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You, the moon and the sand

You know it all,You are myBestfriend

The Morning will come again

No Darkness No season can’t lastforever

At that time I just wondered...

When the moon is half-lit and the songs of little animals are playing in a place where it's just us.

Why are you crying to each other?

The cries in the darkness were still evident, and the stillness made the atmosphere ten times worse. His heart-breaking voice made me not only wonder, but also hurt. over

I don't know why...but you are.

It's more suitable for a smile.

Please smile like the first sun that smiled at me, please give me that warm smile.

"vigorous"

The sobs subsided as the birds chirped and the sun rose in the morning just in time. My smile appeared when you wiped away your tears and stood up straight.

The warm light of the sun falling on you is such a beautiful sight.

You gave me a faint smile that made me feel even more powerful before casually walking past you.

Ah, now I understand. But it hurts so much...but it's time for me to go too.

the next day

"Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee"

He still cried...

Why do angels cry for each other? A soft voice asked in my head, it was so loud and repeating over and over, I just looked at you crying but couldn't do anything to help. Because I don't have the right

Your tear-stained face is so painful to look at. It makes you unattractive and hurts me a lot. I don't know who that person is that made you cry like this, but if I knew I'll go stomp on it for you.

I don't know, but the sky is beginning to take on a light orange tint instead of the darkness I've always seen. It's so beautiful, and it would make a sound sweeter than a small bird's if it were your laugh and your smile. Yours is probably more beautiful than anything, even the sun that is about to rise again.

You are like my inner strength. I am here to see you today because of your strength. Because of that

Darling, please don't cry.

"Gulp Sai"

Your tear-stained smile isn't pretty at all...

On that day, I still didn't know.

Whether it was the day before or any other day, I still don't know. One can only wonder about the quiet morning and the faint sound of birdsong. And here there's just the two of us...

Why are you crying to each other?

the next day

It seems like today you are going through a very difficult situation. The sound of your heartbreaking cries is shaking like that and of course it hurts me very badly again. Your trembling voice makes my whole chest hurt and tears flow from my eyes even though... I don't know why exactly.

All I know is that your sad eyes aren't very pretty.

"Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why do you have to abandon us? Why?"

I don't know if it's a person's name or something else, but if I have the chance, if I can do it, I will definitely stomp on it for daring to leave you and let you cry like this.

The soft light of the sun was approaching again.

I always have doubts.

Why do you cry harder in times like this? Why do you always have to sit in a dark corner like this now? And why do I hurt along with you? And why...

The sun's light was no longer as warm as before...

today...

Today you are much stronger than before and that is very nice to me. A smile that may not be bright but is sad is better than tears. A smile and eyes that look bigger than before make me float. They make me feel like I'm floating. I feel relaxed and let go. But before he could further examine the small figure, the voices of two middle-aged women caught his attention, causing him to look and listen, more than he thought.

“Have you ever heard of rice?”

“Oh, I heard the news was loud. If I could choose to avoid it, I wouldn't come.”

He could only wonder.

“It's a pity that those two kids really loved each other very much. It shouldn't have been one of them who would have gone first.”

I could only always wonder.

"That's really still a child. Sigh."

The voice eventually quietened and faded away, but his doubts did not fade and even increased.

Who is that child?

And on the day you smile

Today you have changed and are much better than before. You were small under a thick hood that if he saw how thin he would definitely have been, there was a doll in your arms that he couldn't clearly see but could tell was fluffy fur that was supposed to be warm and soft. But more than that

Throughout the past several days, day after day, today...

There was a faint smile and a chirping sound that was more beautiful than the singing of a great orchestra or a little bird that couldn't even compete with it. It made me feel fulfilled and thin. It made me let go and feel a lot better.

Even though the name that was pronounced wasn't my name. But that's it. Besides not being offended, I really like that name. I don't know why, even though at first I was going to punch him.

“Khun Sai, today at the university sports day was really fun. It's such a pity.”

