Well, I'm afraid.. (

Baekho X Daehwi)

Well, I'm afraid.. (

Baekho X Daehwi)

Daehwi is an expressive child. From time immemorial, he always went out dancing and singing to entertain his friends, no matter where, at any time. Since entering university, his courage to express himself has not decreased at all. It even increased when I joined a group that was only cheerful and the seniors weren't cruel at all.

“Oh, nomoonnomoonoo.”

“Right here,” Woojin, his close friend, asked as the small figure walking out of the minimart was about to dance to the music coming out of the store's speakers. If it were normal, Woojin would probably join the group. But in front of the minimart with students walking around, I really couldn't help it. So he just walked and leaned against the wall of the shop with Youngmin and Donghyun. Leaving Daehwi to step out in front of the store alone.

“Watch him do it,” Youngmin covered his eyes with his hands as Daehwi began to shake and spin. Before raising his hand to his chin, he shook it up and down.

“Easy,” Donghyun added. The three people gathered around and laughed. Until I didn't tell my friends to be careful of someone walking out of the mini-mart.

“Hey!” A low voice said as he collided with Daehwi's figure, who was dancing across the front of the store. His expression was displeased as the water he just bought splashed onto his body, creating a large stain.

“Shit!” Woojin turned pale and rushed to support his friend who had been knocked to the ground. Look at this guy's figure. Big like a bear While his friend is just a cat.

“What's the matter?” Another fierce-faced person emerged from behind that bear puppet. Making the four children's faces turn pale. Especially Daehwi who stood tensely. Look at the face of the person who glares fiercely.

“Walk and bump into a few people.”

“Wow, there's a lot of stains here. Do I have to pay for laundry?” said the stern-faced person, looking at Daehwi. The little boy wanted to argue that his friend had actually hit him. Why must he take the blame? But even then, he didn't say anything. He just swallowed heavily and stood still.

“Never mind, that's all.” Daehwi would have almost let out a sigh of relief if the man hadn't walked by and looked at him viciously out of the corner of his eye. Just seeing it made me so afraid I almost fell to the floor again.

“Daehwi, did you sign up to volunteer at an orphanage?” Youngmin asked curiously when Daehwi's cell phone that he had borrowed to play with suddenly showed an email. Seeing that it was an activity, I took it upon myself to open it and take a look.

“Oh, yes.”

“We didn't invite each other,” Youngmin said dismissively. But Daehwi knows that his best friend doesn't really mean it.

“Act like you invited me and I'll go.” Daehwi gave a tired look to his friend who laughed. It's true like that. The three of them don't like to hang out with anyone. Don't like to do activities They only go to karaoke in groups. Only Daehwi likes to find activities to meet people.

“I want to meet Brother Bear,” said Woojin, who had been quiet all this time. Daehwi immediately rolled up the sheet and slammed it down, looking for an argument.

“Are you crazy? There's no way!” The young man vehemently denied. His friend was talking about the older man who crashed in front of the mini-mart that time. After that day, there were some days when they ran into Brother Bear along the path. In the cafeteria And every time he would look at him with fierce eyes that almost made him pee.

And after walking together It made me learn that his name is Dongho. Until now, when I hear Dongho's name Whether it's a fellow faculty member that other people meet on the street Daehwi would always be startled. It can be said to be completely dominated by fear.

The activity day arrived quickly. The organizer arranged for the participating children to gather next to the cafeteria. which is a bus park The seats will be arranged by lottery. To encourage children to get to know each other better

“Kang Dong Ho.”

“Oh, you can sign here.”

Daehwi has already registered and drawn the lottery. But when he came out The name you heard behind there...

The young man slowly turned around to look, then quickly turned around. I almost screamed in shock. It was right, this voice, this face, this body… it was Dongho hyung who collided with him.

Daehwi turned away as Dongho was about to walk past. Damn, I couldn't believe that such a cruel person would volunteer at an orphanage. If I told you I was coming to eat children, I wouldn't be shocked at all.

“8c

"Really?" I heard a muttering voice. He immediately knew that it was Dongho's seat. Daehwi took out his paper and looked at it again. His seat is 9.

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Sitting right behind Dongho.

It's really scary. But it's still better than sitting in the same row...

When it's time to let you get into the car Daehwi hurried up without paying attention to anyone. I only thought about going up and sitting before the cruel senior and pretending to fall asleep. When he walked in, he didn't have to look.

