- Together Forever -

Like someone who is waiting for something that is out of reach.

Like a person who wants to protect everything.

It was as if it were just a dream.

That 'I' will be with 'him' forever.

" Please be mine forever Hansol "

Jisoo was sitting on a large crimson sofa that was in the middle of a living room that was neither big nor small.

The sound of the television being left on makes annoying noises from various programs and the sounds of news anchors or commercials of the like can be heard. A slender hand picked up a white ceramic glass that was almost full of fruit juice and drank after he poured it and left it there for twenty minutes.

His handsome face showed a dull expression that meant he was in a bad mood. To generalize, he was in a bad mood about something that caused his handsome face to furrow into a frown in a way he rarely does.

But the television made him extremely irritated. Jisoo reached out his free hand and pressed the remote to turn off the television.

The large wall clock in the white room made a rhythmic tick-tock sound. However, it didn't catch the attention of the young man on the red sofa who until now was staring at the large, closed door. It was as if he was waiting for someone to come back. He raised the glass and drank again until the sweet drink he had poured before was empty.

Crack!

The sound of the door opening came from the front of the room.

The large door was opened by someone. It revealed the body of a tall young man with a face that was rather cute like a child's. The light brown, disheveled, medium-parted hairstyle contrasts with the white shirt but looks oddly put together. Jisoo lifted his body up from the sofa and placed the white glass on the clear glass table that was arranged in the white room, giving it a simple yet elegant feeling because of the arrangement.

The slender figure walked towards the newcomer with a smile on his face, unlike before the frown that gave him an irritated expression. Standing with Paeng and greeting another person like every time.

“Hansol, why did we tell you that we would be back early today? ”

Jisoo briefly asked the tall man in front of him after greeting him.

The tall young man who was called Hansol looked up at the other person after taking off his shoes and putting them on the shelf. Make eye contact instead of greeting the other person silently. It was like the greeting of a mute person. He walked over to the brown bookshelf that stood tall against the wall of the white room.

On the floor there was a gray carpet that contrasted with the color of the walls. The sides were decorated with many pictures hung in pretty brown frames. Hansol reached out and picked up a book from the shelf. Revealing the cover of the book, which is almost entirely in English.

“Oh, hyung,” Hansol said in a somewhat disappointed tone after hearing what the other person had said. “I was only twenty minutes late. Just went for a walk outside, why do we have to be so fierce like this, Jisoo hyung? I'm not a child anymore."

As soon as he heard the words 'not a child', Jisoo burst out laughing.

This child is still cute in his eyes.

"Anyway, Hansol is still a child in your eyes," he replied with a soft laugh. He walked over and patted the other person's shoulder and pushed himself hard like he was going to sit on the red sofa in the middle of the room. The other person didn't show any resistance. Walking over and sitting on the sofa, he opened the book in his hand.

"Hi, can I have some cola?"

Despite his complaints, Hansol ended up talking to another person.

Of course, the other person nodded his head in response to the request.

“Ah, I'll go get it for you. Hansol, let's go sit and read a book and wait for you."

The slender man walked to the kitchen that was as white as the living room. Inside there are many types of kitchen utensils that look like they were prepared for cooking. On the side there is a shiny black polished marble counter that clearly reflects the shadow of the face. At the top there is a cabinet for storing dishes and bowls.

or other dry ingredients like that There is another beautiful silver refrigerator with two levels for storing fresh food or ingredients that cannot be kept outside. Including drinking water and cola, which have become household drinks since when it is unknown.

Jisoo walked over and picked up a clear glass from the cabinet shelf along with the cola that had been chilled earlier in the refrigerator. Expertly pour it into each glass one at a time.

The dark brown cola drink was poured and many bubbles appeared inside the glass. He held it out to the other person with another glass in hand for himself. Jisoo walked over and sat next to the other person after placing the glass in his hand. Lifting the glass of cola, he took a small sip, like a good Englishman would do.

