BE LOVE
Can it be called love or not?
Sunho - sick student
Kuanlin - Physical education teacher
CR.SHL
"Where..P'Kwanlin"
The first day of meeting, the day when all first-year students meet together.
He meets the person he misses all the time, someone he hasn't seen in almost 6 months.
The other person was seen stumbling as well before giving a small smile.
then say hello
“Oh, Sunho is stuck here? We haven't seen each other for a long time. What class is this?”
“Teacher, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Are you okay, bro?"
he asked, trying to keep his voice from being happy.
...make your face bright
...Do everything normally.
And it seems to be quite effective.
When the conversation partner doesn't act strangely
"Oh, that's good. It's been a long semester break. I'm fine."
“Just a little bit.”
“From a student to a junior haha. If you have any questions, you can always ask this senior.”
“Right now I have some doubts.”
He knew he shouldn't have asked, but he couldn't resist.
Because it makes everything go back.
“Can I still call Brother Kuanlin my darling?”
...Still a story that happened
“Today we have a new teacher to introduce.”
"Hello, Teacher, my name is Kuanlin. Lai Kuanlin, nice to meet you."
“Teacher Lai will be teaching physical education at our school and will be in your class for 6 months...He is the first time he has come to our city. I ask everyone to please recommend their teachers.”
“Please take care of me, everyone.”
Introductory sentences for new teaching staff on the first day of school.
and the gossip of female friends in the room
He looked up from his book and looked at his new instructor from head to toe.
...tall, handsome, good looking
He had no doubt that his female friends in the room were so excited.
Physical education has become a subject that the female friends in the class are waiting for, unlike before.
But for him, whose body has been weak since childhood
This subject is no different from a free period.
He just sat on the sidelines watching his friends play sports.
“Come sit and do something by yourself, not gather to play basketball with friends.”
He looked up from his book and looked at the person asking.
"I have a congenital disease. The doctor ordered me not to play sports."
“Then the teacher will teach you something fun so you won't get bored.”
This was the first time a physical education teacher had talked to him.
After he mentioned his physical condition
“Turn the basketball like this and bring your fingers to the center. When the basketball starts to slow down, I spin it with my hands.”
he can do it
This was the first time he had done anything like a basketball.
Besides holding or sending to friends
"You're good too. Next time, the teacher will teach you basketball shooting."
And it was the first time he received praise.
From something other than playing the piano
...To him it was a strange thing.
It was the first time he felt his heart flutter because of another person.
...but for those who praise
It is normal to praise a student for doing something well.
...and because of that event
...so he became interested in the new teacher.
No different from my female friends in class.
“You haven't come home yet?”
Questions from a trainee physical education teacher who holds the position of assistant homeroom teacher.
Making him look up from the homework problem he was working on.
"Not yet. My mother's car broke down. I'm waiting for the mechanic and insurance."
...since the school opened
This was the first time he had talked to that person besides during class.
Although holding the position of assistant homeroom teacher
But for him who is neither the front of the room nor the activity kid.
Talking with teachers outside of class hours therefore rarely occurs.
“Do you want the teacher to send you? It's better to go wait with Mom."
“Uh…”
"Don't worry about the teacher."
"thank you"
The events of that day ended in
That person sent him and his mother home.
Because his father was in an emergency case at the hospital.
Unable to come out and accept
After that day His parents had a new son.
As for him, he got a new driver.
Got a new tutor
Get new friends at the breakfast and dinner tables.
Gaining a new audience for playing the piano
...My heart is beating fast.
...every time we spend time together
“May I call Teacher Phi Kuanlin?”
he asked one day off.
He and that person were together at the city library.
he read a book
As for that person, he was checking student reports.
“If there are two people together, you can call it whatever you want.”
The person raised his head and answered.
before bending down to continue reading the report
“It's called darling...”
I don't know what inspired him to speak like that.
He must have been very stressed about the exam.
“Alright, let's go eat first, darling. Darling, I'm really hungry right now."
Before I could tell he was joking.
That person had responded before.
...His heart beat faster than before.
...The front part was all hot.
...He's still alive, right?
At the time, he thought it was just a joke.
The story of that day
But it's not.
“Honey, are you free this Saturday?”
“I have piano lessons in the morning but I have free time in the afternoon.”
"Then at noon, darling, come in and get some food, and then we'll go see a movie."
Can this be called people who love each other?
We talk more than before.
Where do we go together more often?
"This holiday, darling, I'll go back and visit Mom and Dad. Is there anything you want, darling?"
“Any snack.”
"Okay, darling, I'll buy some delicious snacks back for you, darling."
That was the first time he knew the word.
..miss
But it was nothing compared to the next time.
Time passes
"It's a pity that my beloved couldn't come with me. The sea here is very beautiful, so I'll leave it for another day. I'll wait for my beloved to be strong and then we'll come travel together."
He has seen the sea other than in television and books.
He really wanted to hang out with that person.
"Sweet dreams. Don't forget to dream of me, darling."
"Wake up, darling. You won't have time to get to the doctor in time."
Hearing that person's voice first thing in the morning
and the last one before going to bed
Just like the words I've heard before.
...Happiness always passes quickly.
“Thank you to all students for 6 last month The teachers gained a lot of good experiences.”
...Final orientation day
“In a few months, admission scores will have to be submitted if anyone wants to become a teacher like a teacher. You can choose the same university as the teacher and become the teacher's junior.”
“Goodbye everyone.”
He never thought that would be his last sentence.
to get from that person
People who talk every day
...for many months
He never felt lonely.
...never cried so hard that my eyes were swollen.
...never suffered from missing one person
and never thought that...
...Can you love someone this much?
Teacher was a group he never thought of entering.
The capital was a place he never wanted to live in.
in the midst of surprise
and the concerns of father and mother
He decided to submit his scores for entry into one faculty.
same university as that person
He is quiet
The person standing opposite was silent.
I don't know how long the person being asked kept looking down at the ground.
Before someone loses patience
Instead, a soft voice sounded from behind.
“Who is Kuanlin talking to? Did you know this before? Is it fresh this year or not?”
A slender young man in student uniform walked in.
Ready to tease the other party like they're familiar with it.
People who were still owed an answer began to tremble, as if they were acting incorrectly.
But in the end he decided to introduce it.
“Uh...this is Sunho, a student at the school where he trained.”
Finishing his sentence, the newcomer turned to introduce himself to him, who now felt like he was drowning.
“Oh, that's what my beloved once told me about. My name is Jonghyun. I'm a Kuanlin fan. Nice to meet you."
He couldn't breathe.
I don't know what to say.
or do something
Everything seemed to stop.
“Someone call an ambulance right here, my little one is fainting.”
His heart was stopping.
like his breath
If I knew it would end like this
...if I could turn back time
...if the past can be fixed
That day, I will not get in the car with this person.
...I don't know if they're closer than teachers and students.
...I don't give him all my heart.
But time can never be returned...
The heart and love that is given will never be received back again...
...forever
“Have you ever loved me in the past?”