Always

Kai Sehun's fic

Cast:KaiHun(Kai x SeHun)

Author:MAMACHiPPeR

Twitter:@mamalikeamama

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                                                                      (//me

Why are you so confused?//)

Let's talk a little first.

I'm back. After wandering around my house, haha. Actually, I wrote this story a long time ago. But with various business that came to bother us So it caused me to encounter something called a sliding disease. Well, this story used to be another style, which was a clear style, but I felt like it wasn't very fun. So I changed the whole approach. It became this story instead. For this

I feel like I don't really hope for much (really). I would like everyone to open their minds and read this story. It might seem a little plain. But Ranma felt that this matter was very serious. It's more serious than a long story (oh hahaha) and I'd like to ask a little bit about it. “Every person has their own past, present, and future.

Everything has been predetermined. It's up to us which way we choose. The whole story is Ranma's decision. To show everyone that What is the beginning and end of this path? But in real life If we assume that everyone experiences the same thing as the characters. Which way will you choose? It is up to you.”

That's it, there's really nothing haha.

Lucky

Yes^^

Thank you theme from

Kai Sehun's fic

CR.SQW

Always

When I look at you

Everything seemed to have been stopped.

I don't know why I feel that way.

Amidst the fire of war that keeps everything burning, a war that has been dragging on for more than 1 year.

c]h;

And it seems like it's going on endlessly. That's right. War conflict between North and South Korea In the north, there was support from China and the Soviet Union, while in the south, there was little support. Supported by America, England and the United Nations.

In the midst of the fire that was still burning, it was not extinguished by the cries of children. A scream for life What a tragic sight, but war is famous. would be merciless

“Don't do anything to me.” A chubby middle-aged man raised his arms to protect two people whose bodies were covered in mud and blood. In front of them was a group of five or six soldiers in South Korean military uniforms. The man in front of him smiled pitifully before stabbing a dagger straight into his heart and pulling it out forcefully. The fat man slowly collapsed to the ground.

Amidst the cries of the master The young man with a beautiful face saw that he certainly would not survive, but at least his child would be able to survive. He sat down on the ground and raised his hands in prayer to the soldiers in front of him.

“Please don't do anything to my child. You are still a child and don't know anything yet. Let my child go. If you want to kill me, kill me.”

"No!!!! No, Mom!!!!! We must not leave each other, Mom!!! Mom, don't leave me!!!!" A young boy, roughly fifteen or sixteen years old, hugged his mother as if to hold him back. Not letting them part, the young soldiers looked at the sight with pity. I want to help both the mother and child of the same soldier who killed the fat man. Take a revolver named Welly Revolver MK4.

that is popular right now He slowly pointed the gun at the youth's back. Even though his eyes stopped on the young man hugging his child hold firmly Before.....

"The perverts?......that's really filthy."

"do not!!!!!"

Bang!! Bang!!

"mother!!!!!!!!!"

“No, Mom!!! Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“Sehun!!!!!!!!!!!!” The dark-skinned young man stood up in shock. As he hugged and comforted some of the bodies that were trembling and frightened, he kissed the head to relieve the fear of the other person. He saw another person who was lying down and suddenly got up and shouted loudly. Until the body in his embrace began to breathe more rapidly, even though he was still shaking slightly.

"I..I..I had a bad dream again. I..I.." The thick one smiled slightly before pushing the thin one to lie down on the soft bed. While still hugging the other person, hoping that the warmth from this body would help the other person relax a little, the two bodies soon fell asleep together.

Some days you appear like a dream

Makes my heart tremble

I call it my destiny.

 New YorkCity,US state,1952

In the backyard of a luxury mansion in the heart of New York City, you are surrounded by various plants and flowers that spread their fragrance throughout the area. A thin figure sat on a large rocking chair, pearl-white eyelids closed. Breath in and out evenly Enjoy the natural atmosphere and tranquility here before you wake up. When someone buries their nose against a soft cheek

“Did you dream about someone when you dreamed of me?” A thick figure in a high-ranking military uniform said teasingly. His beautiful-faced wife shook her head slowly before standing up to her full height. Some hands carefully buttoned the buttons, arranging the clothes to make them look better.

"Are you going to work now, Mr. Kai?"

"Today the Commander called an urgent meeting, so I have to go," Kai said tiredly even though today was his day off. Instead of being able to relax with his wife, he had to risk bombing as assigned. But at this time there was no peace, with the war still dragging on for many years. As military ambassador to the United States, he only hoped that if the war ended, he would use this time to take his beautiful wife on a trip together. But right now, he could only stay with his wife for as long as possible.

“Work hard, I believe things will get better.”

“I hope so when the war ends. Shall I take you on a trip to France?”

“It's up to you, whatever. You hurry up and get to work, I'm sleepy,” Sehun said, cutting off his words as he chased his husband away. Kai could only nod his head. He was used to his wife being cold towards him. How could he do this when he was the one who murdered Sehun's mother and uncle and the way Sehun allowed him to hug and kiss?

Just being able to talk is good. Kai really hoped that.

I LoveYou

I love you

do you hear

Only You

Only you

I became blind

My love floats through the air everywhere.

whenever wherever you are

No matter when Wherever I want you to stay

whenever wherever you are

No matter when Wherever I want you to stay

oh oh oh love love love

Hours had passed and it was too long for Kai to be here. But his heart flew to his wife who stayed in the mansion until the meeting was over. The tall figure stood up and hurriedly walked home.

