Hello, this is my first short story. Please give it to me. It might be a little short, but I hope you enjoy this short story. What do you think about this short story? Please leave a comment. Thank you for coming to read.

[This article is written for entertainment purposes only and is not related to any place, event, or person. If any words are written incorrectly, I apologize in advance.]

'In my life, there has never been love that came from the heart.

There are only words of love that are deceptive'

I'm Prem, an ordinary high school student. My father and mother separated when I was twelve years old. I don't know why they separated. Since that day, my father has never come to see me again. My mother sorrowfully died when I was fifteen. In the two years I lived with my mother

My mother was never happy. She cried to sleep every night. In the first year, he ate normally. But the next year, he didn't eat much, he was sad all the time, and in the end, he was sad and died. I don't know. Maybe this is good for me, and at least you won't have to suffer. I am no longer suffering. I can live alone because of the large inheritance you left me, but I have never received warmth and love from anyone. Even my friends see me as a strange person, having neither a father nor a mother.

My life continued like this until 'that person' appeared.

'Dan' is my only friend. Dan lives in a different room from me. We first met at the sports day. We were in the same color. At that time, Dan was a new kid. He had many friends and shone brighter than the sun. Look at the stars at night He always comes to see me. I love his smile and it makes me want to smile happily with him. Dan's story is the only thing that makes me smile and be happy when I think of him.

It's a feeling that I've never felt with anyone before. It's like a drawing that I've sketched and added colors to. And then one day Dan asked me to be his girlfriend. He asked me to be his girlfriend in front of his friends in the room. At that time, the feeling was like he was so happy that he overflowed. Tears from happiness overflowed. I agreed.

This is exactly what I was looking for: love from someone I had always wanted. After that, Dan pampered me with everything, never forgetting my important day. I've never had anyone do me like this before. My thoughts at that time were 'We have to repay the love he gave us by making him the luckiest man.' I tried to please him, whatever he asked for, whether it was things like feelings or actions.

We had been together for a while and I started to feel that my love was starting to fade. It felt like it wasn't what it was. I felt guilty for not being able to feel the same love as I did in the beginning. My guilt increased as he continued to be nice to me. One day Dan asked me to have sex with him. I thought for a long time but realized that I had to reciprocate his feelings so I agreed. After our first night he started to change. He didn't please me but he never did. Forgot my big day. Two weeks later, I rushed to buy a pregnancy test and found out that I wasn't pregnant. I was so relieved. Then, a month later, Dan asked to have sex with me again, probably out of the blue. It was my stupidity that I agreed. After that everything became even worse. He didn't even say hello to me when I walked past. I came home crying every night. It wasn't because of love, it was because of feelings. I did everything for him to give up something that couldn't be returned to him. Why did I do something wrong? Please answer me. What did I do wrong to God?

Two weeks later, I went to buy another pregnancy test, but this time the results were different. That's right, 'I'm pregnant'.

The feeling at that time was of worry, anxiety, fear that he would leave. Gone like mom and dad I called to make an appointment with Dan to come see me in my room tomorrow.

Dan came to the appointment on time, I was the one who started first. “Dan, Prem is pregnant.” Everything fell into silence. Dan didn't say anything for a while, then he said to me, “Prem, go get an abortion. Come to think of it, I'm only in high school and haven't even graduated yet. If this child is born, he will have a bad life.” It was probably my stupidity to fall for his words. Dan took me to buy abortion pills, but he was busy and couldn't stay with me.

I went into the bathroom and took his medicine. My thought at that time was, I'm sorry, my son. I had to. My tears kept flowing while I was in the bathroom, and then my baby came out with blood. I quickly grabbed the phone and called Dan to tell him. He answered the phone shortly. [Hello, what's wrong?] It wasn't Dan's voice, but It was a woman's voice. I remained silent and waited to hear the next sentence. [

Did you hear that, Mr. Dan? Someone called and didn't say anything.] She didn't say the last sentence to me. [What is it, Berry? Must have made the wrong call, please hang up.] Dan's voice suddenly gave me strength in my hands and legs. I collapsed to the floor, my phone falling to the floor. Why would he do this to me? was a question that swirled in my head. I took a piece of paper and wrote a letter to Dan.

'To the land

Dan, I did as you told me. Our child has died. I wrote this letter before I died to tell and ask Mr. Dan, he probably knew that Prem's father and mother had left him, and it was only Dan who made him feel like he wanted to stay. Preme likes Dan's smile, and for that smile, Preme does everything to see him one more time. No matter what Dan wants, Preme finds it for him. So why does Dan do this? Don't you love Preem anymore? Or have you never loved Preem at all?

In Dan Preem's eyes, what is a toy? Or something dead? Can you answer Prime? It's okay, Preem is gone. Preem will go stay with the child. Thank you for everything.

From Pream'

It's probably only a matter of minutes before I'll be able to be with you, and then, dear, I'll go find you……