          " Hey Hansol, what are you reading? " 

          " Ah Josh-- just a novel about stars and the boy that you give to me. "

          " Oh, that book. How was it? "

          " Like another, but this's more fun than other books in my bookshelf. "

          " Hmm.. Im happy that you like this Hansol. "

          " Thanks to you too Josh, I like it. "

An English conversation was spoken by the two men in the white room. The fluent English accents that both half-breeds could understand were comparable to the two of them's primary language. It can be said to be a language that can be spoken and understood by two people.

Hansol picked up the cola glass on the table and drank it. His eyes focused on the letters on each page. Read each line carefully. Each letter and word has a meaning. Each sentence he read was considered to be a beautiful language worthy of the books of the famous writers he followed.

Fingers smooth out one middle-parted hair that flows down to rest behind the ear. Put the cola glass on the table and turn the book to the next page.

No matter how many pages you open, it's still the same old book pages with only letters. There's nothing more than that.

Time passed by, ten minutes.. twenty minutes.. until forty minutes, approaching the hour. Hansol closed the book in his hand. He got up and put it back on the shelf as before and walked back to find another person sitting there. Jisoo smiled and accepted it. In his heart, he thought that this kid must have finished reading it and put it away. Because from time immemorial, Hansol liked to read almost every type of book, so in this house there were towering bookshelves containing hundreds of books, varying in thickness and thin.

"Hansol, do you want anything to eat?" I'll go get it for you."

Jisoo was the one to break the silence that had been building up before. asked the taller boy with a smile.

“I remember there were cookies in the kitchen. Can you go get some for me?"

Hansol answered that question. Change your posture to sitting with your knees hugged and your chin resting on a small cushion in your lap.

Immediately after, there was a loud noise from outside.

It has started to rain...

Looking through the clear glass pane of this small room, you saw so many raindrops clinging to the window that you couldn't see the outside of the building. Today it rained harder than other days. The clear blue sky suddenly changed to a sky decorated with dense gray clouds. Drop after drop of rain fell onto the road until it formed puddles all over.

The air in Ploy's room was cooled by the weather from outside. Resulting in a cool atmosphere that is so comfortable that you can't help but regret it.

Hansol stared at the pictures with sleepy eyes like a sleepy person. He placed his head, which was adorned with messy, middle-parted hair, on a soft white cushion in his lap. He opened his mouth and yawned like a puppy and leaned quietly against the white sofa.

"Ah..then I'll come soon."

The slender figure answered briefly before walking towards the kitchen again.

The sound of the rain hitting the roof was a quick and steady rhythm. When I listened to it, it sounded like the sound of a song with a catchy rhythm that I had become accustomed to.

Since this morning, Hansol has had enough of working. He felt guilty about a lot of things that he shouldn't have. Both coming home late this time Plus, there are stupid excuses like going for a walk that make Jisoo's older brother, who has a parental status, worry. I don't want to say that he lied to his elder brother about taking a walk.

Even though the truth is he just went to see a close friend like Boo. Seungkwan did the school work that the two of them had received together without letting the other know for fear of worrying him more.

"I don't want to lie to him. "

Those words were said in a tone of regret. But it's mixed with sadness.

Slender fingers dipped into the soft pillow. Repeatedly going around in circles ten times as if he was thinking about something. Hansol, who was staring at that window, felt a weight in his chest. Starting to feel bad.. And I don't want to feel anything....

'Just apologize and that's the end of it, right?'

In my mind I thought like that. But what he wanted to do was more difficult than he thought..

Just imagining the face of an elder who knew he was lying and kept smiling all the time was painful enough. I don't want to do anything to worry. And he doesn't want to be a burden for the people he respects to suffer. I still can't say just one word of apology. From the looks of it, he was just as pathetic as the coward who hid. Hansol could only sigh softly with a bad feeling.

Grung

The sound of glasses clinking sounded from the front.

"Hansol, I brought you some cookies."