“Uh.. you guys.” But it didn't seem like it was what I thought. When someone's voice hit his ears and poked him on the shoulder. I opened my eyes and saw a young boy with a thin body, tan skin, and a foreign-looking face in front of me.

“Please let us take our seats,” the other person smiled sweetly. Daehwi realized how innocent he was for holding onto the seat according to the paper. Even though if you sit in seat 8

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Or inside the right side will not be called anymore. Anyway, we're all seated in the same row.

"I'm in first year too. I'm Kim Samuel. You can call me Sam."

Daehwi nodded and raised his hand to shake the other's hand in a friendly manner. "Um, I'm Lee Daehwi. Nice to meet you."

“Are you here alone?” Samuel asked.

“Yes, our friend doesn't like these activities. And you?”

"Um.. If you only count friends, then you're the only one. But if you.. oh, Dongho hyung is sitting in front of you?" The young man looked away from his new friend before greeting his close older brother. Daehwi's eyes widened when he heard the name. I didn't dare turn to look. Just hearing the deep voice answering made Samuel scared.

“This is my new friend, Daehwi,” Samuel said and lightly touched Daehwi's arm to introduce himself. Daehwi was startled. before turning to look at the stern-faced senior in displeasure.

“Hello. This is Lee Daehwi.”

“Um, Kang Dongho.” A hand was extended in front of him, hoping to shake hands in greeting. Playing for people who are afraid to swallow. There was no choice but to reach out. which was firmly shaken by a fierce-faced senior. Looking at it, I could tell that I wasn't exerting myself, but it still hurt and was uncomfortable. Is this person a person or a bear?

The car had moved away but Daehwi was still sitting tensely. Just seeing Kang Dong Ho sunbae in front of him made me sit on the edge of my seat. It was different from Samuel who sat comfortably humming a song and eating a snack.

“Eat it.” A skinny arm held out a snack in front of him. Daehwi then reached out to eat and gave his new friend a small smile. By the way, Samuel knows Dongho. So, is it a good idea to ask me something?

“This is Samuel.”

"Sam can."

“Sam..” Daehwi was silent for a moment, considering. before moving closer to his new friend and whispering a question in a soft voice “Kang Dongho sunbaenim, what is wrong with Sam?”

“Oh, it's a neighbor. We've been playing together since we were kids. They like to tease us and throw us around. Sit on us sometimes. Then look at yourself.. It used to be so scary,” Samuel said, laughing. I didn't look at Daehwi who was already pale. I've been a bear since I was a child. No wonder just holding hands almost made my bones crack. If you do something to make him angry, you will definitely be killed with your bare hands.

But I guess he didn't mind the previous collision. Otherwise, Daehwi's little body would have been crushed in front of the mini-mart.

“Aren't you afraid now?” Daehwi asked. Samuel shook his head.

“No, when I started growing up I realized that he just wanted to play with me. And when there was something wrong, he helped to clear it up too. You can rely on me a lot,” the young man said with a smile. Looking at it, you can see how much you admire the older brother in front of you.

But Daehwi is still afraid...

“Hey Sam,” a deep voice said, interrupting the people who were chatting and laughing. Both of them were startled. Just finished gossiping. I hope you don't hear me.

“Is there something wrong?”

"I'm hungry. Do you have anything to eat?"

“Ah,” Samuel held up the bag of snacks for the older man to reach from his seat. Strong arms full of bulging blood vessels in front of him made Daehwi gulp.

“Thank you.” The front hand grabbed a handful of snacks and sat back down. Daehwi almost raised his hand to his chest. Because the thing inside erupted until it made an uncontrollable, fearless noise.

Are you so afraid that your heart is beating this fast?

Daehwi sighed with relief once again when the boy wasn't in the same group as Dongho when the lottery was drawn. Even though they weren't in the same group as Samuel. But Daehwi makes friends easily.

“Hyung, I feel like I have to pee.” A 3-4 year old girl tugged at Daehwi's shirt while the group was playing a game. He turned to the group leader, a fourth-year senior, for help. But that senior just nodded and let him take him away. Daehwi looked at the child's face with trepidation. I like children. But I've never done this much care. And I'm not sure.

“I'll go wait outside,” Daehwi said after taking off the little boy's skirt and making him sit on the toilet. He made to close the door but the girl spoke first.

“Come in together. Why can't I?"

The young boy gasped. Why don't you know what it is? You heard Qing Chong's voice until it was finished, didn't you? It's left to wipe.. Wait.. why can't this be done!

