Break up

Minwoon

'Forgetting someone is difficult, isn't it?'

'..Um, like when I tried to forget you.'

Bommo

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She's good -

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Break up -

Let's break up.

The soft sunlight that shone through the curtains hit the eyes, causing the tall figure lying on the bed to slowly open his eyes. Im Youngmin stood up.

Gently rub your eyes to adjust focus. Before getting up from the bed, he went straight to grab a towel and walked into the bathroom.

Soon a tall figure who was slightly wet walked out and turned on the TV to watch. His circle of life has been going on like this for a long time, living alone. Doing things alone or thinking about one person after that day...

A tall figure drags and drags the person who is known as 'girlfriend' to follow him to his own condo after today he said he would pick up Se-un and take him to eat the man's favorite 'pandan and palm cake'. Lek on his birthday, but it turned out that he saw a harrowing sight. Sewoon was standing there kissing another man.. even though it was his birthday.

Why do you have to do this?

“Oh, Youngmin hyung. It hurts.” The small figure tried to shake his own arm free from the tall figure's hand, but it was no use. His strength couldn't compete with the tall figure's strength. Moreover, Young Min turned around and made a fierce face at him, which looked scary. He had never seen his lover like this before. Youngmin hyung, the person who was nice to him, the person who was gentle with him, where have they gone?

“Oh.. Brother Youngmin, Sewoon is hurt. Ugh,” the little body moaned through tears. Youngmin looked at his actions before releasing his hand, his thin wrists were red from his actions.

“Seun, I'm sorry,” he said, tears welling up in his eyes because of the guilt that came over him. He had never been like this. Why is it like this?

“Hruek, Youngmin hyung, uk.” Sewoon hugged himself on the bed. The scene in front of him looked very pitiful. He wanted to hug him, but he could only stand and watch and let the tears flow. He wanted to reach out and wipe the tears on those clear cheeks, but the closer he moved, it seemed like he was staggering. Un was even more afraid of him, this kind of cruel act would cause his lover pain.

It hurt him too. Or it might be more than that.

"Brother Hruek doesn't listen to me at all."

“Sa Seun!” Clear water flowed from the eyes of a strong man who had never cried before. Now it was the opposite. Manly tears flowed without ceasing. He felt very guilty and guilty.

"Yongmin hyung, are we breaking up?"

The words of the person in front of him made the tall figure who had his head down crying look up at the person sitting on the bed. Pain crept into my heart. I don't know where it came from so much, but it made the tears that were flowing flow even more than before. It's like I don't have the energy to do anything. He could only sink to his knees on the ground.

Let the clear water flow from your eyes.

Soon he raised his head and looked through the curtain of tears that were flowing. The small figure walked out of the room.

'He's gone.'

I want to hold on, but why can't my body follow my heart? I keep blaming myself. Since that day, he hadn't heard any news or even seen Se-woon's face again. Seun cuts off every way he can communicate.

It's because of him Because he is the only one..

Let your heart receive the results of your actions. let my heart hurt Until now, no matter how hard anyone came into his life, he couldn't forget him. He tried his best to forget everything. Try to make yourself into a new person. Try to accept other people into your life. But it didn't work at all. He still misses, still loves, and still waits.

'Waiting for the day we can meet again'

Even though 3 years have passed, I still hope. Even if it's a hope that will never come true

A tall figure walked into the cake shop near the condo to buy a cake. Yes, today was his birthday. He wanted to eat some of his favorite chocolate cake.

"Hyung, do you have any chocolate cake?"

"Just a moment," the salesperson said before bending down to search for something.

"No, there's only vanilla cake and palm sugar pandan cake left."

'Pandan cake with palm sugar' Old memories flashed into the mind of a small figure who, whenever he came into this shop, always stood smiling at the pandan cake with palm sugar.

Heh, I just thought of it and laughed, pitying myself.

"I'll take the pandan and palm cake."

Yes, he ordered the pandan and palm cake instead of the vanilla cake. It reinforces his own madness that today he doesn't have the person he loves by his side.

jingle

The sound of the bell indicating that another customer had entered caused the tall figure who was waiting for the cake to turn and look at the door.

A small, familiar figure walked into the shop. He looked busy, walked with his head poked at his phone, walked straight to stand next to him.

When you can clearly see the faces of people walking A feeling of joy mixed with pain filled his chest and tears began to well up in his sockets.

That's right, the person he's been waiting for all along. The person he always missed. Someone who will remain in his memory no matter how long. Someone he will never forget.

'Jung Se-woon'

It was as if his little body was now aware that someone was staring at him. His eyes turned to meet the person who was looking at him.

Old feelings begin to take hold in my heart. For 3 years he hasn't contacted or seen him at all. Now that I was standing and staring at him, the face of the person in front of me looked sad. The memories of two people expressed through their eyes a lot. It's like old feelings from 3 years ago will come rushing into my mind. With longing and nostalgia, we are unable to tear ourselves apart at all.

"Sir, you can have the pandan and palm cake." The voice of the employee called out, causing the two people standing and staring at each other to take their eyes off each other. Before the tall figure tried to hold back his tears, he turned to take the cake from the employee and paid the money.

The small man stared at the tall man's actions. He didn't think Young Min would eat the pandan palm cake at all. Even though he said he didn't like it before, why now he sees Youngmin hyung buying it? Or is it because of him..

Stop thinking crazy, Sehun.

Maybe his boyfriend likes to eat. It's not you. You're just an 'ex-boyfriend'.

The small figure stared at the cake alternating with the face of the tall figure who was about to walk past him. He knew from the moment our eyes met. Youngmin's eyes were filled with sadness. Nostalgia and longing are no different from him. I really wanted to walk in and hug him, but now I realize that our situation is not the same...