The gentle voice of a familiar person sounded behind the sound of the glass. It made the person lying there raise their head almost immediately. The small cushion in the tall figure's lap fell to the floor. Jisoo bent down and picked up the pillow for the other person before sitting down together.

"Thank you, bro.. "

For just a split second, he felt a sharp pain in his heart.

This person was still smiling like always.

A slender finger reached out and picked up a large cookie on a white plate and bit it a little at a time.

The aroma of vanilla and butter was enticing, every time he bit it into his mouth. The delicious, smooth taste made him feel good. It's like every snack that someone like Jisoo brings regularly. It was just that the other person sitting next to him didn't pick up any of it. He only picked up the cola glass from earlier and drank it in two sips while humming a song so softly that it was familiar to his ears.

His soft, princely voice always made many people fall in love with it. Whether it's a man or a woman Almost everyone who heard his voice easily followed suit.

Even Hansol himself..

Still fascinated by that sound...

Soon, the cookies on the plate were almost all eaten. Hansol, who had eaten until he was full, couldn't help but lean on the back of the sofa. Unlike Jisoo, who until now had been humming the same tune as if he had been repeating the same song for nearly twenty minutes. It can be said that he kept repeating this song until the person next to him almost remembered the entire rhythm because of him alone.

"Jisoo, I've been wondering for a long time. Why do you only hum this one song? "

Immediately, Hansol began to question the young man in front of him with curiosity. The sound of this person's humming had been something that had bothered him since time immemorial. Since living together in their free time, these people have always hummed this rhythm until it was familiar to their ears.

"Huh? It's my favorite song. Hansol has heard this song often, right?”

The answer that was received could be said to be so simple that it was inconceivable.

Hansol nodded his head in understanding immediately after those words with a long yelp, showing that he understood what the other person wanted to convey. He turned back to his seat and ate the entire plate of vanilla cookies, licking his lips to pick up the crumbs from the bright red lips until they were gone. There was nothing left. But not long passed.

The sleepiness in Hansol's head suddenly rose up for no apparent reason. If we were to say that it was a symptom of 'eating well and sleeping' it would probably be enough as an excuse to show symptoms like this.

The tall man leaned back on the soft red sofa again, bored and accompanied by sleepiness that had been building for so long that it weighed on him like a mountain. His big eyes closed again and again. Ready to make a yawning sound that can be heard

“Hansol, if you're sleepy, go lie down on the bed. Sleeping like this is uncomfortable."

When the humming stopped, it suddenly changed to the smooth and sweet tone of the slender person who had been smiling until just moments ago. A slender finger reached out and smoothed the other man's bangs with carelessness and moved closer when he saw that this child had fallen asleep since he didn't know when. Big eyes that were once bright with happiness

But right now, it was completely closed so that nothing could be seen. But still, there was no response from the tall man named Hansol.

Instead, there was only the sound of breathing, so soft that one could barely hear the other person.

"Hansol-ah.. Hansol can't sleep here."

"...Do you want me to take you to the bed for me?" "

Sharp eyes stared at the image of a young man in a white shirt, which contrasted sharply with the red sofa. Another alarm sound came from Jisoo's mouth, who had been showing concern for the other person since a moment ago.

"Hansol."

"It's very cold now. Do you want me to help you sleep in the room? "

This kid, who until now no matter how much he woke up, still didn't wake up. No matter how he looked at it, it was strangely worrisome.. Jisoo reached out the hand that was used to smooth the messy hair and gently touched the other person's soft cheek like a nudge. Using his free hand, he moved to gently shake the other person's body, hoping that the other person would wake up from his trance. But until now, there had been no response from the tall man's bright red lips, which were covered with many scars from the mouth sores that this child had so frequently. that it is a congenital disease

Hansol was still lying on the red sofa. The sleeping expression was so expressionless that it was impossible to tell what this person was thinking...

The sleeping face decorated with beautiful eyes and red lips looked as beautiful as a precious gift given by God. And it would be hard not to say that this child was almost perfect in terms of appearance, making many people envious.

