A short story for a love that lasts a lifetime. Overcoming the obstacles of rejection in the past and ends with the phrase: "As a couple, we're not separated."

Feeling.. will be a bit old haha.

As a couple, we are not separated. [

Yaoi]

The sound of cheering laughter rang out in the courtyard. Five little children were happily chasing each other. Until the mothers couldn't help but shout out warnings to be careful of tripping and falling.

Tin sat and looked at his little grandchild. The child of a blood sister and brother smiled. Each person is as mischievous as a monkey and a langur. But it's really cute and adorable.

Even though it's a hot summer But the image of a young child with lots of energy in a wide, bright green garden helps to feel refreshed and energized.

"Brae, I'm bored with my mother. She likes to scold me. I'd rather go see Uncle Tin."

"Yes, Uncle Tin is kinder than me!"

The children crowded towards him. Tin laughed and rubbed the heads of her grandchildren appeasingly. When he saw the sullen face of his younger sister, she quickly stopped the army.

"Nik, don't be so fierce. Today is a family gathering."

"That's right, today is a good day, Mom." Her good son hurriedly accepted. Make people who are mothers feel even more stubborn.

"P'Tin likes to give his grandchildren's backs. Look, it's really big,” said Nisha, his second sister. Give me a deadly glare Tin pretended not to see and got up.

"What snack do you want to eat? Uncle Tin will have Aunt Chaem do it for you."

Aunt Chaem is Tin's housekeeper. I am a neat person who tends to be a bit of a mess. But when it comes to the skill of making Thai desserts, I assure you that in this area it is difficult to find someone with such expertise.

"yay! I want to eat Sergeant Mongkut."

"I want to eat Thong Yib, Uncle Tin."

"P'Tin," Nisha snorted like a child. Until the group of fathers who were talking on the other side of the table burst into laughter.

One of them made a teasing sound.

"Good, this is just an uncle. If P'Tin is the father The child will definitely be born as a young man.”

Tin smiles at his words. He teased back as he ruffled the little monkeys' hair. "No, it's a prince."

"Oh, I really want to be born as Uncle Tin's son."

"Mom and Dad just leave it here."

"Oh, I'm just kidding. Don't be mad at me, aunts and uncles. Beautiful mother and handsome father."

Take a parade of baby monkeys to eat snacks in the dining room. Tin then retired to the kitchen to drink water. Nisha, who followed behind, couldn't help but complain.

"P'Tin, don't spoil the kids too much. It's always difficult to go back home. After a bit of scolding, he brought Uncle Tin up and claimed it."

"Oh, then I'm sorry. But I really can't help it.”

Tin said smiling. Nisha didn't seem to be resentful for long, in addition to being disappointed because she knew that Tin had loved the child for a long time.

"But... why doesn't P'Tin get married? I like children this much. Don't you want to have children?"

Tin is considered the eldest brother in the house, having been born many years before the other siblings. Later, his parents became wealthy and wanted to have another child. Tin then got four more siblings to crawl along with him.

Nisha is the second daughter after Tin. Out of all the siblings, she was the closest to him, while the others tended to respect him more like elders.

In the beginning, his parents were not well off. So Tin studied using the scholarship and also intended to do part-time work. This causes maturity to exceed their age. When the younger ones are born, they automatically act like they are their third parents.

And when my parents died At that time, he was the one who led the entire family instead. Therefore, it is not surprising if the family feels especially awe.

Tin's nature is kind, likes to help, likes to listen rather than tell. Moreover, his lifestyle and preferences are very average and not exciting, so no one is interested in his personal life. Until now, I have a good job position and everything is ready.

I'm stuck on one thing that people often ask. That is about marriage and creating a family.

As usual, Tin always answers that he hasn't found the right person yet. But now it seems like something inspired me. It made Tin want to speak his mind that he had never let anyone else know.

"...Do you really want to know?"

"I want it, P'Tin."

"So what do you want me to show you?"

Tin brings Nisha to his bedroom. Before dismantling old paper boxes that has been taken care of so well that there is no dust coming out from under the bookshelves

Ni looked a little excited. When the tin opened Inside was stuffed with university textbooks and stacks of sheets. Including books and miscellaneous items.

Tin picked up a hardcover book. It is a yearbook in an all-boys public high school.

Tin and Nima sat at the Japanese table in the middle of the room. He silently turned the book over for his sister to look at.

Ni looked at several pictures that had a picture of Tintin. Tin, in high school, had his hair cut short and had a strangely soft look on his face.

Even though he is a scholarship student But there are a lot of activities. That's why he was able to get into a good university.

"How have I never seen this before?" Nisha said, sounding like she was blaming herself. She looked ten years younger as her eyes lit up as she turned the pages. “Oh, Tin was once a track and field athlete and even won a medal... Eh"

Nisha exclaimed softly. before poking at the person who was squatting holding water and a cold towel. Preparing in the corner of the picture

“This person probably serves athletes' welfare. Why is this familiar face?"

"It's because he's not with you for just one photo."

"Eh!?"

Tin's words made Nisha hurriedly turn around and look.

The picture that Tin represents in his speech has that person in the background, next to the edge of the stage.

