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{ Winter Dark Theme }

The music from the radio continued loudly into the night. The silence combined with the heartfelt music makes you feel dazed and reminded of someone who has been away for a long time.

''Ah..It's been many years now. I miss you again.'' Sunny muttered and fell into a reverie.

'This song really makes me miss you. What are you doing right now? Are you okay...'

'Sunny, let's go eat some snacks.'

'Go, but you have to take care of me^^'

'Sunny, are you beautiful?>///<'

'She's always beautiful. When you make your eyebrows droop, you'll be even more beautiful-0-'

'Of course I'm the prettiest hahaha'

All the things were still in the same place as before, and the bed was empty, as if waiting for the owner of the bed to use it again... I really miss her laugh. Will you ever be lonely? Is it very difficult?........

Scream. Scream. Scream. Scream. ------ Tee.......

'Who's calling now?' Sonny snapped out of his trance.

''Hello!! What's wrong, Kim Taeyeon!!''

[This! Open your mouth until all your teeth are sticking out!!]

"Who would be as cute as your bear-faced Tiffany? Shit." I was a little annoyed by my best friend's annoyance. It's very frustrating to listen to music.

[Don't make the mistake of referring to me.] Tiffany shouted.

''Oh, are you here together? If you're going to call and bother me, I'll hang up.'' It's strange. I have a schedule tomorrow. Why are we able to come together?

[Wait, we're eating outside. Hyo, Yuri, Yoona are also here. Sooyoung and Seohyun are following us. They'll probably be there in a while.]

[So I called to invite you..What do you think? Do you want to go?]

''Oh..Go, I'm feeling quite lonely. Is it the same shop?''

[Um, the same shop came quickly.]

Toot, toot, toot.

Tanyeon hung up the phone but I was still sitting in the same place. The music and content are still playing in my head. My eyes stumbled upon photos of them and that person, Jessica Jung. I can still feel the warmth in those old photos. Even today I am still living in her moment, everything tells me that she is still there. How is she...?

I shook the thought away and hurried to my appointment.

Taeyeon

Part

I was in a restaurant across from the Han River. Combined with the cool air and drizzling rain, it was a very gloomy atmosphere. Hmm, this is the shop that Jessica took me to. Everyone knows that Jess likes to go to restaurants with delicious food. In her spare time or for business meetings, we often come to eat at this restaurant.

'Hey! Everyone, today I went to eat snacks next to the Pledis building. That shop has very delicious desserts. Let's go eat together next time. ^_^'

'Girl Jess, you brought sweets to lure me again-^-" She knew that I was losing weight. If the dessert isn't as delicious as you say I'll be angry at you!!-0-'

'It's delicious, I guarantee it. If it doesn't taste good, where do you want to go? I'll take you wherever you want to go.^_____^'

I thought of that cute smile and accidentally smiled. I told you to take me on a trip together that I wanted to go on. Why did we leave each other without saying goodbye? But he was put out of his thoughts when the restaurant staff brought the food to him. Hm, is there food that Jess likes? Ah, this is the umpteenth time I thought of you. When I regained consciousness, I invited Yuri, who was always eating, to talk about things that made me uncomfortable.

“It's been many years now. Do you think Sunny will feel any less sad?" I talked to Yuri while thinking of another face who hasn't had much of a smile these days. Sunny has been roommates with Jess since Jess left. Sunny has always been alone. I've invited Sunny to come live with me, but he's the only one who objects.

''I think it's going to be difficult. After being together for so many years, it's not easy to get over it. No, we will never forget and we don't plan to forget at all.'' Yuri said while looking out the window.

"Um, that's it. I miss that girl too. We have been together for many years, and in a few days it will be our ten year anniversary. How will Jess be doing?” I thought of Jessica again. Ah..will she be in a lot of pain? It must be very lonely there, right? Must be very tired from walking alone. I really want you to come back to this warm place where there are supportive friends who stand by your side in difficult times. Sigh. I sighed. We were silent for a while, falling into a trance.

“Hey! Everyone, I'm here!” Sunny shouted as she walked with Sooyoung and Seohyun.

"Until I get here. I'm so hungry I could eat a whole elephant,” Tiffany said, looking at the hammer.

''Unnie! I'm hungry and very hungry. Let's eat!!" Yoona cut in, shoveling rice into her mouth with gusto.

''Eat slowly or your face will be swollen like Fany's'' Hyo said and prepared to avoid Tiffany's palm.

"Yay!! I'm not fat!!" Tiffany shouted.

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The chatter continued loudly with nostalgia for each other. Everyone ate their meals and talked about each other's busy schedules in their daily lives and the celebration of their ten-year debut anniversary. The chatter was full of smiles and laughter, reminiscent of the old atmosphere. It was truly a warm picture.