"Aren't you really going to wake up, Hansol...? "

His voice started to lower. Jisoo said those words slowly and clearly.

Both hands slowly moved towards the handsome face of Hansol, who was sleeping like the Sleeping Beauty. The light brown hair, soft and pleasant to the touch, was interrupted by the slender fingers of a slender person who advanced more than retreating. Thick palms held another person's white, smooth cheeks like a precious thing that couldn't be given away to anyone.

Revealing a smile decorating your face Smiling wide-eyed at the sleeping boy

Ready to put your face closer Then he whispered soft words..

It's like he doesn't want anyone to hear...

"Hansol."

"Hansol, do you know how much you love me.. "

"I love you so much that I don't want to give you up to anyone. ...But why hasn't Hansol responded to your request? "

The soft calls from Jisoo's mouth to the sleeping boy continued. Tighten both hands and that facial structure closer together until they were only a few centimeters apart. He let out a laugh from his throat, as if satisfied with what he was doing. Smiling sweetly at the young boy's trance-like figure who was asleep. He ran his slender fingers over the beautiful brown hair and perfect face with satisfaction.

"You've always protected us, you know? "

His thin lips moved to speak those words slowly and clearly. The slender person let out a soft laugh as he said those words to the youth.

A strong hand moved from his handsome face to his back. before pulling another person into his warm embrace Using the fingertips of the other hand, he slowly ran his fingers through the soft, light brown hair, stroking the other's back as if lulling him to a peaceful sleep. Jisoo started humming the song again after he stopped it earlier. Make a soft sound in the same rhythm as the song without lyrics that is being spoken.

"That's why.. I want us to be with you all the time... "

"You'll take care of us.. And we will be safe from being bullied as often as when Hansol was a child.”

He said those words while laughing softly.

Using his fingertips, he smoothed the other man's bangs, which were disheveled and out of shape, into place again. He moved both hands to wrap the sleeping boy in an embrace like a precious treasure that couldn't be given away to anyone. Soothe that little heart with words filled with concern. He leaned back and forth on the red sofa, contrasting with the clean white shirt he was wearing.

Ready to close his eyes until he couldn't see his sweet eyes filled with happiness. It's like a mother coaxing her little child to sleep.

But if I were to compare it now

'He's probably no different from a crazy person who just sits and talks to himself all day.'

Jisoo uttered sentence after sentence even though there was no reply or sound from the tall man in his arms. Laughing again and again as if he was enjoying what he was doing. A smile adorns his face so much that he doesn't know if the smile is genuine or just a mask to hide his true feelings.

"This is Hansol.."

"Sleep for this long You must be dreaming, right? Hm..."

Slender fingers moved from the tips of the disheveled hair to the shoulders beneath the tall man's white cloth. Pull it slowly into a sitting position while placing the other hand slowly on your lap.

"I wonder if Hansol's dreams include you or not?" "

he is laughing

What was said in each sentence, when you listened to it, it was strange to think that those words could only be felt by the selfishness of the young man named Hong Ji Soo.

He couldn't deny that what he had done was just his desire for great results. A half-American boy named Choi. Hansol in his eyes could be compared to a precious soul that shines in the dark so much that he wants to protect it from anyone getting close to him.' Hong

Jisoo is just a greedy young man. The truth is that he has only selfishness that cannot be revealed to anyone in the person of Joshua, the handsome prince of Seventeen who is loved by many people. This world And it would be difficult to reveal this truth to anyone.

Jisoo, who had always given love to the boy, was the only one who protected this love from being shattered.

Unless one day he will be the one to destroy this beloved with his own hands...

"This is Hansol. Do you like Hansol? When you get to sleep well for a long time like this? "

Jisoo said as she ran her fingertips down the boy's smooth white cheeks.

" Being with Jisoo is so much fun. Jisoo hyung cares about me and also finds time to play with me even though he rarely has time. Why do you want me to sit on your lap like this every time and then treat you to snacks? Do you know that I love Jisoo unnie the most?"

