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Honeyyou are my valentine

Onjegajinanoneun nae sarang

Honeyyou are my valentine~

13/02  04:00 p.m

Many love songs are continuously played without any signs of being closed. Stores are decorated with popular items such as colorful balloons and various types of flowers during this festival of love, 'Valentine', the festival of many couples. They went on dates at popular places like Seoul Tower and along the Han River.

or mother, but the famous area like Hongdae is no exception, and the most popular items during this festival are probably couple shirts, couple dresses, anything that goes together and various promotions that each store competes with to offer huge discounts and exchanges. Special giveaway for couples, emphasizing that it's for couples. So what do people without a partner like me get from this festival? I think it's a bit boring that when this festival comes around, people without a partner like me have to become lonely almost immediately because of my closest friends. A few people left me to spend time with my girlfriend and let me wander around alone on the eve of Valentine's Day like this.

09/02  2:50 p.m

"Changkyun, where are you going for Valentine's Day?" Jooheon who was playing a game on the phone asked me stubbornly It's like asking without expecting any answer.

"Stay at home?" I answered in a similar way to the same question every year from a close friend who probably already knew the answer. What would I answer?

"Why aren't you looking for a boyfriend? Living like a grumpy dog ​​every festival like this is not fun at all.” Yunho, who was sitting next to me, spoke up. Probably hoping to make me feel like I wanted to have a boyfriend so I could say the phrase like having a boyfriend would be fun.

"Can my girlfriend go to the market and ask the seller to buy some?"

"It's kind of stupid. That's why you don't even have a boyfriend." Jooheon, who this time even raised his head to complain to me almost as soon as I said the irritating sentence.

"Go sit in your seats. The teacher is coming," I said as I waved my hand to shoo my friends who seemed very annoyed about my girlfriend into taking their seats before we got glared at by the class teacher.

'Changkyun, let's break up'

'Here you go'

'Changkyun, why are you so bad? I can't take it anymore from now on, you and me, we're breaking up!'

'okay'

Wow!

'You're the worst boyfriend I've ever had! We broke up'

'indulgent'

Suddenly, old memories from many years ago slowly flashed back like an old film reel that often jerked over the same scenes and kept repeating the same scenes. Those scenes were all scenes where I got dumped. Ah.. I must have really been as bad as my exes said. It's funny because the reason I got dumped was because I didn't care about them. She refuses to meet on holidays. Don't talk on the phone, don't smell good.

Not kissing or even holding hands, I think these things are more of a matter of the heart. If our hearts don't want to do it, why do we force it? Really? What meaning does it have? If we have to force ourselves to do these things, I want to hold hands with people who really want to hold hands. I want to do things that I've never done. With whom I really feel like doing more. I'm not sure whether it's because of this that I've been single until now or maybe I'm just afraid that I'll be caught. Break up like you've done in the past

'Why do you have a boyfriend? When do we finally have to break up?' I was able to answer the question in my head so that even though I had previously thought hard throughout the class, I changed my focus from the blackboard to the large football field in front of the school.

'What nonsense is Valentine's Day?'

13/02  04:30 p.m

Right now I'm wandering around Hongdae Street. Many people are excited about Valentine's Day even though it's not even Valentine's Day yet. I walked on the sidewalk until I caught sight of a grandmother standing next to a red cabinet with the message 'mailbox from the future' written on it.

I was a little surprised that this grandma looked at me as if she was aware of me and walked towards her. Maybe it was a coincidence or something else, but the grandma was standing there for some kind of crazy activity. This seemed a bit too much. I walked in and saw a grandmother wearing a white shirt and skirt standing next to a red letterbox.

“Young man, do you believe in fate?” Grandma asked me a sentence that I thought the shop looked like it was a chocolate shop.'

destiny'

Yes, I think the shop probably prepared this half-question for Grandma to ask interested people.