The image of Tin running in a race was captured on the face of that person standing in the sports stands shouting cheers.

The picture shows Tin playing music at a festival and he is standing in another corner taking pictures.

And the photo of the graduation room was a photo of the two hugging each other next to each other. Smile until your eyes are crescent-shaped.

Nisha is not a slow person. "Or P'Tin..."

Tin laughed in good spirits. Reminiscent expression

"He and I have been in the same room since Mathayom 1. At first I thought it was a coincidence that there were so many pictures of the couple together, but actually it wasn't.”

"Er," Nisha looked embarrassed until her cheeks turned red. "He, he likes P'Tin, right?"

“Yes, on the last day he, who have been close friends for many years, agreed to come and confess to me. and agreed to be lovers."

"I don't know at all."

"It's not worth telling," Tin said in a casual tone. Lean back against the edge of the bed. “At that time it was not as open as it is now. Even if there are some in an all-boys school."

"So... what next?"

"When I was at university We continue to be lovers. But I can't tell anyone. Sometimes it's awkward. Until finally, someone found out. So he took them to slander on the university board for their dishonorable behavior.”

"How!?" Nisha became angry.

“That he didn't,” Tin smiled slightly. Unfortunately, from the camera angle it looked like the brothers were kissing. Even though I'm not on campus and there's no one around. But still wearing a uniform Even though it's been said that it's derogatory."

“The photographer is really bad. What will he get if he does it?"

"I don't know," Tin shook his head. "At least you were suspended from school for two weeks and given probation."

Mentioned here Tin's voice gradually became more solemn.

“As for him, it's much worse than you. Because he was from a famous family. Parents couldn't accept it. Ordered to move urgently without even having time to say goodbye to anyone...but I'm probably the one who should feel the most guilt."

"Already at university But I still don't understand love. He only has sweetness for you. So I was forced to swallow the bitterness immediately. I can't take it. When the incident happened, I blamed him for causing all the problems. Please stop and let it end here. That's enough. I want to be a normal man. I don't want to be a freak like him."

"P'Tin..."

“Then I was afraid of the eyes of the people around me, afraid of gossip. When he was gone, I pretended that I wasn't sorry. Pretend to tell people around you that you've gone astray. Now it's normal. and pretending to date women Even though I never thought of them as more than friends."

Tin smiled weakly. "And I didn't get along with anyone... Because there's only an image of him stuck in my head."

"When I grew up, I just realized that... How harsh and insulting are your words to him and yourself?”

"...P'Tin"

“We may choose to curse society and those around us. But sometimes it's because we are insecure. Look at how society is now much more open. There are still many male couples who break up.”

“But P'Tin is not wrong. Being pressured like that, who can endure it?"

“He can endure it,” Tin said. “He still won't let go of my hand even at the last second. He said... we didn't do anything wrong. Why must Tin feel ashamed?"

Nisha hugged him tightly. Tin hugged him back. Her younger sister who was a mother let out a loud cry like a girl. It's not wrong. Tin couldn't help but feel affectionate.

"P'Tin... Ni... Nisha is sorry. Nisha never knew."

Tin's eyes started to turn red, but when he heard the people in his arms say that, he burst out laughing instead. He raised his hand and gently stroked her hair.

"Why are you apologizing? There's nothing wrong with me, but... I don't feel disappointed in you, right?"

"P'Tin is my P'Tin. It's good that P'Tin was willing to open up and tell me."

"I'm glad you accepted me."

"P'Tin, are you there? I just happen to have an acquaintance come to see me."

Third Brother's knock came at the door. Tin and Nisha separated from each other. Nisha squeezed her brother's hand tightly. One time as a gesture of encouragement Wiping away tears, he got up and walked to open the door.

"Who's coming?"

Nisha asked as she walked to the front of the house. with Tin following along.

"He said he's a senior at Ni's workplace. Plus, the kids look really cool."

"Oh, I guess it's Pee Wee."

Nasha's voice brightened. before turning to tell Tin

“True, P'Tin still doesn't know P'Wehan. He is my boss. But kind and very friendly. It's really comfortable to work with."

"Wehan..." Tin muttered again. But he didn't say anything else. Aside from nodding and following along

"Hello Nong Ni. I just happened to buy something at the restaurant next door. And then these two people came running towards you."

Mr. Wenan is a middle-aged man. A person who looks calm and dignified. It might be because of the casual shirt. Slacks and a well-groomed figure surrounded by children. They compete with each other and brag loudly, giving off an aura of warmth and friendliness.

As soon as Tin's eyes met his. The whole world seemed to stop.

Even though we haven't seen each other for more than thirty years. But the people who have always been in my heart have never faded like this. Just one glance and you'll recognize it immediately.

Time may take away your appearance. But the mind that still misses is undiminished.

"P'Wee, this is P'Tin. My real older brother, I'm the same age as P'Wee."

"hello…!"

Tin hadn't finished speaking yet. Wen immediately rushed to hug him. Tin was shocked and froze. But Wen quickly pulled away, as if conscious. The other person was still wide-eyed, as if he couldn't believe his own eyes.

