Have you ever wondered about something? Have you ever been in an endless loop? This person, I, am experiencing that very thing.

emotions and feelings If we are still human beings Must have been found if only I knew. It is difficult for the soul to think, meditate, and feel anything. Time has passed for many years. Why do things that we thought never existed gradually appear? corrodes the soul It spreads to the subconscious mind, anger, love, hate, stress, resentment, and concern.

I don't understand it at all. When I saw it, when I touched it Fulfillment and disappointment, hope and hopelessness, I exist only because I want to know and want to try. feelings of human interest If you want to grab it and hold it with care, how good will it be? If this person were to have some of those things.....

Things that result from manipulation Those things that were just illusions...I was afraid, very afraid. Terrified every night Wake up even when dreaming. This once empty mind has already experienced and suppressed those feelings. Is this what humans cherish? Is this what you all desire?

It's not admirable at all. What should I do next? When now I myself cannot escape. This whirlpool still has to go around and be found. If the sentence that Found only to be separated. They are real. I myself want to abandon and be separated from these feelings as well.

But the saddest thing is that I am afraid of losing it even though I... I...should have let it go a long time ago.

His empty eyes stared blankly at the sky. A thin white hand slowly He slowly lifted it up as tears flowed from his right dark ruby ​​eye. and a deep blue color like the deep ocean on his left side while his other hand was used to support his frail body which was leaning against a tree.

Warm red liquid slowly flowed down the left shoulder, down the back, torso, and up to the third leg. A soft wind slowly blew past. But at this time, there was an incredibly cold feeling before both of my eyes suddenly closed... This is probably the right punishment for this person.

Well, even though there will be an end like this, at least this is one time that makes me realize that I myself have very clear feelings, thoughts, and desires....even if it means pain and suffering. No matter how much you want to escape In this twisted world I may not be able to return to the way I was before, but at least it lets me know that I am still breathing, still alive.