The lights on the stage were turned off and the audience that had filled the room had all left the filming location. There are only trainees and a new group of artists left.”
WANNA ONE”
They all slowly left the stage to thank all the trainers and staff who had worked hard for them for nearly 6 months. Some said goodbye to fellow trainees who had trained with them, while others talked with their families who had come to wait behind them. stage Some stood and absorbed the atmosphere of the competition in the program.
Produce101
That just ended a few minutes ago.
Yoo Seonho, the trainee chick who was determined to grow up to be a strong chicken, was busy cuddling this hyung and begging him until his head was spinning. Of course, he's an excellent interpersonal chick who knows everyone, from the trainee hyung to the electrician's staff. When it's time to part ways, it usually takes a long time to say goodbye.
Sun-ho thinks he's old enough to understand that goodbyes are normal and nothing lasts forever. Even pizza or fried chicken have an expiration date, let alone a temporary relationship like this. And because of this, he promised himself that he would not be sad, not cry, not be dramatic. No, no, no!
Those kinds of things don't suit Yoo Seon Ho at all. His smile and fried chicken suit him the most!
But there will be about two people who...
Ha.. what..
Oh..ok..
Alone is fine. (ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻
There will always be one person who I think will not see each other as often in the morning and evening as in the past. It will feel a little depressing...
“Oh, Seonho, come here.” Seonho turned around at the sound of a voice calling out to him. His clear Korean accent made the little chick know immediately who the person calling him was.
Campmates (who was forced to be called hyung) Lai Kuan Lin, who else?
It looked like Kuanlin was filming behind the scenes of the show. You could see that he was surrounded by 2-3 cameraman hyungs. A hyung who was a year older beckoned Jeab to go on camera too, which of course he didn't refuse. already Well, the camera suits Yoo Seon Ho second only to his smile and fried chicken!
Sunho breaks the hug from Yongguk hyung and runs towards Kuanlin, who smiles and runs into the camera. before being immediately hugged by a taller person
This wasn't the first time they had hugged, to be precise, they had just hugged on stage a few minutes before. But..damn, how many times do we hug each other? Yoo Seonho still felt uncomfortable. And the more sad hugs from Lai Kuanlin today, the more he wasn't used to them.
“You did a great job, you were very good.” The deep voice typical of a rapper sounded right next to his ear. It was a word that he had heard at least ten times today, but it seemed like it was coming from a human. In front of him, it makes me feel hollow in my heart, no matter how strange it is, ya! Yoo Seonho can't feel this heat around his eyelids!!
“Hyung, too,” he replied softly. It's so light that you don't know if the sound will go into the camera or not. The person in front hugged him tightly again, rubbed his back twice, and then pulled away.
“Please follow Seonho's work from now on.” Kuanlin turned to speak to the camera.
"paternal grandmother! Hyung, I have to wait for him to come back first. What effect will there be on my work during this time?” Jeab said with a laugh. “Hyung, who is about to have a project, please follow Mr. Lai Kuanlin. Cube Fighting Kuanlin Fighting"
After Seonho raised his fist in a fighting hyung pose, the cameraman lowered the camera. along with saying that he was going to continue filming other people after being attacked by the cameraman's hyung a moment ago. It turned out that there were only two Cube kids left in this hallway.
The atmosphere that was previously a pastel color suddenly turned gray and gloomy behind the camera. Seonho didn't know why. But whenever he's with Kuanlin, the brightness and cheerfulness (which many people like to say is more of an annoyance) in him decreases by 50%. It's not that Kuanlin is an awkward person. It's more his own fault.
I don't know where all this nervousness comes from because of the things I want to say. There seem to be a lot of things that I think I'd like to talk about. But when he opened his mouth, he couldn't say a single thing. It was crazy. Yoo Seonho
The chick who was trying to grow up like him in front of Kuanlin was still just a chick apprentice.
"I don't like the way you say that," Quinn said.
“Huh? When do you mean?” The little chick turned back to the person who had spoken before. Even though the other party didn't turn to face him, Kuanlin was still looking straight at the white wall opposite.
“That said you have to wait..”
“Oh, that's true. Who do you want me to debut with? It's only Hyung, who we trained with." Sunho smiled widely. before slapping the shoulder of the person in front of him twice
He tried to be cheerful but it seemed difficult in times like this when the taller man looked like he was about to cry. It really made him feel like crying too...ah, that was so bad.
“I feel unfair to you.”
“Sunho, if you have a chance, you don't have to wait for me.”
“And I'm sorry..I'm really sorry.”
“Grandma! Enough, what are we apologizing for if hyung debuted and I didn't? There's no need to apologize for this, hyung. You deserve it. I got it because of my ability. Don't think too much.”