"Tin, we haven't seen each other for a long time... It's really been a long time."

"Do you still remember me?"

"How can I forget?"

Nisha, who was looking between the two, tilted her head. But later his eyes widened. Trying to suppress his excitement, he hurriedly brought the children into the house and turned around to wish him well.

"Please invite Brother Tin and Brother We as you please."

“There is a vintage style coffee shop in this area. Do you want to sit down and rest a bit?"

Tin nodded. So the two of them sat together in a comfortable corner. The privacy of the coffee shop is elegantly decorated with wooden walls and earth tones.

The sweet smell of coffee wafts in. Venan vowed to take care of him so seriously that Tin couldn't find a way to refuse.

"Warm milk and an Americano, please."

Wen let out a soft laugh. Tin turned to look after the store employee walked away.

"I still like warm milk. And I still know what I like."

"I'm sorry. If you don't like black coffee, you can change it." Tin coughed slightly. Feeling nervous and excited Acting inconspicuously But Wen just shook his head. before staring at Tin

"I haven't changed yet. no matter what matter"

The sound of retro music also plays softly in the background. The more it makes you feel your age and remember the past.

(The duet song is not lost.

Ruangthong - M.R.W. Thanatsri

Girls are already together.

Will not be afraid of love manifested in the heart

Blessed in whatever form

Created to make sense

Little girl is very afraid.

I'm afraid that my love will be broken.

Chor Pong's love never fades.

like golden light shining

from the sky

F.Napisamai

True love from the heart gathered in my heart.

C. Muean Wasana

Give me hope

Miss Love is a mantra.

inspire power

G. Enduring love

The whole world is comparable

Hope comes quickly

F. Even if destiny points out

Let's include Rudee loyalty relationship.

Ch. Love you more than the moon.

I love the sky more than fish love water.

Girls are already together.

You will not miss out on happiness.

Ch. Jai wants to remember.

Love is engraved in the heart.

P. Muean Buppesanniwat

Until heaven and earth

We are two young minds.

Couple of earth, couple of sky, couple sleeping together

P. Muean Buppesanniwat

Until heaven and earth

We are two young minds.

Couple of earth, couple of sky, couple of sleeping.)

"How are you? In just a moment you're two old people."

Wen asked first. Tin then began to follow suit, his posture relaxed and the two talked about current events. Idle things Knowledge matters Ask about the happiness and stories of the other party. They talked until the coffee and milk in their cups ran out.

Until I found space again Tin recently realized how lonely and lonely he was. Until I got someone back.

After talking until evening Tin was the first to speak up.

"If you're free… you can stop by and talk sometime."

"Uh, ok."

Tin is already fifty years old. But who would think that fate was playing a trick? Bringing first lovers back together

Every holiday of this coffee shop There would be fifty or two people sitting around drinking coffee and warm milk. Discuss the seemingly endless number of past matters.

Until one day, it seemed like Nisha had planned something. So Tin came on a trip with Wen, just the two of them, in the northern region. It involves going up the mountain and going camping. Which, when we got to the top, made me want to shout loudly. That I'm not really old yet.

"When will you get married?"

Tin said that after he finished applying the mosquito repellent, he handed it to the person next to him. He raised an eyebrow and took the mosquito repellent and applied it.

"not dressed"

"And who will take care of me when I'm old?"

"The person sitting next to me Here it is, darling."

"Even if you're old, you can still be a teenager."

Wen smiled widely. Look up at the many stars.

"If... we don't see each other again," Wen asked. "What will we do?"

"I will continue to live my life. Get used to being alone until you die."

"It must be lonely."

“Yes, but not anymore. Heaven really is a joke. Who would have thought that we would meet again? It's also the time when they both become old men and no one wants them.”

At the end, I couldn't help but laugh loudly in unison.

The two sat outside the tent. Luckily today the sky was clear so many stars could be seen. Even though it was dark, a male couple could be seen hugging each other tightly in the dark. before walking to the other side

"Oh, if it were born in this era, it would be good," Tin said calmly.

“Don't,” Wen refused. “It's better to be born together. If I don't get to see you, too bad."

“But something bad happened between us. It was even worse than I could bear at that time.”

"Don't you think there's something good? More than a lot What if it doesn't end well? In the end, the couple is no longer separated."

Tin laughed and punched the other person's shoulder. before sighing

"We... I'm sorry."

"subject...?"

“Everything, especially the words that hurt your feelings so much. But I want you to know. All this time I still miss you.”

"Ah, I'll forgive you. Just..."

Wen moved in and covered the two bodies together with a thick blanket. Hands that are rough with time but warmer than anything around them hold you.

"Let's overcome fear together"

"can"

"Let's overcome many problems together."

"can"

"Let's... take care of each other until we grow old and pass away."

"contract"

//END

So crazy, wow, I typed it all on my phone.

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Short fic

The second story is finished.

As for the long story, just wait.

Thank you for reading until the end. I would like to present this aspect of YA novels as well. What happens when you're not handsome or cute or old?

Thank you for the lyrics from the website.

https://xn--72c9bva0i.meemodel.com

With value, listen and get emotional.