Genre:            Drama

Yes, prepare yourself.

Characters:    Seunghyun, Jaejin & OC

Rating:           

General, but not very safe for sensitive people...like writers (︶︿︶)

For the origin of

Shot Fiction

Finished in one episode. For this story, the writer just feels that there are very few Seungjae fanfics in our country. (҂⌣̀_⌣́)

So I got up and sat down to write by myself. Purely satisfying your own needs.

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Meeting

The sound of the digital alarm clock sounded amidst the silence in the dim bedroom. The air conditioner had been automatically turned off half an hour ago, according to the wishes of the room owner who did not want to wake up to the cold, inviting him to sleep. now One hand reached out and pressed the mute button on the clock.

Jaejin is awake.

The sun rose to the level of his eyes looking out the window without any delay. Lee Jae Jin hurried off to do the job he loved.

Like every day...

Currently, Jaejin's name appears on the albums of many solo artists and groups. This handsome twenty-six-year-old composer is considered one of the valuable behind-the-scenes figures. Very expensive

He always said that if we were optimistic then we could write good songs for the world. And the songs he composed can really bring happiness to many people in this world.

Day by day I am more and more proud of this man.

In addition to composing music, the genius artist Lee Jae Jin also has his own writing career. He is now in the process of gathering information about coffee to write a book titled “

Morning Coffee”

He kept quiet and didn't tell anyone that he was writing this book, and it certainly didn't sound like a normal book about coffee.

I think that's enough.

In the morning he goes to work and in the evening he might go for a walk to see the last light of the day at the park before coming back to sit and do something at home and continue his daily life like this. Jae Jin really loves his work. He likes and tries to find happiness in his surroundings all the time. Even though he's been smiling a little lately, hanging out with his co-workers every Friday means listening to his crazy laughter. of this little man often There is no doubt. It was because he was drunk.

But why...every time after a party ends, this one always has to come back and sit alone in front of the fireplace and cry.

How many times have I told you to be strong and don't cry?

December24th

“Where are you looking? You can tell me and I'll find it for you. Which flowers do you want?"

"Oh, here it is. That's it."

“Ah, it's this young man.”

Two small bouquets of purple statice flowers found their way into the hands of a familiar customer. He hurriedly hid the flowers in his snowy coat before reaching out to receive change from the vendor who seemed to recognize each other. Yes...too.

“Love each other for a long time, child.”

Jaejin smiled slightly and nodded as a thank you, then hurriedly walked out of the store.

Of course, static flowers are flowers that are suitable for sending to special people on anniversaries, and the seller suddenly remembered that he had bought them on the day. 24(Really good memory) You probably understood that this young man couldn't buy someone a cute sized flower with a deep meaning. If you're not a lover

The time before that...

"I'd like a hot Americano, please."

At noon on Christmas Eve, when the snow was falling quite heavily, Lee Jaejin was sitting silently looking at the large cup of coffee in front of him. He did not like this type of drink much because of its bitter taste, especially the Americano. The only ingredients were coffee and hot water. He couldn't imagine himself drinking this dark brown, almost black liquid, but it was good that at least the aroma would help relieve his stress.

No one knows the reason why a man who doesn't like coffee would order hot coffee in this shop.

No one knows except...

An hour has passed... Meanwhile, Jae Jin asked the employee for a glass of water. Of course, he didn't even touch a drop of the coffee. Right now, the highly paid songwriter was writing something with a very serious expression. As he wrote, every 10 minutes he would look up from the paper, look at the glass, look ahead. Keep going around like that.

Ah, yes, he is writing.

MorningCoffee

There it is.

Everything went according to plan. Jaejin walked out of the coffee shop and took the bus to a street. On the corner of the street was a small movie rental shop that had not yet gone bankrupt.

The two feet walked slowly towards a large shelf near the cashier. On the top of the shelf was a sign that read, “

New Arrival”

As he stood and watched for a while, a tall, fair-looking shop owner approached him with purpose.

“This story's review score isn't bad at all. The movie is ok. Don't be sleepy,” the man in the orange uniform said invitingly, picking up the DVD and holding it up to the person in front of him.

‘SPIDER-MAN:HOMECOMING’

"Don't worry that the story will be the same as the previous part. I guarantee that this part will be fun in a different way. Haha."

Jaejin laughed at the store owner's salesmanship but he was actually interested in the matter as well.

In the end, I decided to rent just one thing. He probably didn't have enough time to watch all the new releases while paying. Jaejin spent several seconds searching for the store membership card in his wallet because he wasn't used to where he kept it at the bottom of his shirt. The old man secretly smiled at Jae Jin's adorable expression right now.

