Our first story It might seem a little confusing. If there is a mistake, I apologize.
Stay (
I just want to love)
“...Time and a person's heart belong together. When someone changes their mind, they change. Feelings change with some people, no matter how much time has passed. But my feelings and heart are still in the same place…”
The sunlight that shines in the morning tells of the start of another new day. Someone who was sleeping slowly got up and sat down to reflect on himself. As always, like every day
“Huh!! It's another day. That we wait for someone to come back, knowing that they never will. Why are we still waiting for the person who caused us pain? Why are you so stupid, Park Jimin?”
Knock, knock, knock. The door rang loudly at the front of the room, causing Jimin to snap out of his trance.
“Jimin Jimin Jimin Wow! Are you awake yet? Open the door for me.”
“I was leaving and as soon as I opened the door I immediately complained to my good friend. What kind of knock is this? Tae Tae, what are you doing so early in the morning? Is there something wrong?”
In fact, Bai already knew and that the person who knocked on the room was just this good friend and with key card And I know his room code, but I still wonder what happened to this friend that came so early in the morning. Normally, he never comes to wake him up in the morning. Because I know the personality of my little friend well. that he doesn't like having anyone disturb him when he sleeps
“I've called all these times, why don't you accept this? Go to bed or die. And this phone? What is it for making eggplant? Why don't you accept it? I thought something was wrong. So hurry up and take a look. And I have something important to tell you.”
“I'm sorry, Jimin just turned the sound off and forgot to turn it on. I'm not angry, Tae Tae. Jimin is sorry."
Actually, I'm not angry at this little friend. Anyone who would get angry, he would just be worried and afraid that something would happen. Today he has something important to tell his little friend. But I still hesitate to tell because I know what I'm going to say. How much effect does it have on his friend's mind? But if you don't tell him, one day your little friend will find out sooner or later anyway.
“Anyway, TaeTae, do you have anything to tell Jimin? Jimin will listen carefully to everything.”
“Jimin, listen carefully. Well………………………he has come back. You know how to act, right? You know you have to be strong, right? Don't be soft-hearted if he comes back to you. Don't be soft-hearted if he just acts nice. Don't go back and ask for his love again even though you know it's impossible. Do you understand Tae?
“Um, Jimin understands. Jimin has become stronger. Jimin knew what to do. We've hurt enough and we won't forget. We don't want to go back to being a fool in anyone's eyes again. Tae Tae, don't worry, Jimin is fine.”
"Good. Take good care of yourself. Tae is back now. I'll stop by to see you in the evening."
“Okay, Jimin will go down and send it to you. Delivered to the car."
“It's okay, go wash your face and eyes. Tae bought Jimin his favorite porridge. placed on the table Tae, go first, see you later.”
The living person said as he put his hand on his little friend's chubby head affectionately before leaving the room.
“Tae Tae Tae Tae Jimin's head is all messed up. You'd better take a shower.”
After taking a shower, Jimin walked back into the room to find some clothes to wear, but due to his clumsiness, he stumbled and bumped into a shelf next to the closet.
Thump!!!
A small box of something landed in front of Jimin. That Jimin remembers well how he got it. and knows exactly what is inside Jimin only bent down to pick it up and picked up the box and walked back to the living room. As he sat down on the sofa, Jimin slowly opened it and suddenly felt wetness on his face.
A thin hand gently stroked that thing. Gently, the clear water drops gradually Flowing down both cheeks Jimin just stood and watched. That necklace is a necklace. The necklace someone bought you for your birthday. And that was the one and last thing that Jimin would remember forever….
5 years ago
“Happy Birthday To You…Happy Birthday To You…Happy Birthday HappyBirthday
Happy Birthday To You…”
“Happy birthday, Jimin. I'm very happy. No matter what happens I will love and care for you forever and will always do everything for you. Remember that.”
The tall figure said as he handed a small gift box to the small person in front of him.
“Thank you, look what I bought you………….it is beautiful.”
The small figure muttered as he looked at the necklace his lover bought for him. It was the kind of star that Jimin liked. Jimin likes stars. Daos are a symbol that represents Jimin. The stars are like Jimin's light. and is also Jimin's lonely friend. Jimin likes to look at the stars, likes places with stars, and Jimin himself once dreamed of having a star of his own, and today Jimin is looking for a star. That fate has been found.