“What's going on?” a deep voice came from behind. Daehwi turned around immediately to see Dongho walking with another girl. He sent him into the bathroom next to him before turning to Daehwi.

The young boy gulped. To talk about things like this…

"Doesn't it make you a child? Come and see."

Oh my gosh, why do you say it like it's such a normal thing? Although still young, she is still a girl. I'll let you look at the reserves...

But the screams in Daehwi's heart didn't reach Dongho. When the person in front of him began to bend over and pick up the wet tissue that was placed behind the toilet and wipe it on the child's reserved spot. Follow with dry tissue. Before putting on a skirt

“Alright, it's finished. Please wash your hands and return to the group.”

The girl said in a clear voice, "Thank you." The bear-shaped man in front of her smiled so gently that Daehwi didn't even notice. Even though Dongho had gone into another room to make arrangements for another girl. It wasn't until the group of kids had their hands wet and tugging on their shirts that he stopped looking.

Actually.. it's as kind as Sam said...

Since he was born, Daehwi had never played with so many children before. He just turned 18 but is tired like a 50 year old uncle. It's good that it's lunchtime now. The children gathered together So he came to sit and rest.

“Daehwi, finish eating and go out to play with the group of kids who have finished eating first.”

“Yes.” But the break wasn't very long. When he had to quickly shove rice into his mouth Because Daehwi wasn't used to taking care of children. So he was given the responsibility to play with the children instead. Because if you come to care for children who eat food, it's like they're on a battlefield. There is hope that we will mess up even more than before.

“Ah,” Daehwi almost wanted to walk back into the cafeteria. When a person who seemed accustomed to taking care of children like Dong Ho ended up in a group playing with children as well. I thought I was taking care of the children and eating.

“Come quickly, there aren't enough people,” Dongho said as he held a child high above his head with both hands. Daehwi quickly nodded and approached the other children. But his eyes kept staring at the thick senior. He smiled that gentle smile again.

"Who's next?" A deep voice asked the surrounding children. The boys raised their hands because they wanted the strong elder to lift them up into the sky. Daehwi accidentally smiled at the picture. But he had to hide his smile and turn into shock because the boy who had just finished playing walked up and clung to Dongho's back and immediately vomited on his shirt.

“Hey!” Dongho shouted in shock. The children immediately broke into an uproar. The young man quickly carried the boy who had vomited towards the bathroom. Daehwi could only stare. But I thought that like Dong Ho, there wouldn't be a problem.

“You play like that after you finish eating, right?” Samuel, who had just finished eating, walked over and stood beside him and sighed. The older brother next door always acts crazy without thinking about the consequences.

Soon the child who had just vomited was brought back. There doesn't seem to be any problem. The person with the problem is probably Daehwi rather than Dongho..

"Please leave your little one. I'll go change clothes in the car first."

“Do you have a change of clothes, sir?” Samuel asked, taking the boy's hand closer to him.

"I saw that he said he had a staff shirt on. Hey, what's wrong with Daehwi?"

Daehwi heard his name being called and looked up at the person asking. Dongho and Samuel's shocked expressions And the feeling of wetness on his face made the boy raise his hand to touch his nose.

Oh, that's the nosebleed...

What? I just saw Dongho take off his shirt and walk towards me...

Before he could think of anything, a strong hand threw the vomit-stained shirt he was carrying to the ground and reached out to pinch Daehwi's nose, wanting to be quick. Before using the other arm to wrap around his waist, he half dragged him to sit in the shade to rest.

Closer than before like this How can the blood stop flowing?

“You pinch your nose. I'll go get some ice.”

Daehwi nodded lightly. and looked at the bare back that walked away My heart still beats and doesn't stop. So, is this fear or something?

“How are you?” A deep voice rang out as Daehwi was loading things into the car. He had just shed tears over parting with the children at the orphanage and had a slightly sad expression on his face. But the person asking had the same fierce expression as before. His eyebrows furrowed in horror, so much so that Daehwi nearly dropped the toy box on the floor.

But he didn't have time to answer any questions. Strong arms immediately snatched the item from his hand.

"I lifted it myself. You probably won't be able to handle it."

"Uh.. No, I'm fine."

“Today you lost both blood and tears. If you exert too much force, you'll feel sick. Go sit and wait.”

Daehwi wants to argue that saying that makes it sound like he's going to war. Plus, he wasn't even that weak. But when he saw the fierce look of the other person, he immediately agreed to walk up to the car and sit quietly.