Oh no, don't cry, good man.

I looked at your face that was lightly shedding tears and your faint smile was all I could do.

It's really a lot stronger.

So good, so good.

“Ugh, no crying, ugh, ugh, it's okay, Sai doesn't have to worry about us. We are much better. Oh, yes. The friends who played sports are very cute, very good, everything is fine, don't worry about us anymore."

No matter how many times you speak softly to me, I never get bored. And I repeat that no beautiful song or any kind of bird can compete with you. I also don't know why my smile was so wide that my whole mouth was aching and I took back your words.

The faint glow of the moon and the overcast sky are disappearing, the little sounds of birds and animals playing are like a lullaby, and of course you are the one who sings and the most beautiful notes.

The more the sun's rays bring a bright, pale orange hue that falls on your face and smile.

I thought it might be time for me to really go too...if not before I closed my eyes.

“Jimin!!! How many times has Dad told you not to come here!!!”

The familiar middle-aged face of a man and woman in the background couldn't help me go. Why would he scold you? No, ah, little one's name is Jimin. Why did you have to scold Jimin? Can you see that his little body was startled?

“I will come!”

“Jimin!”

"I'm excited about you."

Why are the three of them crying to each other?

"My son doesn't love me. I don't love him!!!"

"Why? Why? Huh? Why can't I just ask for this? I want just this. Huh. Huh. Father. Can't you just ask Father? Huh? For me?" Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

“You should know that you haven't forgotten. That kind of person, Ugh.”

"Are you still dissatisfied with this? He's dead. Did you hear that? He's dead!!! Are you still dissatisfied? We can't be together anymore!!! Dad, did you hear that? Did you hear that!!!”

“Stop talking!!!”

“You!!!”

On the day I didn't know and didn't understand anything.

today, the day before or the day before I never knew and always wondered...

Phew!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When that big hand is about to hit your face, my moon face I didn't realize it in time.

The hand slipped through easily...

The voice was loud and strong in the stillness. Your face turned away as tears streamed down your hair, unable to do anything to protect you. The tears that I have always tried to heal and prayed for would go away. Your tear-stained smile, but this time there was something different.

"go home!!!"

I remember the whole story even though it shouldn't have been like that...

My moon is fading. My body that was initially light became incredibly heavy. My angel with tears as an accessory wraps my shoulders and prepares to walk away. Your broken heart makes me... It hurts ten times worse than you. Can't stay still anymore even though now I have to go.

But I chose to force it out.

The gentle light at six o'clock in the morning casts beautiful gradations like a painting by a famous artist, even though this picture is very sad.

I'm hugging you

Embracing the warmth of your stillness before lowering my head until our noses touched and staring into your beautiful eyes.

Before your father pulls you all the way through my body.

Ah, it hurts, but that's what makes me remember and reminds me again.

I'm dead.

On the last day before you leave

Today the moon shines so brightly as you sit with a candle in your hand that shines brightly and the rays of the sun shines across the horizon. A bird I don't know the name of, nor the kind of bird, Singing for the day that has passed from the long night

And now you're singing with tears in your eyes.

In your hand is a furry doll that I know is my own lion doll that I bought for you. I want to stomp myself a hundred times for hurting the moon like you. A small grain of sand like mine is too difficult.

You sit down on a chair in the park and place your hand on your side for me to hold as usual. I hold it even though I don't know if you know because my touch is so light.

But even so, my big hand still holds my fingers tightly on your small hand as much as possible.

“Taehyung, I'm excited. I have to go back to Korea. I probably won't be here anymore. The parks in the Netherlands and the forest at dawn are as beautiful as you say.”

I've realized it. And that candle that burned out too

“I really regret the time before when I acted so sleepy and didn't wake up and look at the morning sun with you. I was such a fool, haha.”

Thinking again, my darling.

“But even then, you still teased me until I woke up. In the end, we were able to watch together for half the time, even though it was extremely chaotic because I was so sleepy and refused to walk that you had to drag and carry me. Let's watch together haha.”