"Ah, I found it. I'm sorry." The forgetful person handed over the card. I accidentally smiled because I felt embarrassed.

"Yes sir. Merry Christmas. Come and support our shop again next year."

And Jaejin already has a movie lined up for this year's Christmas Eve night...well. Now what do I have to do next?

buy flowers

The sound of the door slowly opening. The homeowner's forgetfulness caused him to accidentally close it a bit too forcefully, causing the little dog that was running towards him to be startled. Jae Jin apologized to the dog and went to rub his head.

After taking off the coat The young man's calm face turned to the one remaining bouquet of purple statice flowers in his pocket. He took it out and walked towards the living room. A small, empty vase sat on the table in front of the long sofa six hours ago. It still had dried, crisp static flowers in it, but now a new bouquet of staticis was about to take its place. A small figure in a dark red sweater slowly lowered his butt onto the sofa and inserted a flower into the vase.

Then he sat blankly...

Under his calm expression, he was the only one who knew what he was thinking.

‘MARVEL STUDIOS’

“I didn't think it would be this much fun. It's a shame I didn't get to see it in the theater.” Jaejin said to himself after the TV screen went dark... But did you know that he never liked watching movies in movie theaters?

Lee Jae Jin is not someone who likes to watch movies.

And throughout the whole story...he didn't let himself be seen.

“It's really not like the previous installments like the shop owner said.

Tony Stark came to help add a lot of color to the movie.

But honestly... I still like the last version better.”

The sound of this composer's film criticism was interrupted. At this time, sobbing sounded instead.

"Because the last version... How about we sit and watch together, Seunghyun?”

Finishing that sentence, both of Jaejin's hands were brought up to cover his face, his sobs increasing in volume without rhythm...

And who said we didn't sit and watch this together? Lee Jae Jin.

July 23

I never knew I had this disease.

But by the time I knew it, it was already too late...

“You dare to abandon me. How can it be just one day before our 9th anniversary like this?”

Cancer took the life of a man named Song Seung-hyun.

But he almost killed his own lover, Lee Jae Jin... almost to death as well.

Because after realizing what he was dealing with He kept this secret and didn't tell anyone.

He didn't even tell his lover who he had been together for almost 9 years.

Then the last day of waiting arrived.

I know how sorry he is. But I know that my Jae Jin is not a weak person one day. He must come to terms with it. and returned to being Lee Jae Jin, the same optimist. That's what I want to see the most.

August 24th

“Do you know, Seunghyun has been here for a month now. But I still can't get over it.” After placing the statis flower bouquet on the ground, Jaejin stood and spoke in front of the grave of the person he still hung out with a month ago, then laughed even though both of his eyes were bloodshot.

“I cried until there were no more tears to fall. Seunghyun, why did you leave me so quickly? You didn't even give me time to come to terms with it... Mr. It...”

Can't say anything else. The sorrow he couldn't hold back was overflowing again. Every night, he had to force himself to sleep with tears in his eyes to wake up as a normal Jae Jin during work hours and return to his life. That suffering again It's like a vicious circle.

If you could hear my voice, it would be the 100,000th apology I would tell you.

For Jaejin, Seunghyun, who had a physical body, was no longer alive. But that wasn't as bad as the fact that Seunghyun's spirit had never left his side for even a second and Jaejin would never know it.

If you could hear my voice I want you to know that Now I'm kissing you.

September 24th

At the original cemetery A bouquet of statis flowers was carefully placed on the gravestone of his lover.

“Do you want to watch a movie?” the visitor asked loudly and clearly.

I want it!

“From now on, I will watch one movie for you every month. Today I rented two stories. Make up for last month thanks to your lifetime membership card. Ah, tonight I'm going to lie down and watch until my eyes are watery.”

I really miss the times when you let me cuddle while watching movies, Jaejin. By the time the movie ended, you were already asleep on my chest.

Oh, why are you quiet?

"Do you know how lonely I am..."

“Can you come see me in my dreams, Seunghyun?”

October 24th

I feel like my lovely Jaejin is starting to feel better now. Late in the morning, he also went to my favorite coffee shop, but this stubborn guy just ordered a caramel smoothie. How many times have I been told that it's useless? There's only sugar and fat. When you get here, you have to drink coffee.

“Today, I went to your regular shop.” As soon as he finished placing the flowers, the little man started chattering.

