Re-uploaded because the short fiction article was deleted.

Refer: Katekyo Hitman Reborn! | KHR | Reborn

Title: Dream & Hopeful

Pairing : -             

Summary:

It's an article that shows Sansa's side of the mind.| A bit of a remake.

Warning :

Sad(?)|Wenwe

Have you ever understood the feeling of being rejected...?

Have you ever set your hopes on something you love and it ended up being the opposite...?

The feelings of people who begin to think that their value is gradually decreasing until there is nothing left.

Have you ever understood me...?

A dream that came from being deceived...before I knew the truth, I had changed.

Hope that comes from deceiving yourself...no matter how hard the truth tries, it's not as hoped.

Continuing to sleep and dreaming has no meaning... I've been awake and seeing the truth for a long time... I've tried... but there's no hope.

I'm willing to be the person who is labeled a traitor and don't have any merit... but it seems like it's getting worse than before.

Either way, you will fail...but you still fool yourself that there is hope...you have to keep trying until it comes true.

try try try

No matter how many times you fall, you have to get up...don't be weak...hope is still there, it still has a chance of coming true.

You have to be more skilled and have to do everything you can...

But he was defeated and unable to get up... The truth that should be looked at is that there was no hope from the beginning.

Even though I tried so hard to make it this far try to know try to be smart

But had to lose to a kid who didn't know anything and wasn't talented at all.

It was chosen, it got what I wanted. It doesn't require any effort at all.

It has everything...and me...?

I consoled myself with the thought that I was not weaker than him... The truth is that I was already superior to him in fighting.

But what it lost was its pure bloodline… its ability was not at all dissimilar to that of the Family Founder.

As for me...the fire that came from anger...the power came from other people.

Everything is not yours in the first place, nothing is yours... you always live in the shadow of someone more powerful.

Is it because of having nothing? That's why we lost...?

Sometimes I'm jealous of it...jealous that it's weak, jealous that it can cry in front of those around it.

I can't do that...I can't be weak in front of anyone even though I actually want to cry sometimes when I'm disappointed.

But all I can do is have a face of indifference or anger... Even though sometimes I don't want to, I don't know what other emotions to express.

...I don't know what to say other than insulting other people everywhere.

A subordinate who was like my closest friend died...I still can't express my sorrow except by laughing at it.

I now have no tears for anyone, not even myself...I don't know where they've gone.

I don't want to be like this...and I don't want to change...I don't want to be weak.

I don't know how to act from the moment I lost...even though I brazenly acted like I didn't do anything wrong.

Once again being ungrateful...again being deceived...but there must have been some good things that day...

I didn't lose everyone around me...I learned how loyal they were and that they wouldn't leave me alone with this shame.

What should I do?...I really want to thank you. Thank you for standing beside me and fighting for me.

But I couldn't do it...because I was embarrassed by my pride or what?

I can only hope that they know from my actions...know my thoughts towards them.

I can hope for this, right...?

I won't be disappointed by this, right...?

Or just dreaming like usual....

End.

dream & Hopeful |

Dreams and hopes

Return 1 Sept. 2017

Writer :

I want to bully the boss.