“Unnie, are you okay?” Sooyoung muttered.

“Today I met Jessica unnie at a photo shoot. I smiled at Unnie but didn't go talk to her like she was very busy. Unnie looks a lot thinner:'( " Seohyun said and had tears in her eyes.

Everyone fell silent into their own thoughts.

“We miss you a lot, Jessica Jung. Do you miss us?” Sunny said and looked out the window.

''It would be great if the 10 year celebration of our debut was with you here..all 9 of us,'' Tiffany said and shed tears.

"We're still waiting for you to come back to this warm home...the home you once had," Taeyeon muttered.

After that, everyone dispersed and returned to their accommodations due to their tight schedules tomorrow morning.

The sound of the second hand on the desk alarm clock slowly moving with each passing second as the time ticked past twenty-three, indicating that a new morning was about to begin in a few hours...a day that I would remember in my heart. The beginning of everything, the day we used to be together every year...anniversary...

'Jess, let's go celebrate our daesang. Next time let's try together again^____^'

'Let's travel together again, everywhere.'

'I want to eat cake from that shop together, Jess. Haha.'

'When her eyebrows droop, she's so cute.'

'I miss you so much'

'Don't tease me, hahaha'

'Jess, is something wrong? Are you okay? Don't overdo it.'

'Fighting Jessica unnie'

'We love you Jess^^'

'Jessssssssss j------'

Everything in front of me slowly faded and faded away. I'm Jessica Jung. I probably thought too much and hallucinated again. Ah, or I miss them. Well, that's all I can think about. I've come too far to go back there. It's their anniversary tomorrow, what are they going to do?

As for me, I'm probably celebrating with soju in the refrigerator in my room. How long has it been since we haven't been in touch? I shook off the thought and walked out onto the balcony.

"Ah, is it raining again? I don't like the sound of thunder." I opened my mouth in a pout. Memories began to surface.

'Sunnyya, I don't like the sound of thunder so please sleep with me :('

'Okay, I'll hug you tight so you can get over your fear, okay?^^'

I blinked and the image in front of me disappeared. It's okay. I'm strong enough to die. I walked back into the bedroom again and my eyes caught sight of a cactus tree in the window.

“I haven't watered it in a long time. If you reduce the water a bit, my room will be brighter.” Sika said as she walked into the bathroom.

"This cactus, don't die. Be my friend before you have to be the color of my life."

'Yay!! Why don't you reduce the water for the cactus? It's going to die, you see!!'

'I'm just about to water it. And what the fuck is this cactus? I've told you many times, Fanny!'

'This is clearly a cactus.'

'How can calling it a cactus doesn't suit an ice princess like me?'

'Then buy me some cactus. I'll get along with you hahaha'

'Yay!!! Bear face girl!!'

“Are you going to raise a cactus now?” I mumbled, starting to feel hot at the corners of my eyes. I've seen hallucinations too often.

I walked over and sat on the bed. I still feel like they're still here even when I'm gone. I opened the drawer and took out the photo album to look at the old photos we had taken together. The smiles, laughter, cries, and comforting sounds were in those memories. The heated edges of his eyes turned into tears as they finally fell onto the photo.

This afternoon I also met Seohyun and she gave me a heartfelt smile. But I couldn't see that if I stayed there longer than that smile, tears would definitely flow in front of Seohyun. With just one smile, old images bounce back. All the strength I had worked hard to build almost collapsed right there.

The heart that was carrying the pain is breaking again. And once again, the pain that was carried The heavy insults, like the weight of the whole world, came back to me. I had to walk away on shaky legs as quickly as possible to hold back the tears that were ready to fall at any moment. Then ran off to cry where no one could see. Don't let anyone pity you to hide your own weakness.

Honestly, when I saw that smile, there were sad eyes that seemed to be begging for me to go back. I want to go back I want to walk in and hug you. I want to say that I love and miss everyone. I want to apologize but...I can't. I...I went too far. Too much to go back I am the one who chose this path, my dream. I'll do my best Don't worry about me.

I will not waste the time that has passed. I will stand on my own, stand firmly I will prove to myself I can do it. I put the picture back in the same place and closed my eyes.

Time still does its thing, the hands of the clock still make noise in the silence. Tomorrow morning we must wake up and face and accept reality. The reality that everyone knows very well................:)

-The end-

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This fic is the first fic that I've written. It came from listening to music.

Home Kim Roy

And I miss Jessica. It's our 10th anniversary.

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So I wrote a fic for it. The fic is going to be a little dramatic and maybe a little silly at times. Please give your feedback -///-