“If you knew what I ordered to eat. You must be complaining, hehe.”

Of course, looking at him talking annoyingly like this is really worthy of being grabbed and slapped on the ass.

“Since I came to see you last time. When I go home, I dream of you almost every night. Some days I have good dreams. Some days I have nightmares.

But some days I dream..." The person who spoke laughed, lowered his head in embarrassment, and hung up his sentence.

What is it? Say it. Haha.

“It's better to go.”

I'm not surprised that Jaejin seemed in such a good mood today. Because this dream that I said just happened last night, right?

November 24th

“I'm about to write a new book. The name of the book is

MorningCoffee

Hmm... now I have some rough points in my head.

Anyway, please help support me.”

It's probably no coincidence that the title of Jae Jin's book coincides with a piece of music the two of us worked on for which he wrote the lyrics. As for me, I compose the melody. Although we are very satisfied with this work, I don't want there to be a day when our love will be like this song.

But... it has already happened.

“Seunghyun.” After nearly a minute of silence, Jaejin called Seunghyun's name as if he were standing beside him listening.

yes

“We haven't been together for four whole months, but I still love you just as much as before.”

“Where are you now? So...so do you still love me?”

Jaejin... Don't think of things like that.

“I still only think about you.” The voice of the still breathing person gradually faded.

Meanwhile, another person who was not counted as matter slowly came to embrace that body.

Jaejin didn't even feel that embrace...

"I want you to come here... Please, you should have come to know. Seunghyun...said... How much do you suffer?"

The agony now made Jaejin no longer able to control his words, so he let his tears do the talking. But it did its job too well. The figure he was standing on collapsed to his knees on the ground, sobbing so hard that his shoulders could barely support the weight of his head.

Seunghyun couldn't even do anything. The body he was holding fell through him and he tried to hold up his tear-filled face. No matter how much the two thick, invisible hands tried to wipe away those clear water drops, there was no sign of them being able to wipe them away.

Jae Jin sits and cries like a unconscious person at Song's grave. Seunghyun throughout that evening.

Jaejin, don't cry. You must be strong.

You must be happy.

Your life still has a long way to go.

Please don't dwell on the suffering of someone who has died like me.

I love Mr. Lee Jae Jin, always.

But from now on, you have to stop loving me and find someone better.

On Christmas morning, when the snow was still falling heavily, Jae Jin woke up after the voice in his dream had spoken those words.

A small figure in navy blue satin pajamas walked out of his bedroom and down the stairs to the ground floor. Jaejin looked around his quiet house.

'This Christmas will be the worst year of my life.'

'But I still want a present.'

'Do you know what I asked Santa for?'

'I want the man named Song Seunghyun to come back to me again...'

“That's crazy.” The owner of all those words from yesterday laughed with self-pity.

“Kong Al, come quickly and eat breakfast.” Jae Jin walked towards the kitchen and shouted to little dog Kong Al to come eat breakfast.

He wasn't the only one who was almost saddened by the passing of the person he loved the most because it took a week for Seunghyun's beloved best friend, Kong Al, to be able to eat again.

"Even if you're a dog, You're even stronger than me,” Jaejin said to Kong Al, who was chewing loudly on his kibble.

“From now on, I have to take you as my idol, Kong Al.”

6 months have passed...

At the building

FNC ENTERTAINMENT

“The band is very pleased to be working with you. Mr. Jaejin,” a middle-aged man with a friendly face said.

with excitement

“As well, even though I have worked with

FNC

I've been here many times, but with this band, this is my first time and it's even a music band. Well, I'm starting to get excited."

The producer's conversation with the young composer was full of fun as he took Jaejin to get to know the band members he would be working with for the next four months as a consultant.

Lyric writing

"Oh hey! That thing hasn't come yet?"

“He went to the bathroom. I saw that the party was a little too heavy last night.” One of the band members answered the question on behalf of the others who were busy.

packing things

How could the manager not ask so hotly when today was the meeting day for the band's new album and all the staff involved, including Han Sung Ho?

CEO

The company will also attend the meeting today.

A little chaos this morning at

FNC

As a result, Jaejin didn't officially introduce himself to the band members. But he couldn't help but feel a better mood. The atmosphere here seemed as warm as ever.

That's right, Seunghyun used to work for this company in a position.

MusicComposer

And they both made music.

Morning Coffee

Together at this place...

