Give the substitute a chance to do its job.
Give... that thing a chance to fill in the gaps - of things that used to exist - of things that are familiar.
That has now disappeared...
Give the substitute a chance to do its job.
Give... that thing a chance to fill in the gaps - of things that used to exist - of things that are familiar.
That has now disappeared...
It's hard to accept it. It's like you're cleaning up things that you're not sure you don't want anymore. Is this true? It's like you're not sure which cake to choose: lemon or orange? Of course, there are more examples than that. But it's not necessary. You know very well why. Feelings and thoughts in one's mind are often detailed and discreet as to where the description is.
My journey is often not as simple as taking care of my green companion. One day I lost something so familiar to me - and forgot to understand that everything can slip away from my body, from my heart and soul at any time. But if you're suspicious of the word "all the time," it's not necessary.
This does not tell you to be suspicious. Just to feel careful. and be alert if you catch its scent. I'm not telling you to get over it when that happens. Just imagine that you know how to live with it... Whether you're good or bad - that's up to you. same with me That is - it's up to me.
What to do as well...
Substitute
Why are you afraid and worried about this? Even though your heart has such a huge hole.
-I'm worried. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that once it's filled, it won't be gone forever.
Why be afraid when you want fulfillment?
-I already told you.
Because you don't trust me. Faith but no trust I know that you have been destroyed by things that are too dark and too much for your heart to bear. causing your soul to become distorted and injured Until you almost become something else - something that has no place for you to live or be safe enough for you. and this length makes you constant with it.
Your heart is therefore too hard to be soft for anything. Even though you are very worthy of treatment and healing. And when your journey reaches a point - the point where you lose something - something that has been with you all your life: this loss makes you sick and you have to stop for many things. You stop going far away, you stop walking, you stop eating, you stop listening, you stop writing, you stop talking, you stop asking - you stop...
and you were injured You have a wound from a piece of you being thrown away and blown away by a wind that you do not know: but this loss It's not the end for you yet. Because when you lose something Another thing came along. and your path continues. Your path is still visible.
But the weight makes your heart faint. But you open your heart to substitutes. Let it do its job. Where it should be Let it heal, heal and complete you. Fear not, even this replacement may not be pretty or sure to be stable all the way through. But look into the meaning of the feelings that the substitute has. that the substitute thinks that the substitute has been chosen-
choose to come to you Come and stand close to you, look at you, touch you when the opportunity arises. If you soften and see the substitutes as I have said. Your heart will understand. Don't let the dark side rule your thoughts. That pity - pity It's what they think - they think. If you are so afraid that the ending will be painful because of another goodbye
Think that you will die a miserable death in the end. If the God of Light and Dark had asked you, had you ever experienced, received anything special, known, understood anything beautiful while you were still breathing and traveling? You will be empty of answers and regret and disappointment will be the answers in your heart that you did not say:
Substitutes aren't bad. Let this teach you. Take care of you as much as I can. and let you learn the substitute as well. To treat mistakes that may result from ignorance and misunderstanding. May you have the kindness to see the kindness of the substitute. Know that this substitute does not have to be near you.
But chose to be as close as possible and didn't expect to make you beautiful Just want to make you the best. The concern of this replacement may not be as beautiful as anything else. But the mercy of that substitute is good purity. Good for you - that substitutes are available. Heal and let go of the dark side.
Rest and accept the substitute. Let it be the family you have. And if you are worried - that when you put your trust in the hand of a substitute, this substitute will one day disappear. Just like the loss you have today. Then think about it. Something good or something special comes out of this substitute. You may or may not find it again on your path. Yes, it is beautiful.
Yes, it's more special than anything else. But it might just be something ordinary and simple that doesn't have any poison that makes you sick. Happiness while having this substitute Will it be good or bad in the end? It is up to you to choose what to remember, and I ask that you remember only the things that make your heart think, care, and make your heart happy.
On that day, you may not have a replacement. But I believe that the replacement will always be with you. Leaving isn't always a bad thing. Farewell to become a memory To become the wind beside you It's up to you to remember. And if you can do this You will never feel that fear and worry are too much for you again, believe me.
I know that you are a believer.
-I am a believer. And I understand this meaning. From now on, I will...
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