"Is it fate? Where does it really exist, Grandma? Haha.” I answered Grandma exactly as I thought and waited to see if Grandma would say anything to convince me to buy chocolate from this shop. But, unexpectedly, Grandma didn't say anything, just gave a faint smile. for me before handing me a white envelope that was similar to an envelope instead.

"Will you give it to me?"

"Please open it at midnight and then young man will know if fate really exists or not." I looked down at the letter in my hand, not understanding. And I'm not one who believes in these kinds of things, and I probably wouldn't have taken this letter back with me. But as soon as I looked up, I found nothing but emptiness. Grandma red mailbox in white dress

or even a chocolate shop

destiny

It wasn't there and only the white letter addressed to me remained.

13/02   11:50  p.m

It would be midnight in ten minutes and as soon as I got home three hours ago, I called my close friends Jooheon and Yunho almost immediately and told them what I had experienced. And of course, both They both said that I was depressed because I couldn't find a boyfriend, rather than thinking that the story I was telling was true.

'Changkyun, I think you don't get much sleep. You might actually stay home and keep dreaming.'

'But you really have a letter for me. The front of the envelope clearly has my name on it.'

'Did you neglect to write it yourself? I have to leave an appointment with my girlfriend.'

-Yunho-

'What are you delusional about, Aikyun?'

'I'm not delusional. You have to believe Ku Joo Heon.'

'Ai Yunho doesn't believe me anymore, you have to believe me.'

'You're my friend, Kyun. But this time I'm Team Yunho.'

-Joheon-

I really want to thank these two friends for making me truly understand the phrase 'having friends is like not having any'.

13/02   11:58 p.m

It's already midnight in two minutes and I should be sleeping by now. I shouldn't be getting excited about something like this. Since I didn't believe it, why would I wait until midnight? But my curiosity and curiosity were great. 'Two more minutes. Wherever it is.' I debated with myself in my mind one last time before glancing at the clock on the wall that was now showing midnight.

Tight, tight, tight~

14/02   00:00 a.m

As soon as the clock struck midnight, I almost immediately opened the letter I had received from Grandma that evening. Tuk Tak~Tuk Tak~ The sound of my heart now competing with the silence in my room, the white letter in the envelope was quickly spread out before I was faced with emptiness.

empty!!

free!!

nothing!!

I turned the letter over several times before finding that the letter contained no content or message except for emptiness. There is no message at all. There wasn't even a joking message like 'I've been tricked, you stupid bastard' doesn't exist at all, but if there are some such messages, Maybe I'll feel better and not be so stuck in my mind. Damn, I don't know what to do with all of this, and this letter is keeping me up until I think I might have to go back there. Where I received this letter again

14/02   09:00 a.m

"Happyvalentine!!~" 

The screeching noises of my classmates that sounded as soon as I stepped into the classroom were extremely annoying. I would have gone to Hongdae by now if it weren't for the fact that I had classes and activities to participate in to earn points. I probably won't let you lose your temper.

“Oh, Aikyun, how are you? Did you get to sleep?” It was Jooheon who greeted me first as soon as I walked over to sit at my own table.

“What do you think?” I replied casually before slamming my head on the table, a simple signal that should have made it clear what I meant.

“Can you see that you really slept very little? I said it." This time it was Yunho who added weight to Jooheon's sentence. 'Yes, this kind of thing doesn't happen to any of you.' I thought that sentence in my mind before raising my head to argue and correct myself, but was a bit surprised when I encountered a small boy who didn't. Even though he's small, he's probably not a boy anymore. Probably the same model as me.

"Happy Valentine's Day Jooheon Yunho Changkyun~"

"Happy Valentine's Day too, 'Kihyun' gave you some candy too?" Really cute.” Do you know Ai Jooheon too?

“Thank you, Kihyun. You're really cute.” Does Ai Yunho know that?