“Jeon Jungkook, Jimin's star.”
“Then because I know you like me, I ordered it for you. Try turning it over and looking behind you.”
A hand slowly turned and looked at the back of the star.
JK&JM
He looked at the letters engraved on the back of the pendant and felt wetness in the corner of his eyes. Jimin was delighted and knew that it was an abbreviation of two people's names.
Jungkook
and
Jimin
Jimin was speechless, not knowing what words to say to the person in front of him other than…..
“Jimin, I love Jungkook. No matter what happens, Jimin will love Jungkook forever. Jimin's Jungkook.”
“Jungkook loves you too, Jungkook's Jimin. This Jimin is the cutest. Jungkook also wants to tell Jimin that no matter what happens, Jungkook will do everything for the two of us. This star that I gave you will be the symbol of my love for you. No matter what, my love will never end.
It's like the light of this star that will shine brightly to guide our path in the future. I love you, Jeon Jungkook's Park Jimin.”
The moonlight and starlight shining beneath the night sky were just the two of them, both of them letting everything go as their hearts demanded. They tell each other they love each other. They tightened their embrace around each other as if nothing would ever separate the two of them from each other again.
The stars are still bright, but this night is still long and hard. The love song of two people continues on and on. Continuously, each person yearns for each other. Each of them conveyed their love to each other, their bodies as sweet as honey. A very seductive body odor The tall figure couldn't help but leave a mark to show ownership of the thin figure in front of him. The thick figure buried his fangs, creating many rose-colored traces.
Only hit the neck area. The bold figure intended to focus on this area especially. To make it clear that the person in front of you already has an owner.
The sound of some people's trembling made Jungkook nervous. Crazy until you lose your mind But I don't want to do violence to the person in front of me at all. This little person is too nurturing to be violent, but I can control myself and continue playing this love song endlessly because this might be the last night I will be close to him. thin figure in front
Jeon Jungkook therefore wants to preserve this moment as best as he can. Wants to keep this feeling as much as possible before parting………………..
“Goodbye Jimin, my beloved Jungkook, forever.”
The sun shines, indicating that a new day has begun. The path of many warriors continued this morning. Not even the two people who were about to face changes.
After that day and that night On Jimin's birthday Jimin wakes up. Jungkook, his lover, was nowhere to be found after that night. Leaving only the pain of leaving without notice, Jimin didn't know the reason. I don't know the reason why. Jungkook had to leave him without saying goodbye.
Jimin doesn't know what he did wrong. Why don't they tell each other if Jimin doesn't like him? Jimin is ready to change. And improve myself, but then why didn't they even give me a chance to talk? They adjusted their understanding but left each other without contacting each other again.
“Why are you so mean, Jeon Jungkook?”
How many days have the tears been slowly flowing down both cheeks? How long has Jimin had to endure this pain? How many days and nights has he had to sit and cry like this? Does Jungkook know that until each night passes? How painful is it? Do you know that Jimin is yearning for him all day and all night? Do you know that it hurts? Jeon Jungkook, do you know anything?
“Jimin, that's enough. If it's tiring, that's enough. Don't hurt yourself again. Jimin must be strong. This Kim Taehyung will be Jimin's friend. Jimin doesn't have to forget him. We don't ask Jimin to forget because we know some of the memories are very sad. It has happiness mixed in with it. TaeTae, this dear friend, will be Jimin's friend.”
Taehyung said, hugging his best friend sympathetically. Taehyung knows that no matter what, Jimin will never forget. Jeon Jungkook can only do it while waiting for him. This Taehyung asked to take care of Jimin himself. It won't cause the little person to suffer. Even though he knows that no matter what, Jimin will still love Jungkook unchanged and knows that Jimin's heart will never be given to anyone again.
But this Taehyung probably has no right to do anything more than this. Even though deep inside I secretly hope, I just hope that one day Jimin will turn around and see this person next to me, Jimin, Tae Tae's best friend.
“Rest, good Tae Tae. When you wake up, everything will be fine.”
“Thank you, Tae Tae. Thank you for always being by our side. Jimin will be strong. Jimin will be able to do it one day, Tae Tae, trust Jimin.”