“Sehun, I'm back.” Sehun hurriedly walked in at the sound of his voice, before kissing him longingly before taking off his robe. Until there was only a white t-shirt left.

“Sehun, I have something to tell you. When you're finished, come to my office.”

“Yes, Mr. Kai.” From time immemorial, he didn't like his wife addressing him with the word "you." But nothing can be forbidden.

“Do you have a problem?” asked Sehun, who had entered the room. Kai patted his lap as a gesture for him to sit on his lap. Sehun complied with ease, his hands smoothing his hair and tucking it behind his ear. Revealing the round face that he fell in love with, even though the owner of the round face didn't think like that.

“You know that right now the situation isn't good, right? It must be called bad and at the critical level.”

“Yes, I understand.”

“Now that North Korea has begun invading almost all of South Korea, the situation there is very bad.”

“The commander ordered me to take command of the army at Incheon.”

“So when are you leaving?”

"Three more days....only three more days." That sentence ended. Sehun kept his head down. She didn't want to look up at her husband, like a thick figure trying to suppress her feelings.

"Can't it... be postponed first?"

“No, the situation right now is extremely bad. If you don't get help in time North Korea must invade and seize everything.”

“I'm sorry.”

“It's not your fault, the country must be important anyway. I understand you well. Excuse me, I'll go down and see if the kids have set the table yet,” someone said before leaving her husband's body to release tears in the room alone.

I didn't know that there was someone who had collapsed on the ground, whose face was now covered in tears. His whole body sobbed until he threw a hand over his mouth to block out the sounds that would escape. He touched his own heart, it was still beating like before. But why does he feel like his breathing has suddenly stopped? It feels like something is missing in his life.

"I should have loved you a long time ago. I'm sorry."

Maybe I've fallen in love with you.

Even if you push me out of your life

But my heart is still with you

Just as the clock continues to do its job, so our time together has run out. The two bodies lay facing away from each other so that the other could not see the tears. Even though I know it's too difficult.

3 hours

Just the remaining time 3 hours ate away at their hearts until only two bodies were left, accidentally facing each other. A hand slowly rubbed along the sharp contours of his face, tears couldn't help falling down his cheeks. Kai smiled at his wife before placing a delicate kiss on the crown of her head. Gently kiss your way through your hair.

The facial features he had loved long before stopped at full lips. His hot tongue flicked back and forth, searching for the sweet nectar that was within the long kiss he had received for the first time. What happiness is indescribable Happiness that hurts despite knowing that this happiness would be the first and last time the two of them made it together.

“I don't know when I'll be able to come back.”

“I want tonight to become a night where I will be happy before we never see each other again....Will it be possible?”

"...Huh..oh..um.." Sehun nodded his head through tears. Before two bodies merged into one in the midst of the most torturous night.

I LoveYou

I love you

do you hear

Only You

Only you

I became blind

Even though everything changes But one thing has never changed.

You are my lover and I am your lover.

       Sehun’s Part

I know I was heartless the whole time I was with him. I never loved him. Not once. Until now when he was about to leave me because of the war. I immediately felt a sharp pain in my heart. I felt really bad. Like a person who is about to lose something he loves. Ah, you have to say I'm about to die. I feel sorry for myself and Kai.

I never knew my heart if I loved him before that. I will probably be the luckiest person. But I....can't do it.

I packed Kai's bag with all his clothes. medical equipment personal items He told me that this time it would take a long time, maybe a month. Or it can be a year. I can only accept Today we didn't even speak when we ate together. Kai is usually the one who talks to me, while I stay silent and respond.

I don't like this atmosphere at all. The more you stay, the more pressure you have. My tears fell more and more. I can only keep my feelings, I have to keep them. I don't want him to worry when he's not around.

Even if you turn your back

Even if you walk past my body

But it doesn't matter.

I'll be right here by your side.

Our time is up....

I dropped him off at the pier myself. I didn't like myself for letting the tears flow in front of him. And is he really worried about me? He smiles at me. It was the biggest smile he gave me. I slowly gave him a smile that would be the first smile I could give him. His hand gently strokes my hair. He likes to do this every day.

I never get tired of his touch. I want to keep it in again, I want him to touch me again....for a long time.

“Little child, please don't cry.”

“Your face is not suitable for tears.” He gently wiped away the tears that had fallen. I want to be strong like you. But I can't do it.

“You have to hurry back... Kai, I will always wait for you.” I called him without preface as he wanted. He looked so happy that tears came to his eyes. We hugged each other, conveying a warmth that I don't know if we'll ever have again, and then we kissed as we promised that we would go to France together. Instead of apologizing for being cold to him, instead of expressing the love I had for him before leaving, he handed me a star-shaped pendant that I had wanted for a long time.

I would have been more excited. If he doesn't give it to me at this time His part was a crescent-shaped pendant.

“Aside from my love for you, I only have this pendant that I can give to you.”

“Thank you, Kai.”

“I promise I will come back and I will never leave you. Just like the moon meets the stars.”

"Um, I'll wait for you Kai."

“I love you, Sehun. We have to go to France together.”

“I love you, Kai. Hurry back, I'll wait for you alone. And it is yours alone forever.”

...I said before letting him walk away from me....

I Love You

I love you

Please don't forget.

Only You

Only you

I confessed through tears

My love floats through the air everywhere.

whenever wherever you are

No matter when Wherever I want you to stay

...From that day until today, many years ago, I still waited for him as usual, but I still haven't seen him come back...

whenever wherever

No matter when, where

you are

Just having you...that's enough.