“Jooheon Yunho, you guys are talking too much, haha.” When the little person spoke or laughed, it always seemed natural and bright. I didn't know that there was this friend in the classroom as well. And I didn't even realize how long I had been staring at this new friend's face.

"Changkyun, what's wrong?" I came back to my senses when Yunho shook me and brought me to my senses from my thoughts.

"Who were you just now?"

"who? Kihyun, what do you mean?"

"Kihyun?"

"Well, Kihyun is sitting in the front of the room. Don't tell me you didn't know Kihyun was in the same room as us."

"Oh my gosh, it's you, Kihyun, who's been in the same room with us since the last year of high school." Yunho and Jooheon seemed to help answer my questions about that little friend. Why don't I know he's in the room even though I'm the type who doesn't have a care in the world? But why don't I know anything about this?

14/02   12:30 p.m

"Is there something wrong?"

"Huh, uh, nothing."

"How can there be nothing? I saw you looking at me since this morning. Is there something you want to ask me about?” As soon as Kihyun finished speaking, I thought, “Is it really that clear?”

"I don't have any. And I'm sorry I didn't care to look at your face for too long," I said to my new(?) friend before bowing my head to Kihyun in apology.

"It's alright. But Changkyun? May I ask you something?”

"okay"

"Mr..."

“Do you believe in fate?” I was a bit surprised that Kihyun asked me this. I thought he was asking about the fact that I just found out that we were in the same room. But no, Kihyun asked the question. which I was just asked yesterday instead

“What about you? Do you believe in fate?” I didn't answer Kihyun's question, but I chose to ask him the same question.

"Believe it, fate happens all the time."

"How? Give me an example."

“Just like you and I had this conversation even though we hadn't talked before, this is called fate.” Kihyun responded almost as soon as I asked him to give an example.

“I still don't believe it, haha,” I said as I thought. It didn't make much sense to Kihyun's reasoning to make me believe it.

"That depends on whether you believe it or not."

"Probably so."

“If you believe in the future, we will probably meet. But if you don't believe me, then I have to say that I'm glad we talked once." Kihyun said a long sentence that didn't make any sense to me before giving me a small smile and turning to walk away. He returned to his own table without turning his attention to me again.

14/02   04:30 p.m

I returned to the place where I had received the letter from Grandma, and now I was standing in front of Grandma, who smiled faintly at me without saying a word.

“Grandma, why doesn't your letter have anything on it?” I asked the question I wanted to know almost immediately.

“You still think it's funny, don't you, young man?” Grandma didn't answer my question, but instead said a curious sentence.

"I don't understand any more."

“The letter has done its job. From now on, it was left to the young man to believe or not. I wish you good luck,” was all Grandma said before disappearing before my eyes almost immediately.

heavily!

I woke up in the middle of the night to a strange dream that I had. I glanced at the clock that was showing the time. It was already 3:00 AM. Before changing my focus to the story I dreamed about a moment ago

"What kind of crazy dream was this?"

First day of school

I'm a grown man now, in my first year of high school. Im Changkyun High School.

X

I am entering high school at a new school with my best friend from middle school who moved with me, and today is the first day of school.

"Hey, you guys, we're in the same room." Ai Jooheon who rushed to tell the good news that we were in the same room was considered a good news on the first day of school.

09:30 a.m

“Alright, teacher will have you guys introduce yourself one by one. We'll get to know each other, starting with you, the seat next to the door." I looked at the teacher's hand pointing at the first classmate who would get to introduce himself, but was shocked when that person was the Kihyun I once had. Saw it in a dream last night

"Hello everyone, my name is Yoo Kihyun, or you can call me Kihyun. Nice to meet you all." Kihyun introduced himself before giving a wide smile to express his sincerity, ending with the smile I was familiar with in my dreams. It's still as clear as ever. I don't know what exactly happened. And why can I dream of seeing Kihyun two years from now?

“Ai Gyunkyu, you have already introduced yourself.” Yunho, sitting next to me, kicked my leg with his foot to regain consciousness.