“Yes Tae Tae, I believe Jimin can do it. Jimin is already good.”
Taehyung slowly moved his face and kissed him softly. On the forehead of the person in front of you, don't be kind.
"Sleep smart, sweet dreams."
“Uh….TaeTae-ah, Jimin is sleeping.
5 years have passed and Jimin has become much stronger because of his best friend Tae Tae. Kon was beside him and encouraged Jimin to know that Tae Tae didn't think of Jimin as just a friend, but Jimin didn't want to lose a good friend like Tae Hyung over something. Pretending like he didn't know would be better today. How lucky Jimin is to have a friend who loves him and who Jimin loves as much as Tae Tae. He doesn't know what the next day will bring. Jimin wants to be with Taehyung like this forever as a friend. Love each other forever...
“Jimin, Jimin, Jimin, Jimin.”
heavily!! Jimin snapped out of his trance after hearing Tae Tae's voice call out to him.
“Just seeing that necklace makes us think of the past. Are those like this? Even though he said he would be strong, why did that person have to come back on the day Jimin was already here? That's enough, Jeon Jungkook. We are no longer related.”
“Is this blurry again? I called for a long time and still didn't hear him. I forgot my bag so I came back to get it. There you go, take care of yourself. Don't be distracted again. If something happens, just call me. You know I'm worried, right?"
“Oh, yes, you can complain like an uncle. Look, he's complaining until he's all black."
"this!!! Jimin, you're going to get a lot of trouble right now. You're not black anymore, you're getting a lot whiter. But even though you're black, you're still handsome. Let me tell you, there's a line full of girls waiting. Know this, Jimin takes Bo.”
“Um…..I can't speak. Let's put Tae Tae at ease. What if we haven't gone yet? Go ahead. You'll be late for work soon."
“Yes, yes, yes, yes. We're chasing each other so much. I'll see you in the evening, bye."
The sound of the doorbell ringing sounded. It must have been for another good person, but I wonder why he didn't just open it himself. Jimin thought about it before walking over to open the door.
“What did you forget this time?”
The sound was drowned out as soon as Jimin opened the door to meet the person in front of him. When he regained his composure, he was about to close the door but was unable to make it in time for the person in front of him to block the door before walking into the room, not caring whether the owner of the room gave permission or not, there was only silence that enveloped the room. No words were spoken from the two people's mouths.
“Hyung//Jungkook”
They both said at the same time before falling silent again.
"I'll say it first."
"You and say it before you have something to say, hurry and say it. It's a waste of time."
“I….I'm back. Are you still waiting for me? We'll go back to the way we were before.”
“Huh!! Yes, I was waiting for you before. But now probably not anymore, Jeon Jungkook. Your time is up.”
"Why? You love me, right? You said you'd love me forever, so why..."
"It's true that I said that before, but now, no matter how much I love you, I probably won't go back to being a fool and get dumped again. I don't want to be a fool in anyone's eyes."
Those distant words made Jungkook's heart skip a beat, but he understood that it was his fault for leaving without warning and leaving without letting the person in front of him know.
“But Jimin, please listen to me explain first. I really want to tell you. Listen to Jeon Jungkook first. Jungkook's Jimin"
“Jungkook's Jimin? Why don't you have any shame, Jungkook? You're not cruel enough, you don't even have any feelings of shame or guilt. You're really terrible. I really don't love people like you. Go on, Jungkook, go back to your place. Don't waste your time on a fool like me. It's no use, I'm no longer in love with you.”
“So out of love?”
Jungkook was shocked by his words. Jimin's love is gone. But his eyes looked at something that was on the table.
"Out of love? Out of love. Why do you still keep that necklace?"
“It's just an old thing that I forgot I had and accidentally dropped it. So I'm going to take this old thing and throw it away. I don't want to keep it."
"You're so cruel, why would you leave something you found like this?"
“So cruel, how dare you say that? If I were mean, wouldn't you be a hundred times a thousand times meaner, Jungkook? You couldn't even remember what you did. You left me without even telling me anything. You still came to see that I was mean to you again. Why did you come back? Just leave.
Why do you have to keep hurting me over and over again, Jeon Jungkook? Isn't this enough to hurt us?”
