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*This fic focuses on description rather than dialogue*
*Character parts will change continuously. If any lines have a lot of omissions, it means changing character parts*
'Have you ever been afraid of something? Afraid of ghosts, afraid of disappointment afraid of regret afraid of separation or even fear of losing someone'
'Fear' can happen all the time. We can be afraid of everything. Even..scared of myself Fear is something that will never go away. We can only get used to that fear. But no matter how afraid I am, there will always be a day when I have to face that thing.
“Tzuyu, I think we should break up.”
“Why? Nayeon? What's wrong with Zi?"
“It's not that Zi isn't good. But we've come this far and that's enough. I want Zi to meet someone better than you.”
Losing someone is one of my biggest fears..
When we break up with someone, what most people do is cry, cry for the person who left us. Or some people may go and drink alcohol to forget everything, but they forget for a short time and have to come back to the real world anyway. But I chose to get drunk. Even though it won't be long forgotten
“Chang, Jay Ji's shop, 2nd floor, same place,” I called and told Chaeyoung. My best friend before taking a taxi to my regular shop. which is a shop owned by seniors in the faculty
"Hey Zi, you're already drunk. That's enough. Stop bitching."
“No, I'm drunk.”
“You're already drunk. What are you not drunk about?”
“You.. Ugh, Nayeon hyung left me.” Chaeyoung heard this sentence for the umpteenth time that day. But just this time, her tall friend started crying too. Chaeyoung shook his head at his friend. Suddenly he started crying. Tonight, I might have to carry my friend's remains to the condo. But today I have a deadline. The teacher probably won't have time to take care of my friends. Chaeyoung then called Sana to tell her. A senior from the group that she and Tzuyu were close to came to take care of her instead.
“Sister San, that bastard is drunk and doesn't know anything at Jay Ji's shop. Come help take care of it. Teacher work is due at 1:00 a.m. I really can't take care of it.”
Soon Sana walked into the shop. Tzuyu was found lying unconscious in the middle of a sofa in the store. The current situation is that I can't speak.
“Please give it to me, Sister Sana. I'm already gone.” After saying that, Chaeyoung hurriedly left the store. After Sana finished paying for Tzuyu's alcohol. Tried to take Tzuyu's unconscious body and take it to his own condo.
“Momo-chan, please open the door,” Sana shouted into the room for everyone in the room to hear.
“Come on, Zi, what's wrong?” Momo, Sana's roommate and Zi's only sibling, asked Sana, who was now trying to put Zi on the sofa.
“Don't ask yet. Let's help each other first."
After Sana and Momo successfully placed Tzuyu on the sofa, Momo immediately started questioning her friend.
“When did you leave the room? I don't know at all.”
“It was when you talked on the phone with Jeongyeon hyung on the balcony.”
“Oh, so what's wrong with you? Why are you drunk like this?”
“I don't know this one. All I know is that Chaeyoung asked me to take care of him instead. When I got there I found this condition.”
"Brother Nayeon.. don't leave each other like this. It's not funny. Huh.." The unconscious voice sounded. causing the two people taking care of them to turn and look at each other without an appointment
“Um, I understand. Please continue to take care of Zi. I'm going to go talk to Jung-hyung." Momo finished speaking and took the phone and walked to the balcony to continue talking.
"Oh my dear friend, let's come back and help."
"Um.." Where is this place? Wait a minute. Last night I was drunk at Jay Ji's pub. And here..
"Tzu, are you awake? You were drunk like a dog last night, you know that?"
Oh, Sana's room. Oh wait, Sana's room. How did we get here....
“Why did you come here?”
“Last night, Chang had work to submit. So I called him to come pick me up.”
"Oh, thank you, Sana."
“Thank you for the story?”
“What can I help you take care of?”
“Oh, then why did you get drunk like that?”
“Just then we broke up with Nayeon, so…”
“Don't do this again, you know? Other people are worried. When you have any problems, you can come and consult me."
“Very well, okay. Next time I have something to tell you, Mizana will be the first to hear it.
Can this type of heart pounding be called palpitations? I feel like this every time Tzuyu says something like this. You can say that I like Tzuyu. I've liked it for the 5 years we've known each other. I liked it from the first time I saw it. Tzuyu is one of the juniors in the group that I'm close to. She is the happiest younger sibling to be with.
Until one day, I planned to tell her I liked her under the faculty building. But someone told me I liked her before me. Then that person asked her to date him. As expected, she agreed without thinking. After that, it made me not dare to get close to her like before. Try to distance yourself. So that I don't like her again. But I couldn't do it Now they've broken up.
But it doesn't give me the courage to tell you I like you. What are you waiting for to get better first? I'll go tell you I like you.