Jimin-ah?

“Seriously, Tae Taehyung.”

“I miss you. I miss you so much.”

I thank you for not crying and trying to force a smile for me so hard. The moon was now asleep and hidden in the deep blue sky.

It's a signal.

"This is the last time I'll get to see the sky and the rising sun with you. It's so cold."

I want to embrace you so much.

“In the past, when I was in middle school. How did you manage to do it? Dressing up in a ladybug costume and walking around the school giving out gifts is very brave.”

“Then you really should have grown up and become an adult, so why did you go to parties in your second year? You even took off your shoes to dance with Jungkook.”

"Oh, that's right, last year you tried to get me drunk too. Is that right? Turns out I was drunk myself. Funny hahaha."

“It's unbelievable that this year you're about to graduate. Even though everything is going well, gulp.”

I want to raise my hand to wipe away your tears.

“Taehyung-ah, stay happy up there. Don't worry. Seeing that, you know that my father loves me to the death.”

Yes I know

“You know I'm strong, right?”

Of course I know. How strong is the resolute back next to me?

Because of that

“Don't worry.”

You stood up and walked forward slowly, the sunlight falling on you again.

Please, darling, don't cry.

“Jimin will be strong, Jimin promises.”

My body is light and combed.

The sunlight that shines softly on my skin hurts, but even so, I still embrace the moon that is shining brightly like you, resting your face on your small shoulder and listening to the unmistakable sounds of birds. Know the type and name of the singing

Holding you on the day the sun shines

Even if it hurts me badly, it won't compete with your tears.

Building, building, building

Under the shadow of the trees falling on you, you are about to walk away to a place that is so bright that it suits you. But even if it's like that, you and your smile and the tears that are flowing

please

Show me your smile like the sun's first rays. Smile a warm smile to replace the sun that is shining on my cold heart.

At this time, when light was shining everywhere, there was only me as a small grain of sand in the shadows that had always been dark. While today you have to leave

Even though this time I might be destroyed

But now that I'm embracing you, who stops crying and smiles widely, it's okay.

It doesn't matter that I'm standing there watching you board a plane and it takes off into the sky.

Even though my hair hurts badly and starts to fade away

Even though the pain has increased a lot, it's still not comparable to your tears.

Even though I can only watch you fly away

Even though the body is decaying

I thank you, I thank you very much.

The faint smile and laugh you gave me when I held you with all my strength in the light of the morning, the sun rising fully, and the unknown birds singing. Your laugh and smile are more beautiful and beautiful than anything in this world.

thank you

Even though now I'm fading

But your smile is still as warm as the first sun.

Even though your warm first rays of sunshine are about to burn me, it's so warm.

Thank you, Park Jimin.

I'll come and correct the mistake later. Hurry up and get it down or it won't end in time haha. Oh yes, maybe later I'll change it so that this story ends well. Taeho;)

That is enough to understand, right? Well, Tae died. At first I forgot, and finally I remembered. Always keeping an eye on Jimin Jimin also tried to come to terms with Tae's age and came to the park to watch the sunrise with Tae every morning. But Jimin's father, who couldn't stand Jimin being like this, sent Jimin back to study for his fourth year in Korea.

As for Tae, who has escaped the loop, but not completely, he is still thinking about Jimin. Even though it was seen that Jim had gotten stronger. Tae seemed to be liberated, but not completely. which he probably knows If Jimin goes, he'll probably stay here anyway. Because I'm still worried. chose to send Jimin through the light I'm willing to be burned and end everything to make Jimin happy.

So the true loop was broken. Even though this time Taehyung would burn up and disappear into the sunlight.

I think that ending like this is beautiful (really? Haha). This story is not dramatic. The feel of it comes from the song Four O'Croak that Tae and P'Mon composed and addressed to Jimin.

Jimin is the moon

Tae is sand.

That's the source. Thank you.