Some people raised their voices to scold the people in front of them without even realizing it themselves. His face was now full of tears. that flows down both cheeks
“I can explain. Please listen to me first. Please give me a chance to speak.”
Jungkook said as he gently spread his fingers over the tears of the person in front of him. He wanted to pull the person in front of him into a hug. He wanted to hug him tightly. He didn't want to let him go again, but he knew that if he did that right now he would probably get yelled at by the little guy. Definitely wear it again.
“You go back, go back to Jungkook. What opportunity are you asking for now? The day I can live without needing you. If you wanted the chance, you'd come to me a long time ago, not just now. It's already been 5 years, Jungkook. Isn't it too late? Where have you been? Where have you been? Just came back now, you go back, go back to Jungkook, go back, I told you to go.”
Some of them said while slamming their hands towards Jungkook. Jungkook didn't feel any pain at all. But even though it hurts, it probably hurts more than today. It seems like I have to go back first. He didn't want the person in front of him to cry any more than he would feel sick. And Jungkook will come back again. He doesn't give up easily, but his heart is here with this Park Jimin.
“I can go back and I will come again. I won't give up. Anyway, I will do everything to have you back.”
“Do you want me physically or mentally, Jeon Jungkook? Have you ever loved me? You go back and reconsider whether it was love in the past or just wanting to possess.”
"I've thought about it for a long time and I'm confident. Wait for me and I'll come back."
As soon as the door closed, sobbing sounded, huh huh huh huh. Why, why, why did you come back? Jungkook, you'll never stop being mean to me. Haha. It's not that Jimin doesn't love Jungkook. It's not that he isn't longing, but Jimin doesn't know how much he can trust Jungkook. Jimin doesn't know what Jungkook is thinking. Will Jungkook love Jimin at all?
“Or in the past, he never loved me at all, just saw me as a fool. Jimin, don't be soft on him. Remember, you must be strong. Even if it hurts.”
Someone walked out in front of the balcony and stared at the stars. Tonight, Jimin could only ask the stars what he should do next.
“Dear stars, can you tell Jimin? What should Jimin do? Jimin doesn't know himself anymore.
“…There may be temporary rain and white clouds that only lasted overnight.
Met with the wind, it was blown away and there was no one to revive it. It is not always sustainable.
But with her, the past was temporary and the story changed overnight.
With whatever happened, I still never forget. It's like it's part of the heart.
We will never love each other There are only sensitive days that pass and will never return.
It's just an impression that is still strong. There's only rain, only the sky understands
Under a tree with no shade The branches weren't that tall.
But roots deep in the ground and deep in the heart have always had many meanings.
We will never love each other There are only sensitive days that pass and will never return.
It's just an impression that is still strong. There's only rain, only the sky understands
Under a tree with no shade The branches weren't that tall.
But roots deep in the ground, deep in the heart have always had many meanings.
Under a tree with no shade The branches weren't that tall.
But the roots are deep in the ground, deep in the heart. It has always had many meanings…”
No matter how much time passes, Jimin's heart will always belong to Jungkook. It will never change. But today Jimin's heart wasn't ready. Give me some time and the old Jimin will come back.
It's been 3 days since Jungkook came to see Jimin but Jungkook hasn't been quiet at all. He still buys Jimin his favorite porridge and hangs it on his door every day. Because I know Jimin likes to go in and talk, my heart will break. But he could only look at the room owner's door and wait for the right time to talk to the little person.
“Jimin, Jimin, Jimin, wake up, wake up quickly.”
"What is it? Tae Tae. What's wrong?"
“There are people who come to him and want to talk to him. Go talk to him.”
“Okay Jimin, let me go wash my face first.”
“Then TaeTae, go first. TaeTae has business.”
