My name is 'Cha Hakyeon', I'm 16 years old.

one month ago My father and mother have decided to separate. And my mother brought me to Seoul together... with mother's new family

Honestly, I'd rather stay in Changwon with my dad. But for some reason...I had to move to Seoul with my mother.

Have you ever met someone for the first time and felt like 'Who is he?' Why did he make us feel interested in him from the first time we met?!

It's really amazing.

Because I am a person who has prejudices about men [Seoul], to the point where I once said to my mother, 'No matter what, I will never like any man here.'

But uncertainty is still uncertainty...

Everything that I thought was like that all along. In the end...today it was about to fall apart because of meeting a man named 'Jung Taekwoon'.

I first saw him when he was walking behind the teacher carrying things. Go towards the parking lot next to the football field.

Teacher at that time I called out his name who was walking past the garden. to talk about activities It just so happened that it was the same activity that I had to attend.

I secretly looked at his face for a moment...?

Building..lap..

Then suddenly I felt my face get hot and my heart twitched strangely as soon as I saw his face. Even if it's just for a few seconds that I have seen him

However, he was able to make me who had always thought that he liked women. Finally, I was able to shake my heart and dance with a man like him.

Hey... I'm interested in a man... is this the way a woman should be?!

From that day on I started to care more about him, Jung Taekwoon.

I tried to find information about him until I found out. He was also a school athlete. I am a student in the same year as me. But he is in room 7 and we are in room 4.

It probably was because there were a lot of students in the school. And we still live in different rooms. Or maybe it's because I was never interested in men before. I haven't seen him since I moved here to study near the end of the first semester like this.

I often like to ask my friends who live in the same room and I'm the only one of my friends in the room who knows Jung Taekwoon because our houses are close to each other and they went to the same school since elementary school.

Because of this. Because I like to ask this friend about Jung Taekwoon often, now this friend of mine is starting to get curious.

I definitely secretly like that Jung Taekwoon.

I've known Jung Taekwoon for over a month now. But I haven't gotten to know him yet. Know how to greet him even once.

oh?!

In fact, he had met me before. But it was when we went to activities together with a group of seniors. But at that time we just smiled and greeted each other. It was only a matter of time when we got together as a group. Because that job requires separate groups of men and women. Even though we actually got to go do activities together for 7 days. But we hardly ever see each other.

And in the end...we still haven't spoken a word.

Until returning to study as usual I still didn't dare go in and say hello. ...Don't just say hello. I just saw him walking towards me. I always hurried to find a place to hide from him.

It's so embarrassing.

I'm very embarrassed by him. It's really funny. Having to hide from the eyes of people who don't know themselves that way.

But what can I do!?

I can't look at his face directly. Or can you get closer than two meters to him? I really can't do that.

But as the days go by

My friends who know that I secretly like Jung Tae-woon, when they see or when Jung Tae-woon walks by, my friends like to pretend to call me by name, pretending to call Jung Tae-woon to talk. Some too.

Ah-----a

Damn it!

Look at my friends doing it! Knowing that I'm embarrassed, I could tease each other like this every day. Huh!

My friends often like to tell me that...

' Look, Cha Hakyun, if you like him this much. Do you want me to help you? Because right now Jung Taekwoon is still single. Do you want it?'

Ugh, fuck me! I just heard what my friend said like that. The more I want to go crazy

Well...okay, I admit that now I really like Jung Taekwoon.

But...no matter how much I like it I'm not brave enough to get to know him.

Even though I really, really want to do that. But I don't want it anyway.

Jung Taekwoon is a very popular guy in my class. There are only beautiful women. That's why I came to see him.

And look...

I'm just an ordinary kid from the provinces who's not pretty or cute enough to have the courage to approach someone like him at all.

No matter how much you like it But I don't want to I didn't expect anything high like that.

Another thing that is most important is 'Disappointment'

I'm afraid of disappointment...

I'm afraid of being rejected...

And I don't want to regret it...

Because of this So I chose to stand and watch him in my place.

This is enough...for me, this Cha Hakyeon.