"In the past, Hansol said this to you too, do you know? I remember it clearly."

The laughter from the Slender Man's mouth continued like a madman laughing with joy. At this time, if anyone saw it, they wouldn't be able to tell that this was Hong. Jisoo or Joshua that many people know. He's not the same person. and completely changed

There is no longer the same Hong Ji Soo.

For just a moment, he didn't take his eyes off the tall young man in his arms. Jisoo smiled sweetly again at the unconscious body that was sleeping. The passage of almost half an hour would have been enough to counteract the effects of the anesthetic he had added to the sweet vanilla cookies that had been given to the boy before he was conscious. And it's hard to say.

That this is not selfishness wanting to dominate. But in the end, no matter what, he still couldn't deny this thing called reality..

A slender hand pulled away from the boy's soft lap. Reaching over to the side of a clean stained glass table lined with dozens of items. Both stationery equipment A colorful notebook Even the dozens of books that had been pulled from the shelves and piled high like a small mountain were on the table like all other things.

Jisoo circled her hand across the top of the clear table. Just a few seconds after his decision. A hard mint blue object was picked up in a slender hand before being pulled back by its owner.

“You know that Hansol also wants to be with you like this for a long time, right? "

A soft voice spoke again from the same person. Before that hand moved to the young man's white wrist that had nothing to hide.

Crack!

The object in Slender's hand was slid open until it made a sound. Revealing the sharp edge of a clean silver blade that was only visible at the tip, it gave off a dangerous feeling. If anyone were to cut into it, they would probably bleed even a little bit.

“...Hyung, you made a promise to Hansol from before. That you won't hurt us.. But if Hansol gets hurt I will be the one who tends to your wounds. Hansol, you remember, right..? ” he said, tightening his embrace in his arms. It was as if he didn't want to release this body to anyone else.

I don't want to give this child to anyone unless it's his alone..

At this moment, Jisoo's face was adorned with a smile so sweet that the eyes of the tall man who was asleep were in a trance. Even though there was no response, Jisoo continued on with those words like a madman who had been talking to himself for an hour.

"Hansol knows that I never lie to anyone. The more Hansol you have, the more you dare not lie, right..? "

Jisoo's eyes turned and looked carefully at the figure in his embrace. The smooth, white wrist that had been lifted up had become the center of attention for his eyes, who had only been looking at something else since a moment before. He moved the hand that was holding the mint blue cutter to the white wrist that was raised in a subtle manner, in the current sitting position where a tall person was leaning against the arm that was holding this child from behind.

His right arm supported the boy's weight and kept him from slipping off his tall body's lap. The other hand placed the white wrist on the wrist's owner's lap. Slowly, he leaned his head down to rest on the shoulder of the person in his arms, with the sound of soft breathing coming out.

Everything that happened was just an act given out by the youth's passion. It was only a split second that this passion was born that day. If he could speak his mind Will he be able to say it's love?

The white hand began to move again. The sound of fabric rubbing against each other rang out slowly and quietly in this small room. It was a soft sound that contrasted with the scraping sound of the small, sharp blade in his hand. Jisoo raised her head slightly. Before secretly biting the smooth white nape of his neck, it left a faint red mark that contrasted with the smooth white skin.

...cute

It's so cute that I want to own it so much...

" ..Is it true that Halsoul also loves you like you love me..? Jisoo slowly moved her face away from the boy's white neck. Close your eyes again before silently considering. Waiting for the answer from the other party's closed mouth. There was no sound or any reply.. Even though I know how many more ten days I'll have to wait.

This young man would never be able to give him an answer. "I'm not giving Hansol to anyone. Well, I know Hansol better than anyone. Once again, he smiled at the young man. But it wasn't the warm smile he always received. Instead, it was a smile filled with lust, wanting to possess.

I want to make it my own..

Want to make this child his only.

..In just a split second, the silver blade was slowly stabbed into the white wrist of the tall figure who didn't even utter a cry. The upper layer of flesh was gradually encroached upon. Before the bright red liquid inside slowly flowed out bit by bit. Dye the clean white shirt covering his perfect body the same color as the bright red soft sofa beneath it.