“It's not that.”
"bay.."
“Waiting is lonely, Sunho-ah.”
Ah... that's it.
Actually, this matter was something Yoo Seon Ho had thought about for a long time. Since knowing the results of the first vote Then I began to think harder the week that labelmate Lai Kuan Lin received the second-highest number of votes.
He already knew that the chance of the two Cube kids debuting together was very unlikely. His friend Lai Kuanlin still had a chance to debut because he was in the top 11 multiple times. This week, it's just him..
Yoo Seonho didn't feel jealous or angry about his place on the show, he was just afraid...
As Kuanlin said Waiting is lonely. Sunho is just afraid that If after the program ends, he is the only one who has to return to the company. How lonely and lonely it must be. The only trainee who joined the company with him was Kuanlin. We started from 0, came together, ate, slept, practiced, played together. We went through important events in our path to becoming trainees. We sang this together but in the end we had to separate.
Just imagining a practice room with just him alone makes me feel like it's too wide. Imagining a table in a cafeteria with just him sitting alone makes me feel like it's too open. Imagining a walkway to the minimart next to the company. Having to walk alone felt like it was too far.
Yoo Seonho didn't like himself for being afraid of being alone like this.
Because of that, many times he secretly hoped that we would both drop in rankings and not debut. But let's be real. The week after he saw his friend come out on top in the voting, he realized that seeing his friend sad felt worse than if he had to be alone for two years.
And because he thought like this So in the final week, he was able to cheer on his friends with all his might and congratulate them on their debut even though he was not nominated in 11th place.
paternal grandmother!! Yoo Seonho has really grown up! You're so talented, Sunho. //pats own head
As he said, he had prepared himself mentally. Today's debut result was not above his expectations, but it was something he was not prepared to deal with. Those are Lai Kuanlin's words that really make you want to cry.
"I'm sorry I had to leave you alone. I'm sorry it might have made you lonely."
“I know you don't like being alone, so I'm really worried about you.”
“How are you going to eat? How are you going to the minimart late at night? Who will you practice with? When I'm practicing dance and I get scolded, I have to be scolded by myself, right? I'm worried about everything."
“Actually, I never thought about this kind of result, the kind of result that we didn't debut together. The kind of result where one person has to wait for another person like this.”
“Because of that, I'm sorry.”
“Then I will come back quickly.”
For a long minute, neither of them said anything. The only view that Yoo Seon Ho saw right now was the toe of his own shoe..the toe of his shoe was a blurred mosaic. Hush up, Yoo Seonho, if you let the tears flow now, you will forever become a trainee chick in the eyes of his hyung. Instead of his worries getting better, he will worry even more.
The little chick raised the back of her hand to wipe away the tears that were pooling casually before turning to smile in the way that she thought was the brightest in the world at the older man who had been looking at him since I don't know when! It means that you must have seen the way you wiped your tears just now. Sunho had already missed it. Really crazy. (ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻
“Hyung, I've been thinking too much. For just 2 years, I lived very comfortably. There's no need to worry about eating. I definitely won't let myself go hungry as for walking to the minimart. You can buy some snacks to stock up on in the evening. It's the same with practice, now I'm much better at it. Definitely won't get scolded as often as before.”
“So, hyung, you don't have to worry about me doing my best.
WANNAONE
Put on a great show for everyone to see. Then I'll be cheering you on.. Stay here.”
“Then you told me there's no need to wait for hyung..if we don't debut together then it's meaningless. This matter cannot be prevented.”
“But I will try to wait as lonely as possible as little as possible.”
“Then..hurry back.”
When he said this sentence, the little chick didn't dare look at his older brother's face. Damn it, he didn't think that a short sentence of just a few syllables would be so difficult to say. It turned out that the focus of Sunho's eyes was now on the toe of the older man's shoes. He felt as if the person in front of him had moved slightly. When he looked up, he saw Kuanlin open his arms and hug.
“Do you want a hug?” the older man said with a smile on his lips that he liked to do accidentally when he was in a good mood.
“How many times have we hugged each other today?” Even though Jeab said it jokingly like that. But he agreed to walk over and hug his hyung anyway.
A warm hug that usually takes me a year to hug once, a hug that no matter how many times I hug it again, it feels strange and I'm not used to it. When I think that the next time I get a hug I might have to wait another 2 years, it will. A little sad
Ah.. I'm not a little sad anymore.. very sad.
“This is Yoo Seonho.”
“You can cry. You don't have to be patient.”
"..vigorous"
Like I said before...the chick who is trying to grow up like him in front of Kuanlin is still just a chick in training.