After that day Sister Sana is always an advisor to me. Before, we didn't talk much. But now we're very close. It's making me tremble already. Wait, wait, wait for me to forget Nayeon first. But forgetting someone is difficult. Just start trying. We go back and miss him again.
But sometimes I'm afraid of starting over with someone..
Maybe the world isn't always as we want it to be. Sometimes I feel like the world is always mean to me. It's like the world always pushes misfortune on me. Like right now..when I'm about to start having feelings for someone. Now I have forgotten everything about the past and am ready to start over. But Sana is gone.. Disappeared without knowing where he had disappeared No telling before
Does everyone have a circle of relationships? There are many overlapping circles. Separate people into different categories such as friends, acquaintances, or whatever. Every day there are people walking in and out of the circle. But there will always be one person in the same circle. Right now I'm trying to stay away from Tzuyu during the school break.
To try and think through various matters. Sometimes I feel like I'm tired of chasing something and getting nothing in return. But there is joy in doing it. Now I think about it. Maybe going back to the way things were before would have something good..
"Momo, I'll go back to Korea tomorrow," Sana talked back on the other end of the line.
"Who told you to come back near the start of school? Now that you've realized it, right? It's lonely going back to Japan. Well, I don't have anyone to take me out to eat jokbal, right?"
"No, no. I'm not talking to you."
"Just kidding. I know you miss Tzuyu."
"Do I have a right to miss him too? It's not a big deal. I don't know whether he likes me or not."
"Why do you think he doesn't like you?"
"Well, he doesn't seem to like me at all."
"Just because you don't like me doesn't mean he doesn't like you."
"I don't know.."
"If you don't tell him you like him, how will he be enlightened?"
"That's true."
"If you don't want it, tell me quickly. With best wishes from me, hello."
Anyway, part of me wants to tell you. Another part of me is afraid. I'm afraid that if I tell them, the relationship won't be the same. What should I do? Now my thoughts are all fighting each other, I'm all afraid, even my own heart..
"Hey, I'm here to pick you up at the airport. Please take me to eat jokbal." No need to use the word "serious" if there is a reward.
"no!"
"Confused, confused too."
"Aren't you confused? Confused."
"Oh, so are you telling me you like me yet?"
"not yet"
"Tell me, are you waiting for your father to come cut the ribbon?"
"My father lives in Japan."
"My father lives in Japan."
"Tell me why?"
"I just want to tell you. Hurry up and tell me you like me. If you tell me late, you'll get snatched away like last time."
"Seriously?"
"Really? Tell me."
"I'm afraid he doesn't like me and the relationship won't be the same as before."
"If you only fear, how will you overcome fear?"
I'll take it. How are you? But I'm still afraid. I'm afraid my heart will break..
It's Sana, it's Sana: Zi, let's meet tomorrow by the Han River at 5 p.m.
TzuYuYeah :
Is there something wrong? You can tell me here.
It's Sana, it's Sana: I won't tell you a secret. If you want to know, let's meet together:
P
It's now past 4 p.m., and I'm at the Han River bank as Tzuyu had planned. Now I feel so excited that my heart can't beat a rhythm. Today is the decision of our relationship.
"Sister Sana," there's only one person with this voice. Definitely Tzuyu!
"Zi---- It's Ao Chang." Pleng was confused. His face was broken. The doctor wouldn't accept stitches and the doctor still ignored him.
"What are you doing here?"
"Oh, I'm waiting for you. So what are you doing?"
"Dude, I told you to come and I still haven't found you. Then I'll go find P'Dub first."
"Uncle Sana, did you wait long?" Okay, my face isn't broken now.
"No, I just came." Why the hell did you just come? I've been waiting since 2 p.m.
"Oh, so what do you have?"
"is..."
"You speak slowly. Zi also has a story to tell.”
"Let's talk together."
"I like Zi./Zi likes Sana."
"Huh!" The voices of Chaeyoung and Dahyun came out from nowhere. Make them look like the center of attention
"I will take care of you forever. Be with me, Sana-unnie.." At the sound of the voice, Dahyun and Chaeyoung set off paper fireworks.
The two stared at each other for a while, then slowly leaned down against the sunset light of the Han River and kissed gently, full of warmth.
Now there was no fear that made the two of them nervous. Because the two of us will "hold hands" and get through this together.
Special Part
“Shock, those two are already dating. Aren't we dating?"
"Why do I have to date you, P'Dub?"
"He's a handsome person," Dahyun said, ruffling his hair. causing the person in front of him to purse his lips and stare harshly at him
"Let's date each other. P'Dup loves you so much." Dahyun's words made Chaeyoung's face turn red.
"Oh, I'm embarrassed."
"Damn, who's shy? No."
"Raise your voice very high. We're finally dating."
"Uh"
Hello to all readers. How is this matter? Is it okay? Wright is not very confident in his own language at all. Anyway, please leave a comment for him. Thank you.
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