wasn't wide at all. The doctor said that when he is alone in the room, he likes to call people named 'Kyungsoo' over and over.

Over time, he will begin to cry and hurt himself. No matter how much I asked, he never told the doctor who Kyungsoo was. But unlike them who know well......

It's strange, just love can drive people this crazy. If he loved himself as much as he loved others, it would be good.....

Baekyeol attended Kyungsoo's funeral every time from the first day until the day of the cremation. His thin body didn't care about anyone, and outsiders understood how terrible it would be for their friendship to lose one friend. But it wasn't......He didn't feel a sense of friendship, but he felt like he had lost someone very important. Not friends but not lovers, what should I call it?

But what I do know is how hurt and broken his heart is. It hurts so much that I think I still have to please the part that hurts. If Kyungsoo were to be with someone else, he would still be able to maintain a friendly relationship to take care of the little person. But this...............Kyungsoo will never come back again. Never will I hear that beautiful voice again.

I won't be able to stroke that soft hair again. I won't be able to see the cute face of the person who has always been in my heart.....again. No more...........

If Kyungsoo in this life were to belong to someone else and die because of the person he trusted to take care of him, In the next life, he will ask to be taken care of instead. If you can't take care of him, please let someone worthy of him take care of him instead............Can you, Kyungsoo, let me take care of you......... ....

"Kyungsoo......"

"Kyungsoo.........."

"Kyungsoo-ah.......where are you?"

"Can't we go? Don't leave me, okay?........"

“Jongin hyung,” a soft but warm voice came from behind Jongin. He stopped from rubbing his eyes and turned to look at the source of the sound. It appeared as Kyungsoo's body. The person in front of me had tears streaming down her cheeks. The plump, heart-shaped mouth was turned down, not revealing the cute smile he wanted to see. Nothing indicates the happiness of the person in front of you.

Kyungsoo was crying, although no sobs came out. But he was very happy to see Kyungsoo again. I have a hundred questions that I want to answer.

Where has Kyungsoo gone?

Why did you disappear?

How do you know he's here?

How did you get here and.......

How do you get in when you don't have the key?

But let's weigh it since his little person can feel it. The warmth of his body was so warm that he didn't want to leave the arms that held his small body. Both his ears and senses could tell that the person in front of him really existed. It was not the air element that he had imagined on his own.

“Really Kyungsoo. Don't leave me again. Promise me there won't be anyone else. There's only one older brother. Don't disappear like this again because I'm going to go crazy....." Jongin smiled through tears. The hug that was said to be tight was even tighter, as if to embrace the small body so that it wouldn't disappear. Kyungsoo smiles and hugs back.

His head rested on his strong shoulder and he sniffed the soft scent of his body. Even though it's not the shampoo scent that tall people normally use, the unique scent is still there and hasn't faded.

"Promise me, I'll be with you until I die...." Those words sounded creepy but Jongin didn't care. He only cared.

There is no embrace as warm as Kyungsoo's embrace.

There is no voice as sweet as Kyungsoo's.

There is no body scent as fragrant as Kyungsoo's.

And there is no one who can replace Jongin's Kyungsoo. And from now on, Kyungsoo won't disappear anywhere again. He thinks like that.......until he dies........

“Here we go again, the patient in room 309 is talking alone again and doing nothing. I really want to know what it saw......." A security guard said after seeing the image of Jongin's room monitor....

Are you confused? I wrote it myself so I'm not confused, but other people might be confused. But I must apologize about the punctuation if there is a problem. I mean, I'm too lazy to fix it and there's a lot of it. Let's explain a little.

1) The Kyungsoo that Jongin saw throughout the day after Kyungin's death was a picture that Jongin had imagined. It has been noticed that there will be times when Jongin will regain consciousness and Kyungsoo won't move again. It's true. And every time Jongin would yell. The brain then creates an illusion to make Jongin feel less sorry. Maybe my brain's mechanics are weird.

Some people still have memory loss when they encounter very bad things because the brain wants the body to stop being sad, so it chooses to erase the memory of that time, but in Jongin's case. Jongin's brain creates an illusion that Jongin completely dispels.

2) The phone number that called Chanyeol was a ghost! We just think that no matter how someone hurts us, at some point we will feel pity and forgive them. Kyungsoo is the same. We intended for Kyungsoo to feel resentful in the beginning after Jongin died, so Jongin would be buried in his own corpse, but he probably felt miserable.

Seeing the person we once loved sleeping with us like this with love, I chose to let Jongin be free. So he called Chanyeol to come and reveal his own death.

3) While Jongin was in the detention cell, Jongin no longer saw the hallucinations. Because he can only hallucinate when he sees Kyungsoo's corpse. When it was taken for the ceremony, Kyungsoo was no longer there. Kyungsoo comes to see him again after he died and turned into a ghost. The feeling of forgiving and coming back to be with Jongin again even after death. The world is beautiful, right? Let's face it, love is so difficult to understand.

In the end, we thought that we still didn't dress very well. The language is random, but it's very intentional. It's the best. That's all. Haha. Appointment for several months is I'm lazy too. Do you have a lot of other exams involved? Please comment as an encouragement. From now on, they will marry Chansu. Kaido keeps coming out but will be finished in one episode. I'm a lazy person.

I write a long story with many chapters. I like to leave it in one chapter and finish it. If it's not finished, it's better to leave it without damage like this. Haha. See you again. I love you kisses.

P.S. Read until the end and listen to the old clock song. I happened to listen to it and it was very scary. I liked the hero of the MV, he loved the heroine of the MV. I think it explained Jongin's feelings very well. Bye.