There's no moment. It's okay because even if there's someone, they're not likely to catch it!?
Ha ha ha, it's okay to hurt a little. But Beri is Beri all day long. Write fiction purely to satisfy your own desires...
It is better to have a boat and no oarsman than to have a oarsman and no boat. < “Goodbye Youngbae.” The painful words pierced Dong Youngbae's heart. Seungri, Young Bae's close friend, has passed away. Even though we won't meet again But no matter what When I look at the night sky I still see you, Seungri. Even on a very cloudy day But when I miss you It felt like the sky suddenly became brighter. You are the light that guides me forward. Even though today I don't have you by my side. I was stupid for doing those bad things.. I am sorry A little water slowly coated Youngbae's cheeks. “If that day...if I could keep you..” “Youngbae, what are you doing? Why does it smell like beer?” “Youngbae, how many times have I told you? It's forbidden to eat kimchi in bed." “Are you eating pizza again, huh? You'll be fat now." “Don't overdo it, Youngbae.” Those words were still engraved in Youngbae's head. And no matter how long There were some words that the thick young man couldn't... forget. “Youngbae..it's me....it's........I like you.” “Are you crazy, Seungri? Haha, you and I are men.” “A..Well, I like it already. I...I've liked you for a long time too.” “You are still a child, Seungri. Let's wait until we grow up a little and then we'll talk about it." “It means that if I grow up...you...no. Will Youngbae hyung be my girlfriend?” "Wait....Will you be crazy? Ha ha ha. When you grow up you'll understand." “D...is that so?” “By the way, since I can remember, you haven't said yes and called me hyung. Just this once.” “Isn't it good?” “It's not like that. Just wanted to say...it's cute." “Young Bae hyung...I'm embarrassed.” That was the first time Seungri said that to Youngbae. And who knew that those words would be the last as well? “Seungri, where are you going?” “Ah, well, I have to move abroad. C.. probably won't come back to Korea again." “What do you mean? L..and me?” “Can...can you live? Young Bae, can you live without me?” “No...no, no, Seungri, what are you talking about? I don't believe it. Where are you moving to? Why? Why...why did you have to leave me? Are you going to make everything be in the past? And then forget, is it like that...” “A..That's right! I'm sorry that it didn't matter to me. That I'm still a child who doesn't know how to grow up I'm just a kid who left you and left everything in the past behind. To you, I'm only valuable, right?” Seungri reveals his tears to Young Bae for the first time. This made Young Bae begin to understand what Seungri said that day. It's not because Seungri is joking. It's not because Seungri doesn't understand love. Or is it because Seungri is still a child? “Seungri...are you okay now? Are you happy? Now that you're there, will you....will you still miss me, Seungri?" If I could speak out I must have said it. But the idea is not the same as the truth. After we parted, I just fantasized about you every day, you know? No matter what I do I always feel your scent. You are a person who smiles well. You're the one who invited me to play. Always inviting me to do new things. And you still keep reminding me. But until then.. I'm sorry that I saw you as just the younger sibling that I love so much. And now do you know? The person who taught you that day That we should get to know each other a bit. Today, that person was the person who wanted to be taught the most by the master. Please, if I could go back, I would love you. I will like you more. If I knew that one day we would have to separate, I would...I would do everything to make you happy. Do you remember what you said to me in the last sentence before we parted? “You are my lover, okay? You are mine.” An unanswered question fell from Seungri's mouth. It's not a question without an answer. It's a question that a stupid person like me can't answer on their own. One more time, Seungri, let me see you one more time. I will answer every question without lying to you even a single sentence... The thick young man, Young Bae, just sits and thinks about Seungri. Even though 2 years have passed since then. 'If you think about it, it's probably useless. Why isn't Seungri coming back now?' Young Bae thought about cutting off the drama. and revealed a smile again When he went for a walk in the park near his house “The atmosphere is really good.” Youngbae muttered to himself. while inhaling air fully into the lungs “That's right... the weather is really nice.” A soft voice came from behind the young man. “S..this sound is…” Youngbae was so stunned that he couldn't move. I could only turn my head and look back. Phew! The sound of the wind blowing softly The seasonal orange leaves that fall pass through Yeongbae. “N..this is you..” Youngbae stared at the tall man in front of him. P...Impossible..2 years ago this guy was still as tall as my shoulders. “S...Seungri” The young man's voice trembled. As he reached out his hand to wrap his arms around the tall man in front of him. Then embraced softly Wow... “Seungri...why did you leave me alone? Do you know that I'm very lonely? And I..I...miss Mr. M..a lot, do you know that? I miss you very much.” Youngbae snorted. along with shaking the other person As he couldn't hold back his tears “Youngbae, are you okay?” Seungri asked Young Bae in a sentence that seemed normal to someone. But for Young Bae This question is more difficult than the university entrance exam. Because at the same time that I was feeling bad, there was a guy who came in to make me feel good. And when you came in, I felt guilty about the things that happened in the past. “Anyway. You're fine, I'm fine." The two still embraced each other. "How are you? Where are you, Mr. Madam?" Seungri's voice trembled. Make the thick body know that Once again, he had hurt the brother he loved so much. “I'm sorry, Seungri. I'm sorry.” “You don't have to say anything. Can I stay like this for a while?” The warm hug ended Seungri pulls away from Youngbae. “Why are you looking at me with those eyes? Seungri, I'm scared.” “Well, I still don't have an answer. Do you remember? Some time ago.” “You are my lover, okay? You are mine.” “Do you remember, Seungri?” “It's already dry. Because I want an answer from you.” “I will give you an answer, Seungri. Prepare yourself well.” “Huh.. No matter how you answer. I have been prepared for a long time. No matter if you leave me Or if you will love me, I am not afraid because I consider that I have already told you what I am living for.” Just a moment. Youngbae tightly gripped both of Seungri's shoulders. “Enough Seungri, just call me normal..I'm shy.” “Ah, okay. So when are you going to give me the answer? You're stretching yourself too much, Young...” Muff! Youngbae gently placed his lips on the other's pale pink lips. A hot tongue inserted into Seungri's mouth. Uh huh.. Seungri moaned in his throat. Youngbae's body and Seungri is hot Youngbae reached out and grabbed Seungri's there and played with it. Hmmmm hmmm Seungri moaned in response to Young Bae's actions. “Hey, Young Bae, this is a public place. I..I think it's better not to.” “Are you going to agree to do this to me?” “Uh...uh, Youngbae, don't touch that place. M..it feels.. Like..." “Seungri, this is the answer. I want to tell you that I love..” Muf Youngbae's words were halted. “S..Seungri, N..nee...what are you going to do?” “Just do what people who love each other like to do.” It's Seungri's turn to give it back... [Can't explain here...it follows the rules of DEK-D] Heck, heck, heck, there was a loud panting sound. “That's enough for today. Seungri, I'm tired.” “Um, okay.” “Are you going to come live with me, Seungri?” “I don't know, if one day I disappear again. Please know this. That you are mine..” “I love you, Seungri.” “I love you too, Youngbae hyung.” I don't know what day we'll be apart. I don't know when she will disappear. But no matter what happens I will believe you I will always believe in you. I will...I will always be by your side. No matter how far apart No matter how long we've been apart However, I just want you to know that I will be yours forever... Seungbae's fic Don't think too deeply. The two of them just went to play badminton together.