Just a moment.

The little man grabbed the tall man's hand before the person who was about to walk out of the store turned to look.

"Oh, are you free? Come sit together first." He didn't know why he had invited another person to sit with him. But I feel a bit delayed. Or do you miss me? I just want to see more of my old lover.

Soon the two of them were sitting in the far right corner of the shop where there weren't many people. Sewoon ordered a pandan and palm cake to eat, while Youngmin ordered water and fruit to eat.

The table was quiet after the waiter walked away.

"Hyung, are you eating it?" The little figure started the conversation first so as not to make the atmosphere any more uncomfortable.

"What does that mean?"

"Well, it's a cake.."

"The chocolate cake is gone." The little one heard the answer and was a little annoyed but tried to make his face look as normal as possible.

Sewoon then turned his attention to eating his cake and looked at Jungyongmin's face from time to time. The face that used to always smile at him now looked strangely sad.

Eh, so why did Youngmin hyung buy the cake? Or was it his birthday today? The small figure realized this before turning his attention to look at the tall figure.

"Yongmin hyung, happy birthday."

The tall man turned to look at the little man who suddenly said happy birthday to him. Do you still remember? I thought I had forgotten it.

"Um," he answered coldly, even though his heart suddenly grew strangely. I really want to go back to the way it was before. He must have hugged and kissed my little body.

"Then I'll go see you at the condo tonight." I don't know why I said that. Why do you have to go find him yourself? Even though I was the one who actually broke up with him, I still thought about going back to him. Why do you still miss him? I don't understand myself at all.

"Uh oh"

“Then I'll go first. I'll see you in the evening." Without saying anything, the small figure walked out until Youngmin couldn't catch up with him.

He would probably have to endure this strange knowledge again. But I don't know how I'm happy. At least I can see your face even though it's nothing else.

Right now, Youngmin is sitting alone in front of a cake decorated with a pair of cute candles, because he's waiting for someone. It's already 8 p.m., why hasn't he come yet? I wouldn't let him wait until he fell asleep.

Yes, yes.

There was a knock at the door. This made the tall figure snap out of his thoughts before he got up and opened the door.

"I'm sorry, bro, there's a traffic jam." The little figure stood in front of the door panting with his hands full of stuff. Youngmin made way for the small figure to carry things into the room.

"How long have you been waiting for me?" I wanted to answer that I had been waiting since 4 p.m. until now.

"Not at all."

After that, the tall figure walked over and turned off the lights. The room left only the flickering candlelight on the cake.

"Happy birthday to you Happy birthdaytoyou Happy birthday to..you.."

“Pray, hyung,” the little one said before Youngmin nodded in agreement before putting his hands together and closing his eyes to pray.

Soon he opened his eyes and blew out the candles. Seun walked over and turned on the light before returning to his seat.

The two cut the cake and divided it up in an appropriate manner. Then we sat and ate cake and talked continuously. The small body was too busy eating, causing the cake to stick to the edge of its mouth. When Youngmin saw it, he hurriedly wiped the corner of the small figure's mouth off with his hand as usual.

Yes, in the past it was like this when he took people out to eat cake. Se-woon always eats dirty things, so his only duty is to wipe his mouth. But now I forget to think about the status quo. It's not like before. Not the same as before

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot." He put his hands back in place before lowering his head to avoid his eyes.

"nevermind"

"It's hard to forget someone," he said after reading what appeared on his phone. Seun Lai's friend has been raving about his ex-girlfriend for many years and has still come back to complain.

"Um, it's hard like I'm trying to forget you." The person in front of me suddenly spoke up, causing the small figure to look up from his phone. But the tall man's reaction remained calm and he sat and played with the cake as usual. The small figure then ignored the words of the person in front of him.

"So, what are you praying for?" he asked innocently.

"What if you say you want us to come back?" The small figure who had previously had his head down while enjoying the cake had to look up and make eye contact with the person in front of him. Honestly, I didn't want to make the atmosphere uncomfortable right now, but my mouth was already speaking.

"Uh, sorry," he said before looking down and playing with the cake.

“Why would you pray like that? Since now I am here."

"It's not like that."

"What kind?" The atmosphere was now becoming more and more uncomfortable.

"Uh, I'm going to the bathroom for a moment." In order not to make it worse, Youngmin casually lied before getting up and walking towards the bathroom, but a small figure was faster than walking in and grabbed his hand.

"What kind? Brother Hruek, is it the way I thought?" At this time, the small body began to tremble and clear water began to pool in the other person's sockets. His head was lowered to conceal his weakness. When the tall figure saw this, he couldn't help but pull the person in front of him into a hug. Letting Seun's face fall into his chest before the little man let the tears fall and he let out a sob.

His hands stroked into the soft hair before he used his nose to inhale the small body's scent. A touch that I haven't done in 3 years and then come back again. The man's tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Can you come back?"

"Back to normal." Now the two of them hugged each other with longing. Tears kept flowing.

"Hruek, Youngmin hyung."

"Can you not disappear again?"

"Stay with me, it's the same as before. Like before Please let me stay with us." The atmosphere now seems like happiness has returned again. Happiness filled with tears

The tall figure pulled the small figure out of his embrace before wiping away the tears that were staining his cute face before smiling at the person in front of him.

"Can I get it?"

"Um," the tall figure pressed a gentle kiss to the forehead of the person in front of him.

Now he is back in his usual 'boyfriend' status. This time is so happy Happiness that it came back again The same person comes back again. The thing I've always wanted has come back again. Everything returned to the way it was before.

Same as before..it's the same feeling that is more special than before.

Can it be like this forever? :)

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