By the time the meeting was over it had taken almost 7 hours because with music bands it is not easy to make songs that can compete for positions on the charts with popular boy/girl groups. more popular

Jaejin couldn't deny that he was also exhausted from the long meeting. He wanted to find a corner to relax for half an hour. Then go home

While he was walking around looking for a suitable spot to nap. The sound of an electric guitar suddenly sounded and Jaejin could hear it with both his ears.

Solo part of the song

MorningCoffee...

“It came from that room…” Jaejin said to himself, not believing that what he was hearing was true.

As soon as his legs came to rest in front of the music practice room where the noise was coming from, everything returned to quiet as before.

It seemed like just a few seconds had passed. Jaejin just turned his ears off...

“No, I actually heard 'it'.” He looked around the room several times. But there was no one else in this room.

Still confident that I wasn't imagining it myself. He turned to the electric guitar that stood on the far left of all the instruments. His two feet moved closer so he could reach out and pick it up.

But he suddenly stopped walking. Now, the guitar was less than two steps away from Jaejin.

The young man stubbornly decided to turn in another direction. Although in this room the guitar was the only instrument he could play, But Jaejin instead walked towards the black and white striped bass in the middle of the room.

...for no reason

A pair of beautiful eyes looked at the playful patterns on this instrument, one hand gently caressing the four strings. There were two or three deep sounds.

“Ahem! Want to play? I can teach you.”

Jaejin turned around in shock. The tall, thin man who he assumed was the owner of the bass was giving him a mischievous smile.

“What do you say? Are you interested in getting a bass teacher? I will teach you for free, Lee Jae Jin.”

The people who heard this had their faces change color, it was really funny. But why did he have to feel embarrassed by this young man's words?

“Say something? Stand still until it becomes another musical instrument.”

"Are you crazy?" This isn't an insult. But the smaller person didn't know what words to answer this giraffe man. Plus, when he finished speaking, Jaejin couldn't hide his smile any longer.

“Ugh, no, my name is not crazy, my name is Lee Jungshin.”

“This part is the best part of this song, Seunghyun.”

Minutes 3:15 to 3:45 of the song.

Morning Coffee

It was just finished being played by Song Seunghyun.

In one of the company's music practice rooms

FNC

A songwriting couple is discussing which guitar solo should go in

Album version

of this song

“Jaejin, I have something to tell you.”

“Hm...”

“The solo part you just listened to, I rearranged the notes. I decorated it especially to give to you.”

They both looked at each other.

Seunghyun loves music as much as he loves Jaejin, and Jaejin loves songwriting as much as he loves Seunghyun. They don't even have to say the word love.

Give to each other often like other couples. Because each person conveys their feelings for the other person through every piece of their work.

The owner of this song's lyrics hurriedly walked up to Seunghyun who was sitting and packing his things before the other person could ask anything. Jaejin grabbed him and turned him around as he leaned down to give Seunghyun a soft kiss, not letting his lover get tired... Without breaking the kiss yet

A thick figure wrapped his arms around the standing man's waist and pulled his slender figure down to sit on his lap.

No need to rush... No need to be rash...

Just stay close like this for as long as possible.

The person on his lap began to show signs of suffocation, and Seunghyun regretfully parted his lips. But Jaejin refused. After taking in a second to take in new air, his thin lips pressed a kiss to the person in front of him again.

Heavier than before...

The two of them tightened their embrace until their bodies were almost pressed together as one person.

Jaejin shifted slightly. It's like he's about to hint at something...

Unable to do anything more than this because this was his workplace, Seunghyun raised both hands to support his slender face. He slowly pulled away from the kiss so as not to hurt the other person's feelings further.

It was clear that Jae Jin wanted him. But this is not the right place, not the right time.

He placed two more kisses on the nose and forehead of the person in his arms and this was all the two of us could do for now...

“‘It’ will be a secret known only to us.”

The little man looked down and raised his eyebrows questioningly.

“What happened just now? And the song I wrote for you

It won't be there.

Albumversion

and cannot be heard anywhere else

Unless I'm the one playing it for you.”

I know it's Mr. Song Seunghyun.

- finish -

Let's talk after reading... (•‿ •)

First of all, I'd like to thank the readers, both those who intend and have fallen in, haha. This is my first fic. I tried writing once but it was messy. When I got to join this group (I admit I've only recently been into sneaking.) Looking for a Thai-language Seungjae fic to read. Hey, there's hardly any (ーー;) So I was like, oh, I wrote it myself.

You will be able to set the plot as you wish. That's the advantage of writing your own fiction, haha.

P.S. I really didn't expect that many people would come and read this story. But I secretly keep in mind that... there will be ಥ◡ಥ