In truth, Tae Tae didn't have anything to do with it, but just wanted the two of them to come to an understanding. Jungkook actually told Taehyung everything. As to why he had to do that, Jeonkook told TaeTae that he didn't intend to make Jimin sad but wanted to prove himself to his parents how steadfast Jungkook's love is.
and Jungkook takes care of himself and Jimin, Jungkook's father challenges Jungkook to prove himself by flying to take care of work at overseas branches and having to make sales as his father sets within 5 years and in order to Proving that Jungkook and Jimin will never change their minds about each other. Just because of the distance, Jungkook's father also made a rule that Jimin must not know about this matter at all, which is another reason why Jungkook didn't tell Jimin. He didn't want to hurt the person he loved. sad
But for the sake of their love, both of them had to do it and Jungkook believed in Jimin enough that he wouldn't change his mind. And now Jungkook has finished organizing everything and is ready to come back and start with. The person he loves
Taehyung heard all of Jungkook's reasons and felt sympathy. and agreed to give Jungkook the opportunity to talk with Jimin Even though he knew he would be hurt, for Jimin's happiness, Tae Tae gave in.
After Jimin finished washing his face, he went out to the living room to meet someone. But was shocked when he walked out and found that that person was Jungkook.
“Jungkook”
"Hyung, are you hungry? I bought you some of your favorite things."
“Why are you here again, Jungkook? I told you that I don't love you anymore, but I'll still come.”
“Brother, please listen to me first. I want to explain to you. Really, please listen."
"Oh, I listened and said it."
As I said, Jimin's heart is always in the same place, still waiting for Jungkook. Jimin has been thinking about this for many days, saying that no matter what, he wants to talk to Jungkook to find out. If it's going to end, he wants it. End without being stuck. But if Jungkook's story has enough reason, Jimin is ready to give Jungkook a chance.
He himself doesn't want to waste any more time than this. Life is short. Jimin knows what his own needs are. Jimin accepts everything. If he's going to be stupid, let's be stupid for the rest of his life to fall in love with this Jeon Jungkook.
After Jungkook told Jimin all the reasons, Jimin himself felt quite guilty knowing that Jungkook actually did it for the love of the two of us. Jimin himself had to apologize to Jungkook for not allowing Jungkook. I explained it from the beginning, but whoever told me to go away and not contact me like this, whoever it is, they do it like this.
"I'm sorry I had to do that."
"It's okay. It's in the past. Let it be in the past. Don't worry about it. In the past, if it hurts you, don't think about it at all. Because whenever we think of the past, it is the present and because the moment we are thinking of it, it is the present, not the past. Don't dig up the past and ask for it to pass. Let's start over, Jeon Jungkook, Jimin's star.”
"You haven't thrown away my necklace yet, have you?"
Jimin shook his head and got up and went into his friend's room and took out a small box.
"Thank you for keeping my things. Thank you for waiting."
Jungkook put the necklace on Jimin while hugging the little person in front of him. I miss him, I miss him so much. Jungkook's Jimin
They both slowly moved their faces until their lips were touching each other gently. And it started to get more and more intense according to the longing of both of them. I guess tonight they'll have to hug this little person tightly, worthy of being separated for so long. Let's taste the person in front of us a little and see if the taste is still the same or not. …….
“Ugh, Jungkook, hug Jimin tight. Jimin misses Jungkook a lot. Jungkook, doesn't he miss Jimin?”
“I miss you. I love you very much. Jungkook loves Jimin. Jimin takes Bo. Soon Jungkook will take Jimin to listen to both of our original love songs.
The night is still long. This love song will be the same. Continuing and this return, nothing will take away the love of the two of them again……..
“I'm glad Jimin is finally happy. This TaeTae will be friends with Jimin forever no matter what. Tae Tae loves Jimin.”
“...You probably know about these things. without words stated
You probably know. From everything that happened on the second day, we were close.
Even on that day, only a dream lasted, just yesterday passed.
You probably know. No matter how long, it won't be too long for my heart to remember.
I'll keep it in my heart. When I had you and I felt How about this time? Let it be a thought, no matter how long, you will remain in my heart as a real thing in my memories.
I'll keep it in my heart because I can't. Forcing back the day Let's come back again. I can only think about it. From now on you will be in my heart. It's true in memory. I'll keep it.... I will keep it in my heart when I have you and how I feel this time. Let it be nostalgic No matter how long, you will be in my heart.
It's true in memory. I'll keep it.... I will keep it....”
“Thank you for all the past memories, Jimin. Jimin will always be in TaeTae's memories. Tae Tae's best friend."
END
This is my first short fic. It may come out a bit awkward. Thank you for reading.