Slowly fuse everything in it into the same color. Little by little..

"..You love me the most."

"I love you more than anyone in this world.. "

Words similar to words of love were spoken from the mouth of the doer. It was a hoarse voice, but it was so clear that it was eerie. At the same time, the pressure from the blade in the attacker's hand gradually increased slowly and slowly. The silver material was covered in red, as was the white shirt and smooth white sleeves, almost the same color.

Everything was stained with red liquid that secreted more and more as time passed. But at the same time, laughter sounded from somewhere. It was a laugh that slowly got louder. It was a sound that gave me goosebumps until I didn't dare move. And of course, it couldn't belong to anyone but that person alone.

The sharp silver object was slowly pulled back by the slender person who had taken over the whole action this time. The red liquid continued to flow like it would never run out. Jisoo looked at the red stained object in his hand before throwing it out of his hand haphazardly. Even if you throw it randomly, in the end it still stays in this room and doesn't go anywhere.

But that matter was not of much interest to him.

Jisoo reached out both hands to the shoulders of the young man in front of him. He released his hold on his back before gently placing his unconscious body with both hands on the bright red sofa.

He slowly sat down again with a small smile on his face. Put everything down as if you received everything to your satisfaction. Laughter slowly grew louder, causing a feeling of fear. Eyelids that were only half open gave a clearer view than anything. There was only one thing he knew better than anything right now.

Choi Hansol has passed away.

And the person who did this incident was no one else. Except he was the one who destroyed this crystal with his own hands...

The slender person slowly moved his arms closer to the dead body on the bright red sofa. before sitting astride this child's body with both legs A thick, stained hand came up to cup the boy's sleeping face. Then he brought his face closer to his sleeping face until the distance between them was only the tip of his nose. while making soft breathing sounds that could be heard more clearly than anything else

Sparkling black eyes stared deeply at the young man in front of him. The light brown hair on the two hands that hugged the tall figure's face was softer than the hair of anyone he had ever touched. But that perfect face was cold and pale.. There was no warmth from the tall figure in front of me anymore....

"Just like this, the two of us can be together forever."

He spoke up again. The tone that was sent out was a tone filled with happiness. It's not like the last time when it came out as if it was suffering from something. A slender person's sweet smile adorned his handsome face. Before he moved his forehead to lightly touch the other's forehead.

He closed his eyes as he thought of something. Of course, those actions proceeded slowly. Everything happened slowly as if it had been timed well.

Time slowly moved towards evening. Even though he couldn't see the atmosphere outside, that big clock made him always know the time.

The atmosphere in the room is very quiet. Now it has been destroyed again and again by the person who owns the room. Jisoo revealed another sweet smile as she closed her eyes. Use both palms to level the face of the other person below.

..before their lips touched each other lightly...

The soft and long contact of their lips caused his heart to beat a little faster. It was just a touch of the lips that didn't invade the inside in any way. But that touch did not cause the temperature of either of their bodies to rise in the slightest. What I received in return was only a pale coldness that was passed from one person to another's warm body....

          " Have a sweet dreams, my beloved Hansol "

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- Talk with Right Time -

Hello everyone. This is my right. Yay(...) Everyone, don't depend on us for anything. I have a confession to make as well. Haha. Actually, this is a fic that I've been writing since last February. In fact, in this story, Wright intended it to be a one-shot. And it was an extremely long one-shot day.

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This fic was created entirely from our own glue, nothing mixed in at all. Confess directly like this. I don't understand how I got here, but when I realized it I was already married. Huh/...

I don't know if anyone will like it or not, but if you do, I'm very happy. Haha. As for the next fic, I'm currently typing it. Right now I'm a little overwhelmed so I'm taking a break. But it's almost finished. Can't wait for part 2 soon. During this time we are also quite busy. There may be some delay in uploading things, I apologize.

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