"Oh! It hurts..Ai Yunho. Ah, hello, my name is Im Changkyun or you can call me Changkyun." The first sentence I said to Ai Yunho who poked me very hard. After that, I spoke to everyone and bowed my head to apologize to the homeroom teacher for speaking out because I left.

02:30 p.m

All day long I could only dwell on the stories I had dreamed about, the many sentences I had exchanged with Grandma in the chocolate shop, talking with...

Yunho, Jooheon, or even Kihyun have been playing in my head since I met Kihyun during the introduction this morning, even though Kihyun asked me if I believe in fate. It doesn't keep popping up in my head, but this still doesn't bother me as much as the bright smile. Even if I see it in my dreams, I can still feel how cute the owner of the smile is. But the bright smile is now being sent across the room and giving With everyone instead of just me who received it, it was so frustrating even though I saw this smile before everyone else here, even in my dreams, it was so cherished.

“Do you believe in fate?” I said to myself before getting up from my seat and heading towards the owner of the sentence and annoying smile who was sitting at his table reading a book.

“Is there something wrong?” The owner of the table, sensing the visitor, raised his head from the book he had been interested in to focus on the person standing in front of him instead.

"I don't believe in fate."

“Huh?” The cute face that normally only had a smile was now filled with question marks after hearing the words I said that were so cute.

"If fate always happens," as you told me in my dream. I won't wait for us to be in our second year of high school. Because this time my destiny will be my own.

"I'll make it happen myself."

14/02/17   01:00 p.m

"Where is Changkyun?" The small voice on the other end of the phone almost always makes me feel good when I think of his cute face changing according to different moods. He must be annoyed right now. Ah..I really like the sulking face because only I can see it. As for the reason why my cute face changed to a sulking face, it was because I was late on our date.

"I arrived a long time ago, you idiot."

“I'm about to arrive. Don't be upset, Kihyun." I know how my cute face is acting right now. I really want to rush over and hug Oh.

“If you haven't come within ten seconds. I'm about to cry."

The little "Sib" is cute if you look at it from behind.

"Kao" wears clothes and you can see how cute they make him look.

“Eight!” The voice that was starting to cry gradually became clearer.

"Seven, you idiot." I smiled at this sentence like a crazy person.

"Six" bets that the cute face is starting to turn into a crying face.

"Huh--"

"Turn around."

"...." There was no sound from the other end of the line.

"Right now behind you." As soon as I finished speaking, the little person who had been standing with his back to me turned around to face me, with his now cute face.

Stained with a few tear stains, the bent face that showed she was completely annoyed changed into a shocked face that looked like a baby rabbit that was excited.

She's so cute. I guess she'll have to be punished for making a cute face in public.

"Happy Valentine's Day, Kihyun," I said as I handed a bunch of nearly one hundred red balloons to the person in front of me.

This little "crazy person" who now doesn't cry and turns his round, white, smooth cheeks into tomatoes instead of you, doesn't he know that I like to eat?

I wonder if the tomato on the cheek of the person in front of me must have been eaten by me.

"Hold it. I won't hold it. It'd be embarrassing."

After things returned to normal, I took Kihyun out for a walk along the Han River instead.

"So where's my Valentine's present?" I asked the little man walking next to me before he acted as if he remembered something.

before bending down to search the backpack he was carrying

"Here's my Valentine's present." I smiled almost immediately when I saw what the Valentine's present I received was. My cutie put a pink bow on my chest before doing a blooming flower presentation. That you are my gift

"I will take good care of this gift." With that, he asked for a deposit for my gift by kissing his round cheek, which was now turning into a tomato again.

"I love you, my destiny."

talk

This story has been written since Valentine's Day. I've never taken it down before.

This has just been an auspicious time to be posted for the sailors to read. Are you confused after reading this?

Finally, thank you for reading up to here. I love you.