“Hey!” Daehwi sat bored. Prue's eyes were almost asleep. But when he heard a deep voice, he immediately opened his eyes and looked. The little man felt his body shrink as the other person's eyebrows furrowed like usual. As he thought about whether he had done something wrong or not. Or is it something that doesn't help with lifting things? But wasn't this person the one who told him to get in the car and wait in the car first?

"Is there something wrong?"

“Here,” a small box of snacks and fruit juice was held in front of him. Daehwi looked at it confusedly before taking it in his hand.

“Eat, or you won't have the energy.”

“Yes..” Even though he didn't know his intentions, Daehwi knew that the other party meant well, so he hurriedly unwrapped the snack without hesitation. But even then, Dongho didn't go to his seat. Still standing there looking at him like that.

“Can we talk for a bit?”

“Huh,” Daehwi said confusedly. Fear rose until it felt cold. Plus, my heart suddenly pounded. Or are you going to give him sweets and then slaughter him?

Dongho sighed when he saw the other man's tense position. He bent down, moving his face closer to the boy.

“Why do you spend time with me? You have to vibrate all the time.”

He's been caught!

The hand holding the snack trembled. Daehwi retreats to avoid the other person who approaches. But because I was sitting in a car seat, I could only lean out. No matter what, you can't escape it.

"reply.."

The cold voice made Daehwi gulp. His mouth trembled but he answered honestly.

“I.. am afraid of you.”

“Are you afraid?” Dongho held his chin in thought, then added, “I thought you liked me.”

Daehwi gasped. Words that I had never thought of before flashed into my brain. face is hot Blood pumps until your face is hot. Tried to deny it all the time.

“No.. No.. No.”

“Hey, nosebleed,” Dongho said in shock when the kid in front of him had a nosebleed again. He immediately picked up a tissue on the shelf and handed it to the other party. which Daehwi quickly accepted His small hand hurriedly wiped up the blood and pinched his own nose. I want to bow my head, but I can't. Therefore, he revealed his bright, rosy cheeks and red ears to the people in front of him.

“I think you're a foodie. After watching, you really like me, don't you?”

“Nah.. no..”

“Then why do you have to stand there and shake? Stuttering everywhere I'm near.."

“Well, I'm afraid..”

“Why is your nose bleeding in front of me?”

“I… I am weak..”

“Then why, after the collision that day? You have to look after me often,” Dongho said, because he's been seeing this kid a lot lately. It would not be correct to call it a frequent encounter. Actually, it feels like there are eyes on you. And when I looked back, I saw this child everywhere.

The little boy firmly refused. “Well, I'm afraid of you. I thought you were going to take issue with me for the collision that day.”

"I said I don't care anymore."

“But… but…” Daehwi faltered, unable to think of words. I can't find a reason why I keep looking after him. Is that because you're afraid?

Thinking about it, thick lips suddenly appeared on his cheek. Quickly snatched the scent and pulled away. The bear figure smiled evilly, waiting to see the reaction of the person in front of him.

“See? I really like it,” Dongho said as Daehwi held his cheek, his mouth open. The tissue that had absorbed the nosebleed fell to the floor. His face was even redder than before.

Daehwi is a man after all. If you do something you don't like No matter how scared he was, he would probably get angry or get up and punch him. But this kind of attitude… Anyone who comes to see this knows how the little person feels.

That's right.. how embarrassed...

Daehwi still gripped his cheek. Until I heard a sound from below calling for the group to get into the car. Dongho then sat down in his seat while smiling brightly. He also sent a final sentence that made the listener's heart tremble.

“I like you, so give me time to sit and be afraid until I reach high school. After that, you must like me.”

Daehwi nearly explodes to death. His sweet face was still wide-eyed until the owner of the seat next to him walked up to him. He couldn't even talk to Samuel. He only had a red face, making his new friends suspicious. But he didn't ask much.

Dongho sat and smiled while eavesdropping on the conversation of the two kids behind him. Daehwi seemed very flustered, which pleased him. If you were to ask him when he started liking the other person. From the moment I looked, I always saw this kid shy away.

When they collide, they just see it as cute. But when they behave like small animals, their predatory instincts become more ferocious. I like it every time I see the other person blush and tremble. Until sometimes he becomes the one who secretly looks at the other person first.

And this time, we won't have to secretly look at each other anymore. When after getting off this car He and Daehwi will become lovers...

END

Talk: 

This pair has very high magical power. I really want to marry them. I like Nong Wee's fear of Brother Baek, but..

I can't think of the ending. Huh...

Thank you for coming to read.