“To Sonneul ko japgo jigeum itaeero (Right now I will hold this couple's hands tightly like this).”
It is now almost 2:00 AM. It was time for Yoo Seon Ho and Lai Kuan Lin to leave the studio where they were filming and go their separate ways. Kuanlin and bandmates
WANNA ONE
Had to get into a black van to continue recording another program. Yoo Seon Ho then separated into a white van to return home.
“Youngwonniran to geulcha cheorom hamgae mamuolro (Together like this like forever)”
As they were walking to the parking lot, the chick cried until it was satisfied after being so happy for so long. I'm in a much better mood. To the point of walking around humming the hook of the song.
Always
go all the way
“Nawana itero byeonhaji anneun (We will remain like this)”
And when the digital clock warns that it's already 2:00 a.m. Sunho, who had been singing until almost the end of the hook, just noticed that The older man walked along smiling and looking at himself all the way. ...Doesn't Lai Kuanlin know that his accidental smile makes his face hot even though he's a man?
But I can't help but be embarrassed...
And then the more I think about the next part of the song..it's...
"Oh, don't cry anymore."
“I forgot the lyrics!”
“Your face is red.”
"paternal grandmother!!!"
After Jeab yelled at the older man, the two of them didn't have a conversation again. Until we were close to the parking lot..
“Maeumhanamaneuro noreul saranghalgora (I will love you with this heart)”
The deep, single-key voice of the group's rappers.
WANNA ONE
He was singing the next part of the song where the chick had left off, and when Yoo Seonho looked up in surprise, he found that the hyung in front of him was looking at him as well. He smiled as he liked to do as he sang the last part.
“Yaksokke (I promise)”
Oh! The summer heat has reached behind the ears, Yoo Seon!
"Do you think I'm going to be embarrassed? There's no way."
“But your face..”
“It's red because of a mosquito bite!!” said Jeab, smacking her face with both hands until a red mark appeared in the shape of a palm. “I'm not embarrassed, I'm not embarrassed at all!!”
“Okay.” Kuanlin raised both hands in surrender. He smiled playfully at the cuteness of the young chick in front of him, "We probably have to split up here."
“Ah..that's it.” Sunho, who had just noticed that he had walked up to Hyung's van, nodded in agreement. “Will he let hyung play with his phone?”
“I don't know..are you going to call and ask to talk to Minhyun hyung?”
“Oh, hyung, I know it's not like that.”
"If he lets me play, I'll send a message."
“Okay.”
“Uh..and then I have something important to tell you.”
"that.."
“Hurry up and come back to being Kuanlin in a way that I don't have to call you hyung quickly, Kuanlinya.”
After saying that, the chick ran all at once into his own white van and locked the doors. If I had to guess, This busy person must be lying down with his face buried in the car seat, blushing and blushing. He also likes to burrow and beg.
Kuanlin stood composing the sentence that Sunho had almost shouted in his face for a few moments before he smiled like he liked to do when he was in a good mood. And it was the kind of smile he wore especially often when he was around the rambunctious, messy chick named Yoo Seonho.
“Yaksokke (I promise)”
Talk :
I miss Yoo Seon Ho a lot. And what I miss more is Yoo Seon Ho when he was with Lai Kuan Lin ㅠㅅㅠ
I like this couple's relationship. I've liked it since I saw you.
EP
At first, people wearing white clothes looked a bit cool. As for the younger one, he was wearing a black dress, dull and dull, not conscious of his body. They're a couple that has a moment.. It seems like there's a lot, but it's not that much. Haha. This chick is a good one. Not embarrassed by the whole world But what are you embarrassed about? (ﾉಥ益ಥ）ﾉ ┻━┻
but
EP
Lately, we've seen more moments of concern for each other from this pair of Cube siblings. Especially when Brother Lin got 20th place and she asked, Where's Brother Lin? Why isn't there Brother Lin in the top 4? My heart is broken. I feel sorry for both you and Lin.
EP
Next, when the 11th place contestant was announced, it was like an overlay. But the difference is that Lin was the one who was hoping that there would be a picture of the 11th place contestant, but in the end there wasn't any, everyone. Tears flow like a broken dam. Actually, I've prepared myself a bit. (Like Nong Sunho in this fic
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But when I really put it in, it crashes for a long time as well. But we have to be excited, right? Came to collect money and wait for the day when Nong Lin returns to camp. It's better to go on a date with Nong Jeab. Fighting.
In the end, I wrote this fic purely because I was 100% thinking about my younger sibling. Plus, during this time I listened to music.
always
Very often, I combined my nostalgia with the songs I listened to often. I hope everyone likes it. Thank you for reading up to here ^^