Have you ever had a feeling Bound to one day

Have you ever, in a year, waited for that day to come?

Have you ever thought that That day is the day that truly brings smiles and happiness to you.

Have you ever had that day many years ago? It is seen as no longer real.

With a different "feel"

True story to short story

I grew up in a Christian school.

I was a kid who was fascinated by the colors of Christmas.

I am an ordinary child. Waiting for the day that God will bless the year

CHRISTMAS

The 25th of every year

in the school fence I am a choir singer. Waiting for Christmas Day to come

Singing songs wishing happiness to everyone in the school It's what makes me feel valued.

and never thought Today will give me different feelings as well.

Until one day 25.12.12

This year is more special than any other year. I grew up a lot and was sent to study abroad.

Of course I'm still looking forward to Christmas.

And of course, I hope this year's Christmas isn't ordinary.

I was with my loved ones on Christmas night of Year 12.

And it would be the first and last year that I would be with him.

“Things I borrowed from other people. One day I will have to return it to its owner."

I wrote a letter Ready to give to the person I love when he wakes up.

And tell him, "Tomorrow is my special day.

Don't shot me down " 

It was the morning of Christmas Day. He wakes up and talks to his real owner on the other side of the world. He never set his alarm clock early in the morning to talk to someone for just 1 minute.

But for that one minute, I felt the colors of Christmas in my heart slowly fading away. The red color of love and happiness was fading that day.

There's nothing wrong with setting an alarm for your man.

There's nothing wrong with setting an alarm to please your man.

But.. I told you. That today is my special day I only ask you for one day. I ask you because next year I won't have you here.

I ran out of the room. Tears slowly poured out. Let the red of Christmas that was once clear soften and soften

Until the end

I have handed over the letter I wrote to you.

You cried... I was surprised because I had never seen you cry.

You said you were sorry because you knew that The person with you now is me. I love you no less than your owner.

And you know that "It's the first and last year."

The scarlet Christmas day in my heart is softened by my tears.

And my special Christmas Become white with your tears

Because of love

Thank you for your tears on my special 12 days of Christmas that I never thought would exist that someone would love me. Shed tears for me

Night of 24.12.13

"I'll be with him tomorrow. He's coming to take me out."

You and I, we're far apart.

You and I, we've come a long way.

The man I love is back with his owner.

The letter I gave him on 25.12.12

"I know next year I have to give you back to him who came first. If you miss me, look at the starlight. I'm still in the same place... "

That's right, I probably followed the letter I wrote myself.

I just hope You still remember my important day.

I just hope You still look at all the stars I gave you

Tomorrow 25.12.13

MERRY CHRISYMAS

A day that isn't mine

..... Thank you for my day every day. Even though it was never a special day

But it's special every morning to wake up and hear the same sound. That I've heard...

you are still with me and in my heart